Skin 2 Skin

[jadestar]

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE - AND SOOOOOOOOOOOOON

[debsxx2006xx]

Skin to Skin

Abby.

“f**king go I don’t care I gave everything up for you.”
I watch him run his fingers throw his hair and storm out of the bedroom “I never asked you to leave her!” I shout after him and I never he left her then came crawling to me so he can’t blame me.
“Go to your f**king perfect family Abby I don’t need you here!”
He walks across the apartment and slams the front door shut walking away from me I can’t believe we had a fight over something stupid but he didn’t even ask why I had to go he just wanted a fight.
I plonk myself down on the bed looking around the room I need to pack but maybe if I leave my number at his he will call and we can work things out.
I walk around the corner I’ll just leave my new number and leave I won’t piss him off anymore oh my he has moved on already is that Nicole I’ll kill him I watch as he ushers her into his building.

Luka.

“Hi stranger.”
I get out the car and I’m faced with Nicole “what are you doing here?” she looks at her feet “oh sorry hi” I look around I’m glad nobody can see this it would look a little weird.
“Can I come in?”
I look around god I must be stupid “ok only for a little while” I usher her inside out the cold “I have somewhere to be” I need to go see Abby I need to make it right before she leaves.
“Oh what I want doesn’t need to take long!”
Is she flirting with me “what you want?” I ask walking behind her up the stairs to my apartment.
Closing the door she dives on me “Nicole” he lips are all over me “Nicole” I try to push her off me without hurting her “I’m with Abby!” wow that made her stop.
“That tart you back with her?”
How dare she call Abby a tart she just dived on my “don’t call her that leave!” I open the door “now!” I scream and she picks her purse up and leaves I slam the door and bang my head off it “I’m so f**king stupid” I punch it and turn to the fridge I need a beer.

Abby.

“Hi Abby I heard you quit?”
I walk up to the desk “I’m going away for awhile” I nod my head it looks pretty busy “can you just give this to Luka for me please?” I hand him the tiny piece of paper hoping when he gives it to him he will call maybe he will tell me about Nicole himself so I don’t have to bring it up.
“I’ll miss ya we all will!”
Jerry walks around the desk and hugs me “I’ll try not to stay away to long” I pat his back and pull away.
“I will hunt you down if you do or we will send you Morris!”
I smile and shakes his hand “bye” I force my tears to stay inside “bye everyone” I wave I know everyone is busy and I don’t do good byes so I slip out and hold my head up high.

[jadestar]

oh NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

you can't do this to me - UPDATE

[strizzy]

OMG, not good at all

[debsxx2006xx]

Skin to Skin
2 months later.

Luka.
“Not the same is she?”
I standing at the front desk just watching my day go by when I hear Jerry so I turn around to see him standing next to me “what?” I wasn’t even listening.
“The new doctor she isn’t the same as Abby!”
Nobody could take her place she was smart funny beautiful god she was stunning I loved watching her work she had a heart of gold she cared about everyone but herself but that didn’t matter to her.
“Abby was better looking her ass looked real good in scrubs…you heard from her lately?”
Shut up Jerry only because she isn’t hear doesn’t mean you can talk about her like that well that’s what I wanted to say “yeah” I mutter I bet she has someone new I bet she doesn’t even think about me.

Abby.
“Go on it’s only a date what can happen?”
I’m having lunch with Megan we met the first week I was here and we have become really close and right now she is trying to fix me up with a doctor she works with I mean he is cute but I guess he isn’t Luka.
“Oh man your terrible if you still love him go home go to him?”
I wish “it’s not that easy the way I left things were nasty and we haven’t even spoke” I can’t believe he hasn’t called I left my number with Jerry it’s been 2 months he doesn’t care he has Nicole “he already has someone new Luka was never one for been single for too long” I keep having this dream well it’s more of a memory it’s the first night we made love it keeps replaying in my head every night.
“Life is only as hard as you make it!”
She has a point no I can’t “but” she knows me already I’m making myself unhappy just like always putting everyone first.
“Your mom is better what’s keeping you here?”
I shrug my shoulders “nothing but nothing is in Chicago for me anymore so I’m just going to get on with it” I pay the bill and grab her arm “lets go shopping” new underwear always makes me happy.

Luka.
“Night boss.”
I put my jacket on “good night Frank, night Ray” I call back as I head for the front door I’m going home to an empty apartment once again since she left all I do is work and sleep I can’t believe she didn’t leave a number I could have called her we could have made up now she will never come back.
“Oh Luka this fell behind the shelf it’s for you.”
I turn around and walk towards the desk it will be junk mail like always “Abby…” oh my god it’s a number “when…why…who” I can’t believe this.
“Sorry boss I forgot she gave me it!”
I slam my fist down “I thought she just left and now she is going to think I didn’t want to call you’re a f**king idiot Jerry!” I turn around and storm out the hospital jumping into my car I speed off home.

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Hi guys just so you know i'm going away tomorrow so no updates til next sunday SORRY x (i need to work on my tan)

[*Natalie*]

Have a good holiday!

Brill update! Trust you to leave us on a cliff hanger : p

natalie x

[jadestar]

oh noooooooo - that's so long...

but have a nice holiday

[strizzy]

Great update!!

Enjoy yourself

[anna982]

[glow=red,2,300]Update again really soon.[/glow]

[debsxx2006xx]

I'm back..........

I have a fantastic tan too

i will up date tomorrow i promise xxx

[jadestar]

yeah! can't wait for it

[debsxx2006xx]

Skin to Skin

Luka.
I have been home for 3 hours I’m sitting on the couch just staring at the little piece of paper that has so little on it but holds so much I have talked myself out of calling her 15 times “be a man Luka what can she do apart from put the phone down” I stand up and walk around the lounge “oh what the hell” I pick the phone up and punch the numbers in.
“Hello?”
Oh it’s guy I new it I new she would have someone else “wrong number” I slam the phone down and throw it across the room.
“BANG BANG.”
I kick the chair and walk up the stairs “what!” oh god “Abby?” wow she looks stunning her hair is blonde again and she has lost a lot of weight but she isn’t too skinny “wow” I don’t know what to say I think I scared her.
“Hi.”
I pull the door open to let her walk in “Jerry just gave me your number I was going to call but a guy answered I though” she nods her head as I shut the door.
“Donnie he’s em Megan’s husband.”
Thank god I thought well we know what I thought I watch her look around the apartment I wonder who she is looking for “you look good!” she just nods her head.
“So you and Nicole?”

Abby.
“You look good!”
Who is he kidding I wonder if she is here I could just see him hiding her in the bedroom “so you and Nicole?” his faces hits the floor and that’s all I need “you suck” I grab my purse and storm towards the apartment door.
“I’m not seeing Nicole now nor was I before!”
I turn around and face him “but I seen her” I seen her here with my own eyes so if he thinks he can lie his way out he has another thing coming.
“She was she kissed me but I told her I was with you!”
I bet that went down really well “oh” well don’t I feel like a thingy now “I thought” oh shut up Abby he knows what you thought.
“For almost 3 months I’ve worked and slept…on my own waiting hoping you would come back!”
I slowly walk down the steps that lead to the lounge one step “nobody?” he shakes his head to say no, second step “just waiting and hoping?” he holds his hand out to me as I reach the final step.
“I only wanted you jerry lost your number he found it tonight I flipped.”
I hold my hand out it’s shaking but I slowly move forwards and grab his “I forgive you for not calling” I tilt my head I can see tears building in his eyes.
“I forgive you for not calling too.”
He gently pulls on my arm and I fall into his arms “Luka don’t!” he brings both arms around me holding me tight to his chest.
“Listen please? I’m so sorry I walked out on you I’m sorry I let you leave I didn’t even ask why!”
My head sinks into his shoulder I had this all planned out I was going to yell maybe give him a slap and leave I never once thought I’d be here in his arms “my mom but she is ok now she’s doing better” I feel his tears drip onto my head “I didn’t want to leave you” I feel him nod his head.
“I will never let you leave me again…you are back right for good?”
He looks down at me pushing me back slightly away from his chest “yeah I’m back…I’m back” for good this time!

[jadestar]

yeah update! great!

[*Natalie*]

Great update!
Glad she's back Glad your back too

natalie x

[debsxx2006xx]

Thanks Nat it's so good to be back.

What we all thinking about this fic??
I don't know if i should end it soon and start a new one??
I do have (When you need me...) i could carry on??

Debbie