Post by Luby14 on Sept 25, 2006 4:41:15 GMT 10
Luka wonders a lot of questions about his life. Sam said to him, clearly, she didn’t want to have children anymore. Luka feels him ready to build another family. He tells Sam to have a break. Sam is okay and leaves Luka’s place, without a word, like if it was over.
At this moment, one of Luka’s close arrived in Chicago…
This story talks about the long way he does to succeed to build a new life, with all the questions without answers in his head and this desire to have his own family again.
Takes place in September 2006, after Luka and Sam’s discussions and Sam's moving.
Luka story & Luby story.
Luka turned the key in the lock and he entered the empty dark place. He threw his key son the table. He didn’t switch the light, prefering walking to the fridge and took a beer. He dropped into the couch, sighing. He was so tired. He lit a cigarette and began to smoke, his eyes closed.
Luka and Sam were sitting in the corner of the truck. They were sitting there, silent. Luka knew they should talk, they had problems… they should talk… but he didn’t know how begin. Sam began to tell.
“I’m like a bad trailer park version of myself.”
Luka didn’t look at her; he was just listening to her.
“What are you doing here, Luka?”
What I'm doing here?
“Sam, I care about Alex.”
“But you can’t replace his father…”
“I know that.” Luka knew it. I'm just like a friend with Alex. Yes, I take care of him like a father but I'm not. I'm aware of this. Luka continued.
"Just not ready for this to be all there is in my life."
He was aware of knowing he wanted to build another family.
“I can’t bring your kids back. I have a child of my own and if I have to choose between you and Alex. I’m always going to choose Alex.”
“I’m not asking you to choose.” Luka plunged his gaze in hers.
“Yes you are.” She said, simply.
“I don’t want what happened to my family to be the end of my story.” Luka paused. It was still difficult to talk about this… A heart stopped when he mentioned his family. “I was a good father. I can’t be a good father again.”
She said to him she didn’t want the same thing. So… It was here… They didn’t wait for the same thing of the life.
“Why? Why don’t you want to have children with me?”
“It’s not about you! I don’t want to have anymore kids. I’m done… I want my life back.”
It was what she thought. Did their relationship stop here? Was it over because they didn’t want the same thing? Luka looked straight in front of him.
Suddenly, Luka opened his eyes, hearing the bell door rang. He looked at the front door, surprised and half sleeping.
“Crap…” He whispered, looking around him and seeing the mess of his place. It wasn’t really… a good moment to welcome someone. He stood up and opened the door. He froze when he saw a young woman turning her back to him. She had long brown eyes, brush with a pony tail and she was rather thin.
“Can I help you?”
The young woman turned to face him. He froze, recognizing her.
“Jelena…”
“Da… Dobar dan*, Luka.”
He stayed standing here, his mouth opened to see her, carrying a bag… but now… he thought if se was here… it was because something was wrong…
I hesitated to post it.. but.. There isn't a lot of fanfics about Luka.. so.. Here I go.. Tell me if I should continue or not.
*Dobar Dan = Hello.
At this moment, one of Luka’s close arrived in Chicago…
This story talks about the long way he does to succeed to build a new life, with all the questions without answers in his head and this desire to have his own family again.
Takes place in September 2006, after Luka and Sam’s discussions and Sam's moving.
Luka story & Luby story.
Luka turned the key in the lock and he entered the empty dark place. He threw his key son the table. He didn’t switch the light, prefering walking to the fridge and took a beer. He dropped into the couch, sighing. He was so tired. He lit a cigarette and began to smoke, his eyes closed.
Luka and Sam were sitting in the corner of the truck. They were sitting there, silent. Luka knew they should talk, they had problems… they should talk… but he didn’t know how begin. Sam began to tell.
“I’m like a bad trailer park version of myself.”
Luka didn’t look at her; he was just listening to her.
“What are you doing here, Luka?”
What I'm doing here?
“Sam, I care about Alex.”
“But you can’t replace his father…”
“I know that.” Luka knew it. I'm just like a friend with Alex. Yes, I take care of him like a father but I'm not. I'm aware of this. Luka continued.
"Just not ready for this to be all there is in my life."
He was aware of knowing he wanted to build another family.
“I can’t bring your kids back. I have a child of my own and if I have to choose between you and Alex. I’m always going to choose Alex.”
“I’m not asking you to choose.” Luka plunged his gaze in hers.
“Yes you are.” She said, simply.
“I don’t want what happened to my family to be the end of my story.” Luka paused. It was still difficult to talk about this… A heart stopped when he mentioned his family. “I was a good father. I can’t be a good father again.”
She said to him she didn’t want the same thing. So… It was here… They didn’t wait for the same thing of the life.
“Why? Why don’t you want to have children with me?”
“It’s not about you! I don’t want to have anymore kids. I’m done… I want my life back.”
It was what she thought. Did their relationship stop here? Was it over because they didn’t want the same thing? Luka looked straight in front of him.
Suddenly, Luka opened his eyes, hearing the bell door rang. He looked at the front door, surprised and half sleeping.
“Crap…” He whispered, looking around him and seeing the mess of his place. It wasn’t really… a good moment to welcome someone. He stood up and opened the door. He froze when he saw a young woman turning her back to him. She had long brown eyes, brush with a pony tail and she was rather thin.
“Can I help you?”
The young woman turned to face him. He froze, recognizing her.
“Jelena…”
“Da… Dobar dan*, Luka.”
He stayed standing here, his mouth opened to see her, carrying a bag… but now… he thought if se was here… it was because something was wrong…
I hesitated to post it.. but.. There isn't a lot of fanfics about Luka.. so.. Here I go.. Tell me if I should continue or not.
*Dobar Dan = Hello.
please update soon 
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