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Post by *Natalie* on Oct 5, 2006 6:47:12 GMT 10
Aww poor Sam. Hope she can get through it natalie x
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Post by ERFanRach on Oct 5, 2006 8:26:34 GMT 10
Update Soon!!!!!!!
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Post by steffi1986 on Oct 6, 2006 5:27:21 GMT 10
OMG that was really sad and I hope that sam gets over it soon please update really soon
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Post by bostongirl on Oct 6, 2006 7:28:50 GMT 10
Last night was horrible but I told Sam we would get trough this, of all the things we have been trough this will be another thing we will have to deal with and leave behind us. She nodded and knew it was the truth.
“Mom?” It’s Micha who pops his head around the bedroom door. “Hey!” And I smile upon him. “I was wondering if we could go to the park today. Just you and me. Like we used to.” And he takes a seat on the bed. “Sure. I need to get dressed first ok?” “You thought I would take you in your dressing-gown?” He laughs. “Just wait.” I grin, tomorrow is Christmas morning. I really need to see the look on their faces! I can’t wait till the morning!
“So why did you want to go here?” I ask Micha when we are walking in the park. “Not something special. I just wanted some time alone with you. Like the old days. We had fun together.” “Yeah we had. I remember that one time you were stuck in a tree and couldn’t get out. You asked me to call the fire department. I climbed up to get you out of it.” “Yeah. And all the times we played football together. You were the only mom who understands football! And you played it well!” I wrap my arm around him and hold him a little. “Don’t mom. Not in public.” He smiles. “O Micha you’re such a wonderful kid. You were the one who made me laugh after Katie went back to Richard. And you were the cutest kid I’ve ever seen when you left the house. Crying when your dad drove you to the airport and phoned only 5 hours after you left to ask if we were ok.” “I just love you two. I know Dani was mad at me when I started calling you mom; I was just a little kid! And Katie did it so I thought well I can do it to! She was so angry! Do you remember the wedding?” A smile comes upon his face. “O yeah I do. You were the middle of the attention. Everybody knew who you were. We can watch the tape when we get home.” And we pass a playground. “That would be fun!”
“Dani! Sam!” Were going to watch the wedding tape!” Micha screams when we get in. “Cool!” Sam is doing much better, laughing and goofing around with Dani. “O no not that one! I was way too fat in that period!” Not true. She doesn’t like it cause you can see the bruises a little bit. “Come on Dani it will be fun.” Sam says grabbing Dani’s wrist. Luka puts in the tape and we enter Susan’s living room. Maggie is sitting on the couch with Katie on her lap. Then it switches of to Luka and his dad. We hear them talking in Croatian, I still don’t understand a word of it. Back at Susan places we see that I’m walking down the stairs, I did look beautiful that day. The camera turns over to mom, Katie, Sam and Susan. “O look Sam you were still a baby girl!” Micha says when he sees Sam’s tears in her eyes in the movie. “Just wait you brat.” Pointing at the fact Micha tripped when he was walking over with the rings. We hear the wedding-vows of Luka, ‘I vow not to let the sun go down on our anger, and to treat each morning as a new day to love you, the gift I have been given’, that line still makes my heart beat stop for a second and make me feel so happy. We both had that line in our wedding-vows. It was our agreement and it still is. Not only to us but also to the children. Then it’s Micha’s time. We see him walking from the back in the garden, slowly on Jewel’s 2 become 1. “There it comes!” Dani says. And she’s right when Micha passes his grandpa a second later he fels down. And just know I realize what took place. He didn’t do it to make us laugh, his grandpa tripped toe him! “Ah, Sorry Micha for blaming you all these years!” I say. “What do you mean Abs?” Luka asks. “Didn’t you see that? Your dad made him trip!” “Yeah dad. I never told it cause I loved it that you all were getting on to me with that. But now…the whole secret became a lie.” He smiles at us and I know he knows we will always get on to him with that. “O little brother, you had a difficult time with that growing up!” Dani says when she rubs his head. “That hurts Dan!” And we all start laughing.
It had been a long day and we decide to leave the presents for tomorrow morning. Luka is already flat down in bed when I enter the bedroom in my, new, dressing-gown. “That will blow them away hun!” He says with a smile on his face. “O yeah it will.” And I take it off and crawl next to him. “You’re still as beautiful as on our wedding day. And I still love as much as I did that day, maybe even more.” And he kisses my fore-head when I close my eyes.
2 become 1 - Jewel. I watch u while you're sleeping Messy hair, chest bare, moonlight on your skin I wanna breathe u in In the silence, words come easy I can tell u now just how simple it's been 2 let u in Don't move, this mood is a painting We'll never find the same thing
Love, do not make a sound Melt into me now 2 become 1
Love is so close 2 hurting With a shake we could wake from our own dreaming But we must make a vow 'Cause I have waited a lifetime Now is the right time
Love, do not make a sound Melt into me now 2 become 1
Love, let's make time stand still Let this moment last until 2 become 1
Like a bird owns its wings Like a song belongs 2 melody U belong 2 me I fold your arms around me Let your flesh, your breath, your love, surround me Oh, u feel like home
Love, do not make a sound Melt into me now 2 become 1
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Post by ERFanRach on Oct 6, 2006 7:46:31 GMT 10
Great Update
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Post by *Natalie* on Oct 6, 2006 8:00:16 GMT 10
Great update!
natalie x
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Post by jadestar on Oct 7, 2006 2:59:44 GMT 10
sweet update
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Post by steffi1986 on Oct 7, 2006 6:17:44 GMT 10
OMG this is such a great and sweet story please update soon
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Post by strizzy on Oct 7, 2006 23:43:17 GMT 10
Nice update!!!
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Post by bostongirl on Oct 8, 2006 9:08:33 GMT 10
Christmas morning. I wake up with a smile on my face. I hear Luka yelling downstairs and Jack and Dani talking in their bedroom. Sam and Susan are in the shower and Micha is probably not awake. I wait until I know for sure they are all sitting at the kitchen table waiting for me to come down.
“Mom! Breakfast is ready and we are starving!” Dani screams from underneath the stairs. “I’m coming.” And I take the dressing-gown and walk of the stairs.
I enter the kitchen just like I always do and grab the seat next to Luka and Micha. None of them are saying a word. Just gazing. “Merry Christmas” I say when I take a pancake. “Merry Christmas.” They say all at the same time. I hear Dani grinning and Sam whispering. Micha lets out a brief laugh. “Time for presents?” Luka asks when I take a sip of coffee. “Yeah that would be great.” Sam says. Still nobody said a word about the dressing-gown and I feel disappointment.
“Mom, you look great! I love it!” Dani says finally. “Thanks hun.” And I give her a smile. Then they all start laughing. “Thank god! I thought you loved it and I was thinking no this can’t be happening!” “We will never love your taste for dressing-gowns mom. They’re not fashion.” Micha says when he spurts out his milk. “Thanks.” And I smile at them. “Don’t tell me you’re happy with the fact we laughed at you!?” Dani says. “I am! I bought it to make you laugh.” “So you won this time.” Micha says. “Yes I did.” Then Luka enters with the gifts.
I got a lot of presents and I can’t figure out from whom they are. One I know, it’s from Susan. I noticed her handwriting on the wrapping. It’s a vacation cheque. I’m happy with that cause I was planning to take them all on a vacation after Dani delivered the baby. Further I got a new laptop, probably from Luka, a watch with ‘best mom’ in it, I guess Micha, a photophrame with little elves, Dani I think, and a neck-less with 5 tiny diamantes. The neck-less was the best cause there was a little note in it. ‘Abby Kovac, the diamantes stands for all the persons who love and worship you.’ I don’t know who bought it but this person touched my heart. At last I got a cappuccino maker, Sam her present. I knew that one.
“Happy with your gifts?” Luka ask when the kids are doing the dishes and we are hanging on the couch. “Yes. Thanks.” And I kiss him. “You’re welcome hun.” And he wraps his hands around me. I like it when he just holds me.
That evening we are watching lazy Christmas movies when the doorbell rings. “I’ll take it.” Sam says and gets up. I hear her talking in the hallway and can’t figure out who’s voice it is. “Abby.” She says when she’s back in the living room. I turn my head and there she is my angel. My baby. “Katie!” “Mom!” And we hold each other o so close. “Merry Christmas” The rest says. “O thank you so much! You don’t know what this means to me.” I cry. “We know mom. We know.” Micha says when he wipes away a tear.
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Post by ERFanRach on Oct 8, 2006 9:14:53 GMT 10
Great Update!!!!
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Post by steffi1986 on Oct 8, 2006 9:14:58 GMT 10
OMG this was so touching please update soon
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Post by *Natalie* on Oct 9, 2006 0:31:56 GMT 10
Great update! Glad Katie came for Christmas natalie x
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Post by jadestar on Oct 9, 2006 0:56:41 GMT 10
oh soooo sweet - *sigh*, I'm glad that Katie is there
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Post by bostongirl on Oct 9, 2006 5:25:31 GMT 10
The day after. I get out of bed knowing the rest of the family will still be asleep. I'm realy quiet to not wake Katie who's sleeping in the livingroom.
Closing the kitchen door my eye spots an envelope on the floor addressed to me.
To my most beloved mom.
Abby, you are the best that could happen in my life. I know it sounds stupid but it’s true. From the moment I met you I loved you. Although we had our moments we were always fooling around. I’ve never met someone as special as you are. Do you remember the first thing I said to you? I do it was “Your hair looks like gold” and even after all those years it still does.
I know dad calls you his angel. But you’re not only his angel. We as kids, Dani, Sam and I, always tell people that you are an angel from heaven. I can see you’re thinking why? Well let me explain.
For Dani and me: You made our dad happy again after he lost his wife. You made us realize that we could love another woman. You helped us trough a rough period. You were always there for us in our teens when we needed you. You made us laugh, cry and feel welcome. *You also forgot me tons of times but you made that up with all the love and warmth you gave me.
For Sam: You’re her lost sister. You supported her. You helped her out. You loved her. You cared for her. You did everything possible for her. You made her realize she was worth living again. You gave her back her life.
Now don’t you dare to cry. You’re not allowed yet. I’ll continue. I think you don’t even know for yourself how much people care about you. I know you have a low self-esteem, cut the crap Abs you’re the best!
You touched so much hearts, you made the world a better place when you started the foundation. You really make a difference. So Abby, promise me you will never ever give up your goals and dreams. Although your becoming a granny soon you still have the spirit you had when we met you. Continue with the positive energy that’s flooting around you. Continue with being a supportive person. Continue to listen to people. Continue to be the best mom anyone can dream-off.
So right now you’re allowed to cry. (You may lean on every shoulder you want.)
Micha. (Kiddo.)
P.S. Merry Christmas, hope you like the neck-less.
“Micha Kovac up your feet.” I yell when I read the letter. That boy really knows how to touch my heart. “What’s wrong?” He asks when he enters the kitchen. “You are the…” But I can’t continue cause he already knows what’s going on and takes me in his arms. “Sorry mom. It was supposed to be with the neck-less.” He says. “No worries kiddo. You just touched my heart.” I smile at him.
“She found the letter?” Dani asks when she sees us. “Yeah a bit dramatic isn’t she?” Micha says. “O mom we love you so much!” And she hugs me to. And there we stand, in my kitchen with the three of us crying like a maniac.
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