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Post by megan on Jun 11, 2006 9:00:29 GMT 10
Abby sat staring into space on her couch. She could here Luka snoring it was comforting in its own way. She knew how she felt but what she didnt know was how to tell Luka. She didnt want to start a fight of any kind and she didnt want to loose him because it had only been about a week and screwing it up now would be a bad idea, she knew exactly where she could end up and even thinking about it caused her stomach to knot. She heard the sheets stir and Luka's breathing change as he began to wake. She stood trying to occupy herself so it looked like she was doing it all morning. Luka walked out in his boxers and walked straight towards Abby wrapping his arms around her and kissing her head, she flinched. "Hey you okay?" Luka asked turning her and looking into her eyes. She shrugged. "Hey..will you talk to me?" Luka said grabbing her arm as she began to walk away. Abby looked into his eyes not knowing what to do next. "I just need...I can't...just let me..." she struggled with her words. How was she supposed to tell him when she didnt know what was even going on, she just had a feeling something was wrong with them and she didnt want it to be there, the feeling or the problem. Tears began to form and Luka took her into his arms squeezing her. Abby felt the words form in her mouth, but something else came out then what she intended to say. "Luka...I'm gonna be sick." Abby darted to the bathroom and hung herself over the toilet. She vomitted for what seemed like forever. She sat on the ground as her head began to spin. Luka was standing by the door watching her, when she began to sway he knelt to the floor and scooped her up. He gently laid her on the bed and pressed his lips to her forehead. "You're burning up, do you have a thermometer?" Abby forced a swallow, the taste of throw-up still in her mouth but she felt if she brushed her teeth it would only induce more vomiting. "In the bathroom." She mumbled turning to her side, curling into the fetal position to try and calm her stomach. Luka returned to the room and stuck the thermometer in her mouth, he sat on the edge of the bed and kissed Abby on the temple once more, this time just to comfort her. "100.3" Luka said as he read the thermometer."I think you have a touch of the flu." "What are you? Some kind of doctor?" Abby asked laughing. "Something like that." "Well I think they should revoke your license cause, I don't get sick Luka." "Well I beg to differ, or would you like to take it up with the toilet again?" "Shut up." Abby said as she swung her arm back to hit him. "Maybe its food poisoning from that awful meal you made me!" Luka laughed then pretended to be shooked "You said it was wonderful last night!" "I was lying." Abby said turning over, acting serious. "Well, I think you have to flu, do you want me to call in for you?" "No I'm a big girl, I can call myself in, of course theres no point your chief...you already know I'm sick." "Yeah that is the easy part you need to do the dirty work. You need to get someone to cover for you silly." "Oh yeah...well you can do that." Abby said crawling under the covers and nestling into her pillow. "I thought you said you were a big girl?" "I am, but I am a big sick girl!" Abby said fake coughing. "Yeah okay." Luka stood from the bed. "I'm jumping in the shower here then I am going to run home to change and then I am off to work." Abby nodded.
Luka got out of the shower and walked towards the bed, he found Abby fast asleep, he sat on the bed and gently shook her. She looked up at him sleepily. "I am taking off, you okay?" "Yeah I'll be fine." "Call if you need anything?" Luka said rubbing her arm lightly. "I dont think I will but if I do I will." Abby said barely lifting her head. Luka bent down to give her a light kiss. Abby stopped him. "I haven't brushed my teeth, and I am disgusting." Luka shrugged and stole a feather light kiss. "Hey will you grab me something to settle my stomach while you are at work?" "Yeah. I will stop by around 7 or 8." Luka walked out of the room and a few seconds later Abby heard the front door close, leaving her alone with her thoughts.
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on Jun 11, 2006 12:09:25 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by megan on Jun 19, 2006 11:41:11 GMT 10
well i guess i will just end it here..thanks for reading it whoever did! much love! megan
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Post by anna982 on Jun 19, 2006 16:12:15 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]NOOOOOOOOOOO. Update please.[/glow]
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Post by Noora on Jun 21, 2006 23:14:21 GMT 10
I love this fic. Please update soon
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Post by megan on Jun 23, 2006 16:06:40 GMT 10
Sick. Abby decided sick was what she was feeling. She was being dismisive but she didnt really care. Things were good and she wasnt about to ruin it. Abby laid in her bed not wanting to move for free of trigering another episode of vomitting. She had been drifting in and out of sleep for almost 4 hours now. And hunger beagan to eat at her. She needed to eat but she didnt know what her stomach would handle. She slowly urged herself up and her head began to spin, she sat on the edge of the bed regaining her balance before setting off for the kitchen. Broth she decided would be the best choice, simple and liquid so even if she did throw it up, it wouldnt be as horrible. She put the mug in the microwave and walked to the couch. She laid down and when the microwave went off she didnt stir.
Luka knocked softly before opening the door a crack, and poked his head in. "Abby?" he said softly. Nothing..he stepped inside closing the door behind him. He saw her then, sprawled on the couch a wet spot on the couch obvisouly from drool. Her hair looked as though she had taken a balloon to it. He laughed to himself, even in her worst state she still mananged to radiate beauty through the room. Luka walked towards the kitchen when he ran into the end table. "Mother.." "Luka?" Abby grumbled from her spot on the couch. "Oh hey, I didnt mean to wake you." Luka said walking over to the couch and sitting on the edge stroking her hair. "No its alright, I think I needed to get up anyway." Abby said wiping the drool from the side of her mouth and wiping her hand on the couch. "Yeah, I need to use the restroom." she said she she got off the couch. She caught a glimpse of herself in mirror. "Oh my god." Abby said laughing. "I look like I have never heard of a shower and a brush." "You look good." Luka said from the couch. "Are you high or just blind?" Abby said walking to the bathroom. Luka watched her, her slow routine movement that she didnt even realize. The things that woman did to him she would never understand. Abby returned a few minutes later from the bathroom, her hair pulled back and a freshly washed face. "Are you feeling any better?" "Yeah." Abby said getting a glass of water from the kitchen. "Eaten anything?" Luka said reading the newspaper. "Well I was making broth but I cant remember what the hell I did with it." Abby said searching the kitchen. She opened the microwave and discarded of the broth after seeing the film covering the top. "Find it?" "No. I dont think I want to eat anyway, It'll probably just come back up." "Oh thats lovely." "Sorry its the truth, do you think I enjoy it?" Abby said sitting herself on the opposite end of the couch. "I dont know with you...youre kind of a strange one Abby." Luka said laughing. Abby reached over to hit him in the arm, he stopped her hand and pulled her into him, her chin resting on his shoulder. "I never gave you one of these did I?" Luka said reaching in for a soft lingering kiss. "Hmmm well thank you." Abby said stealing another kick kiss. "Do you feel like watching a little tv?" "Well I had something else in mind, but I guess we could." Abby let out a shy giggle then laid her head in his lap. "I'm sorry Luka but I just dont think I can muster up the energy." "Oh thanks...I think that was a shot at my man hood." Luka said running his fingers through her hair shaking them lightly as he got to the end and starting over again. "No, I am sick Luka, I am tired and I need sleep, lots of it." "Yeah okay sure, but this is the only time I will let that excuse sufice." Abby grabbed the remote and handed to Luka letting him choose the channel. "Well I feel honored Abigail Lockhart, your hardly let me have the remote." "It just proves how tired and unlucid I am." Abby said running her hand up and down Lukas thiegh. Luka began flipping through channels not being able to decide, he landed on some soap opera knowing it would piss her off. He was suprised after 15 minutes went by and he heard nothing. "So you like soaps now?" Luka said tosseling her hair. When he got no response he bent slowly over and found Abby asleep a drool puddle now on his leg. Luka managed to pick Abby up off the couch without waking her and killing himself. He laid her gently into the bed and covered her up. He pulled off his clothes leaving himself in his boxers then crawled into bed next to her. She rolled over and snuggled into him allowing him to drape his arm across her back.
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"Abby I am leaving for Africa tonight." Luka said from the door. "Wait what? You can't leave. Not now!" Abby stammered as tears filled her eyes. "I have to. Carter really needs me." "Screw Carter I need you!" Abby said feeling herself fill with rage. "Abby, I'm sorry." Luka said as he walked away. Abby broke into sobs her body convulsing as she tried hard not to vomit. This hurt worse than anything, and the crying wouldnt stop no matter what she told herself. "Don't go. Don't go. You cant leave me." Abby kept repeating in between sobs.
"Abby..Abby, hey Abby are you okay." Luka said as he shook her awake. Abby slowly opened her eyes to see Luka's staring hard back into hers. "Are you okay. You were crying in your sleep and you kept repeating something I couldnt make out." Abby felt herself go numb, a dream was all it was, just a ridiculous dream. She looked up at Luka. "Just a dream," she said borrowing her face into his neck. "Sounded like a horrible dream." Luka said squeezing her tightly into his body. "Yeah it was." Abby said not looking at him. "It really was." "Do you want to tell me what it was about?" "Hmmm well I cant really remember." She lied. The images flashed in her head again, the crying, his face as he left. "Oh well are you okay now?" Luka said kissing the top or her head. "Yeah, lets just go back to sleep." Abby said as she pulled the covers up farther blocking out the frigid cold. _________________________________________________
I might keep it going...but it matters...I am really horrible at this updating stuff, I have a real respect for those who really keep theirs going! My hat off to you!
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Post by anna982 on Jun 23, 2006 18:36:49 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]Please do update[/glow]
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on Jun 23, 2006 22:28:02 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by <3 LubyII <3 on Jun 23, 2006 22:38:12 GMT 10
Just caught up. Awesome fic!!! Update soon.
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Post by megan on Jul 3, 2006 20:27:07 GMT 10
Abby sat with a patient becoming more and more agravated. "Listen Ms. Morriset, if you want to get better then you have to take your medication." "It makes me sick, I dont like it." The stubborn woman stated. "Okay....then I will prescribe you something different." "Will it make me sick?" The woman turned looking around the room suspicisously. "No it shouldn't, at least I hope not." Abby said distaste oozing from every word she said. "So, you're telling me there is no gurantee?" "No..I can't gurantee something like that." God what do I have to do to get this woman to shut up, Abby thought. "Then I dont want it." "Then you wont get better. Do you want to get better?" "Yes. But I dont want to the medicine to get me sick." "Well we can try this medication and if it makes you sick, you can come back and I will switch it to something new. Will that work?" Abby said trying not to loose her patients. "Okay." Ms. Morriset said cluching her purser closer to her body. Abby scratched down a quick prescribition before jerking her arm out to hand the woman the paper. "I hope this one works." The woman said dejectedly. "You have no idea." Abby mumbled swinging the door open. She threw the finished chart onto the admit desk. "Ahhhhh." Abby sighed angerily running both her hands through her hair and resting her elbows on the top of the counter. "Abby!" Pratts voice rings in her head causing her head to pound. Ahh, oh just pretend your not here, maybe he will just leave. "Abby!" Shit. "WHAT?" Abby yelled snapping her head up. People turn and stare and she feels her face heating up. Pratt took a step back. "Jesus Abby, are you here to work or not, I mean I am sure everyone here would like to take a nap also but we just dont have that luxury." Abby almost lost it, but she controlled herself and regained control. "Damn't..I'm sorry. I dont know whats gotten into me. "I dont want to here a sob story just get your ass over here." Pratt said motioning her to follow him and the gurney. ****************************************************
The tears slowly ran down Abbys face, stinging every part of her dry skin the tears touched. It dropped from her chin landing on her wrist which held the now useless chest tube halfway into the small fragile boys body. "Time of death, 20:17" "Son of a bitch." Abby murmered. "Abby we did everything possible." Pratt said placing his hand on her shoulder and squeezing it. She shrugged him off, "It isn't fair." she said throwing off her gloves and gown and storming out. "Hey!..You okay?" Neela asked as she saw Abby approaching feverently trying to brush away her tears. "Yeah, just...um...yeah I'm fine." She said forcing a smile. "Okay." Neela said unsurely before turning back to her patient. "Hey Abby got a yeast infection in 4 just screaming your name." Morris said pushing the chart into her face. "Abby......Abby." Morris whispered repeadtly. "Hey Morris." Abby said leaning in, Morris did the same so her mouth was alined with his ear. "What?" "Shut UP! I'm off." Morris jumped back. "Come on, it will take you five minutes." "Yeah exactly. Take five god damn minutes out of your sitting on your ass dictating everyone and acting like a pompous ass and actually do something. Good God Morris." "Fine Abby you know what I will do you this favor, just cause I like you." "Morris it's not a favor when its your god damn job." Abby said swatting his shoulder as she brushed by him. ****************************************************
Abby threw her keys onto the end before turning back around and picking them up. She the dialed the numbers so familiar to her on her cell phone and waited as the other line rang. "Hello?" A raspy voice said. "Hey. Um osrry its so late but aaah is it alright if I come over there?" "Oh yeah, of course, the door is open." "Alright, thanks Luka." "Yep, hey are you alright?" "Yeah just a bad SHIT!" Abby dropped the phone turning the steering wheel as hard and fast as she could, swerving and slamming on the brakes at the same time. The car that ran the red light continued on as her car squeeled and spun in the intersection. Abby shouted cuss words as she straightened her car out and pulled onto the side of the road. She reached down rummaging for her cellphone on the passenger side floor. She found it under the seat and dialed the numbers again. An alert worried voice picked up. "Abby?" "Yeah." Abby said catching her breath. "Are you okay? What happened?" "Nothing some drunk bitch ran a red light and almost took me out." She said resting her head against the steering wheel. "Are you still going to come over?" "Yeah, just give me a few minutes." "Do you want me to come get you?" "No I'll be fine, really." "Alright, just um be careful." "Yeah." Abby flipped the phone shut ending their conversation. She felt her stomach churn and the vomit inch up her throat, she scrambled out of the car and ran to the side of the road vomitting into the sewer grate. She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand and got back into her car, she took an old water bottle from the cup holder and swashed some of the hot water around in her mouth spitting it onto the road. She started her car and pulled back into traffic.
Abby opened the door putting her things down and slipping off her shoes, the apartment was dark but she knew the apartment and she always would. She walked straight to the bedroom. Luka sat on the edge of the bed in his boxers watching the doorway as she approached. The worry she saw in his eyes vanished as she walked up to him and sat on his lap laying her head on his shoulder. He loosely wrapped his arms around her lower waist as she wrapped her around his neck. He laid back pulling her with him. He rested his head on the pillow and she laid her head on his chest, his arms staid in the exact same position. He caressed her spine lightly with his finger tips. Abby slowly lifted her head looking into his deep eyes. She took his lips, the light kiss never seem to end, it was so simple and just like a routine kiss that all couples share, but they both knew there was something different in this kiss everything they felt was in this kiss and it wasn't that they didnt feel passion cause they did, it just didnt needed to be shown for them to know, they knew what laid behind this kiss, their feelings, their love for one another, everything was in this simple loving kiss.They pulled apart slowly and she took her usualy spot back. "You okay?" Luka said, the first words either of them spoke since she had arrived. "I am now."
TADA THE END! ROLL CREDITS! Thank you and goodnight! i really enjoyed writing this fic and i hope you enjoyed reading it..even if it was short lived...and i dont think i will write a fanfic again, its hard work, and as i have said before i really respect those who keep theirs going!!!! much love megan!
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 4, 2006 11:07:50 GMT 10
I really liked your fic! it was short but good! and if you ever change your mind abuot writing another one..you definately should!.
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Post by Noora on Jul 4, 2006 23:25:18 GMT 10
You should even think about writing fics if you're interested. You're very good writer, this fic was very good. Thank you for writing it
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on Jul 4, 2006 23:55:05 GMT 10
Great ending!
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