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Post by Noora on May 4, 2006 0:46:19 GMT 10
Oh, it's breathtaking! so sad but still full of love (:
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Post by Luby14 on May 10, 2006 16:50:43 GMT 10
[ Abby's POV ]
He was come back. He was come back... I was lying down on the bed. Luka was sleeping next to me. I was looking at the ceiling. I felt him so near but I was always so far... Suddenly, he put his hand on me to take me in arms. I don't know why, I felt myself ill-at-ease... I knew if he touched me... perhaps... "Abby?" I turned my glance to him. "Yeah?" "Are you okay?" "Yeah. I will get up. Sleep, it's early." Luka closed his eyes again. I release myself from him, i put on my jacket and walked to the living-room. I sat on the kitchen's chair. Why did I felt myself like that? I was lost in my mind. I was the nasty impression that I was in another world. I stood up and walked like a zombie until a door in the corridor. I put my hand on the handle. I was trembling. I opened it. My heart squeezed when I saw all the baby's furniture. I moved to the cradle. Inside there was the elephant that Luka bought... I sat on the rocking chair and squeezed the elephant against me.
*We was in the baby shop. Luka was playing with a cuddly elephant, he couldn't stop to press on to do squealed it. I was trying to put baby sling on. "You turn round." I said to him. He turned and annoyed me by caressing my nose with the cuddly toy...*
I jumped when I saw in the window the reflection of a silhouette at the bedroom's room. "Abby?" "Yup..." Luka moved to me and put his hands on my shoulders. "Are you okay?" "Please, stop to ask me this question..." "I worry to you, Abby." "I was only here, because I wondered what we'll do with all furniture." Luka moved in front of me and stared at me, lovely. "Do you want that...this furniture will be used...later...?" "I don't know... I will not be able to begin again..." "We don't know what will happen... All that I want, Abby, it's you. It doesn't matter if you don't want a baby... I want only you. I don't want to lose you." "Me too...but you would be more happy if we would have a baby." "Maybe... but it's not important..." "For you, yes." Luka sighed and shook his head. I knew he didn't dare to look at me. "Luka...say to me the truth. What will you more happy with a baby?" "I'll more happy if you're stay with me." He stoop up and caressed my cheek before to go out. I sighed and let fall my head backwards.
I went out of the car. Luka did the same thing. We walked to the hospital. We didn't say to each other any words since our night's discussion. I could feel his glance on me. I slid my hand on his hand and nodded. "Sorry..." "About?" "This night..." "Never mind." "Not never mind. I didn't have the right to say it..." "You're right." "What about?" We stopped, in fronnt of each other. "I wanted a baby with you, and I still want one with you. But i don't want it happen something to you... You know Abby, I spend nine months the most... fantastic... of my life. I want to find out again this... happiness with you. (He continued to talk before I could say a word) I love you and if you don't want another child, I will respect your decision so much you're like before." "I will not be like before... not after that happened." "I want just a smile, a smile when you was happy." I put my hand on his cheek and caressed his cheek then his lips. I was on tiptoe and I put a kiss on his mouth. "I love you..." Luka smiled to me, he took me by the waist and kissed me. "I love you." He stared at me and invited me to continue our way. He played with my hand. I stopped him and I pulled a face. "Again..." "What?" "Say it again..." He leant on me and whispered in my ear. "I love you." "Again." "Abby, we'll be late." He kissed my cheek and moved to the hospital. I stayed where I was. "I hate you!" Luka turned round and said. "Me too, love!" I smiled inside me. I was remembering when we were happy... we are happy...but differently.
I'm not sure about the title. But if you have some ideas, please help me. And if you notice some mistakes. please say to me. It's very important to deepen my english. (send me it by personnal messages or in your comments.) Thxs!!!
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on May 10, 2006 22:36:13 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by Luby14 on May 11, 2006 15:26:16 GMT 10
It's very short but i don't have the time to write more.
Abby roamed in the corridor. She opened the door and sat on the couch. She sighed. Her heart beat so hardly. She put her head in her hands. Luka entered. "Hey... are you okay?" "Yeah." "There will be two ambulances which will arrive in 2 minutes. You come." "I will arrive." "Okay." Luka nodded and went out. Abby threw a glance behind her to see if Luka left. She took a med box and swallowed two pills. She took her deep breath and walked to the ambulance bay. The ambulances were already here. The first gurney entered in the hospital. Luka was taking care of this patient. "Abby take it. I take the other." "Not it's good." She went out. When she saw the patient she understood why Luka asked her to exchange... On the gurney was stretching out a pregnant woman. Abby bite his lips and shook the head. Neela was just arriving. Abby helped to lead the gurney in rea room, listening to the ambulance man. But she was losing in her thoughts. She noticed that her hands trembled. Morris arrived to help her. "What is it?" Abby didn't answer. Everything was turning around her. She felt drops on her face. Suddenly, she fainted. Morris threw on her, giving her some slaps. "Abby? Abby? Open eyes!" Morris turned to Chuny. "Call Kovac!" Haley took care of Abby during Morris went to see the patient. Luka arrived in the room. He felt next to Abby. "Abby! Come on. Open eyes!" She didn't move. She didn't move and she was more and more pale. He took her in arms and deposited her on a gurney in another rea.
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Post by lubyfanforever on May 11, 2006 17:12:51 GMT 10
wow that was great, plz update soon.
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on May 11, 2006 21:56:20 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by Noora on May 11, 2006 22:41:13 GMT 10
It was incredible. Please update soon
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Post by Luby14 on May 12, 2006 3:48:27 GMT 10
Abby opened her eyes. She was lost... Everything was fuzzy around her. Little by little, the things were appearing. First, she saw Luka who was sitting next to her on the stool. He nodded. "Hey you..." "What happened?" "You fainted." "Oh god...my patient..." "Morris took care of her." Abby sighed. Luka lowered his eyes to the floor. Abby didn't dare to glance him. She said. "I'm sorry." "About? The meds? Abby..." "Luka... I swear you now that everything will be better. I will not take anymore this meds. I swear you. I just needed something..which could help me...but in reality...it's just you who can help me." "Okay... we do a pact. If you talk to someone, if you deliver you of all thoughts that you have in your mind, of your pain in your heart, I prescribe you something... Okay?" Abby hesitated. "I don't want something. I just want to talk. You're right." Luka nodded and smiled. "I love you so much that one day...you'll kill me..." Abby took Luka's hand and sqeezed it. She leant on him and put a quickly kiss on his lips. A sexy smile drew on his mouth. He approached his head more and more close to Abby and he kissed her again. "Will you go home?" asked he. Abby acquiesced by a head sign.
The key turned in the lock. Abby entered, following by Luka. Luka hung up their coat. Abby went to the kitchen and drank a glass of milk. "Do you want one?" She asked Luka when he arrived in the room. "No thanks. I so tired... I think that I wil go to sleep." He moved toward her to kiss her and smiled. "Goodnight..." He disappeared in the bedroom. Abby observed him intensively. She felt in his voice a touch of desire, she guessed Luka wanted her...She shivered, then a million of memories went through her mind. Their first night together, 6 years ago, in his hotel room, the night they spent, exactly one year ago and the others... She shivered more and more. She needed him... now. She went to the bedroom and laid down on the bed. Luka was lying down on his side, he turned his back to Abby. Abby put herself close to him. He was half-naked. Abby blew, slowly and sweety on his neck. "Abby..." He muttered. "What?" She whispered. "I'm sleepin'..." "You're not sleepin' as you're answerin' me." He turned him to look at Abby. "What do you want?" "I want you." He smiled. "Why tonight?" "Because... you want it too." "How do you know it?" "I felt it." He smiled. Abby grabbed him by his shouders and led him on her. "And...why not tonight?" She smiled with a touch of provocation. "Are you sure you're ready?" "Yes, i'm."
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on May 12, 2006 5:27:40 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by dosia on May 12, 2006 5:57:54 GMT 10
I've just found this fick! And I think it is great and wery well written! In some moments I thought that I will cry : ( Please, update!
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Post by Luby14 on May 12, 2006 15:04:24 GMT 10
It will be very short, sorry... It was already the New Year Day. Abby was sitting, comfortably on the livingroom's couch. The TV was on. She was watching cartoons. She didn't work today... and without Luka, this day would seem to be very long. Suddenly, she jumped when the phone rang. She picked up it. "Yes?" "It's me. Everything is okay?" "Luka... Will you call me all 5 minutes to ask me that?" "Yes, because I miss you." Abby giggled and nodded. "You too, can't you ask someone to take your schedule?" "Everybody is busy or not here. Morris is leaving with Albright, Neela is very busy and I don't want to ask her, Ray doesn't here..." "Okay, okay. If you can't. Me, I can. I'm borin' in front of the tv. I will come." Abby felt that Luka didn't listen to her. "Luka? Are you here?" "Sorry, baby, I must go." "Okay. See you later." "Yes. I love you." "Me too." Abby put the phone and went to the bedroom. The bed wasn't made. She opened her closet and took a shirt and black pants. Suddenly she wasn't feeling good. Everything around her moved. She helped herself holding to the wall. She began to run to the bathroom and she brought up. She leant back against the wall. She rubed her eyes and wipped her mouth. She sighed, believing that it was finished but, she vommited again. thanks for your comments. I will update only monday... sorry. This week, i will leave. Good week end to everybody!
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on May 12, 2006 19:20:42 GMT 10
Like the update!
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Post by elsj on May 12, 2006 19:33:54 GMT 10
Great
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Post by Noora on May 13, 2006 21:01:25 GMT 10
Good! But what's wrong with her? Is she pregnant again? ;D
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Post by Luby14 on May 15, 2006 15:51:22 GMT 10
[Abby's POV]
What's wrong with me? I wouldn't say if I felt myself better or not... I was still on the floor in the bathroom. I managed to stand up in spite of my trembling hands. I made a stepd behin when I saw my face in the mirror. I had the impression to see a ghost. I began to panic. I threw myself above the sink and made wet my face. I tried to take my breathe again. Now, it was my whole body which trembled. I stayed in front of the mirror until my skin begin its original appearence. What happened? Oh God!... I knew what it was!... The chinese food that Luka bought last night. I kept this answer until I arrived in front of the hospital. Luka was going to me. And at this moment, I realised that this answer wasn't the only... I remembered all nights...all wild nights that Luka and I spent since two months. "Hey!" He exclamed. "You're pale. Are you okay?" What would I answer? Hey Luka! I think I'm pregnant! No! I couldn't be! We made attention... "I'm not really fine." Cheers Abby! Like that he would ask you a lot of questions and as usual he would be worry for you. "You should stay at home." "I know...but I wanted to see you." His interrogative glance appeared on his face. Oh! Luka! Don't look at me like that...! I will break down and I'll reveal my thoughts... Please... He smiled. Thanks! I nodded. He kissed me and caressed my cheek with his nose, then he whispered : "I finished in two hours, finally. I called Ray." "Really?" "Yes..." He looked at me with his particular glance : sexy, provocative, nice, disturbing, and which could say that he had a lot of ideas... I smiled as to answer him to his request and I felt he was satisfacted. "See you at home in two hours, so..." I said. "See you." He went away after kissed me.
I went to the druggstore and I went home. The first thing that I did, it was this. The famous pregancy test. I didn't really know if it was a good idea...this pregnancy...for a lot of reasons... I was old... and... I don't want to think about him... I can't.. I would wait three minutes. When it was the time to look. I heard the key in the lock. Oh God! No! Already?! I heard his voice. "Abby? Are you here?" The most important, it was that my voice sounded...normal. "Yeah. I'm in the bathroom. I'll arrive." "Okay..." I heard that he switched on the tv. I shook my head to not think about the sound and I put my eyes on the pregnancy test.
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