Moments in time
Luka.She shakes her head like she is the pissed off one now “Oh yeah and you screwing him isn’t?” She walks towards me a little
“I haven’t slept with Carter for over two year and I don’t want to either I want you.”
She leans a little forward and touches my face quickly but then pull away just as fast.
“He kissed me I tried to push him away but if you don’t believe that then walk away.”
I don’t need this if she wants him she can have him so I turn on my heels and do as she asks “bye Abby!” I walk a little before I hear her again.
“Maybe I gave him the wrong idea but I love you and if that’s a crime I’m guilt as charged but I never kissed him back nor did I want it”
She turns around this time and heads back towards the lounge “Yeah run back to lover boy!” I’m begin a thingy again but what if she isn’t telling the truth and she hurts me in a few weeks but then again what if she is telling the truth what do I do then well apart from beg and hope she takes me back.
“Fine whatever Luka be an ass it’s over! I can’t do this we can’t be together if you don’t trust me.”
Abby.“Yeah run back to lover boy!”
I stop still and turn around to face him once more “fine whatever Luka be an ass it’s over! I can’t do this we can’t be together if you don’t trust me” I can’t believe this is happening.
“Trust you I just caught you kissing him why should I f**king trust you?”
I take a step so I’m near his face “well Luka the truth is I thought we were different I thought we had changed, that we could actually go somewhere with this but you haven’t change you still the same jealous over bearing asshole I dumped five years ago” I rip the necklace from around my neck the necklace he gave me before we decided to give this another go.
“Abby.”
He covers my hand with his “no have it back I don’t want it, its not worth having if I can’t have you too” I slam it into his chest and turn on my heels “good bye Luka” I call back as the automatic doors open.
I walk throw the busy ER and head back in to the lounge “I don’t want to hear it carter I just want you to go” I don’t care who else is in the lounge as I face Carter head on.
“I’m sorry Abby I didn’t think it was real I thought we…”
He moves closer to me touching my face “John you did me a favour when you sent me the dear John letter do me another and leave I don’t want you here and your already ruined my love life” I push him away.
“Oh come on its Luka he will get over you I’m sure he can find another tart to screw he did last time.”
I shake my head “you don’t get it do you John this isn’t about the past, who can screw who behind who’s back this for me was real I love him more then I ever thought possible and you ruined it” I hear the door slam shut.
“It was Luka he heard most of that.”
I look at carter the run out the lounge “Luka?” he stands still and holds his arms up in defence.
“I should trust you I do trust you and I love you too like I never thought possible.”
He walks a little forwards holding one hand out in front of me now the question is do I take it?”