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Post by lockhart on Sept 3, 2007 6:20:56 GMT 10
ohhhh poor abby!
I really think she made the right decision.
luka is amazing!
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Post by laconfiture on Sept 4, 2007 2:03:42 GMT 10
Your fic is amazing. I can't wait for the next part.
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jehkovac
Marquise of Luby
Jessica Kovac Andrade de Oliveira
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Post by jehkovac on Sept 7, 2007 4:33:09 GMT 10
Where are u Manu?? Waiting for an update!!
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Post by manu on Sept 11, 2007 0:05:06 GMT 10
Hey, yeah I know, it took me very long to update. SORRY!!! I was just too busy!! Okay, here's the next update. Hope you like it ...
Chapter 5: What we can’t do alone
Abby didn’t slept well that night, she was up several times. Looking out the window, sitting on the couch – just to do something. Now it was five in the morning, she was making herself a tea, when Luka walked down the stairs.
“What the hell are you doing here? It’s five in the morning?”, he asked, sleepy and with a thicker accent than at day.
“Can’t sleep.”, she answered and grabbed the tea cup, taking a sip. “My mind is racing … again.”, she explained.
“Can I help you stop the racing?”, he asked, a yawn escaped him.
“I think nobody can help me.”, she said and sat down. “Nobody, just me.”
“Thinking about wheater you made the right decision or not?”, he asked and sat down too.
“Yeah.”, she just said, looking down to her tea cup. “I kill a human being. Is this a right decision?”, she asked and looked up to him. He just stares at her, not answering. “I can’t forget what happened. Everytime I’ll look at the baby, I’m going to think about it. I can’t do this. I can’t do this to the baby. It’s just not fair.”, she explained.
“You made the right decision.”, he suddenly said and she nodded. She didn’t expected him saying this. “I know it will be hard this afternoon, but I’m there for you. There are some things people can’t do alone.”, he explained and she just looked at him again. “I’m going to bed again. Good night.”, he said and she nodded. He walked upstairs, she heard that the door to his room was closing. She nodded to herself again.
“Right.”, she whispered and got up, placing the cup to the sink. Then she moved upstairs, into her room.
Half a day later Abby sat in Doctor Parker’s office, she was nervous. She just looked at her hands, they were trembling, she was waiting for her name to be called. She was happy, that Luka was on her side. He sat right next to her. Suddenly he took her hand in his and she looked up in his beautiful green eyes. She almost forget about the beauty of his eyes. She loved them. They were warm, but also sad. She remembered what he had told her about his family. Danijela, Jasna and Marko. She still loved his eyes, his support, everything about him. They shared a look, that told her not to worry. He was here, with her. On her side. Supporting her. She pressed his hand a little, telling thank you – without words. They didn’t needed words.
“Abigail Lockhart.”, a woman called and Abby looked up, nodding. She slowly stood up, looking down to Luka again.
“I’m waiting here.”, he said and gave her a smile. Abby turned and disappeared in a room. Luka just stared at the door.
“Do you have any questions?”, Doctor Parker asked Abby, her voice was calm. Abby was nervous, so she just shook her head. “Are you sure about this?”. Abby just looked at the doctor, the events of that night rebuilt in her head.
She was walking down the street to her apartment. The cold was unbearable on her skin and so she got her coat closer to her boy. She was tired. Her shift was longer than expected because of a difficult car crash victim. Kerry needed her help and so she stayed. And missed the El. She reached into her bag, searching for a cigarette and a lighter. She still had this bad habit, although she knew that it would be better to quiet. But after such shifts, she always felt the urge to smoke. In some way it calmed her down. She was just a few steps away from her apartment, when a man crossed her way.
“Do you have a cigarette for me?”, he asked. She couldn’t see his face, it was dark and snowing. His voice sounded a little nervous.
“Sure.”, she just said, handing him a cigarette and going on. Suddenly someone grabbed her from behind, pressing his hand on her mouth and pulling her into the next lane. She tried to scream, but his hold on her was to strong. The places around her seemed to disappear. She was pushed to the ground, she felt the wet cold all over her.
“You try to scream, I kill you.”, the man said. She recognised his voice. It was the same guy as seconds ago, the guy who wanted a cigarette. He quickly opened her coat.
“No.”, she whispered, tears were rolling down her face. “Stop it.”.
“I know you want it too.”, he said, she only saw his lips forming to a big grin. She closed her eyes when he began kissing her lips …
“Yeah, I’m sure.”, Abby answered. Her voice sounded resolute. She was sure about it. It was the best.
Luka was waiting outside, he was alone in the waiting room. No other patient, no staff member. He stood up, walking to the coffee automat. Touching the plastic cup, waiting for the coffee. As soon as he tasted the so-called coffee, he remembered that he never liked hospital coffee. There is just no taste. So he throwed the cup to the trash, sitting down again. He leaned his head in his hands, waiting. This was all he could do, just waiting.
He didn’t knew how long he was waiting. But suddenly the door opened, the doctor stepped out and walked in his direction.
“Are you here with Ms. Lockhart?”, she asked.
“Yeah, how is she?”, he asked, he was worried about her.
“She is fine, there were no complication. But we want to observe her over night. You can pick her up tomorrow.”, she explained.
“Okay.”, he said and look to the opened door. He couldn’t see Abby.
“She wants to see you.”, she said and he nodded. He began to walk and closed the door behind him. She was laying in the bed, her eyes closed. Her skin was pale, her hair fell over her shoulders. She looked like Snow White. Luka got closer to her bed, taking a chair and sitting down. For a few seconds he just looked at her. Then he carefully took her hand in his, looking to her face. She slowly opened her eyes, her head turned a little.
“How are you feeling?”, he whispered. He couldn’t believe that he was seeing her again in a hospital bed. He realised again that he almost lost her. He couldn’t life without her, he never wanted to be without her.
As she opened her eyes, he was gone. Her body was trembling, shacking. She slowly stood up, bringing her coat closer to her. She was still crying, looking around. For what? She didn’t knew. Her legs began to move, automatically. She was running, running as fast as she was able to. She quickly reached her apartment door, opening it. It was warm inside, she closed the door. She couldn’t see anything, her eyes were filled with tear. Sheslid down to the ground, leaning against the door. She brought her legs to chest, embracing them and crying. She couldn’t stop.
After an hour she was finally standing up, her whole body was still shacking. She made her way to her bath room. Vomiting. Then showering for hours …
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Post by britneyluby on Sept 11, 2007 1:58:12 GMT 10
update update UPDATE!!
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Post by Rach :) on Sept 11, 2007 2:03:45 GMT 10
omg!! this is such an amazing fanfic, please update!
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Post by *Natalie* on Sept 11, 2007 5:07:42 GMT 10
Great update Glad Luka's always there for her natalie xx
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jehkovac
Marquise of Luby
Jessica Kovac Andrade de Oliveira
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Post by jehkovac on Sept 11, 2007 9:55:47 GMT 10
Don't worry!! Poor Abby...at least she has Luka to suport her!!! That's an Amazing fic!!!! Update ASAP
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Post by lubbylover1 on Sept 12, 2007 2:10:43 GMT 10
Great update
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Post by naomi on Sept 12, 2007 23:21:22 GMT 10
Great update! I love this fic so much!
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Post by karo on Sept 13, 2007 12:38:56 GMT 10
great update!!!! update soon!!
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Post by ERFanRach on Sept 14, 2007 20:49:57 GMT 10
Great Update!!!!!
Update Soon!!!!!
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Post by jacobsmommy on Sept 18, 2007 22:54:40 GMT 10
Amazing update
Please update soon
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Post by manu on Sept 27, 2007 0:54:16 GMT 10
Hello everybody, here's the next update! Hope you like it!
Manu
Chapter 6: Jack and Isabella
One day later Luka got to the hospital again, picking up Abby. He stood in front of her room, door closed. It took him some seconds til he was ready to enter the room. Just in the second as he was grabbing the door handle, Doctor Parker was calling for him. He turned around, looking at her.
“Were there any problems?”, he wanted to know.
“She had some difficulties with sleeping, we gave her some sedative. But she is okay.”, she explained and Luka nodded. “Are you taking care of her?”, she asked, her voice sounded a little concerned.
“Yeah. Why?”, Luka asked.
“Well, she seems a little upset. I just want to know that she’s in good hands.”, Doctor Parker explained to him and smiled.
“Yeah, it’s a terrible time for her. She gone through a much lately.”, Luka said, his voice was quiete.
“I understand.”, she said and nodded. “Take good care of her, you can bring her home now.”.
“I will.”
“Be sure that she relaxes, but I think I don’t have to tell you this, you’re a doctor too.”, she explained and he nodded.
“Goodbye.”, Luka said and the doctor turned around and went away. Luka turned around too, grabbing the door handle and entering the room. Abby was sitting in bed, she was waiting for him. Her hair was up in a knot, some strand of hair were falling into her face. Covering her cheeks softly. He gave her a little smile and got closer to her. “How are you feeling?”, he asked.
“Good.”, she said, almost in a whisper. “I just want to go home. I was in to many hospitals lately.”, she explained, looking down.
“Yeah, I hate to be a patient too.”, Luka said and grabbed her bag, everything was packed.
Hours later a little knock on his door, almost unhearable, kicked him off his thoughts. It was in the middle of the night, he couldn’t sleep. He just kept thinking for hours. About Abby. About the time they were together, as a couple. He missed this time so much, he missed her so much even now when she was living with him. He wanted so much to kiss her, her soft lips, her tender skin. He wanted to embrace her like he did when they were together. He loved her, he still loved her. He never stopped loving her. How couldn’t someone love her?
“Yes.”, he said and the door to his room was opened slowly. Abby looked inside, to him. Into his eyes.
“Can I come in?”, she asked.
“Of course.”, Luka answered and sat up in his bed. “You allright? You need something?”, he asked and she got closer to his bed and sat finally down.
“Well, I couldn’t sleep. I just thought we could talk a little …”, she trailed off. Luka just look at her, observing every detail of her face. Her rosy cheeks, her strands of hair falling into her face. Her beautiful brown eyes, her desireable lips.
“Sure.”, he said and she looked up, giving him a small smile. How he loved her smile … it heated up his heart. Abby got under the blanket, leaning against some pillows, just like Luka. But it took some minutes until she finally spoke. She was not sure, what exactely to say. Of course her mind was racing, too much was going on inside her. But she didn’t knew how to describe it.
“I keep asking myself if I did the right thing.”, she whispered. “In one second I think that I did the right thing, the only possible option. But then in the next second something inside of me tells me that I was wrong. Like a distant screaming. It feels weird.”, she explained. Her hands were trembling. A tear was rolling down her cheeks. Luka just stared to the door, searching for words to answer her.
“I told you the day before yesterday, that I believe that you made the right decision. And I still believe that.”, he said. Silcence filled the room, they weren’t looking at each other, just staring towards the door.
“Then why does it feels so bad?”, Abby asked, tears making it almost impossible for her to talk. “Why do I feel so bad?”, she asked and without words Luka took her in an embrace, comforting her. Caressing her hair, rubbing over her back. Abby snuggled up to his chest. She loved to stay with him like this. Like in the past, when they were together. Suddenly Luka began to speak in Croatian, his voice was calm. He was whispering. Abby loved when he talked in Croatian. She didn’t understood a word, but she loved just hearing him. Croatian sounded beautiful to her. She loved his accent, but she even loved more to hear him talk in Croatian. Her eyes were still closed, she enjoyed being close to him.
“Maybe you should …”, he whispered after some minutes, but stopped. Abby opened her eyes slowly, looking up to him.
“What? Maybe I should what?”, she asked. Their eyes were locked to each other.
“Maybe you should name the baby. To say goodbye, to make it a little easier for you.”, he said and she kept staring at him. “To help you going on.”
“Name the baby?”, she asked, whispering and he nodded. She closed her eyes again, snuggling up to his chest. Now her mind was racing. Name the baby. She never thought about this.
“I’m gonna get some water. You want something?”, he asked and she shook her head. Then he got up, leaving her in his bed. Some minutes later he was coming back, laying down again. Abby was snuggling up to him again.
“I always kind if liked boy names with an ‘J’.”, she said. “Like ‘Jack’ or ‘Jonny’.”, she explained.
“Cute names.”, he answered, caressing over her hair. “And a girl?”, he asked.
“Maybe ‘Isabella’.”, she said.
“I love this name.”, he explained. They stayed silent again until Abby finally spoke again:
“I should go to my bed. You need your sleep. I’m sorry for disturbing you.”, she said and sat up.
“Don’t be sorry. I love talking with you.”, he said and looked deep into her eyes. She nodded and left the room, walking towards hers. She stopped near the window, looking out.
“Goodbye.”, she whispered and closed her eyes.
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Jessica Kovac Andrade de Oliveira
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