A different Story of LUBY

[Andrea]

Hey everybody! I don't know if you have read this fanfic in ERHQ, but for the people who haven't here is my first fanfic. It has place in season 12, Abby and Luka are together but they are having some comunication problems (nothing serious).
I hope you enjoy it and please leave your comments


Chapter 1:
My eyes are close, I know it’s already midnight. I put my arm in the left side of the bed waiting to touch Luka. My eyes still close. He’s not there, so I open my eyes and look to my watch, it’s 12:35am. I got up from bed and I start walking down stairs. There he is, talking on the phone. Who on earth would call him at this time?
I walk across the living room and he sees me. He grasp my arm and pull me on the couch next to him. He does all of this without saying a word; he’s just listening what that person he is talking to is telling him.
After like ten minutes he hang up the phone and gives me a deep look into my eyes. Something is wrong, I think; that look he gave me wasn’t a happy look. He was hiding something from me, but even thought he didn’t say anything unusual:
-“I thought you were sleep”. He said.
-“I was, but when I realize that you weren’t next to me I came down here to look for you”. I told him.
-“Do you want to go to bed now?” He ask me.
-“I want you to tell me who were you talking to at this time of the night”.
-“It’s a personal thing”. He said getting up of the couch and walking upstairs.
-“And it’s so personal that you can’t tell me? I mean, I think we have change a lot this past months; we talk a lot about the things that happen to each other. Why cant you tell me?”. I yell at him while I’m following him upstairs.

He turns around to face me and give me another deep look into my eyes. He doesn’t say a word, but he wants to tell me something with his eyes. After a short silence I say:
-“Just tell me”

He looks around and then look back at me:
-“I really want to tell you, but I can’t. not right now”.
I realize that he really wants to tell me what is going on, but there is something that block his mouth.
-“Ok. I’m sorry”. I said
-“You don’t have to”. He said giving me the biggest hug he ever gave me and kissing my forehead.

We walk in the bed room and both of us lay on bed. He grasp his arms around my waist to embrace me and suddenly we felt asleep.

Next day I turn to see the clock. It’s almost 4:00pm. I was sitting up in bed when Luka came in with a big plate of food. I look at him and he says:
-“Good afternoon ‘Sleepy Beauty’”. He is smiling.
-“You should be here with me”. I told him.
-“I can’t, I have a lot of things to do”.
-“Oh right! I forgot you have now secret calls and all that”. I said.
He gave me the coldest look and leave the bed room. I walk behind him. I grasp his arm to turn him around so he can face me.
-“What? Are you mad now?”. I ask.
-“I told you I can’t talk to you about this calls. The only thing I can tell you is that it’s a plan for the future and I’m not even sure if I’m going to do it; so what’s the point of telling you something that may never happened?”
-The thing is you’re hiding things from me”. I told him while I turn around and walk to the bed room again.
I got dressed and leave the apartment. My shift starter at 5:30pm so I was going to be just like 15 minutes earlier.

**Andrea**

[Maryna]

update soon!

[Little Amy]

what could be?

[rorygilmore]

Yeah, what could it be??

[maggie]

hmm...intruiging!

[Andrea]

Here is the next chapter. Sorry that is so short. Enjoy it and keep your comments

Chapter 2:
While I was walking through the ER doors I felt sick, something was wrong inside my body. As it was just for a minute I didn’t paid much attention and I started working.
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I was with a patient:
-“So Mr. Geller, what date is today?”. I asked him.
-“May 17th, 2006”. He answered.
I started thinking and all this bad, weird thoughts got in my mind. “It can’t be may 17th” I thought.
“Excuse me Mr. Geller, I’ll be right back”. I told my patient while I was running to the Dr’s Lounge. I opened my locker really fast and looked for my agenda.
“Oh my God! Don’t let it be what I think it is” I was talking to my self when I heard the door opened. I turned around and it was Luka.
-“Hey”. He said.
I just “Hey” him back.
I was still mad at him so I grasped my coat and leaved the lounge.

-“I’m going to take a break, page me if you need me” I told Jerry while I was walking out of the ER.
I walked across the street and I saw the pharmacy. I got in it.

When I walked out I had this bag on my hand. I walked in the ER again straight to the bath rooms. I took the pregnancy test out of the bag.

“Oh God! Don’t let this happened. At least not now. It’s just a mistake. Oh and my situation with Luka it’s not the best right now. We can’t have a baby!” I was thinking while I was waiting.
I looked to the test and it was ready.
I felt how my body started shaking when I saw the results:

It was positive.

Andrea

[<3 LubyII <3]

Great update!

[Maryna]

update soon!!!

[Rach :)]

upd8 soon that is reely gd

[Andrea]

It's so good you liked it. I love you all

Chapter 3:
I couldn’t move, I just kept staring at the test. I couldn’t believe it. “I’m having a baby” I thought.
It was impressive how that sounded before I knew the results: it sounded like the worst thing that could happened to me. But then, I didn’t sound that crazy, I kind of liked the idea of having a baby. “I mean, what’s wrong about that? I’m having a baby with the man I love, he loves me too, I’m 37 years old so if not now when? This is my best chance to have everything that I’ve secretly wanted for all this years.
I heard the door opened so I put the test in the trash and came out.
-“Hey Abby!”. Kerry said to me.
-“Hi Kerry, how is your hip?”. I asked gently.
-“Much better, thanks”.
-“That’s great. So I’ll better get back to work. See you latter”. I told her.

On my way out of the bathroom I stumbled with Luka. He said:
-“Is everything ok?”.
-“Yes”. I nodded and I kept walking.
I walked in the Dr’s lounge and when I was putting on my lab coat, Luka walked in:
-“What the hell is going on?”. He asked me really mad.
-“Nothing”. I answered.
His cellular started ringing. I turned around and closed my locker.
-“I have to take this”. He said.
-“That’s what’s going on!”. I said while I was walking out of the lounge.


My shift was over. I was already in my apartment sitting on the couch and thinking about the baby thing. I heard the bell door ringing. I got up from the couch and opened the door.
-“We need to talk”. Luka told me.
-“Come in”. I said.

We both sat on the couch and he started talking:
-“We haven’t been in the best terms the past days, and I think we should take a break”.
I couldn’t believe what he was telling me. And now that I’m pregnant. Oh God!
He kept talking:
-“I’m not saying we have to end what we have; I’m just saying that I think we need some time off. Don’t you think?”
“Should I tell him that I’m pregnant? No, no, it’s not the right time”. I thought. He stared at me waiting for an answer. I don’t know what to say. I opened my mouth but I couldn’t let out any words. Finally I said:
-“Yeah you’re right”.
“I didn’t just said that! OMG!!!!! I don’t want to take a break” I thought.
-“Ok. And I don’t think that we can take a break if we are seen each other every day”. He said.
-“What?” Now I’m confused.
He took my hands in his, looked at me right in my eyes and told me:

“I’m going to Darfur”.
***Andrea***

[Manda..//*]

great update !!!

[luby2534]

Please update soon !!

[Rach :)]

upd8 soon plz he cant go 2 darfur

[Andrea]

Chapter 4:
-“What?”. I said.
-“It’s the best for us”. He told me.
-“The best for us? Come on Luka! The fact that you die it’s not the best for us. I’m sure of that”. I yelled at him.
-“I’m not gonna die”. He said
-“You could die, and you know that! You were almost killed the last time you went there”.
We stayed in a long silence, and after a while I asked:
-“Is this what you really want? I mean, you are doing this because you want to help people again or just because you are trying to run away from whatever is happening between us?”.
He stayed in silence.
-“Is there anything I can do or say to change your mind?” I asked him.
-“No”. he said getting up from the couch.
-“When are you leaving?”.
-“Tomorrow at 6:00pm”. He said while he walked near to me.
He grasped my hands in his and pull me near to him. He took my face in his hands an told me:
-“I want you to know that I’m not doing this because I don’t love you. ‘Cause I do. I love you Abby. I’m doing this because I think that if we apart from each other for a few weeks, we can work out our feelings”.
-“I don’t need to do that”. I told him.
-“I have to go now”. He opened the door and walked out side.
-“I’m really going to miss you”. I said with tears in my eyes.
-“Bye Abby”. He said walking away.

I closed the door and went to my bed room. I was asking to my self “Why did I let this happened? Why didn’t I told him about my pregnancy? Why did I let him go?”
I started to cry.
I got in bed and after a long time crying and thinking about everything, I felt asleep.

I woke up next day and it was almost 5:00pm. I started getting ready for work. My shift started at 6:00pm so I couldn’t even say good bye to Luka at the airport; but then I just thought it would be better if I didn’t see him ‘cause that way it wouldn’t hurt so bad.

I walked in the hospital and Jerry said:
-“Hey Abby. Luka wanted me to give you this”. And he gave me a piece of paper.
-“Thanks Jerry”. I said while I grasped it.
I walked in the lounge and opened the little piece of paper:
“I’m sorry Abby, I’m going to miss you too”.
I kept the piece of paper in my pocked and I started working.

My shift was over and I was making my self something to eat. I was thinking about the Luka thing:
“OMG I miss him already! I never thought I could love someone like this. He’s just… perfect. I need to be with him!”.
And those were the words I needed to think because suddenly this crazy idea got into my head. It was really crazy but that was what I had to do. I ran to my bed room.
Everything was all set. I’ve already talked to Kerry and asked her some days off, I had my passport in my hand and I was in the airport.
I had already got in the plane when I stopped and I thought:

“Oh My God!!! I’m going to Darfur!!!”
***Andrea***

[hollygirl]

Great update!! more soon!