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Post by jadestar on Nov 29, 2006 2:22:12 GMT 10
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Post by steffi1986 on Nov 29, 2006 3:58:17 GMT 10
great updates but poor abby please update soon
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Post by lubyfreaky on Nov 29, 2006 4:10:15 GMT 10
Poor Abby great update
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Post by bostongirl on Nov 29, 2006 5:13:44 GMT 10
As I feel love.
Months passed by and Abby took some help from the hospital psychiatrist to let the wounds heal inside of her soul. She talked and talked about everything she had been through. From childhood till the attack everything she told the man who listened to her. Finally life started to be fun again with Luka next to her side.
“Abby I’m home.” Luka said when he entered his apartment after a long shift. “So this is still home?” She ask when she walked out of the kitchen were she was preparing a thanksgiving dinner. “It only is home when you are here waiting for me.” He whispers as they hug each other. “Go and take a shower and change. Maggie and Eric will be here soon and so is Susan.” Abby lectured him. “Ok mom.” Luka teased and left her in the living room.
In the next hour Maggie and Eric came and Abby was happy to see that they made it all the way from Minnesota by car. “So where is the men?” Maggie asked when they had their second glass of tea. “He will be back in few minutes.” Abby said with a smile on her face. She started to do some dishes and Maggie helped her. “Ladies.” Luka said when he entered the kitchen in his suit. “Hello.” Maggie said when she turned around. “I’m Maggie, Abby her mother.” Maggie introduces herself. “I am Luka Kovac. Nice to meet you. Hun Susan called she will be a little later. She’s on her way now but traffic is crazy.” Luka said. “Ok we will wait for her then. Let’s go to the living and take a drink. Then you can meet my brother.” Abby said.
Luka talked with Maggie and Eric, they laughed as Maggie told things about Abby her childhood. It did bother her that Maggie was telling little lies but she didn’t say a word cause she wanted a good evening to remember. “O that’s Susan.” Abby said when she heard the doorbell ring. She opened the door and hugged her friend and whispered something in her ear. Susan laughed.
During dinner everyone was laughing and for the first time in years Abby enjoyed Thanksgiving dinner.
When the night announced itself Maggie and Eric left to their hotel and Susan went straight to County for her shift. Luka and Abby on the other hand stayed on the couch watching a movie they tapped two days ago. Abby curled up on the couch leaning to Luka with his arm over her shoulder. Knees curled up against her chin. “I need a break.” Luka said. Abby looked up at him not knowing what he meant. “What?” She said. “I need to go to the toilet so I need a break.” Luka said and smiled at her. He liked it when she was totally connected in a movie and he all of the sudden started talking, than she had that look on her face which was priceless. “O ok. I’ll get us a drink.” She said and hit the pause button of the controller. When Luka came back in the room Abby was lying on the couch. He approached her and saw her eyes were closed and her breathing was slow but steady. She fell asleep. He covered her with the blanket and kissed her hair before he went upstairs to find his bed.
In the middle of the night Abby woke up and searched with her eyes were she was. When she was aware that she was on Luka his couch she smiled and decide to go upstairs and join him. As silent as she could be she entered the bedroom and un did her clothes to get into her tank top and clean panties. She turned of the light on the nightstand and moved into the bed. Curling up against Luka to heat up her body and to feel him next to her. She placed her head on his chest and played with his chest hair. It was there that she realized how much she loved him. Abby closed her eyes and wondered of in a deep sleep.
Luka felt her sliding next to him and he felt her cold body against his. Her head on his chest while her small fingers were playing with the hair on it. She needed to be more carefully with her body, she’s so skinny and so small. Luka thought when he felt her ribs against his back. Since the attack she didn’t eat good and jogged every morning without breakfast. She was playing a game with her body but not one she could ever survive. He breathe in and hold it to make her scare, she did cause she stopped playing with his hair and lifted her head, than he breathe out. She placed her head back on his chest and he placed a hand around her back. She was so cold that he thought she would never warm up again. When he was sure she was asleep he got out of bed to get another blanket for her, as she was still cold as ice. He covered it over her and looked at her face. So pretty and so sweet. She always had this sweet look on her face even when she was angry her eyes were shimmering in the light of the sun or a lamp. He loved her so much she couldn’t even understand. Susan knew it right away. That evening with Susan he knew Susan knew it from the first day.
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Post by steffi1986 on Nov 29, 2006 5:30:57 GMT 10
cute update and please let abby gain weight please update soon
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Post by bostongirl on Nov 29, 2006 7:07:11 GMT 10
Tears will fade, as love will heal.
Christmas was like hell for Abby as they found out that Maggie was off her meds again and attempt a suicide and was now in the hospital. She shut everything out and fought this battle on her own. She drove to Minnesota on Christmas day and stayed there. With new year’s eve coming in a few day’s Luka wanted to be with her as they didn’t spend their first Christmas together. “Susan could you coffer my shift new year’s eve?” Luka asked her. “Sure. You’re going to Minnesota?” Susan asked. “Yeah I need to. But don’t say a word cause she doesn’t want me to come but I need to.” Luka sighed. “I can imagine Luka. I think she will be happy to see you Luka.” Susan said as she stroke his upper arm. “I know. Thanks Susan I owe you one.” He said as he hugged Susan. “Don’t bother Luka. That’s were friends are for.” Susan said and glanced at him.
It took him hours before he landed on Minnesota airport and found a cap to take him to the local hospital. At the admit he asked the men, who could be Jerry his younger brother, which floor and room he needed to be for Maggie Wyzcenski. The men looked at him and Luka got it. Maggie didn’t make it. He felt sorry for Abby and asked the men if he knew where the family was. The men told him they were located in the hospital family hotel across the street. Luka thanked him for his help and walked away.
In the hospital family hotel he asked for Abby her room number and went up. Knocking on the door made him feel weird cause he didn’t know what to say. It was Eric who opened the door for him and let him in. “Luka, Abby isn’t in she’s at the morgue. So she did called you?” Eric asked him. “Ok. No she didn’t called me I just flew in to see her. I found out at the hospital. I’m sorry Eric.” Luka said after he took a seat on the sleeping couch. “Thank you. Well Abby will be back soon. I need to get some food so I’ll be out shopping. Take some drink if you want.” Eric said while he put on his coat. After Eric left Luka opened one of the bedroom doors he saw her clothes, her shoes, her bag, her perfume. He grabbed on of his sweatshirts she wore and smelled it. It smelled like her and it smelled damn good. He lay down on the bed with the shirt in his arms, like he was holding her when he heard the door shot.
“Eric?” He heard her say. “Eric were the hell..” She didn’t ended her sentence cause she saw Luka his coat lying on the couch. “Luka?” She exclaimed. “Abby.” Luka said when he opened the bedroom door. “I wanted to call you but..” Abby said. “Sh..it’s ok. I know.” Luka said while he lifter her up and hold her in his strong arms. They just stood there minute after minute. “Come Abby.” Luka said and took her by the hand to guide her to her bed. She lay down and he laid down next to her. He felt her lying against him, he felt the pain, he felt everything, he felt her. A tear shattered down his face as he felt how she felt. Broken.
Abby opened her eyes and looked at the man lying next to her. He was hers. All hers. Since years she felt happy again, she could enjoy love again and let him enter her soul without a warning. She cuddled more up to him as he put his arm around her en sniff her hair. She liked lying in bed with him and just hold each other. They didn’t need long deep talks to know what the other was thinking, only holding each other was more than enough. Her mind drifted off at the day they first felt each other. He said she had a feather in her hair and he picked out of. ‘Blow it away and make a wish. It will come true.’ He had said to her holding the white little feather in between two of his large and strong fingers. She had shacked her head and looked up at him. ‘Than I’ll make a wish for you.’ And so he did. He had blown the feather away and said some words in Croatian so she didn’t know what he had wished for her. A few days ago she had asked him what he wished and he told her that he wished that she would be happy again. Abby had smiled at him and he had smiled back knowing what her message was.
Luka felt she was awake and moving around softly. He looked at her and saw her looking at him. “Morning.” He said and gave her smile. “Morning you too.” She said and smiled back. Her voice was clear and sweet he could hear the love she felt in her voice. “So any plans for today?” He asked her as he rolled over on his right side to look at her. “Yeah, the funeral is today.” She said and he noticed the change of her facials right away. “I’m sorry.” He said and moved over to her. Kissed her fore-head and held her to his chest. He felt her breathing shocking and her tears on his shoulder. All he could do was be there for her and hold her.
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Post by *Natalie* on Nov 29, 2006 7:07:54 GMT 10
Great update Glad Luka's taking care of her natalie x
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Post by ERFanRach on Nov 29, 2006 9:19:45 GMT 10
Great Update!!!!
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Post by jaana on Nov 30, 2006 0:10:44 GMT 10
Great updates!
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Post by bostongirl on Nov 30, 2006 2:47:22 GMT 10
Don’t go. It was early spring when Abby fully returned back on the ER. She woke up so early this morning that it was still dark outside. She went back to bed after she had a coffee. “Abs.” Jerry said when she entered the ER with Luka right behind her. “Hey.” Abby said full of joy. “You look great Abby.” Neela said as she hugged her little friend. “Thanks Neela. Morris?” Abby said when she spotted the red-head. “Abby. Wow you look, sorry Dr. Kovac, you look beautiful.” Morris said as he dive away for Luka his hand. “Thanks Morris.” Abby said and smiled. As she entered the lounge she noticed something had been changed. She looked around but couldn’t find it. She opened up her locker and took out her lab coat and stethoscope. When she closed her locker she saw the change. Susan her locker name had change from Lewis to (neela’s last name.). Abby searched with her eyes for a locker with Lewis on it but it wasn’t there. “Luka!” Abby yelled when she walked out of the lounge. “What’s going on Abby?” He said when he saw the frantic look on her face. “Why, why is Susan her name gone?” Abby asked him. “God, Abby. I thought you knew.” Luka said as he reached out for her hands. “Know what Luka?” She said angry. “She’s moving to Ohio.” Luka said. He saw the change in her eyes. They went from light till dark. “No.” She said and let her voice wipe away in the sounds of the ER. “When?” She asked him looking into his eyes. “I don’t know Abby. She’s coming in today for her last shift, she starts in half an hour.” He said and wished deeply in his heart that Abby had a change to talk with her. “Dr. Lockhart trauma rolling in.” Jerry said and broke the conversation. Abby put herself back together and walked outside. She saw Susan walking into the ambulance bay when the her trauma came in. “Morning.” Susan said. Abby didn’t say a word. Susan looked back as she passed Abby. “Luka can you help Abby in trauma one.” Susan said when she bumped into Luka on her way to the lounge. “Sure.” Luka said and walked further. “Wait. I need to ask you something.” Susan sad and Luka stopped walking. “What’s it?” Luka said as he looked at her. “She knows doesn’t she?” Susan said. “Yeah. She asked why your name was off the locker. I couldn’t lie.” Luka said and wanted to walk further to trauma 1. “Luka..tell her I’m in the lounge.” Susan said and turned away. Luka felt like he was a chain in this friendship between his two best friends. The girls were his and every body knew it. He opened the door to trauma one when Abby announced the time of death. “Thanks Dr. Kovac.” She said and passed him. He grabbed her by her upper arm. “Abby. She’s in the lounge.” He said to her as he squeezed in her arm. “Thanks. Can you let go know?” Abby said angry. Luka didn’t know what he could do to fix this, the only option was talking Susan out of moving. He saw Abby walking into the lounge and hoped they worked this out and stayed friends. Susan sat there silently waiting for her best-friend, finding words to say when the door swung open and Abby entered, angry. “Susan. Why? Why didn’t you tell me?” Abby said when she stood up against Susan. “I couldn’t.” Susan says as she looks at Abby. “Don’t go.” Abby said and walked away leaving Susan stunned. Seconds passed as Susan knew she needed to act, she stood up and opened the door to find Abby. “Abby? We need to talk.” Susan said when she found her in the ambulance bay. Susan only saw her back and laid a hand on her shoulder. Abby didn’t turn around cause she didn’t want to let Susan see how much it hurted her. Susan on the other walk over to Abby her front and saw the tears in her eyes. “Abby I’m so sorry.” Susan said as she hold her friend close. “No you’re not sorry Susan. You could have told me. Why didn’t you? Just don’t go will you?” Abby said as she put her arms around Susan. “Abby. Really I couldn’t talk about this with you. I knew how it would be if I told you. I don’t want you in pain again. I need to move on Abby.” Susan said when she shed some tears away. “Just don’t go that’s all ask for.” Abby says. “I will miss you Abby.” Susan says as she opens her eyes. They look deep into each other eyes, searching for that thing they have. Susan feels it burning deep down in her body she feels the love Abby passes on. It’s the bound that can’t be broken, it’s her love that will keep me here. “Just don’t go that’s all I ask for.” I say when I hold her close. “I will miss you Abby.” Susan tells me and I see she opened her eyes. I look deep into hers knowing she will feel what I feel for her. That will make her stay.
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Post by steffi1986 on Nov 30, 2006 5:38:56 GMT 10
wow really great and cute updates please do it again soon and let susan stay in chicago
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Post by *Natalie* on Nov 30, 2006 6:58:18 GMT 10
Great update Sad Susan's going natalie x
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Post by jadestar on Nov 30, 2006 21:21:30 GMT 10
touching update, so sad that Susan's moving
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Post by bostongirl on Dec 1, 2006 1:33:19 GMT 10
I don’t need a ring on my finger. “..to prove you that I love you!” Abby said to Luka when they had, again, a conversation about a marriage. “Right. I know. I get it. Forget that I ever asked.” Luka said disappointed. “Fine” Abby said while she turned around and closed her eyes. He felt the space between them and came closer as he didn’t liked it when she turned her back at him. Abby shove over to the side of the bed and lost her balance what made her fall out of it. A loud bang was the reaction of it. Luka hang over the side of the bed to meet her angry eyes. “I’m on the sofa if you need me.” She said and packed her pillow and left the room. Luka urged out of the bed and followed her down the stairs, she yelled that she needed space to breathe and he said that he loved her. It was their first fight as a couple. The next morning when Luka came down, he found her still sleeping on the sofa with no blanket wrapped over her skinny body. He took her left hand, which was almost touching the ground, and he felt how cold she was. He placed a blanket over here and turned up the heat to 30 degrees. Than he head back upstairs to fill the bath with hot water and her favourite soap. After that, he made coffee in the kitchen and toast with eggs and bacon. The smell of bacon entered her nose what made her wake up. She noticed the blanket, which wasn’t there when she fell a sleep last night. When she heard the door open and Luka, entering the living room she closed her eyes, wanting him to wake her with his kiss. “Abby.” He said. No reaction. “Babe. Breakfast is ready.” He said while he moved hair out of her face. A brief smile was up on her face when he did that and knew she was already awake and teasing him. Maybe even wanting for his kiss to wake her. So he left the room not going to play her make up game. He wanted to talk for once. Abby opened her eyes when she heard him closing the door again. ‘Shit.’ She thought and stood up. Slamming the breakfast onto the floor. She took the stairs and entered the bathroom that was filled with the smell of her favourite soap. She noticed the bath tube was full with water so she climbed into it. The warm water comforted her cold and sore body. She closed her eyes and wondered of at that night underneath the shower. Luka heard her slamming with her breakfast and rushing upstairs. Than it was complete silent in the house. He cleaned the carpet and threw away the broken pieces of the plate. After that he went upstairs to look for her. He tried the bedroom but she wasn’t there so he knocked on the bathroom door. “Come in.” He heard her say. “Hey.” He said as he took place at the side of the tube. “Hey.” She said looking up at him than looking back into the water. “It’s ok. We both need space some now and then.” He said as he sponged her back. “Yeah but I was way out of line last night.” She said and looked into his eyes. “I’ve seen worse.” Luka said to her and gave her a soft kiss on her cheekbone. “Thanks.” She glanced at him. “You’re welcome babe.” He said as he sponged the front of her body. Abby sighed heavily and let her back rest against the tube, her head back on the side of it. Luka watched her as she closed her eyes and lean back against the tube. Her head rested on the side of it and hair reached the water. Her breathing was shocking, as he knew this turned her on. He kissed her nose, cheek, forehead and her mouth. She let out a breath and he knew this would last the whole day. When the water started to get cold, Luka lifted her out of the bath to place her on their bad. He glanced at the naked body lying on the black sheets. Her eyes were looking at him, following every move he made. Abby let him lift her up and carry her to the bedroom to feel the black clean sheets softly on her naked body. Although the heat was turned on Abby, felt goose spots rising on her body. Her eyes followed him as he moved throughout the bedroom. She shivered and wanted to slide underneath the sheets. Luka looked back and saw her shiver. He took place next to her opened the sheet while she slide between them. He wrapped his arms around her as she crawled into them placing her head in his neck. “Shall we stay in bed the whole day?” She said looking into his eyes. “Whatever you want. It’s your day.” He whispered as he saw she closed her eyes.
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Post by jaana on Dec 1, 2006 1:36:31 GMT 10
Great updates!
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