cloudy
Duchess of Luby
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Jan 7, 2009 9:15:46 GMT 10
Post by cloudy on Jan 7, 2009 9:15:46 GMT 10
I love your fics, they are all just so interesting. I hope whenever you have chance to update any that are unfinished.
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Jan 8, 2009 14:55:51 GMT 10
Post by Melimelo on Jan 8, 2009 14:55:51 GMT 10
Abby sits on the toilet in complete silence as if the last 30minutes didn't occur. The stress of thinking she was pregnant made her feel ill and the the unimaginable task of trying to convince Luka that she didn't just offer to support him through a vasectomy reversal and subsequent possibility that they could as a couple have a baby if the procedure worked. Suddenly there is a knock on the door.
"Abby can I come in...are you okay?"
Abby remains perched on the seat and stares blankly at the wall. How could she face him..how could she shoot him to flames and ruin his moment..it wouldn't be fair.
"Abby...we really need to talk...If you could just come out here and talk...please."
Luka keeps banging on the door and Abby's head starts to throb in the same tune.
"Abby..c'mon..we have to talk..."
Abby tears off a piece of toilet paper and blow her nose,she lets out a heaving sigh and decides he is right they need to talk even if it tears them apart.
"Okay Luka I'm coming out..stand back from the door."
Luka stops leaning on the door and as she appears to him she notices he has gone a deathly shade of pale.
"Luka are you okay..."
Luka nods and grabs her hand and leads her back out to the sofa.
"Abby...sit down....you definitely need to sit down"
Abby pushes the cushion out of the way and then scrunches her brow up in confusion...what was wrong with him..he was acting really weird and it was going to be a difficult conversation.
"Luka..I'm fine...but your acting all weird and it is creeping me out. I just want to say that I really freaked out when I thought I was pregnant and then when you said you had a vasectomy ..I was kind of relieved. I just felt guilty though because I know how much you miss your kids and that given half a chance you probably would want more kids and I'm sure you would be a great father ...but me ...Luka I don't think I would be a good mum." Luka listens intently and then starts smiling...
"Well in about 9 months I guess we'll know..."
Abby closes her eyes and shakes her head...he was delusional and not making sense at all.
"Luka.....please understand...I'm not sure that I will ever want to have kids and maybe that is something you need to consider"
Luka stands up and fiddles with something in his pocket and then pulls out a pregnancy test stick.
"Is this yours Abby..."
Abby looks at the stick and frowns....yeah she did take a test earlier and completely forgot to check it...oh god no she thought...it couldn't be true could it...shit...how can it be true....?
Luka stands there smiling....he was completely ignorant.
"Maybe I don't need that reversal..maybe it never worked after all" Abby stared at the stick...what the hell was going on?
To be continued.....................................
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Jan 8, 2009 20:55:48 GMT 10
Post by suzanne on Jan 8, 2009 20:55:48 GMT 10
Hopefully it didn't work!! haha Hope Luka and Abby talk and sort everything out!! Can't wait to see what happens next, update soon!!
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Jan 10, 2009 13:39:14 GMT 10
Post by betinhaa on Jan 10, 2009 13:39:14 GMT 10
hey I`m really happy that you are up dating again!!! please don`t take so long for the next one, I really wanna know what is gonna happen
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Jan 16, 2009 23:12:17 GMT 10
Post by Melimelo on Jan 16, 2009 23:12:17 GMT 10
Abby sat on the couch and watched as Luka made her a cup of tea and the more he hummed the more she felt like he was running his finger nails down a blackboard.
"Luka....can you not hum for a minute..I can't think straight."
Luka smiles at her, a stupid grin and a stupid cup of tea. All she wanted was a cup of coffee and a cigarette and even though she had been nicotine free for a while she was suddenly craving a smoke.
"Luka the test means nothing and until I have a blood test we really know nothing and you shouldn't get all happy on me until we know something and even when we know something I'm still not sure how I am going to feel."
She was rambling on and he knew it..but he didn't care and the remote possibility that she might be pregnant with his child was enough to keep him from being drawn into her usual self doubt vortex.
"Abby I thought my days of being a father were over and now you give me hope....I'm sorry if I'm happy...but this is actually good news for me"
Abby sipped her tea quietly and frowned as she tasted it..not only was it not coffee it wasn't even really tea.
"Oh my god Luka what is this crap you call tea..?"
Luka laughs out loud.
"It's de -caffinated....you should get used to it."
Abby shakes her head in disbelief....one minute she dreaded the thought that she might be pregnant and then a reprieve comes when Luka announces he had a vasectomy and now her test stick states categorically that she is pregnant..what the hell was going on? Did he really get her pregnant?
To be continued................
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Jan 17, 2009 23:21:59 GMT 10
Post by suzanne on Jan 17, 2009 23:21:59 GMT 10
Love it!! Hopefully he did get her pregnant!! Abby needs to be happy about the baby if she is pregnant!! Update soon!!
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Jul 4, 2009 23:05:30 GMT 10
Post by Melimelo on Jul 4, 2009 23:05:30 GMT 10
Abby pulled her arm back suddenly and the strap pinched her skin and she winced as Luka shrugged his shoulders and rolled his eyes at her.
"If you don't let me draw blood Abby then I will call Morris or Chuny in here to do it and then your business will be all over the 6 o'clock news."
Abby slowly unfolded her arm and offered it to him.
"Fine...but be gentle and quick...I don't want anyone walking in and asking questions."
Luka began to draw blood and as it drained from her arm it also began to drain from her face.
"Abby are you okay...you seem quite pale."
Abby nods slowly and is greatful when he finishes and take off the strap from her arm.
"Yeah...I'm okay...just a million things going through my head right now. Funny how I can take blood,yet how queer I feel when someone takes it from me."
Luka writes up the pathology form "Jane Doe" Abby glances over his shoulder and seems pleased.
"Good call on the name thing.....and for the date of birth you can just put down something that makes me about twenty-five"
Luka smiles as he picks up the vile and marks it with a pen unawares that Abby is now sizing him up.
"You know....you probably need to get tested too..you know, if my test comes back positive "
Luka looks at her confused.
"You think I need a blood test too...why?"
Abby giggles nervously and looks down at her feet, she couldn't look at him directly.
"No...you should get your potent croatian swimmers tested...find out why or if I got pregnant to a man that supposedly had a vasectomy."
Luka stands there stunned..something just occurred to him... To be continued............
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Jul 6, 2009 2:22:51 GMT 10
Post by suzanne on Jul 6, 2009 2:22:51 GMT 10
You can't leave it like that! Thats so cruel!! What did Luka realise?? Update again soon!!
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cloudy
Duchess of Luby
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Jul 6, 2009 11:50:22 GMT 10
Post by cloudy on Jul 6, 2009 11:50:22 GMT 10
Yea, you can't leave it like that. I'm so glad you updated!!!
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Jul 7, 2009 8:20:55 GMT 10
Post by Melimelo on Jul 7, 2009 8:20:55 GMT 10
Luka scratched his head in disbelief and then laughed out loud,it was so stupid and so rediculous and he felt like a complete idiot and yet he had to tell her.
"Abby...I just realised that I never went back and had the follow up test,I mean after you have the procedure they ask you to get your ..you know ....."
Abby throws her hands up to her ears.
"I get it Luka, you never got yourself re tested and you could be shooting live bullets."
Luka nods sympathetically as he sees her eyes kind of mist up,he knew she was scared and he wasn't helping by being cavalier.
"I'm sorry Abby, I have been careless and over the years I haven't been too careful. I just hope that I haven't done anything that has caused anyone else to get pregnant."
Abby shoots him an icy glance, he had just dug himself deeper into a hole.
"You may have got someone else pregnant...are you kidding me?"
Luka swallow hard and tries to think on his feet,surely not, he was just thinking out loud-he didn't mean anything by it.
"Abby I didn't mean it like that, I mean I did use condoms mostly as it isn't always about contraception is it and over the years there hasn't been that many woman and...."
Abby puts her hand up in front of him.
"Stop Luka, I don't want to hear it....not now"
Luka stands there with "Jane Doe's" blood vile in his hand and Abby in front of him on the verge of tears, this is not what he imagined parenthood to be the second time around.
Abby wipes a small tear from her eye and heads for the door, Luka grabs her by the arm and stops her.
"Don't leave, not like this we need to talk"
Abby bites her lip and sighs, she didn't want to talk, she wanted to go back out on the floor and see patients and forget about all of this for a while.
"I'm ..I'm fine Luka, I just need a bit of space and you can come find me when the blood results are back in okay"
She hitched a fake smile to the back of that sentence and didn't wait for a reply,but she could see it in his eyes as she quickly glanced at him- that he wanted her to be pregnant and he was going to be thrilled about it. Abby felt sick to her stomach, she was terrified of being pregnant.
To be continued
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Jul 7, 2009 10:12:43 GMT 10
Post by suzanne on Jul 7, 2009 10:12:43 GMT 10
Ah poor Abby!! Luka needs to talk to her and make her feel better!! Looking forward to the next update, hope its soon!!
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Oct 1, 2009 6:57:50 GMT 10
Post by baboune51 on Oct 1, 2009 6:57:50 GMT 10
ho my god , it's so sad , but I hope she's pregnant great udapte !
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Nov 7, 2009 0:40:00 GMT 10
Post by orangecrush on Nov 7, 2009 0:40:00 GMT 10
Update! It's been way too long!
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Oct 26, 2010 17:30:36 GMT 10
Post by Melimelo on Oct 26, 2010 17:30:36 GMT 10
Abby stares blankly at the shelves in the storeroom and realises there is only so long that you can pretend to be doing anything in here, sooner or later this place of solace will be discovered. The thought of dealing with any patients right now completely freaks her out and knowing Luka is out there contemplating possible parenthood is making her tense up.
"I know he would be a great father but I would be a terrible mother..I have cursed genes and no kid would want me as a mother"
Abby taps her fingers against a shelf and the tips of her fingernails make a distracting racket and for a minute she wishes that it was all a dream.
"I don't need this in my life now...this is the absolute last thing I need!"
The door opens slightly and Luka sticks his head in and stares at her with a strained look on his face.
"Who are you talking to Abby?"
Abby purses her lips together and sighs.
"No one Luka....just me and I don't have the answers so it hasn't really been time well spent if you must know."
Luka screws his face up slightly and winces, he knows she has had some propblems in the past but these demons should be long gone and to see her this conflicted was not making him feel very confident.
"Abby whether you are pregnant or not...it doesn't matter. I just want you to know that if you are not ready then I understand and we can wait. I don't want this to ...I don't want us to fall apart again and I want you to know that I love you no matter what"
Abby studies his face and takes a moment to think. Everything he says is heartfelt and genuine and yet she still feels the need to hold back her own feelings.
"Thanks"
To be continued
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cloudy
Duchess of Luby
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Oct 27, 2010 12:08:17 GMT 10
Post by cloudy on Oct 27, 2010 12:08:17 GMT 10
yyaayyy, you updated!!!
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