When you need me just call out my name.

[debsxx2006xx]

When you need me just call out my name.

Richard.

“Your drunk! You’re about to go down stairs and open someone up and your drunk how stupid are you Richard?”
Silly little bitch thinks she is so damn clever “I told you to watch your mouth didn’t I? Didn’t I?” I scream it into her head.
I walk towards her grabbing her by the face “You never f**king listen do you?” I push her against the wall “you have to keep f**king digging don’t you? When will you learn to just shut the f**k up” I pull her away from the wall and slam her to the ground were on top of the hospital roof.
She deserves this she knows what pisses me off and yet she still does it until I crack then she wonders why I hit her “get your ass back down stairs and keep it shut!” I warn her.

Abby.

“Get your ass back down stairs and keep it shut!”
I pick myself up off the ground and run down the stairs away from him I wait till the roof door closes before bursting into tears I won’t let him see me like this.
Richard and I have been married for almost 10 years we both work here at county hospital he is a surgeon and I work in the ER everyone thinks were the perfect couple but the truth is the only good thing he has given me is Katie, she is our 6 year old little girl.

Luka.

I hate the night shift I end up drinking so much coffee I’d rather just work days at least then I’m busy all the time to busy to drink tar.
If I worked more days I’d also get to see Abby I love seeing Abby just watching her smiles makes my day better but she only works days, she has done since she had Katie 6 years ago.
I pick my pager up and head towards the lounge “I’m going in the lounge Jerry beep me if anything comes in” I see him glance up from his game.
“Sure whatever you say boss!”
Walking into the lounge I see a book on the table “Life what’s yours” laughing as I lay on the couch I think about my life and what I have become.
It’s well my life is boring it consists of this place all I do is work 70 plus hours a week just to keep myself going to hide the fact I’m in love with my married best friend what is worse is I’m a 39 year old loser that lives in a 3 bedroom house but I’ve been single for 5 years.

Katie.

“Nana why do mommy and daddy fight?”
I love my daddy but he is really nasty to my mommy but she still wont tell anyone, I hear her crying all the time and daddy gets drunk and screams at her a lot.
“Honey people in love fight sometimes!”
Nana kisses my head and leaves the room she doesn’t understand I don’t like it when I have to come here I hate leaving mommy and been here means she is alone with him all weekend.
I remember this one time I went to kitchen to give mommy a hug because the night before daddy was shouting at her and when I do it makes her feel better but when I squeezed her It hurt her stomach and it made her cry I don’t like it when mommy cries it makes me sad.

[debsxx2006xx]

What do you think?

[hollygirl]

great start!! update sooooon!

[luby2534]

LOVE IT, LOVE IT, LOVE IT.

Please update really soon

[Rach :)]

awwwww thats luvly upd8 soon

[*Natalie*]

Aww poor katie and Abby

hope you do more soon... love you fics

natalie x

[jaana]

Great start! Cant wait for the next one!

[Maryna]

keep going!

[rorygilmore]

OMG mean Richard!!! I think I'm gonna love this story.
C'mon Luka, hurry, kick his butt!!!

[debsxx2006xx]

When you need me just call out my name.

Richard.

I need a drink I’m so sick of this f**king day I just want to go home chill out and have a few beers follow by some damn good sex.
“Hi daddy.”
What is she still doing up it’s past her bed time “Abby why is Katie still up?” I look around the lounge.
“She’s in the kitchen on the phone daddy.”
I walk into the kitchen and see her on the phone she’s smiling and laughing, “who the f**k are you talking to at this time?” I walk across the room and pull the phone away from her, checking the caller I.D I see its Kovac “get your own wife” I tell him hanging the phone up.
“What are you doing?”
I slam the phone on the table “I don’t like you talking to him, he needs to get a life of his own” I tell her as she starts to back away from me I hate it when she does that “Katie bed now!” I yell into the lounge.
“She wanted to wait up for you, she got an award for her art picture.”
I don’t f**king care about a stupid art picture “why do I care, she should be in bed” I walk into the lounge “nice picture Kate now bed!” I pick it up and fling it in the trash “I need a word with mommy” I push her up the stairs, for a daughter of two doctors she’s so slow sometimes.
“Are you going to scream at her?”
This kids has far to much of Abby inside her “mind your own business, I said bed didn’t I?” I watch her walk up the stairs and round the hallway before going back into the kitchen.

Katie.

“Are you going to scream at her?”
I don’t like it when daddy is angry so I go into my bedroom like I’m told and curl into bed pulling the covers over my head so I can’t hear.
“Richard don’t do it please.”
I can hear mommy crying I want to go down stairs and help her but he will yell at me and it will make him worse so I just pull the cover tighter around me.
“That will teach you, now I want you to stay away from him got it.”
I can hear daddy yelling and loads of banging he is talking about uncle Luka I think, I wish he was here now he wouldn’t let daddy yell at mommy like that he loves me and mommy.

Abby.

“Richard don’t do it please” He comes storming into the kitchen pushing pots and pans on the floor until he reaches me and pins me to the wall.
“That will teach you, now I want you to stay away from him got it.”
He pushes harder with each word the handle on the cabinet is pushing into my back causing me to cry out in pain “I’m sorry” I tell him hoping it’s enough to make him let go.
“All I want was a beer, when are you going to learn bitch!”
He slams his fist into my face “Richard” I cry his name out the force of his punch caused me to fall on the floor “I’m sorry” I cry holding my face.
He carries on slamming things around the kitchen then walks back towards me pulling me across the floor towards where his is knelt on the floor.
“You never learn do you, you make me do this Abby”
He pushes a strand of hair away from my face letting it fall over my shoulder down my chest “Richard” his hands are touching me I hate him I hate him so much “please don’t” he has been forcing himself on me for the last 6 months now.
“Come on baby how better to make up then sex.”
I shake me head no I don’t want to I haven’t want to sleep with him for years but I’m just to scared to do anything but lately he will hit me them rape me no matter how hard I cry and beg him to stop he never does.
“Shhh you know you want this.”
He pulls me down pushing me on the floor as he covers my body with his “Richard please, please don’t” I cry my words out repeating myself over and over hoping tonight will be different.
As he enters me I stop speaking I just close my eyes and think of Katie my beautiful baby she’s the only thing that is keeping me on this earth, I have to stay here taking hit after hit so he hits me not her I could never let him hurt her.
“Put some f**king effect into it next time bitch.”
He yells at me as he finishes it never has lasted long f**k knows how he manage to give me Katie but then again it’s just the memory that sticks in my head night after night I go to bed shaking and brusied.

[Rach :)]

I H8 RICHARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UPD8 SOON

[<3 LubyII <3]

Wow.... ! Great updates! Update again soon.

[jaana]

Wow, that was great. Update again.

[debsxx2006xx]

Hey all

i am starting new chapter so it won't be long before i update.

what do you think?

am i making Richard too mean?

[Rach :)]

he is pretty mean but it makes a gd fic dont change anything