jehkovac
Marquise of Luby
Jessica Kovac Andrade de Oliveira
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Post by jehkovac on Dec 23, 2009 7:48:20 GMT 10
:-[I'm really really sorry I haven't been here to update in all this time, but I was having many important tests. All my time was focused on study, so I couldn't really write. I did my last test on last sunday, so I would like to know with you want me to finish this story and post here.
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Post by suzanne on Dec 23, 2009 9:34:30 GMT 10
yeah i would like to see what happens!!
hope you continue! ;D ;D
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jehkovac
Marquise of Luby
Jessica Kovac Andrade de Oliveira
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Post by jehkovac on Dec 23, 2009 23:53:15 GMT 10
Here a little bit more! ;D
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He gets in the hospital and goes directly to her room. When he got there, he could see Dubenko talking to some nurse in the door of her room.
“Dubenko, what happened?”
“Calm down Luka. I was just checking her vitals. There is no change on her state.” Dubenko says sighing. “Luka, I need to talk to you about something. Please come with me.” Luka looks at Abby and goes in her direction getting her hand on his.
“I`ll be right back, babe. I`ll be right back.” He kisses her hand and her forehead before leaving with the doctor.
They walked together in the direction of the lounge. Luka kept looking Dubenko`s expression; it was a sad one. This mysterious silence that Lucian kept while they walked, scared Luka. Something was wrong and Luka could sense it. When they got in the room there was other two people there.
“Luka, it`s nice to see you again.” Maggie said smiling weakly to him.
“Maggie, Erick…hi.” Luka didn’t know what else to say. They had stayed here that first week with Abby, but then Maggie said she couldn’t bear seeing her daughter like that, so she stopped taking her medicine and left. Erick stayed a little bit more, but then he went after his mother.
“Luka, I’m taking my pills again.” Maggie said taking luka’s hand and making him sit in front of her. Dubenko sat beside Luka, because he knew he would need to intervene. “This time that I’ve been way, I started to think about the life me, her and Erick had...and I realized that I always made things my way, never letting her decide anything.” She stops and looks directly to Luka’s eyes trying to find there the strength she needs to finish what she was saying. He was confused. Why was she telling him that? Luka’s eyes travelled from her to Erick, but he set his look on the floor, like it was the most interesting thing ever.
“Okay, but why are you telling me this?”
“I don’t want to do this for her anymore. I know she would like to make her own decision; she already did indeed. So…”
“Decision, what are you talking about?” He stared confused to both of them, but no answer came. Maggie buried her face in her hands and started to cry while Erick hugged her with his own tears. Dubenko seeing they weren’t going to finish it, started to talk.
“When you apply to work here, you’ve got to fill a form.” Luka nodded, but then he freezes in his sit and look frighten to Dubenko.
“Don’t tell me that she…”
“I’m sorry, but she said no machines. She let it clear that if she got in a vegetative state, she wouldn’t want to be hold in life with machines. Because we know Abby and we know you, we waited till this late to decide.” Dubenko stops and put a hand on Luka’s shoulders. “Maggie and Erick were the ones on her list of who would sign the papers to turn it off and now that these papers are signed we are going to…”
“No. no no no nooooo!” Luka stand up shaking his head in disbelief. “You can’t just give up on her. You don’t have this right Maggie, you don’t…”
“It’s what she wants. Do you think I wanted that? NO, I didn’t but it’s her decision. It’s…”
“I’m not letting you do it.” Luka stand up and leave the room and go in the direction of her’s. Erick goes after him and takes a hold of his arm.
“Stop! She made her decision. She didn’t want this kind of life. She doesn’t want it. Try to understand that!” He looked at Erick and saw the sorrow in his eyes. He started to think about what he said, but the thought of losing her forever, losing another wife, hurt so much. He felt like he was being stabbed on the heart.
“What do you know about her? You weren’t here all these years. You weren’t here when it happened! You don’t have the right to do it!”
“Were you here when it happened? Were you here to protect her? I don’t think so!” The knife slipped further on his chest not letting he breath. It felt like dying. “I kept in touch with her all these years. She told what happened. Told me you left home. Also, she told me you were leaving them here to go to Africa.” Luka couldn’t take it and looked away. “She cried all night. She said it was very dangerous there. She was afraid you would die and it would be her fault, because she screwed everything up. Hey look at me!” He made Luka’s face turn in his direction and saw the tears going down.
“It’s all my fault. It’s my entire fault. When she told me what happened made me so angry and hurt that I had to go away for some time. Get my head clear. I would change places with her if I could, but I can’t and that kills me. I would do anything for her.”
“I would change places with her if I could too, but we can’t. The only thing we can really do for her is let her rest.” He stared Luka right in the eyes and put a hand on his shoulder. They could see the same sorrow on each other eyes and they understood how important she was for both of them. “Please, don’t make it any harder.”
“Okay, but I’m not ready yet.” Luka breathed deeply and cleaned the tears on his check. “Give me one more week, please. I set with a neurologist that treated a doctor here long time ago to take a look at her state. He’ll be here in six day from today. If he says she will not wake up we turn the machines off.” Erick looked uncertain to him. “Please, I’m just asking for one week. That’s all.”
He sighed.
“Okay I’ll talk to my mom and Dubenko.”
Erick left and Luka continued his way to her room. He entered in her room and sat on a chair on her side. Tears wouldn’t stop going down his face while he caress her hand and put his head on her arm.
“Please, you’ve got to wake up. Joe needs you. I need you, Abby. Please my love, don’t let me alone.”
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Post by suzanne on Dec 24, 2009 0:33:37 GMT 10
Ah poor Luka!! You can't let Abby die, Joe needs a mommy and Luka needs her to!! Hope you update again soon, look forward to reading more!! ;D ;D
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Post by lkaljk (Ebba) on Dec 24, 2009 5:29:27 GMT 10
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Post by baboune51 on Dec 24, 2009 6:11:27 GMT 10
poor Luka , I hope Abby is going better nice udapte
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Post by Martine on Dec 24, 2009 8:38:03 GMT 10
It's great you're back updating again although it's sooo sad. Please update soon !
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jehkovac
Marquise of Luby
Jessica Kovac Andrade de Oliveira
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Post by jehkovac on Dec 31, 2009 12:21:41 GMT 10
Thanks for the comments! ;D I`ll try to update tomorrow night!
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Post by niknik on Jan 1, 2010 2:36:08 GMT 10
reli looking forward to that!
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jehkovac
Marquise of Luby
Jessica Kovac Andrade de Oliveira
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Post by jehkovac on Jan 2, 2010 5:55:17 GMT 10
Happy 2010!!!!! ;D
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After everything was settled with Maggie and Erick, Luka went to the nursing home he now worked. He was walking back home with a sleepy Joe in his arms when he bumped into someone dropping his bag. “I’m sorry. Are you okay?” Luka asks helping the guy stand up. “I’m fine. I knew we would met today, I just didn’t know I would fall in the floor!” The man get Luka`s hand on his and shakes while talking. “I’m Thaed, nice to meet you Luka and Joseph Kovac.” “How do you know our name? Do we know each other?“ Luka had the impression he knew this guy, he just couldn’t remember of where. He was kind of old with white hair and blue eyes. His hand was cold against Luka`s. He didn’t know what, but something about this guy made Luka shiver. Luka felt some darkness surrounding this guy; being near him gave Luka a bad feeling, like he would do something to hurt him, but at the same time, he felt like this mysterious guy would help him. “I’m sorry, but I have to take my son home.” Luka started walking away from this guy. He was freaking him out. “Yeah of course. I just wanted to let you know that you’ll see her again tonight. In fact your journey and hers start tonight. Abby is not dead yet. It’s a second chance to make you two work. So don’t give up.” Goosebumps run through Luka spine and he froze in place. His heart started beating fast on his chest. How did he know about Abby or about his hallucination? “How…” He was gone. Vanished in the chilled air of Chicago. Luka stared at the empty space the guy occupied a few seconds ago while his last words kept in his head.
…not dead….a second chance ….don’t give up….
After Joe was asleep on his crib, Luka went to take a quickly shower and lie down. In bed his thoughts were all turned to Thaed, or whatever his name was, and his words. A tear went down his face thinking of Abby.
Oh Abby….
“you’re here again. Laying down on my bed, how audacious.” He turned and there She was; Abby, his Abby. “I’m hallucinating again…” But then the elderly words came to his mind. “How dare you call me hallucination? I’m calling the cops.” She went out the room and Luka went after her. She picked the phone up and looked at him. “Don’t come any closer or I’ll really call the police. It’s better if you leave now.” “Don’t take me wrong, but you need the phone to call anyone.” She looked at her hand and the phone wasn’t there. She tried again to take the phone, but saw her hand passing through it. “What did you do with my…. I’ll try the one in the kitchen.” She started to walk again with him following her. Newly her hand passed through, disabling her to get it. “What the hell?!” “Abby…” Luka started. “How do you know my name? How did you get here anyway?” Her look was a frightened one. “First you should know that you are not here. You are part of my imagination or something like this. Second we are married and you’ve been in a coma for the past 3 weeks. We used to live here, don’t you remember.” She looks confused to him. what was he talking about…she wasn’t in a coma, she was there right in front of him. She was doctor Abby… why couldn’t she remember her last name? She realized that second that her name and profession were the only two things she knew about herself. “ This doesn’t make any sense. I’m right here. I can feel my feet on the ground. I can feel the wind coming from that window, and I swear I felt that phone in my hand.” She started to walk of one side to another, passing her hands through her hair nervously. “I can’t remember anything about me beside my first name and my profession.” “Well your name is Abigail Kovac. We are married with a son named Joseph. Look at this picture.” Luka get the photo and shows her pulling a chair and sitting in front of Abby’s phantom. Abby looks at it like analyzing a jewelry. “I can’t believe I’m seeing you. I met a guy today he said that you were not dead. He said I would see you again tonight. He said I should not give up.” Luka started laughing. For the first time in weeks he smiled. He felt happy for being in her presence again, even if she didn’t remember him. “He said it’s a second chance.” Abby was still looking at the picture with a mix of feelings passing in her body. “I have a son?? Is he here?” Luka nodded and went in direction of Joe’s room followed by Abby.
He walks in Joe’s direction and caresses his son hair. Abby enter in the room and see the little boy in the crib. Her beautiful son. Her eyes lighted up and her heart started beating fast. “Joe, my son.” The moment the word son got out of her mouth she felt a warmth in her heart, in all her being. In a feel seconds memories started to fill her head. “I remember the day he was born. There was a shooting and I had to do an emergency c-section. He came early and wasn’t very well. I remember feeling scared like never before on my entire life.” Abby goes in the direction of his crib and kneels in front of it, looking intensely to her little baby. “Yeah, that’s it.” Luka’s eyes filled with tears. She was remembering. “What else did you remember?” Luka was feeling anxious. “Just that. It’s like photographs appeared on my mind. Me holding him, he on the incubator… I felt like someone was by my side, but I couldn’t see who.” “It was me. We were together through all Joe’s birth.” Luka’s tries to put his hand on her shoulder but it passes through. He looks at his hand and I feeling of loss invades him. “Why can’t I remember you? Why can’t I remember almost anything about me.?” Abby asks trying to caress Joe’s head. “I can’t even touch my son.” Tears started to run down her face. Luka wanted to clean her tears, but he knew he couldn’t. He wanted to take her pain away, to hold her tight and never let her go. “I don’t know. Tomorrow I’ll visit you, or your body, I don’t know, then we go together. We’ll figure something out. It’s a second chance, I know it.” “I remember singing to him… and if I go there will be trouble… and if I stay will be double…so come on and let me go…should I stay or should I go…” He continued watching her singe to their son. He felt happy for the first time in a long time. She was here, singing for their son, and he could swear that her voice had never being so beautiful and angelical. Hearing her voice that moment was like being on the clouds. Clouds that lift him to the blue sky and swing him till he is asleep. For the first in a long time.
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Post by suzanne on Jan 2, 2010 23:33:02 GMT 10
Nice update!! ;D
Hope Abby is going to wake up soon!!
Looking forward to more, update soon! ;D
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Post by baboune51 on Jan 10, 2010 20:38:03 GMT 10
I hope she's going to remember Luka nice udapte
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Post by CharmedOne on Jan 11, 2010 5:39:22 GMT 10
THis is like that movie with Reese Witherspoon and that other guy, where she is a doctor and in a coma and he moves into her apartment and meets her
Great update
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jehkovac
Marquise of Luby
Jessica Kovac Andrade de Oliveira
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Post by jehkovac on Jan 11, 2010 13:37:34 GMT 10
;D Yeah...I took the idea from there! `just like heaven' It`s the name of the movie!! Thanks for the comments...update coming soon!
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jehkovac
Marquise of Luby
Jessica Kovac Andrade de Oliveira
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Post by jehkovac on Jan 26, 2010 5:06:18 GMT 10
Sorry for he delay, i was traveling!! ;D I wrote a little bit more!! ------x ------- x- The sun passed through the window and filled the room with it brightness. Luka opened his eyes slowly trying to get used to it. He saw those blue eyes looking at him. His son, Joseph, was looking at him just waiting for his father to pick him up. “How grown up you are Joe waiting for dad to wake up.” Luka picks his son up and start talking to him in Croatian while going into the kitchen. “What language is that?” “Jesus!” Luka looks at the direction of the voice and sees Abby standing there looking at him. “Abby? I thought it had been a dream.” Luka smiles and puts Joe’s on his chair to get his food. “It’s Croatian.” “Does he know Croatian too?” “No, not yet, but he will. I tried to teach you once, but you got only some words. Specially while we made…” Luka started to blush and so did Abby when she understood what he meant. Suddenly a memory invades her mind and a feeling of love invades her. “would you like to…” He kissed me. After weeks of sexual tension he kissed me and I couldn’t be more happy. A second later I passed to his lap and we continued to kiss like crazy. I loved the taste of his lips on mine, and the moment he started to direct the kiss to my neck and whisper words in Croatian into my ear, it made me fell more hungry to have him. I never felt this happy and in love. “Volim te moja ljubay!” “So did you sleep well?” Abby gets up facing the window trying to hide her now very red checks. She could feel her heart beating fast on her chest. It was love that she felt, love for this unknown man to her. “Oh yeah, It’s been a while since the last time I slept this well.” He finishes giving Joe’s food and puts Joe on his playpen with his frog. “I’m going to take a bath or I’ll be late for work.” He gets in the master room and Abby’s will was to go after him and taste that kiss that she just dreamed about. She wanted to feel complete again, like she felt when they kissed. County General Hospital ` "Let's go through the ER and see if you recognize anyone." Luka said walking into the ambulance bay. While walking her mind starts to fill with images. "What do we have in here" "Abby, I need your help in here." "Okay let's take him to trauma one" “Abby, get the intubation tray for me.” "I remember working here. Was I a nurse:" Abby asks getting closer to Luka. "Yeah, for a while, then you went back to medicine school and become a doctor." "Hi Dr. Kovac, who were you talking to?” Morris comes near Luka seeing him walking inside. “I was just telling Joe that we are going up to see mommy.” Luka looks at Abby and sees the disappointment in her eyes, the other man couldn’t see her. “I let some flowers to her. I’m sorry, I heard they are going to turn the machines off.” “No, not yet. I…I know she will wake up before it. She’s a tough one Morris, we can’t give up on her.” Luka felt a tear going down his face and walked away in the direction of the lifts. Morris wanted to believe in Luka, but every test showed that she wouldn’t wake up. He loved her, even when she would threaten throwing the stapler on him. Archibald Morris would even dare to say that she was his best friend. When he needed a shoulder the time his dad died, she was there and comforted him.
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