Post by erprincess on May 29, 2006 4:31:04 GMT 10
Shattered Glass of a Broken Heart.
When I looked into your eyes for the first time I immediately was overcome with happiness. I loved you. You loved me. I felt it. We had something special between us. Something no one could break but us. We promised each other happiness and good times. We shared those good times. I was so happy, I thought of nothing but my love for you, Luka.How fortunate were we both to find each other,we are happy. I worry about nothing when I am with you. All my past regrets and fears fade away into the black midnight sky.I don't feel alone or scared when I am with you. We both thought this was it.-We found our other half's. I thought that everything was going to be okay for once. I was already thinking of the future. Then something happened,but everything was going fine, I though you were never happy with with me,I felt vulnerable and alone and then that night-That fateful night something happened-the fight. There was a glass wall between us. All along it was so easy to shatter- my heart was in between the glass. When we broke up, the glass was shattered along with my broken heart.
Then I found someone else. I had him in the back of my mind from the beginning-how could I not? He was always there. I worked with him-He was always there. Right in front of me,John Carter. We got into a relationship, I though it would stick,everything was going so fast. He was there for me,My mother, Eric disappearing.I was drinking when I felt alone,I was miserable. John, helped me but at the same time he wanted to fix me, I stopped drinking,smoking,well sort of. Something was going on. I realized Luka was looking at me,staring at me when I was with John,I knew he still loved me. Did he forget that both of our hearts were shattered along with the broken glass? I didn't. Then,another night I was sitting all alone,smoking on the rooftop of were I worked. I was taking in everything that happened to me that day, that week, that month,even that year. I was sad I felt like he didn't want me. That I wasn't good enough for him. We got into a argument. He proposed to me-On a roof top! I didn't think it meant anything. He had a ring a different night,I wasn't stupid. I knew he loved me. But I couldn't change. I wanted to stay the same person. After he went to the Congo that was it. I felt as if I was thrown away, far away were no one could see me,I felt invisible.He wrote me a letter,I hated it. I needed to go some were, I had no were to hide. I felt all alone. He left me. I was becoming a doctor, I had more important things to worry about- My job,mycarrer. Thinking of Luka, I still loved him,but I feel like he pushed me away,into the darkness, I was still drawn to him. He came back with some girl-Kem, she is pregnant. I try to hide my true feeling on the matter. I am hurt, pregnant? how long was he away again? Again-my heart has been shattered with the broken glass that lies between us. Luka is still in the back of my mind, how I love him. Months past, A little girl comes in,shot,I feel for her, and I can't hide my feeling, she dies. Luka gets into a fight with another doctor while she is dying. I can't understand why I couldn't do something for her. I was with her the whole time. I walk into Luka's apartment,I am falling apart. We kiss,Our love for one another has been reunited, I found out later I am pregnant. I don't know how I am going to tell you. We walk outside, in the cold night. I tell you, you stand there in silence. Later, He promises me we are going to do this together, I stand there, my heart is no longer broken. There is no glass wall between us. I have found my true Love. Luka-He will always be in my heart,of no longer,shattered glass.
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"Abby,Lets go" Some one called out to me,here I was,in a beautiful white dress,with lace,my hair,swept up,of my face. I must have been dreaming,but I was in this gorgeous hall, a wedding hall.
"Abby,there ready for you" I got up,I was a little confused. Then I saw Luka,Standing there,at the alter,waiting for his true Love-me,Abby Lockhart. I walked down the aisle as the music played. We have found each other again at last,forever.
Nothing in the world can make my heart broken again, like shattered glass of my once broken heart.
Part 2 is on the way if u guys want it!
When I looked into your eyes for the first time I immediately was overcome with happiness. I loved you. You loved me. I felt it. We had something special between us. Something no one could break but us. We promised each other happiness and good times. We shared those good times. I was so happy, I thought of nothing but my love for you, Luka.How fortunate were we both to find each other,we are happy. I worry about nothing when I am with you. All my past regrets and fears fade away into the black midnight sky.I don't feel alone or scared when I am with you. We both thought this was it.-We found our other half's. I thought that everything was going to be okay for once. I was already thinking of the future. Then something happened,but everything was going fine, I though you were never happy with with me,I felt vulnerable and alone and then that night-That fateful night something happened-the fight. There was a glass wall between us. All along it was so easy to shatter- my heart was in between the glass. When we broke up, the glass was shattered along with my broken heart.
Then I found someone else. I had him in the back of my mind from the beginning-how could I not? He was always there. I worked with him-He was always there. Right in front of me,John Carter. We got into a relationship, I though it would stick,everything was going so fast. He was there for me,My mother, Eric disappearing.I was drinking when I felt alone,I was miserable. John, helped me but at the same time he wanted to fix me, I stopped drinking,smoking,well sort of. Something was going on. I realized Luka was looking at me,staring at me when I was with John,I knew he still loved me. Did he forget that both of our hearts were shattered along with the broken glass? I didn't. Then,another night I was sitting all alone,smoking on the rooftop of were I worked. I was taking in everything that happened to me that day, that week, that month,even that year. I was sad I felt like he didn't want me. That I wasn't good enough for him. We got into a argument. He proposed to me-On a roof top! I didn't think it meant anything. He had a ring a different night,I wasn't stupid. I knew he loved me. But I couldn't change. I wanted to stay the same person. After he went to the Congo that was it. I felt as if I was thrown away, far away were no one could see me,I felt invisible.He wrote me a letter,I hated it. I needed to go some were, I had no were to hide. I felt all alone. He left me. I was becoming a doctor, I had more important things to worry about- My job,mycarrer. Thinking of Luka, I still loved him,but I feel like he pushed me away,into the darkness, I was still drawn to him. He came back with some girl-Kem, she is pregnant. I try to hide my true feeling on the matter. I am hurt, pregnant? how long was he away again? Again-my heart has been shattered with the broken glass that lies between us. Luka is still in the back of my mind, how I love him. Months past, A little girl comes in,shot,I feel for her, and I can't hide my feeling, she dies. Luka gets into a fight with another doctor while she is dying. I can't understand why I couldn't do something for her. I was with her the whole time. I walk into Luka's apartment,I am falling apart. We kiss,Our love for one another has been reunited, I found out later I am pregnant. I don't know how I am going to tell you. We walk outside, in the cold night. I tell you, you stand there in silence. Later, He promises me we are going to do this together, I stand there, my heart is no longer broken. There is no glass wall between us. I have found my true Love. Luka-He will always be in my heart,of no longer,shattered glass.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Abby,Lets go" Some one called out to me,here I was,in a beautiful white dress,with lace,my hair,swept up,of my face. I must have been dreaming,but I was in this gorgeous hall, a wedding hall.
"Abby,there ready for you" I got up,I was a little confused. Then I saw Luka,Standing there,at the alter,waiting for his true Love-me,Abby Lockhart. I walked down the aisle as the music played. We have found each other again at last,forever.
Nothing in the world can make my heart broken again, like shattered glass of my once broken heart.
Part 2 is on the way if u guys want it!