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Post by Luby14 on Jun 27, 2006 23:25:45 GMT 10
Update soon very soon!!! please!!
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Post by lubyfan on Jun 28, 2006 0:34:50 GMT 10
Great update
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Post by strizzy on Jun 28, 2006 1:00:33 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by rorygilmore on Jun 28, 2006 2:29:49 GMT 10
Hope there's nothing wrong with Abby !
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Post by luby2534 on Jun 28, 2006 5:55:17 GMT 10
Please update.
Excellent story !!
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Post by *Natalie* on Jun 28, 2006 6:35:39 GMT 10
That was great! More soon
natalie x
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Post by lubylubylu on Jun 28, 2006 13:11:03 GMT 10
Abby wasn’t sure how long she’d been sitting out by the lake. Hours, it seemed. She had known for two days and she still wasn’t sure how to process it. How was she going to tell Luka? Would he…would he stick around? Abby took in a deep breath and knew she couldn’t avoid it any longer. She had to tell him. She looked at her watch and knew he’d be off in about an hour. She pulled out her cell phone and dialed the hospital.
“ER.”
“Frank, it’s Abby. I need to speak to Kovac.”
“Hooold on.”
She waited silently.
“This is Dr. Kovac.”
“Hi.”
“Hey,” she could practically hear him smile through the phone. “Did you get some rest today?”
Abby swallowed. “Um, yea, some.” She looked up at the sky. “Listen, could you come over, after your shift?”
“Sure. Everything ok?”
“Um, I just really want to see you.”
“Ok. I’ll see you in about an hour.” ****************** Abby had been pacing her apartment for the better part of an hour. She wrung her hands, did and undid her ponytail countless times and rearranged the towels in her bathroom over and over. Finally, she heard Luka turn the key in the lock and poke his head inside. She stopped her pacing and stood looking at him uncertainly.
“Hi.”
Luka frowned.
“You got your test results back, didn’t you?”
Abby pursed her lips and took a deep breath.
“Yea.”
Luka silently shut the door, his heart starting to race. “What did--?”
Abby cut him off. “Could you sit down? Please?”
Luka gave her a short nod and slowly crossed the room and sat down on the couch. Abby hesitated and then joined him. He watched her expectantly, waiting, worried. She let out a breath.
“When uh…I…ok.” She tried again. “I’ve told you about Maggie.”
“Right.”
“I…I mean to say it wasn’t a happy a childhood for me is an understatement and it really shaped me and made me the person I am today, good and bad.”
Luka was quiet.
“And, um…I’ve told you about Richard, and what a disaster that was and…oh God.”
“Abby, whatever it is, you can tell me.” Luka’s eyes were clouded with worry.
Abby nodded and continued. “I got…pregnant during my marriage and I was…afraid of having a baby and passing on the bipolar gene and then I couldn’t imagine going through that again or doing that to a baby and then Richard always seemed to have these…extracurricular activities, and I…had an abortion.” Abby said the last part in a hushed and hurried tone, her eyes focused on the floor as she searched for the words she needed next. “And, um…I’m pregnant.” Abby continued to stare down at the floor, afraid to look at Luka.
“Seriously?”
Abby nodded and felt a tear start to squeeze itself from beneath one eyelid.
“Yea,” she whispered.
Luka couldn’t keep the smile off his face until he thought about what she had told him and his smile slowly faded.
“You, uh…” Luka clasped his hands together. “You don’t want to keep it, do you?”
Abby was crying full-force now. She wiped away her tears and laughed.
“That’s the funny thing. I do.” She finally turned to face him. “But, look, I can understand if you don’t want that. I mean, we haven’t been together very long and are still getting to know each other. And we haven't talked about this, maybe you don't want anymore kids and...I mean, I don’t even know your middle name and I just, I want you to know I…don’t expect anything from you. I mean--”
Luka picked up Abby’s hand and kissed it.
“Josip.”
Abby looked at him.
“What?”
He chuckled. “My middle name. It’s Josip.”
“Oh.” Abby laughed again. “Oh.”
Luka clasped her shoulder. “Abby…I know things are still new, but…I…feel like I’ve known you forever and I’ve known since day one that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. And if being together for the rest of our lives means we have a baby now…then we have a baby now.”
Abby’s eyes were shining with tears and she felt a tremendous weight magically disappear from her shoulders.
“I was so afraid to tell you, afraid of what you might say…”
“Abby, you can always tell me anything. No matter what it is.”
Abby caressed Luka’s cheek.
“You’re always there for me.”
Luka snaked his hand around the slender curve of Abby’s neck and kissed her forehead.
“And I always will be.”
To be continued…
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Post by hollygirl on Jun 28, 2006 13:19:16 GMT 10
great update!! more soon!
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Post by anna982 on Jun 28, 2006 15:53:02 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]More soon please.[/glow]
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Post by strizzy on Jun 28, 2006 22:20:35 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by sammiejm on Jun 29, 2006 3:04:21 GMT 10
I'm loving this, update soon.
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Post by luby2534 on Jun 29, 2006 5:48:27 GMT 10
Awwwwwwwwww, this is a really great fanfic.
Please update !!!
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Post by *Natalie* on Jun 29, 2006 6:31:12 GMT 10
That was lovely! Hope you do more soon
natalie x
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Post by Little Amy on Jun 29, 2006 6:33:11 GMT 10
love it!!!! and would be nice know luka's middle name, huh?
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Post by lubyfan on Jun 29, 2006 7:17:01 GMT 10
Great update!
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