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Post by *Natalie* on Dec 11, 2006 2:27:51 GMT 10
Oh no.. why won't susan tell them anything?
natalie x
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Post by strizzy on Dec 11, 2006 6:51:20 GMT 10
OMG!! What is going on?
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Post by josefine on Dec 11, 2006 8:52:25 GMT 10
Great update!!!
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Post by bostongirl on Jan 4, 2007 6:26:06 GMT 10
And this is how it ends. A month later. "Abby, wake up." It's Luka his voice calling for me. Since the news about Sam I've been no good at all for him or for myself. "My head hurts." I whisper when I try to open my eyes but quickly close them. I feel his hands on mine and I know I've done something terrible last night, only I can't remember what. "Baby come on. You have to get out." Luka encourage me. "I don't want to. I hate life." I say to him. "I know it hasn't been quite easy lately but you have to get back on track. Micha and Katie will be here in a few hours, what am I going to tell them? That their mother is upstairs in bed surrounded by empty beer bottles? Smelling like an ashtray?" He says and he knows it hurts. "No." I sigh. I have to get out and open a window, take a shower, get some food, brush my teeth and be happy for my kids to come home. But I can't. I lost my sister 2 months ago. I still don't know how when and why. My best friend, at least I thought she was, hasn't called since that day. I know nothing. I don't know if she really is dead. I don't know how her funeral was. I don't know if she knew how much I loved her. I cry and feel Luka his hands surrounding me. I'm happy he's here for me, he's the light of my life. The one I can relay on. My hero. I took that shower and I did brush my teeths. Most important I got out of bed for the first time since 8 weeks. Luka cried when I walked into the kitchen and I know I'm hurting him by the way I'm reacting at this very moment. He went down to the airport to get Micha and Katie. It's their second visit in 8 weeks. I'm sitting at the kitchen table with my coffee and a bagel. Starring in the distance, not touching the bagel or taking a zip of the fresh coffee. I remember how Sam sat on the oppisite of the table every morning and eat her cereals and drink het milk. I stand up and walk over to the living room, where I can see her lying on the couch laughing with Dani. On the floor playing with Micha and Katie. My eyes fill with tears and I walk back to the kitchen. In a fresh moment I see Sam entering the kitchen with Susan holding her hand. That very moment is burning in my eyes. 'Abby she is the love of my life.' She had said to me when I gaze at them. I told them what my opnion was, as sister and as friend. From that moment it never was like the way it was before. I hear Luka his keys opening the front door and throw away the bagel and drink the cold coffee. I create a smile as he opens the door. My eyes meet the eyes of Katie and then Micha. I want to scream how much it hurts, I want to cry as long as I can, I want to run. Run away from everything. "Hey, had a nice flight?" I ask after I greeted them both with a warm hug. They both nod. Most likely Luka told them how I was doing and they now I'm faking this happy Abby, again.
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Post by strizzy on Jan 4, 2007 7:07:46 GMT 10
Nice update! I can't believe that she hasn't been given any answers, doesn't she at least deserve that?
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Post by bostongirl on Jan 4, 2007 7:13:00 GMT 10
Be patient Charlotte, she will get them soon. I promise.
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Post by *Natalie* on Jan 4, 2007 7:48:30 GMT 10
Great update Poor Abby, it's hard to move on when you don't know any of the facts natalie x
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Post by ERFanRach on Jan 4, 2007 10:30:07 GMT 10
Great Update!!!!
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Post by nandafm on Jan 4, 2007 10:40:59 GMT 10
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Post by jadestar on Jan 8, 2007 3:42:21 GMT 10
good update, I hope Abby soon gets the answers she needs so hopefully she can go on with her life... she's suffered enough
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Post by suzanne on Nov 12, 2008 3:40:04 GMT 10
Be patient Charlotte, she will get them soon. I promise. I just read this whole story!! Was that the end?? I would really like to know what happens if its not!! From the quote up above, I would think its not over, but I could be wrong!!
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