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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 14, 2006 4:40:30 GMT 10
Hi guys and dolls I'm getting brave so I have decided to do a new fic as well as keeping 7 becomes 12 on going wish me luck.
Hating her "Harry come on baby I’m going to be late" I love my son to bits and I wouldn't nor could I change him for the world but he is hard work sometimes I’m running so late today. "Sorry I’m coming mommy." I smile as I see him bounce down each step his dark hair shining from the sun light in the hallway "Well don't you look handsome today little guy?" I kneel down to wipe chocolate milk from his mouth. "Ah mommy I’m a big boy remember I’m 5" He holds one hand out just to make sure I know how old he is, god i love him but he has this problem it's being so much like his father. "Mommy I’m ready come on i want to see daddy." He pulls my hand towards to the door "sorry baby mommy was thinking lets go" I switch the light off and lock the door another fun day a head of me awaits. Dropping Harry off at day care has made me even more late for work but with it been Saturday he isn't at school so the poor little guy had to get up early he hates me working Saturdays. "Your late?" As I walk into the lounge Luka is standing at his locker "I had to drop Harry off and with working last night I slept in sorry" I throw my jacket into my locker swapping it for my lab coat. "I told you I could of had him last night." I walk over to pour myself a coffee before turning back around to face him I wish I could bite my tongue around him but oh well I’m sure I’ll get over it "Yeah well you were to busy screwing your new slut to give a rats ass about your own son" I slam my coffee mug down and storm out the lounge banging the door. I hate that he has a new girlfriend but why shouldn't he I mean we haven't been together for almost three years now and she's only been around for a few months and she’s the first person I have seen him with but I still hate that I hate him finding someone new when I’m still hopelessly in love with him.
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Post by Little Amy on Jul 14, 2006 4:47:38 GMT 10
oh, great start! keep going!
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Post by strizzy on Jul 14, 2006 4:48:46 GMT 10
Great start!!
I can't wait to see where you are going with this
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 14, 2006 4:54:43 GMT 10
great start!! this will be a happy luby right?? Update sooon!
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 14, 2006 4:56:18 GMT 10
would i do any other type ?
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 14, 2006 5:35:19 GMT 10
I shall hope not! you are great at writing happy luby stories! please update soooon!
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 14, 2006 5:58:37 GMT 10
Hating myself. Today has been horrible I’m so glad it’s almost over I hate Saturdays but luckily I have managed to stay away from Luka after our run in this morning I haven’t seen him all day thank god. “Hi mommy.” I look down to see Harry standing with Emily she always brings him down for me bless her “Hi buddy did you have fun today?” I give him a wink. “I always have loads of fun mommy your being silly.” As he runs over to me at the desk I throw my charts at Jerry as I pick him up and try to swing him around “wow little guy your getting heavy” I tell him as I put him down kneeling to his height catching my breath “I think I’m going to have to stop feeding you what do you think?” I pick him up and sit him on the desk. “Hey if she stops feeding you come stay with me we will watch TV.” Harry high fives Jerry before taking a lollipop off him he’s so sweet and greet with Harry maybe it’s something to do with brain age “thank you Jerry but I don’t need my son watching what you watch not just yet anyway” he laughs and holds his hand up he knows where I’m going with this. “Daddy…Daddy…Daddy.” Oh crap I see Harry jumps off the desk and run towards as fast as his little legs will take him he grabs Luka’s leg to slow himself down. “Hey little guy how are you?” He asks picking Harry up and putting him on his shoulders. “Why haven’t I seen you daddy I missed playing cars with you at the weekend why didn’t you come see me?” I walk over to him and pull Harry off his shoulders he knows I’m still mad about him not coming over this weekend he didn’t even call “Come on baby I need to go to the store on our way home” he can hurt me all he wants but not Harry as we make our way to the car park Luka follows slowly. “Bye baby see you soon ok buddy I promise.” Harry kisses Luka goodbye and runs ahead of me to the car I quickly turn around before Luka walks back inside “your crap at keeping promises Luka so don’t make them…not to him I wont let you do what you did to me” I head towards the car but I can still see his shadow behind me lingering. “I never lied to you not once Abby and you left me remember?” Yeah dig that knife in a little harder Luka why don’t you remind me of all the other crap I got wrong I mean deep down I knew he would never cheat on me but one night he was late home and had lipstick on his collar it turned out to be a mix up but we said some really nasty things and we couldn’t go back and now my son barely sees his father and it’s all my fault I can’t hate myself anymore.
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Post by strizzy on Jul 14, 2006 6:01:12 GMT 10
Great update!! I hope they can sort it out
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Post by Lady_K on Jul 14, 2006 6:10:15 GMT 10
It's really good! Keep on writing
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 14, 2006 7:27:14 GMT 10
Hating him It’s 9:00 pm Saturday night and Harry is asleep he pretty much crashed out as soon as we got in from the store but I like him to eat then sleep which he didn’t like and kicked a fuss up. Cleaning his toys away before I crash on the couch with Brad Pitt I make myself laugh thinking about Harry I mean god I’m such a bad mother making him eat before he sleeps. “Bang…bang…bang…bang…bang…bang…bang…bang…bang...bang...bang” What the hell is that I jump off the couch putting my mug down I run towards the door who ever the ass is knocking will wake Harry up. “Luka!” you have got to be kidding he should know better then to knock like that at this time of night. “We need to talk can I come in?” I close the door a little as he places his hand on it gently “Now isn’t good Luka I mean Harry is a sleep” he pushes on the door but I manage to keep a hold on it by keeping my foot at the bottom. “No now is good Abby I need we need to talk about every thing and about Sarah.” So that’s what the little tart is called “Luka just go” he pushes the door open pushing past me “I said go away not push the door open Luka” he pulls me towards him holding his arms tightly around my waist he leans in our mouths inches away from one another but I pull away from him and shut the door “Fine ten minutes then your gone” I tell him as i sit on couch. “Ok well for one I’m sorry me seeing Sarah was put in your face but you have to know I never wanted you to find out from Frank I was going to tell you it’s just it’s not serious.” I look down to the floor remembering when Frank was rubbing it in my face “I don’t care that you are seeing someone I care that you ditched your son for a f**k Luka” I see him walk over towards me kneeling down in front of me he makes me look at him. “One I never ditched Harry and two I’m sorry I never meant to hurt you thats the last thing i want.” I push him off my knees and stand up walking over to the fireplace I play with the picture of him, Harry and me. “What is it Abby are you jealous or angry that I missed this weekend?” He’s so full of himself but true “I’m not jealous of your tart Luka I’m pissed off ok” he stands up and laughs. “Oh my god you’re jealous… how can you be jealous you left me what did you want me to do Abby wait for you…hope that you will take me back for something I didn’t do, face it your f**king jealous well what a shame Abby what did you think was going to happen you don’t want me but nobody else can have me face it you never wanted to be together?” He stands up screaming his last sentence at me he walks towards me looking straight into my eye’s I’m starting to cry with angry I can feel it building i know he's telling the truth I’m going to burst “I’m jealous…Ok fine I’m f**king jealous I’m jealous that you hold her every night I’m jealous you kiss and make love to her I’m jealous I’m f**king jealous.” I burst out in tears but still carry on “I do want you I always did I don’t know I… I hate that I’m jealous of someone I don’t know” he walks up to me and grabs my face he pulls me into a deep and steamy kiss. “I love that you’re jealous because I love you….”
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Post by strizzy on Jul 14, 2006 7:39:48 GMT 10
Great update!!!
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Post by Little Amy on Jul 14, 2006 7:52:02 GMT 10
Great Update!
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 14, 2006 8:05:13 GMT 10
yay!! I see happy luby in the future! Update soon!
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Post by crazylubyfan on Jul 14, 2006 12:00:23 GMT 10
wow! nice story!
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Post by <3 LubyII <3 on Jul 14, 2006 12:45:39 GMT 10
Nice updates!
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