HI guys
i have just notice i have only given you one update today so i dragged my ass off the couch and here it is.
I don't want anyone hunting me down for updates
Crazy for loving you.
Abby.I’m in the kitchen it’s my day off so I’m playing mom I’m making mine and Megan’s dinner when I hear her pipe up from the lounge.
“You look happy mommy.”
She is right I’m acting like a giddy teenage and I don’t know why “Megan baby dinner is ready” I try to change the subject we have been cooking and cleaning together all day my idea to keep myself busy so I don’t get up and go to the hospital just to see Luka’s smile.
“Mommy?”
I walk towards her with our plates as she sits down at the table “what?” I know she is at the age but her questions are so hard to answer I don’t know what to say or where to look and I know this is going to be one of them situations.
“Do you fancy doctor Luka?”
I almost drop my fork I wasn’t expecting that “sorry?” I look up from my plate and she has the biggest grin spread across her pretty little face.
“He likes you and he watches you all the time.”
Things have been good since he decided to believe me over the gold digger that was almost a month ago and since then we have been closer then ever we have dinner together all the time and he has even taken Megan and me out to the fair and movies “he hasn’t been single two minutes Megs” I must say I’m starting to enjoy his company more and more and we have only been here four months.
“Bang…Bang…Bang…Bang…Bang…Bang…Bang…Bang…Bang…Bang.”
“That might be him now mommy on a his big white horse here to whisk you away from all the horrible monsters.”
I laugh as I get up “if you shut up ill let you ride the horse” I laugh rubbing her hair as I walk to the door “Richard!” hardly my knight in shining armour.
“Daddy!”
I stand a side as I hear Megan’s foot steps run across the room to the door “asshole!” I mouth to him as he picks her up walking into the house swinging her around.
“Sweetie can you give me and your mommy a minute?”
I close the door as he leads her to the stairs “she is eating” I point to the table I just want him to go but she does as he asks.
“I’m not drunk I promise.”
I stand in front of him and fold my arms “what do you want?” I wait for him to answer but I get angry too quickly when it comes to him “where have you been Richard you can’t keep doing this” he comes when he feels like it and lately that’s every other month.
“I’m so sorry but I’m going to change…I took a job here in Chicago I have a small apartment around the corner.”
Please god tell me he isn’t “what…why” I moved here to get away from him seeing him every other weekend was bad enough.
“Megan and you I miss you both I want us to start again we can be a family.”
I shake my head “I don’t want you!” he walks towards me “no” he can’t do this to me not again I’m finally happy I don’t want him I want someone else.
“We can take it slow!”
He is inches away from me “you cheated on me” he nods his head as he lifts his hands resting them on each side of my arms “no!” I pull away as he tries to rub my cheek.
“I’m back Abby for good this time!”