marie
Countess of Luby
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Post by marie on Aug 24, 2009 9:21:21 GMT 10
ohhh that's so sad !!!
everything was going very well...
UPDATE SOON PLEASE !! i wanna know what's gonna happen
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Post by lkaljk (Ebba) on Aug 24, 2009 22:49:34 GMT 10
Noo!! Why did you do that ?? Make them together again !
Love it !
How old are Abby and Luka in this stoy? just wondering ?
Update soon !
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Post by sissa on Aug 25, 2009 5:57:43 GMT 10
Hummm angst, I like it hehehe
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Post by suzanne on Aug 25, 2009 7:47:30 GMT 10
Thanks guys!! Glad your liking, here's the next update!! Chapter 58 Abby watched in horror as Luka's truck peeled out of the parking lot, a hand over her mouth as she tried to repress her sobs. "You know, nothing happened in there," a voice startled Abby, causing her to turn around. "He told me to leave as soon as I arrived. He told me you two were in a relationship." Rebecca walked cautiously toward Abby. "Why did you kiss him then?" Abby asked, anger in her tone as she stared at the woman with disdain. "I just wanted one last kiss, I guess," Rebecca shrugged, wrapping her arms around herself as the wind blew. "I loved him. I do love him. But he never loved me, Abby. He's always been in love with you, and I knew that going in, so it's my own fault for sticking around for two years. I guess I just figured that one day he would finally see how great I was and forget all about you." Abby wore an unreadable expression as Rebecca approached, standing directly in front of her. "The problem is that he never did. And I know how shitty it feels to be waiting around for someone that you are crazy about to finally realize how great you are. To finally forget their past and just accept you with their whole heart. Luka never did that for me, and you, you haven't fully done that for Luka." Abby wanted to protest. She wanted to tell the woman that she was crazy and that she didn't know what she was talking about. She wanted to, but she couldn't. Standing there and looking into the sincerity of Rebecca's eyes, Abby felt the truth of her words wash over her in a slow revelation. She had always been afraid of being hurt by men. Even before Luka had cheated on her with Julia, it started with her dad. He had left. Then Luka wound up cheating on her, and then she seemed to get stuck in one unhealthy relationship after the next, culminating with Richard, who hurt her physically as well as mentally. Her tears began to flow as she realized that Luka had spent the last ten plus years trying to make it up to her for cheating. She felt foolish when she realized that she had told him and herself that she had forgiven him but that she really hadn't. She held onto it like some sort of safety net, just waiting for Luka to mess up again so she could pull it out and say, I knew it She suddenly realized that tonight, she had pulled that safety net out in error, and that she had deeply hurt the only man that had ever shown her true love. In a moment, Abby knew there were two things she had to do. "Thank you, Rebecca," Abby startled the girl by speaking up. "I needed to hear that." With that, she ran into the apartment and set about finding two things that she hoped would help her begin to fully heal. Finding the first one was easy. It was still in her bag where she had placed it that afternoon. Reaching for her cell phone, she carefully dialed the number on the card, waiting as it rang. "Yes, hi, Sandra Cromwell? This is Abigail Wyczenski. I think I'm ready to talk to you."
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kcabrasil
Countess of Luby
Could I be more mess up?
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Post by kcabrasil on Aug 25, 2009 9:50:07 GMT 10
yes, Abby should fix herself and then fix her relationship with Luka
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Post by baboune51 on Aug 25, 2009 18:48:11 GMT 10
I hope, That what said Rebbeca is going to help Abby nice udapte
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marie
Countess of Luby
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Post by marie on Aug 25, 2009 21:04:23 GMT 10
great update !
hope you'll update soon ;-)
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Post by suzanne on Aug 25, 2009 23:22:59 GMT 10
Thanks guys for the comments!! Here's the next chapter!! Chapter 59 Sitting in his office at 9 o'clock at night in the completely abandoned "Mitchell's" mechanic shop, was not how Luka had envisioned spending his evening. Sighing, he leaned his head in his hands which were propped up on his desk. "I'm pressing charges against Richard." The voice scared him as he jolted upright to see Abby standing in the entry way of his office. "I talked to a lawyer and it turns out I wasn't the only one he's abused. I guess I was just too afraid before to do anything about it, but I've realized that I have to make sure he can't do it to anyone else again." Luka remained silent as he watched Abby walk behind his desk and lean onto it facing him. "I, um, I never knew my dad. Gosh, I sound so pathetic. Like one of those talk show guests who cries and has the mascara running down their face." Noticing Luka's raised eyebrow, she shook her head and continued. "Anyway, I never knew my dad. My mom always made sure I knew that I had messed up her life. And then I met you. You were the first person who showed me what it meant to love." Standing, Abby began to absentmindedly roam the office. "God, I fell so hard for you. I was always glad that you were the one to get my virginity, because I knew that you weren't going to take it lightly. You were so gentle with me. And then, of course, I got pregnant, and I saw you step up. I knew you must've been scared. Hell, I was scared out of my mind, but you didn't run. You stayed. You would have made an excellent father, you know?" Abby paused for a minute to wipe a tear off her cheek. "And then, of course, I lost the baby, and you slept with Julia. I was so angry with you. I planned on hating you forever. Unfortunately for me, you had already gotten into my system. When I found out your dad died, I just pictured you hurting, and even though I tried to talk myself out of it, all I wanted to do was comfort you. I knew that I had never stopped loving you." Moving back toward Luka, Abby once again stood close to him, leaning on the desk. "The thing is, hurt people like nothing else better than hurting other people. It doesn't solve anything. Just the opposite in fact. I guess I've been holding onto the fact that you slept with her because I felt it would keep me from ever getting hurt by you again. Like it would stop me from allowing myself to fall for you too hard ever again." At this point, Abby's voice was broken and her tears were flowing freely down her face. "The only problem with that, Luka, is that it is impossible for me not to love you completely and totally with everything I have. And I know now that the fear of being hurt has oddly enough been the thing to hurt me the most. So I guess the joke's on me, because I was holding onto something that I had already decided wasn't enough to stop me from loving you, but I wound up hurting you with it anyway. And I'm sorry, Luka. I'm so sorry. I don't know why it's taken me so long to realize this, but it took Rebecca, of all people, to help me see what an idiot I've been. I don't need to hold onto anything anymore, because love won't work that way. You have to hold up your hands and surrender to it and I haven't done that yet. Until tonight, that is." Slowly, Abby began to raise her arms until they were over her head, sniffling as the tears continued to glide across her face. "I've let go. I'm not holding onto anything anymore. I love you. I love you, Luka. My hands are up. I'm ready."
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marie
Countess of Luby
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Post by marie on Aug 26, 2009 0:21:16 GMT 10
what a beautiful update !
hope you gonna make an update very soon to see what Luka's gonna do
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kcabrasil
Countess of Luby
Could I be more mess up?
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Post by kcabrasil on Aug 26, 2009 3:34:37 GMT 10
wow!!
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Post by baboune51 on Aug 26, 2009 3:45:46 GMT 10
it's so beautiful !!! great udapte !
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Post by suzanne on Aug 26, 2009 9:24:30 GMT 10
Thanks guys, I finished the next chapter so enjoy!! Chapter 60 Luka sat there for a moment staring at the woman in front of him. Her thin arms were lifted above her head and her face was twisted in a mixture of earnest desire and sincerity, her eyes silently pleading with him. Slowly, he stood from his chair. Reaching up, he gently pulled first one, then the other arm down, and placed them so that they rested around his neck. Swallowing the lump that had formed in his throat, he wrapped both his arms around her and pulled her close. Neither one spoke as they simply clung to each other and unashamedly let their tears fall. After a few moments, Luka felt Abby pull away. He watched as she reached into her pocket and pulled out a small object. Running a quick hand over her cheeks to wipe away her tears, she cleared her throat. "When I got pregnant, you gave me this ring. You told me that you'd love me forever and that we could make it through anything. I believe that, Luka, and I want to start wearing this ring again if it's alright with you." Staring into her dark brown eyes, Luka could only nod his head. Placing the ring of her finger, Abby smiled up at him, reaching her hand up to wipe the tears that still shone on his cheeks. He pulled her close, wrapping his arms around her waist. Moving one hand to delicately cup her cheek, he brushed his lips softly against hers. "Marry me, Abby." Her heart skipped a beat as she stared into the eyes of the man she loved. Without a moment of hesitation, she brought her mouth close to his. "Yes," she murmured against his lips before they collided in a union of both body and soul.
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marie
Countess of Luby
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Post by marie on Aug 26, 2009 9:31:43 GMT 10
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maya
Lady of Luby
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Post by maya on Aug 26, 2009 10:31:39 GMT 10
Love the update Update soon
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Post by lubyfan4ever on Aug 26, 2009 18:21:44 GMT 10
So much emotion.... Another update please !
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