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[Sally-Bumble]

This is my first ever fanfic. Not Luby to begin with, but just let the story unfold. enjoy and let me know what you you think!
Sally

“Thanks for the ride.” I say to Amy and her Mom as I get out of her car. “I’ll see you at school tomorrow?” I ask.
“Yeah sure, see you tomorrow.” Amy replies as her car pulls away.
As I walk up the drive to the house I can hear indistinct shouting coming from inside. I’m puzzled, I know things haven’t exactly been right at home recently, but I haven’t heard them argue like this since I was little. Something is definitely wrong; I think to myself I open the front door. Closing it behind me I shout “I’m home!”
They’ve tried to hush their arguing but I can still hear it.
Just before I open the door to the kitchen I hear Dad say to Mom, trying not to shout. “You didn’t even want anymore children after Alex, and now that you want to move to Milwaukee you want to take her with you?!”
I can’t believe what I just heard. I open the door. I don’t want to hear what her answer is.
They know I’m here, but their eyes don’t move from each others. Their eyes are full of identical anger.
“Mom? Dad?”
Dad turns to face me but Mom turns away and looks out of the window, I know she doesn’t want me to see her cry, but I know she is I can hear her faint sobs and sniffs. “What’s going on Dad?” I question
“Hey Kelly, How was school? Good day?”
These past few weeks they have changed the conversation when I’ve walked in the room, and I’ve let them. This time I won’t.
“Umm…forget that. What were you two arguing about?”
“You know what? It doesn’t matter Kel. Is Amy coming here later to study or are you going to hers?” Mom asks as she turns away from the window to face me. Her eyes stay fixed on me, she won’t even look at Dad. Although Dad is looking at her.
“Umm…Neither, it’s not Thursday. What’s going on between you two? Nothing has been right around here for weeks!” I question them. “And don’t give me any crap about patients and stress at work!” They both look at me stunned.
“I’m not stupid!”
“I can’t deal with this now. You’re the one moving to Milwaukee, so you can explain how you want to take our daughter away from her Father…” Dad shouts at Mom as he leaves the kitchen, finishing his sentence as he grabs his coat in the hallway “…forever!”
He slams the front door on his way out whilst swearing in Croatian.
I turn to Mom, almost in tears.
“What the hell is going on?!” I scream.
“Do you want a drink, hunny?” She asks me.
“NO Mom! I want you to tell me what’s happening!” I scream at her through my tears. A single tear rolls down Moms cheek.
“Uhmm, lets sit down honey.”
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“Hey, Doctor Kovac!" You’re late, what’s your excuse this time? Were you and Sam…?” Morris trails off.
“Shut up Morris and get laid” Luka says without looking up at Morris as he walks past admit to the doctors lounge.
Closing his locker door, he rests his forehead against it sighing, hoping that Sam isn’t screwing with their daughters mind to make her go to Milwaukee with her.
Luka got pulled out of his thoughts by the sound of the lounge door opening, he turns quickly to see who it is.
“Hi Luka, you ok?” Abby asked as she went over to the coffee machine.
“Hey Abby, Yeah I’m fine” Luka replied heading for the couch and sat down.
“Do you want one?” she asks pointing at the coffee machine.
“Yeah, Thanks.” Luka answers.
“Are you sure you’re ok?” Abby asked with a concerned tone. “You don’t look that great.” She says handing him a cup of coffee and sitting down next to him.
“Well, if you call losing your family a good thing. Then I’m excellent, Never better” he replied with a slightly sarcastic tone.
“Oh, is Sam leaving you?” As Abby said this she wanted to kick herself, what else could he of meant, she didn’t have to say it out loud.
“Yeah, Sam told me told me a few weeks ago that she had been looking for a new job in Milwaukee, and then after she got a job there she decided to tell me that she wanted a divorce.”
“What about Kelly? Does she know?”
“Erm, she walked in on me and Sam arguing this evening after school. I couldn’t stay there and listen to her trying to rationalise things to Kelly. So came here. I left Sam to explain this, as it is her mess. Kelly is a smart kid, she knows something hasn’t been right for weeks now. I didn’t want Kelly to know before now, I was hoping I would change her mind about Milwaukee and that we could resolve things. But we haven’t.”
“So, do you think Kelly will want to move to Milwaukee with Sam?” Abby asked.
“I hope not, I mean you know how it was when Sam didn’t even want Kelly. She wanted an abortion…” Abby awkwardly looked at the floor thinking of her own abortion. “…She said she was done with having kids that she already had Alex and didn’t want anymore. Now she’s doing the ‘I’m the mother, Kelly should come with me’ thing. I can’t believe she’s doing this. I can’t do this. I need to work. I need to take my mind of it” Luka said as he stood and walked to the door.
“Luka…” he turned and looked at Abby still sitting on the couch.
“Yeah?” Luka asked.
“Whenever you want to talk some more, just let me know and we can get a coffee or something.” She said to Luka and gave a friendly smile. Luka returned a smile and replied “Thanks.” As he left the lounge.
“Ah, Luka you’re late.” Kerry called over as Luka walked up to the admit desk and picked up his first chart”Hello to you to Kerry” he said as he walked through admit to exam 2 where his first patient was waiting.
Luka didn’t look very well. He looked tired and scruffy, unusual for him.
Turning to the others at the admit desk Kerry asks “Is he Ok?” Jerry just shrugged and continued to shuffle his papers from one pile to the other.
“I don’t think so” Neela replied with a concerned expression.
“Perhaps Sam and he are having a lovers tiff!” Morris said with his usual uncaring, joking tone. Both Kerry and Neela turn quickly to give Morris evil looks.
“What?!?” Morris asked surprised.
“You’re unbelievable Morris.” Neela said as she hit him with a patients chart on her way to curtain 4.
“OW!” Morris shouted like baby as Neela left.

[Real Dream]

I love it!!! Very unusual the samka thing! you HAVE to continue!!

First fic ever???

[Sally-Bumble]

Hey again! let me know what you think and whether i should continue or not.
Happy reading.
Sally

Meanwhile Kelly and Sam were at home sitting at the kitchen table.
Sam had just finished explaining to Kelly about what has been going on between her and Luka during the last few weeks.
During this Kelly had sat there expressionless just letting it all sink in. What she had said just kept replaying in her head.
Then finally Sam said “Me and your Dad are getting divorced.”
I stood quickly to get a glass of water, I couldn’t look at her. I can’t hold these tears back any longer, “Why didn’t you tell me?! Why do you want me to give up my life here? And move to Milwaukee with you, just because you want to run away from your problems!” I scream at Mom through my tears.
Mom stands up and tries to put her arms around me attempting to comfort me as she says “We didn’t tell you straight away because your Dad wanted to try and work things out, before saying anything to you.”
“But I’m happy here. I don’t want to move to Milwaukee!” I shout pushing her arms from around me, and her away from me.
“We can start a new life there, away from these problems.” She says calmly stepping towards me.
“No, these are your problems. You can start a new life in Milwaukee; I don’t need to start a new life. My life is good here, with Dad.” I say to her as I walk to the kitchen door.
“Kelly? Kelly? Please, at least think about it?” Mom pleads with me.
I turn to Mom and ask her one final question before I leave to see Dad at the hospital.
“What did Dad mean when he said ‘you didn’t even want any more children after Alex’?”
She looks shocked and takes a few seconds to reply. “You heard that?”
I don’t answer.
“Um, what he meant was…” she says sighing “How do I say this?” she whispers to herself. “Just before I knew I was pregnant with you, your Dad raised the idea of having a child together, and I told him that I didn’t want anymore children because of how young I was when I had Alex.”
“So you thought that having another kid would stop you living your life? Well I hate to break it to you Mom, but having me probably improved your life. Because it kept you with Dad, a half decent man, didn’t it? And there is no way you would have been able to afford a house like this on your own. Alex told me about some of the dumps you’ve lived in!”
She walks after me down the hallway to the front door.
“Kelly! Kelly! Look at me!” She screams at me in tears.
I turn to face her, but I keep my eyes to the floor. It hurts too much to look at her.
“That’s unfair i tried my hardest with Alex.”
“Yeah you tried so hard! So hard! That now Alex has moved to Canada to get away from you!” I say frustrated through my own tears without bringing my eyes up to look at her.
Then I look up at her I have to read her face as I ask “Do you regret not aborting me? Do you hate Dad because he talked you out of the abortion?” I can tell from her face that what I just said is true, that she doesn’t want me, and that she hates Dad for stopping her.
“That’s all I needed to know.” I say walking out of the front door.
“Kelly wait, I haven’t even answered yet!” she shouts after me.
“Exactly! You know that what I’ve said is true. You don’t love me; I mean if you did you would have answered instantly. You would have said that you’re glad you didn’t abort me and you’re glad to have me!” I shout walking away from her down the drive.
“I’m so sorry Kelly. Really, I am. Where are you going?” She asks.
“To see Dad!” I reply without looking back.
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As I walk to the El all I can think about is the main reason that Mom gave me for wanting to divorce Dad. She can’t be right; she must be trying to turn me against Dad so that she won’t be alone in Milwaukee. How could she do that? We’ve never spent valuable Mother-Daughter time together. It’s always been me and Dad spending time together. She didn’t even come with us to Croatia last year.
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I get off the El by the hospital and walk through the double doors up to Jerry at the admit desk. “Hey Kelly, Are you ok?” Jerry asks concerned.
My face must be red from crying all of the way here.
“Um, yeah I’m fine, thanks. Where’s my Dad?”
He points in the direction of the doctor’s lounge as he says “He’s on his break in the lounge with Abby.”
“With Abby?!” I exclaim.
“Yeah” he replies looking at me little confused.
Shaking my head I say “Thanks Jerry.”
As I walk to the doctors’ lounge, I'm thinking to myself why is Dad with Abby?

[ninabrasil (Marina)]

I love it!! Can't wait to know what Kelly is going to say about Luka and Abby being together in the lounge!!
Uodate soon!!

Nina xx

[Real Dream]

yeeeeeeeesssss!!! GET OUT SAM!! AND LEAVE LUKA AND KELLY ALONE!!
I want an updaaate!!!
Luka with Abby in the lounge...

[Sally-Bumble]

OK here's the next part, hope you enjoy.
Thank you for the reviews, they're very encouraging.


I freeze in the door way in disbelief. They break apart from their passionate kiss quickly, push away from each other and stand to face me. I can’t believe it! It’s true. What Mom said IT’S true!
“So Mom was right! She was telling me the truth for a change!” I say in anger trying my hardest not to shout at Dad.
“What do you mean, Kel?” Dad questions me puzzled.
“You know what I mean. She told me about you and Abby!”
“Hang on Kelly…”
I cut him off saying “I didn’t believe her at first. I thought she was trying to drive a wedge between us, like she has tried to before. But now I have proof! I’ve seen it with my own eyes!”
“Kelly, just calm down. Let me and your Dad explain everything.”
“What is there to explain? You’ve broken up my parents!”
“No, no, no Kelly I haven’t. I can promise you that.” Abby says stepping closer to me.
Dad sits me down at the table.
“Abby has nothing to do with me and your Mom getting a divorce.”
“Then what are you two up to, huh? Why are you and Mom getting divorced?” I question him.
“Sam, I mean your Mom, wants to move to Milwaukee to be with someone.”
“Who, a friend?”
“No. Her new partner. She’s been having an affair with paramedic there.”
“What!?”
Luka nodded at his daughter, and stretched his arms across the table to hold her hands. He couldn’t bare the heart broken look on her face.
“Abby had nothing to do with it?” I ask fighting back my tears.
“NO, if anything she has been helping me to realise that I need to be here for you. I only found out this morning, about the affair. I confronted Sam about it and that’s when you came home.”
Abby handed Kelly the box of tissues “I think I should go, let you two talk things through.” She said as she left the lounge, closing the door quietly behind her.
Luka continued to explain “She told me she wanted to move to Milwaukee for a better job opportunity, and then when I found out about this paramedic…it was like being kicked in the gut.”
“I don’t get it Dad. She made out to me that she was going to be alone in Milwaukee, and it turns out that she really is going to start a new life.”
“I’m sorry Kelly, I really did try to work things out with your Mom, but she never really tried. Now I know why.”
“I just don’t know what to do.” I mumbled to myself through my tears that were now streaming down my face.
Luka got from his seat across the table walked over to Kelly and hugged his little girl. He took a tissue and dried her tear drenched face, he wanted to be able to stop this hurt, but there was nothing he could do accept to hold her and comfort her.
“Today with Abby was the first time anything has happened between us in years. Talking about me and you Mom brought back a lot of old feelings which had never really gone away.”
Kelly just nodded, wrapped her arms round Luka, buried her head in his chest and continued to sob.
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“Luka, we’ve got a mass casualty MVA rolling up now!” Chuny said from the lounge doorway, barely coming in.
Luka looked down at his daughter looked into her sad green eyes not wanting to leave her this way.
“It’s OK Dad, you’re needed, go on>” Kelly said drying her eyes on her shirt sleeve.
“Are you sure?”
Kelly nodded, “I’m going to go over to Amy’s house, could you pick me up when you’re finished here?”
“Of course.” Luka said, kissed her on the forehead and left the lounge.

Let me know what you think! And whether i should continue writing?
Sallyxx

[ERFanRach]

Great Update!!!!

[steffi1986]

yeah you should definitively continue with this, it is really great and I wanna know to where it leads

[lubyfreaky]

It's amazing!!!!!!!!!
you should write more!!

[lubylover08]

AMAZING PLEASE GO ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Sally-Bumble]

Sorry it's taken awhile to update, been really busy with college work .
Anyway here is the next bit.
hope you enjoy! and happy reading!
Sally

Luka and Abby finished with the last trauma patient from the MVA. Things didn’t look good for him but Dubenko was optimistic he would survive surgery. Dubenko and the nurses wheeled the gurney out of Trauma 2 to the elevator.
There was an awkward silence left between Abby and Luka.
Then at the same time they spoke
-“Abby…”
-“Luka…”
“You go first.” Abby said to Luka.
“No, you go…” Luka replied.
Abby hesitated for a second then began…
“Luka…You know earlier in the lounge?”
Luka gave a simple nod in reply.
“We just got caught up in the moment…” she continued.
“We did?” Luka questioned confused.
“Um…yeah, I mean we were talking about the whole Sam situation, then got onto how we were when we were together years ago and it just brought up some old feelings.” She looked up at Luka hoping, wishing that he would tell her that it wasn’t just the moment, that their has been this chemistry between them for years, even when she was with Carter. But he didn’t say it all he said was,
“I agree. We should forget about it, carry on as friends.”
Abby nodded her head in reply with a friendly smile, to hide her disappointment. Then she left and headed down to admit to pick up her next chart to get her mind off Luka, leaving him alone with his thoughts in Trauma 2.

Oh My God! Why didn’t I say something? Why did I just let her walk away? You’re so stupid, Luka! He thought to himself whilst burying his head in his hands in disbelief.
He glanced up at the clock. 10 minutes until the end of his shift, he guessed no one would notice if he left early. So he passed his charts onto Pratt and left the ER to pick up Kelly from Amy’s. Not telling Abby his true feelings was the least of his troubles at the moment. Kelly was his priority at the moment.
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Abby jumped when the door to the lounge opened. She turned around quickly to see who it was; surprisingly relieved to see it was Susan.
“Hey!” Susan said as she walked to her locker next to Abby’s.
“Hey” Abby replied, putting her lab coat and stethoscope in her locker and closing the door.
“Is Luka alright?” Susan Asked Abby.
“Um…yeah, why?”
“Well he seems distracted and distant.”
“I hadn’t noticed.” Abby replied nervously.
“I just thought you would of known why he’s distracted.” Susan said frowning slightly.
Abby panicked. Had someone other than Kelly seen her and Luka kissing, the blinds were open after all. Anyone could have seen. Then she replied calmly,
“What makes you think I would know?”
“Well, it’s just you’ve been spending a lot of time together, chatting over coffee these past weeks.”
Abby blushed shyly, thinking about all the time she had spent with Luka. Her blushing didn’t go un-noticed by Susan. There was nothing Abby could think f to say about Luka, so she changed the subject.
“You’re off, right?”
“Yeah.” Susan replied.
“Do you want to grab something to eat at Ike’s?”
“Yeah, sounds great! We can catch up!”
They out their coats on and headed out of the ER.

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[lubyfreaky]

great update!

[Real Dream]

sally, you're killing me!!!! luka and abby HAVE to be together!

[ERFanRach]

Great Update!!!!

[Sally-Bumble]

Hey! Sorry i haven't updated in a while, collge work keeps getting in the way of my fan fic writinglol. This update is very long but, Hay it's a long over due update lol.
Anyway here's the next bit.
Hope you like it, happy reading
Sallyxxx

When Luka and Kelly arrived home, there were two suitcases at the bottom of the stairs. Both Kelly and Luka knew what this meant.
“Oh, you’re back.” Sam said awkwardly as she walked towards them from the kitchen. Sam appeared to have been crying. Normally Kelly would have cared but she didn’t feel anything, not even hate or resentment. Kelly thought to herself that maybe Sam had realised what she had thrown away, her life and family in one move.
“Yeah, you’re leaving tonight?” Luka asked pointing at the cases.
Sam hesitated and replied “Yeah, Jas will be picking me up in a bit. I’ve packed up some of my things to take with me and when I’m settled in Milwaukee I’ll come back and get the rest of my stuff.”
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A short time later a car rolled up outside the house, the horn beeped. Sam jumped to her feet from the couch,
“That’ll be Jas.” She said eagerly.
Neither Luka nor Kelly said anything, Luka walked into the kitchen as if nothing was happening. To be honest he wasn’t completely upset that Sam was leaving, but some how he still didn’t want to see his wife walk out on him.
Kelly followed Sam outside to the car, she was curious about her Moms’ new partner. She wanted to know what he looked like, how he talked. Kelly didn’t understand why she was bothered at all, he’s helped break up her family after all.
“Hey Jas!” Sam shouted as she jumped into his arms.
“Who’s this?” Jas asked Sam
“This is my daughter, Kelly.” She replied.
“Hey Kelly.”
Kelly didn’t reply, instead she gave an awkward smile with her hands in her jeans pockets.
“So I think you will like living in Milwaukee…” Jas continued to Kelly.
“What!” Kelly exclaimed. “What do you mean? I’m not moving to Milwaukee! I’m staying here with Dad!”
“Um…Jas, me and Luka haven’t sorted out who she will be living with,”
“Oh, I thought you said in the phone that you had sorted it out, I thought you said Kelly was coming with you.”
“Um…I decided to let her stay here, for now. Her school is here, so it’s easier at the moment.”
“No, Sam I’m not moving to Milwaukee with you ever I’m staying here with Dad, I can’t leave him on his own, with no one.” Kelly said to her Mom, surprised at her calmness.
“Kelly, we’ll talk about this.” Sam said getting in the car.
As the car pulled away, Kelly said to herself.
“No ‘we’ won’t, you’ll decide.”
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Kelly went back into the house, she over heard Luka on the phone talking to Abby. Kelly couldn’t help but think that maybe Sam was telling the truth. That Abby and her Dad were having an affair first. How did she know who to trust? Maybe she should have moved to Milwaukee with Sam. How does she know things are going to be better in Chicago, now Sam had gone?
Kelly just didn’t know who to believe or trust anymore. She felt alone and confused.