Post by Melimelo on Aug 27, 2006 13:19:47 GMT 10
This my second fan fiction- I am still going to continue with "We always find each other" But I wanted to go back to Abby and Luka and explore other storylines .
Abby and Luka have broken up over 12 mths ago and Abby has been with Carter ever since. Things have gone from bad to worse lately and after a heated arguement Abby and Carter are in a car accident.
Abby is admitted with a head injury and Carter is spirited off by his family before he can be charged with anything and heading for a Rehab clinic somewhere overseas.
Luka is sitting with Abby trying to comfort her and things are about to get a whole lot worse.........
Abby feels the bandages across her head and runs her fingers along the contours of her face.
"I can't believe I am going to be scarred on my face"
Luka looks at her lying there so small and helpless and his heart is aching to help her.
"They will fade after time and you will be just as beautiful.."
Abby rolls onto her side and tries to hide her pain from him.
Luka gently puts his hand on her back and rubs it in a comforting way and she lets a little sigh out... but still she holds back.
"Why don't you just let it all out Abby.... let go and really have a good cry... you will feel better."
Abby pulls herself up in bed and her head drops momentarily before she looks up and tears well in her eyes.
"I hate him.... I hate him so much for doing this to me."
Abby starts to shake and her voice waivers but she continues.
"I didn't know he was self medicating and hooked on pain killers again.. he was just so moody and I didn't see the signs."
Luka watches silently as she chokes back more tears...his chest was tightning as her wall seemed to come down ..he could feel her pain.
"We seemed to fight all the time and then I started drinking again...at first it was only a glass of wine and then it was the whole bottle... hell he was drinking with me.."
Luka tries to not to react ... but her words are cutting at him like a knife.....she was in so much pain and Carter did nothing to stop it.... he wondered how they got to this point.
Abby wipes her tears away as Luka hands her another kleenex.
"I mean I knew he wasn't dealing with his parents divorce and when his grandma died .. it was awful.... but he shut me out and I guess we just started to fall apart....."
Luka puts his hand on her shoulder...gently letting her know he was there...and that he needed to speak.
"I have your blood test results... your blood alcohol level was pretty high.."
Abby blinks and sniffs ... the words seem to have no meaning and Luka is concerned that she is spiralling into a depression and he hesitates as to whether he should tell her anymore.
"Abby something else showed up in your results.."
Abby seems transfixed on the wall and Luka waits a moment to see if she she is listening.
"Abby... are you listening to me...?"
Abby slowly turns her head toward Luka and he sees a flicker of light in her eyes .... he sucks in a deep breath and tells her she is pregnant....Luka holds her hand and waits for her reaction.
Carefully considering what Luka has told her she begins to process the information and he watches as her face slowly changes expression as the gravity of the situation sinks in.
"I am not having a baby Luka..... I am not having Carter's baby"
Luka let's out a long breath and tries to understand what she must be thinking ...god he wanted to hold her now.
Abby starts to rock back and forth when suddenly the door to her room opens and a nurse enters .... Luka motions to the nurse to leave.
Abby starts to get out of the bed and Luka grabs her by the hand as she steadies herself.
"whoa.. where are you going..?"
Abby looks at him... desparation in her eyes.
"I have to get out of here Luka... I can't stay here.. I don't want to stay here... I want to go home and I want to make an appointment with Coburn and end this nightmare..."
Abby bends over in pain and Luka grabs her before she falls .
"Oh my god Luka...."
Blood is running down her leg and Luka holds onto her tight.
"I'm sorry Abby... I'm so sorry.."
Luka feels helpless and can only hold onto her knowing that nature is taking it's course.
Abby pulls away from him and squeezes his hand as another cramp takes hold and he helps her back up into the bed.
"I will go and page Coburn..."
Abby reaches out to his hand
"Don't leave me Luka...." Abby cries out in pain
He comes back to the side of the bed and holds her hand.
"I am not going far ....I just need to get Coburn.."
Abby turns her head away from him and he leans over and gently kisses her on the forehead....her eyes close unable to cope with the reality of the situation....his eyes close too.
"I will be here for you Abby.... "
Abby looks up at him through tear stained eyes and suddely she remembers how good he used to make her feel and how she wishes she could go back in time.
"Do you remember ...?"
Luka looks at her as he turns to walks out the door.
"Remember... what do you mean"
Abby hesitates and then answers "The way we were"...
Luka smiles and is somewhat confused by her question.
"Yes..." he smiles and leaves the room.
Luka reaches the nurses desk and pages Coburn and then heads back to Abby's room and stops before entering the room.
He leans up against the wall his back flat against it... his heart is racing... all the old feelings were back... he still loves her.
This wasn't going to be easy... being there for her and all the while wanting to reach out and take her in his arms and tell her everything is going to be all right......but he couldn't do it..not yet anyway..it was too soon.
Abby waits nervously for Luka to return... this was the worst day of her life and yet somehow she was starting to feel a sense of calm.....her thoughts suddenly turn to Luka as he enters the room and their eyes lock for a second....Luka sits by her bed ...he was trying not to look directly into her eyes
as he knew that one long lingering gaze would pierce straight through his heart and he would be vulnerable to her... and he could not afford to be weak at the moment..she needed him to be strong and he wanted more than anything to be strong for her....he learnt that when they were together and didn't want to make the same mistakes that broke them last time even if they were only friends now...she mean't more to him now than he ever realised before....he swallowed hard as if to regain his train of thought before speaking.
"Coburn will be here soon..."
Abby looks at her watch ...Luka was due off six hours ago.
"You must be tired.......maybe you should go home."
The minute her words left her mouth she wishes she never said them... she wanted him to stay more than ever.
He searches her eyes and senses she is pleading with him to stay... as tired as he is.. he doesn't want to leave either.
"I am fine ..."
his accent was calming and she nods
Luka picks up her hand and puts it in his and she finally closes her eyes and rests.
Let me know what you think.....
Abby and Luka have broken up over 12 mths ago and Abby has been with Carter ever since. Things have gone from bad to worse lately and after a heated arguement Abby and Carter are in a car accident.
Abby is admitted with a head injury and Carter is spirited off by his family before he can be charged with anything and heading for a Rehab clinic somewhere overseas.
Luka is sitting with Abby trying to comfort her and things are about to get a whole lot worse.........
Abby feels the bandages across her head and runs her fingers along the contours of her face.
"I can't believe I am going to be scarred on my face"
Luka looks at her lying there so small and helpless and his heart is aching to help her.
"They will fade after time and you will be just as beautiful.."
Abby rolls onto her side and tries to hide her pain from him.
Luka gently puts his hand on her back and rubs it in a comforting way and she lets a little sigh out... but still she holds back.
"Why don't you just let it all out Abby.... let go and really have a good cry... you will feel better."
Abby pulls herself up in bed and her head drops momentarily before she looks up and tears well in her eyes.
"I hate him.... I hate him so much for doing this to me."
Abby starts to shake and her voice waivers but she continues.
"I didn't know he was self medicating and hooked on pain killers again.. he was just so moody and I didn't see the signs."
Luka watches silently as she chokes back more tears...his chest was tightning as her wall seemed to come down ..he could feel her pain.
"We seemed to fight all the time and then I started drinking again...at first it was only a glass of wine and then it was the whole bottle... hell he was drinking with me.."
Luka tries to not to react ... but her words are cutting at him like a knife.....she was in so much pain and Carter did nothing to stop it.... he wondered how they got to this point.
Abby wipes her tears away as Luka hands her another kleenex.
"I mean I knew he wasn't dealing with his parents divorce and when his grandma died .. it was awful.... but he shut me out and I guess we just started to fall apart....."
Luka puts his hand on her shoulder...gently letting her know he was there...and that he needed to speak.
"I have your blood test results... your blood alcohol level was pretty high.."
Abby blinks and sniffs ... the words seem to have no meaning and Luka is concerned that she is spiralling into a depression and he hesitates as to whether he should tell her anymore.
"Abby something else showed up in your results.."
Abby seems transfixed on the wall and Luka waits a moment to see if she she is listening.
"Abby... are you listening to me...?"
Abby slowly turns her head toward Luka and he sees a flicker of light in her eyes .... he sucks in a deep breath and tells her she is pregnant....Luka holds her hand and waits for her reaction.
Carefully considering what Luka has told her she begins to process the information and he watches as her face slowly changes expression as the gravity of the situation sinks in.
"I am not having a baby Luka..... I am not having Carter's baby"
Luka let's out a long breath and tries to understand what she must be thinking ...god he wanted to hold her now.
Abby starts to rock back and forth when suddenly the door to her room opens and a nurse enters .... Luka motions to the nurse to leave.
Abby starts to get out of the bed and Luka grabs her by the hand as she steadies herself.
"whoa.. where are you going..?"
Abby looks at him... desparation in her eyes.
"I have to get out of here Luka... I can't stay here.. I don't want to stay here... I want to go home and I want to make an appointment with Coburn and end this nightmare..."
Abby bends over in pain and Luka grabs her before she falls .
"Oh my god Luka...."
Blood is running down her leg and Luka holds onto her tight.
"I'm sorry Abby... I'm so sorry.."
Luka feels helpless and can only hold onto her knowing that nature is taking it's course.
Abby pulls away from him and squeezes his hand as another cramp takes hold and he helps her back up into the bed.
"I will go and page Coburn..."
Abby reaches out to his hand
"Don't leave me Luka...." Abby cries out in pain
He comes back to the side of the bed and holds her hand.
"I am not going far ....I just need to get Coburn.."
Abby turns her head away from him and he leans over and gently kisses her on the forehead....her eyes close unable to cope with the reality of the situation....his eyes close too.
"I will be here for you Abby.... "
Abby looks up at him through tear stained eyes and suddely she remembers how good he used to make her feel and how she wishes she could go back in time.
"Do you remember ...?"
Luka looks at her as he turns to walks out the door.
"Remember... what do you mean"
Abby hesitates and then answers "The way we were"...
Luka smiles and is somewhat confused by her question.
"Yes..." he smiles and leaves the room.
Luka reaches the nurses desk and pages Coburn and then heads back to Abby's room and stops before entering the room.
He leans up against the wall his back flat against it... his heart is racing... all the old feelings were back... he still loves her.
This wasn't going to be easy... being there for her and all the while wanting to reach out and take her in his arms and tell her everything is going to be all right......but he couldn't do it..not yet anyway..it was too soon.
Abby waits nervously for Luka to return... this was the worst day of her life and yet somehow she was starting to feel a sense of calm.....her thoughts suddenly turn to Luka as he enters the room and their eyes lock for a second....Luka sits by her bed ...he was trying not to look directly into her eyes
as he knew that one long lingering gaze would pierce straight through his heart and he would be vulnerable to her... and he could not afford to be weak at the moment..she needed him to be strong and he wanted more than anything to be strong for her....he learnt that when they were together and didn't want to make the same mistakes that broke them last time even if they were only friends now...she mean't more to him now than he ever realised before....he swallowed hard as if to regain his train of thought before speaking.
"Coburn will be here soon..."
Abby looks at her watch ...Luka was due off six hours ago.
"You must be tired.......maybe you should go home."
The minute her words left her mouth she wishes she never said them... she wanted him to stay more than ever.
He searches her eyes and senses she is pleading with him to stay... as tired as he is.. he doesn't want to leave either.
"I am fine ..."
his accent was calming and she nods
Luka picks up her hand and puts it in his and she finally closes her eyes and rests.
Let me know what you think.....