We don’t need a ring to say I love you /13 spoiler
Oct 3, 2006 3:47:17 GMT 10
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Oct 3, 2006 3:47:17 GMT 10
We don’t need a ring to say I love you.
Abby.
I could sit here for hours holding him he is such a peaceful baby and it feels like heaven holding him when at one point I gave up I drummed it into my head that he wasn’t coming off that table alive.
“It’s almost time.”
But then again I had her my mom I stand up and smile “called a cab” I’m not sure if I want her to go it’s strange me saying it but I’m going to miss her.
“It will be here any minute.”
She walks towards us and Joe starts to stir “shhh” I rest him over my shoulder he seems to like that “so erm…when you coming back?” she looks shocked.
“Oh my god is that an invitation?”
I laugh out loud yeah I’m really going to miss her “I guess it is yeah” Joe stirs again oh baby what’s the matter he loves been held I think it was all that time in the NICU “I mean the signs and the notes were a bit crazy” she drove everyone nuts “but erm I don’t think I could have got through this without you” I look down at Joe and I’m so grateful she came.
“Oh you would have found a way you’re a fighter my god you have been fighter this me since the day you were born.”
Yeah and I wouldn’t change a thing like she said it made me the person I needed to be to get Joe well and home with us.
“I’d say to you honey wear the cute pink dress…you would wear the jeans, I’d say what a nice little picture you have done…you would put it in the trash, I told you to be a lawyer and you became a doctor.”
I smile yeah she has a good point I never did listen to her but she is right I’m the mother now.
“My greatest hope would be this little guy causes you as much pain as you caused me…serves you right.”
She leans down and kisses his forehead that’s when we hear the cab beep and I smile knowing she really is going.
“I got to go.”
She walks away and I find my voice “erm hey you don’t have to go today you know” I mean we haven’t spent any real time together.
“You’ll be fine.”
She turns to walk away “mom” I call out rocking Joe gently in my arms under the moonlight I want to say so much but.
“I love you.”
She does the hand actions just like when I was a child and I know she will be back soon and I don’t need to worry so I nod my head and spin around gently rocking Joe in my arms swaying from side to side I can’t get over how beautiful he is and he’s all mine he’s my baby.
I hear the front door slam and I walk to the window waiting to see mom walk out the building “I love you” I whisper watching her open the cab door but she turns and looks up and blows me a kiss “she loves us kiddo” I lean down and kiss his forehead “yes she maybe crazy but she does” I walk away from the window turning the music player on I hear “ooh child by Beth Orton” start so gently I sway watching Joe wave his arms in the air he’s eyes are wide open staring at me.
What do you think?
Should i carry on