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Post by charlieluby on Jun 9, 2006 22:10:10 GMT 10
Enjoy the next part. i will try and update again later too! Wow. I don’t think sex has ever been that good. Full stop. I mean before when I was with Luka that was amazing and no one had even come close to how good it was since we had broken up but this time…absolutely mind-blowing. I wonder if it is the same with him or maybe it’s just me. “Luka, that was mind-blowing. Just amazing.” I say and look up at him. “I know. I don’t think I have ever known sex to be that good.” Luka said shaking his head. Phew it’s not just me. “I know I nearly passed out at one point. Was it really that good for you?” I ask thinking maybe he is just humouring me. My god, it was good. “Abby, it was just phenomenal. You’re phenomenal.” He says kissing my forehead. I blush. “I just keep thinking I’m going to pinch myself and wake up and it’ll be all a dream.” I sigh. Luka reaches down and strokes my arm. Then he pinches it. “Ouch! Luka, that really hurt!” I say loudly and stick out my bottom lip. I sit up rubbing my arm. He sits up next to me and leans in towards me. He gently sucks my bottom lip, I moan. “Maybe I should kiss it better.” Luka says. He starts kissing my neck and makes his way down. He kisses the valley in between my breasts and I sigh. Then his mouth resolves to my right breast. His tongue is perfectly timed and skilled into attentively bringing me to a climax. I can’t believe I want him again. He stops for a while and looks at me. “Abby, I think I could make you come from just doing that.” He says looking surprised at how hot I am. I open my eyes and try to catch my breath. I nod. Quickly, I sit up and push him to the mattress. My turn. I move my hands down below and he groans at my touch. I smile. I tease him with my tongue and I can feel him getting closer. He flips me onto my back and slowly enters me. It doesn’t take long until we are speeding up and we scream out each other’s names as we come together. “Luka, what are we doing?” I ask him tracing my fingers over his stomach as I lay my head on his chest. He looks at me confused. “Well you know we kind of just had amazing sex. Twice. I mean friends aren’t supposed to do that.” I say looking up at him. “I think it’s fair to say that our friendship is effectively ruined. But now we are something way more than friends. Something fantastic. Something I don’t want to ever stop.” He looks at me genuinely. Oh god, hear I go. “Luka, I love you.” I say sincerely. Oh crap, I can’t believe I just said that. I shouldn’t have said that. I mean, I’ve probably just ruined everything. I look away from his eyes and silently curse. “Abby…” he says and I look up at him, “I love you too.” He smiles and I beam back at him.
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on Jun 9, 2006 23:44:46 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by lubyfan on Jun 10, 2006 3:19:56 GMT 10
Great chapters
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Post by Maité on Jun 10, 2006 3:33:44 GMT 10
Great update!!
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Post by *Natalie* on Jun 10, 2006 6:51:59 GMT 10
Great update!!
More soon
natalie x
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Post by rorygilmore on Jun 10, 2006 16:47:07 GMT 10
AWESOME!!! I can't wait to read next part...this is one of my fav fics, it's really GREAT!!!
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Post by Noora on Jun 10, 2006 21:26:05 GMT 10
Really hot ;> Keep writing.
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Post by charlieluby on Jun 10, 2006 22:39:47 GMT 10
Although Kerry and Susan know about Luka and me I still don’t want it to be made a big deal. I mean last time when we were going out everyone knew everything about everything. It was so suffocating. I mean I’m not saying that I don’t want to shout from the rooftops that I’m in love with Luka, because I do but, aside from the fact I would look like a total loser, its nice to have something’s between just the two of us. It makes it more special. So, we decide to walk in together but not showing any signs that we are in a relationship. They’ll find out eventually, I know, but I don’t think I can deal with any more questions and aww’s today. I’ve had enough of that this morning. We casually walk into the ER and everyone erupts into cheers. What? No way? How did they know? I roll my eyes, damn you Susan. “So how did it happen? When did it happen? Where, we want all the details!” screams everyone. Oh Jesus these people need to get a life. “Sorry to disappoint you all but we have patients to see and I think they have the priority right now!” says Luka and everyone groans and turns back to their work. “I knew there was a reason I was with you Luka Kovach!” I say, he just winks at me and my stomach flips again. What a guy.
“Ok we have a GSW coming in. Lockhart, Kovach can you take this one?” we nod and push the patient in. Oh my god. He doesn’t look very old. Maybe early 20s. I hate working on patients this young. Right Abby focus. “Ok we need a BP, a CBC and a chem. 7.” Luka says to me as we examine the patient together. We work fast trying every method possible. “Start compressions.” Luka says. I lean forward. Come on. Come on. Please God. Ten. Twenty. Thirty. Oh come on. Luka looks at his watch. He sighs and signals for me to step back. “I’ll call it. Time of death, 17:23.” Luka says quietly. He sighs outwards. I look down at the boy. I can feel myself getting emotional as tears begin to form in my eyes. I strip off my gloves and walk out. I wipe the tear from my eye. God, he was only young. Why do such bad things happen to people who have barely even started their life? God I hate this job sometimes. I push the door open and climb the stairs to where I always go when I feel like this. The roof. The wind blows strongly in my face and it’s freezing. I wrap my arms around myself and sigh. I can hear sirens in the distance and the sound of traffic ringing in my ears. I zone out and stare into space trying to get away from the world. Behind me I hear the door open. I spin round wiping a tear from my face. It’s Luka. He stares into my eyes and walks over towards me holding out his arms. I let out a small whimper and fall into his arms burying my head into his chest. He places his head on top of mine and kisses it. He is holding me so tight. Protecting me, I have never felt this safe in my life. He doesn’t say anything. He doesn’t have to. He just holds me. I lift my head and look up at him. “Thanks.” I whisper. He kisses my nose and pulls me back in for another hug.
“Do you want to go out tonight or order in?” Luka shouts from the kitchen. I think and continue to apply my flavoured lip balm. “Can we order a take out? I don’t mind what we have?” I ask and rub my lips together. He shouts back ok and I smile. I count myself lucky for about the millionth time today. I am in such a slob out mood. It’s just what I need. A night in with the man I love. I open my wardrobe and slip on some pants and one of Luka’s t-shirts. I love wearing anything of his. It smells just like him and it’s so comfortable. I slip on a pair of slippers and walk into the kitchen. I peak into the living room and see Luka sitting on the sofa with a TV guide in his hands. I smile and open the fridge. It’s not long till dinner but I’m starving. Something healthy I tell myself. Oh strawberries. Yum! I grab the box and walk into the living room. Luka looks up from his mag. “Wow. You look beautiful!” he says. I scrunch my eyebrows and look myself up and down. I’m in comfy pants and one of his t-shirts. “What?” I ask pointing to myself, “I’m in comfy pants and one of your t-shirts, how is that possible?” I ask moving towards him to sit down next to him on the sofa. Just as I get closer he grabs me waist and pulls me on top of him. I screech and giggle. “You look beautiful tonight and you look very sexy in my t-shirt.” He says and begins to kiss my neck. I tilt my head back giggling. “Luka…Luka…” I say, I finally push him away gently, “The food is going to be here in like half an hour.” I say rearranging myself on his lap and feeding him a strawberry. He bites into it very suggestively. “You should not have don’t that!” he says and pulls me further onto his lap. I’m now straddling him He pulled my face towards his and kisses me passionately his hands sliding under my top. I forgot how his hands made me feel from the last time we dated. They are a wonder and work magic with my body. I slip closer towards him, grinding against him through the thin fabric of our clothes kissing his neck, running my hands down his chest and through his hair. I can feel him growing more desperate and for the first time ever I start to take the lead. I quickly slip of my trousers and try to slip his off. He finishes it for me and I climb back onto him. I don’t think I have ever felt more want for Luka after just kissing. I bend down and pull of his boxers taking him in my mouth. Suddenly I can feel him building up. Quickly, I slip off my pants and slide on top of him. He grabs my hips and we build up a fast pace. I suck of his shoulders trying to control myself from screaming loudly. Suddenly, we explode together and I collapse onto his chest fighting for breath. He pushes me off him and joins my mouth with his. Our tongues swirl together with passion until we need to pull apart for breathing. The doorbell suddenly rings and we both jump. I jump off him and run into our bedroom slipping on a nightgown. I open the door slightly and pass him the money before closing the door. Pizza yum! I slip off my nightgown now and sit next on top of Luka on the couch and feed him pizza. He strokes my hair and I beam at him as we munch down the pizza. He presses the TV remote and I turn round to face the TV. He wraps his arms around me as I munch on a bit of pizza as we laugh along to tonight’s comedy show.
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on Jun 11, 2006 0:00:01 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by *Natalie* on Jun 11, 2006 3:43:19 GMT 10
Great update!!
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Post by Maité on Jun 11, 2006 3:58:55 GMT 10
This really should have happened on season 10!!!what did they make us wait all this time??
great update!!
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Post by anna982 on Jun 15, 2006 16:02:19 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]Please update again soon!!!!!!!!![/glow]
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Post by charlieluby on Jun 21, 2006 1:11:21 GMT 10
I wake up. Something is missing. Where is Luka? Maybe he is downstairs making some coffee or something I tell myself. I turn over and try to get back to sleep but I cant stop wondering where he is. I slide out of bed rubbing my eyes. “Luka?” I say, putting toothpaste on my brush. Come to think of it I haven’t seen him since last night. He said he needed to finish some paperwork and he would be back later and told me just to go back to his. I haven’t seen or spoken to him since then. Oh my god. Where is he? I spit the rest of my toothpaste into the sink and turn round. I push open the door wandering round the house. He isn’t here. Shit. Where is he? I hope he’s ok. I go to check the messages on his phone, damn it. It was unplugged. Oh yeah I remember we unplugged when we wanted a quiet night in the other night. I switch it on. ‘Welcome to message checker. You have 4 new messages. First new message received yesterday at 7:47pm.’ That’s Luka’s father. Must be or someone else Croatian. I can’t understand a word of it and press next. ‘Next new message received yesterday at 11:23pm. Hey abby, um…it’s Kerry Weaver. Just…um…something happened with Luka. He collapsed at work and we have him in an operating theatre right now…um…just ring us when you get this message or come down. A.S.A.P I’m sorry. Beep!” Oh my God.
“Where’s Luka? I need to see him now?” I scream running into the ER. I’m frantic and I can’t think straight right now. My mind is thinking a thousand things, what if Luka didn’t make it? I stand there in the middle of the ER everyone is looking at me but no one is saying anything. “TELL ME!” I scream. Suddenly, Kerry comes running in. She stops in her tracks and looks at me. Why is everyone doing that? I look down. Oh shit! I’m in my pyjamas. How embarrassing. I look back up and burst into tears. I feel Kerry hug me and it is comforting but it’s not the same as when Luka does it. Where is he? Kerry takes me to a room and wraps a blanket round me. “Ok Abby. I just want you to sit here for a while and calm down. You’re obviously in a state of shock. What you need to do right now is…” she says “What I need to do right now is see Luka? Please Kerry, where is he?” I plead. “I’m afraid you can’t see Luka right now. He is very heavily sedated. An infection that he had picked up while he was in Africa had come back and it had taken a great affect on his lungs so we had to take him to the operating theatre to remove some fluid which appeared to be affecting them functioning correctly. Besides, only family are allowed in at this moment in time.” I tried to digest the information, which had just been fed to me. At least he is ok. But I really need to see him. I can’t have spoken in a long time because she sighs. “Kerry. He doesn’t really have any family here though.” I say and she shrugs. Damn hospital policies! “Ok, can you just pass on a message for me then. Can you just tell him…” I begin. Hold on. What should I say? I have no idea. Quick Abby. Just anything. “Um…just tell him that I hope he feels better soon and that I um…I’m sorry. Please just tell him that.” I say, she goes to leave. “Wait! Just say that I really can’t wait to see him and I can’t imagine my life without him so he better bloody get better soon!” Kerry smiles. “Sure, no problem Abby.” She says and then she is gone.
I must have dozed off because the next thing I know I am being gently shaken by someone to wake me up. I open my eyes and try to focus on the person before me. It’s Kerry. “Sorry to wake you Abby. It’s just that I thought you would want me to tell you that Luka has woken up and he is asking for you. He really wants to see you. So, we are going to bend the rules a bit. He’s in room 9, third floor.” I beam up at her. Wow, thank god. I can’t wait to see him. She smiles back at me. My heart warms. What a great friend. I get up and pull a face. “Um…Kerry, sorry to bother you again but, um, can I borrow a robe or something because I don’t really feel like going upstairs in this!” I say pointing my very fetching pyjamas. She laughs and comes back in with a robe. I mutter ‘thanks’ and slip it on.
There he is. I can see him through the small window in his door. He looks tired and a little weak but some how he still looks gorgeous. I smile to myself and remind myself how lucky I am to have found my way back to him again. I slowly open the door not wanting to alarm him. For some reason I feel nervous. Or maybe it’s not nerves but it is a feeling I have never felt before. It’s a feeling, a kind of butterflies in my stomach. Maybe its… no, it cant be. Can it? I mean I have only been together with Luka for a short while. But I have known him for, like, forever. He hasn’t noticed me and I open the door fully. Just standing there. He looks up and sees me. My heart flutters and my stomach leaps. His expression warms my heart and I run over to him and pull him tightly into a hug, burying my face into his chest stifling tears of joy. “Oh Abby. I didn’t think I’d ever see you again. I was so worried.” He whispers into my ear and I squeeze him tighter. “Well I wasn’t feeling that great about it either.” I say and he chuckles before coughing. I pull away and look at him. It’s so hard to see him like this. He wheezes and his chest heaves and then he finally stops. “Sorry,” he says. I kiss his forehead tenderly not wanting to rush anything but as I pull away he looks at me and I lean in to kiss him. It’s not a big kiss. Just a soft kiss that I plant on his fragile lips but it means something much more than any other kiss we have shared before. It’s a kiss of love.
It’s been a week since Luka first went into hospital and he is so much better. I hate being on my own though. He told me to stay at his place while he was away so that’s what I have been doing in between shifts and seeing him. But he’s coming home today!
“Now Luka, I want you to take it easy at home. Plenty of rest. No vigorous activities.” Says the Doctor and looks at me stroking his arm, I hate Doctors who dodge around the point. Why don’t you just say, no sex! It drives me mad. “So just rest and take it easy!” he says and passes Luka his bag. “Abby’s a Nurse.” He says looking at the Doctor and me looks me up and down. What’s his problem? I sigh and smile fakely at the Doctor. “Ok Luka. Lets go, the car is parked out front.” I say and pull his arm.
I pull open the door and put his bag on the floor. “You cleaned.” He said smiling at me. I smile back. “I sure did. I wanted it to look nice for when you came back. You know, I really prefer this place to mine. I just love it here.” I say smiling at the surroundings. I walk over to the kitchen and start to put some coffee on. I point to the chair and he rolls his eyes and slides onto the chair. I pour some into a cup and bring it over to him. I bend down at put it on a coaster on the table in front. Suddenly I feel him grab me from behind and he pulls me onto his lap, me facing away from him so I cant see what he is doing. I scream and he chuckles at me and begins to kiss my ear. I sigh and close my eyes revelling in his touch that I haven’t had in so long. He tongue circles the inside of my ear and I moan softly. Then he starts to kiss my neck. Oh no, not my neck. He knows I love that. “Luka…Luka, stop!” I say but not very convincingly. He pulls away. “Why, I have missed you so much.” He says and kisses me neck again. “You heard that bastard of a Doctor! Luka, you have spent the whole week with me!” I say chuckling. “Abby, I know I have spent all week with you but not in, you know, this way!” he says and I tut and then giggle. He kisses my neck and casually places his hands underneath my shirt. He strokes my sides and I shiver under his touch. Suddenly, I turn my self-round so I am facing him with my legs on either sides of him. “Screw the Doctor!” I say and lunge in for a kiss. I take his face in my hands and stroke it. He doesn’t waste anytime and delves into my mouth and unbuttons my shirt. I moan as he pushes it off. I push his shirt off as he unhooks my bra and it goes flying across the room. His tongue dances with mine and he slowly moves his hand to my breast as he rubs it slowly at first and then faster. Oh my god. I pull away from his mouth and tip my head back and breathe deeply. I then push off his trousers and gently stroke his hardness. He’s bulging and we both stop and look at each other knowing that we have never felt more turned on in our lives. We don’t even want to part for such a short amount of time it takes to get to the bedroom. I take of his boxers as he slips of my panties. I bite back a scream, moaning as he thrust into me for the first time. Each time he pulls back and shifts lightly into me again, it gets tougher on my breathing. He soon speeds up and we scream each other’s names as we come together.
I’m lying in his arms. God, I have missed him. How did I go so long without him being there, being with him? All those years we spent apart. If only we had been together. I guess this just makes this time more special. I know he is asleep as his grip on me tightens and it always does when he is asleep like he is protecting me or something. I stroke his chest and sigh. Hold on. No, it can’t be. No! We can’t have forgotten, but we did. We forgot to use a condom. Oh my god. I lie there on top of him and look at his face. Oh my god.
I can’t sleep. How can I sleep after what I have done? How could we have been so stupid? What am I going to do? I don’t think Luka has even realised what we have done, but it’s all I can think about. Finally, I give up worrying and sleep kicks in as I cuddle closer towards him. I wake up to an empty bed. Luka must already be up. So much for resting. Where is he? I hear a coughing from the kitchen. Few, he’s all right. Should I tell him about last night? No, it’s probably not worth worrying about right now. I stare into space, as my eyes feel heavy from a pretty much sleepiness night. “Abby? Are you alright?” he asks as he slips into bed looking at me concerned. I nod and rub my eyes. Oh god. I have to say something. “Um, Luka, I want to um, ask you something… tell you something. I just want to um, say something.” I stutter out. He looks at me worriedly. I hate seeing him like that. He has these eyes that sparkle but now his eyes seem dim and sad. “What?” he says looking at me and taking my hand in his. “Um, well, you know last night?” I say, he chuckles. “Yes Abby, I am familiar with last night!” he says but I don’t laugh. “Luka, I’m serious, we didn’t, I mean to say, we forgot to, you know, use…a…a condom.” I say looking at him. He doesn’t say anything for a while and just looks deep in thought. Luka now would be a good time to speak. “You’re not on your meds are you?” he asks and I shake my head. No, why bother when you don’t have a boyfriend. It’s a waste of money. “Right. Well, do you want to go and take a test or something?” he asks simply. How can he be so damn calm when I’m this frantic? “Luka, how can you be so calm? I mean you know I could be, you know, i…I cant even say it.” I mumble almost shouting. He takes my hands and looks into my eyes. “Abby, what’s done is done. You can’t change the past and you don’t even know if you are, you know, so don’t worry.” I go to open my mouth but he puts a finger to my lips. “But, if you are then we will deal with it. Together. Ok?” he leans in and places a soft kiss on my lips. “Ok.” I say simply and smile at him. He takes me in his arms and I tuck my head underneath his chin and close my eyes.
“How much longer?” I ask sitting on the side of the bath. Luka sits next to me with his arms round me. He moves one of his arms and looks at his watch. “About 45 seconds.” He says. It’s one of these early pregnancy tests that can tell the morning after. It’s a new thing. In some ways I wish they didn’t exist. He glances at his watch again and looks at me. He nods. Oh my god. I can’t do it. I can’t look. This is such a life-changing thing. I mean Luka and I don’t even know how serious we are and yet we are about to find out a very serious thing. I just look over to where it is lying but I don’t want to get up and get it. “I think this is something we should do together. Come on, I’m with you every step of the way. Don’t worry. We’ll be ok.” He says and gets up. I slowly stand up, this is it. I walk over to the stick. Oh my god. Oh my god. Luka looks at me and smiles. Oh my god.
“I love you Abby!” Luka whispers into my hair as he hugs me tightly. “I love you too Luka, but what the hell are we going to do about this one?” I say pulling away. He looks at me confused. “Well, Luka, I mean I’m pregnant. Are we in the right place in our lives for a baby? Do you want this baby? I mean, are we really ready for this?” I say quickly and out of breath. “Abby, calm down. We may have only just got back together but I mean it’s not like we are in a new relationship with someone we hardly know. I’ve known you for 4 years now. We went out for one of those years and we have been best friends for the other 3 and now we are back together again. I mean I would say we know each other better than most people do. Just don’t worry. This child is going to be so loved and we are going to be so happy together. There isn’t anything to worry about. As for people at the ER, the gossipers, who really cares what they think. It only matters what we feel and think. And I think, I mean I KNOW I love you and you love me. We are going to be fine. Don’t worry. We’ll do this together.” He says and kisses me softly on the lips. What would I do without him? God, I just love him so much. “I love you Luka, so so much!” I say sincerely and he looks at me and smiles. “That’s all we’ll ever need.” He says and pulls me into a warm hug. Wow, I can’t believe it I’m having a baby.
Luka is lying next to me in bed. It has been a week since we found out that I was pregnant and it’s been so odd. I have something growing inside of me. A little bit of me and a little bit of Luka. God, if this child looks anything like Luka it is going to be so gorgeous. No one else knows yet. After all I am only about a week and a half pregnant so you can’t tell yet. None of my clothes are going to fit me soon. I’ll just be this big giant whale of a human, how attractive. Not! I look down at my stomach, I know I won’t be showing yet but some how I feel different and bigger than normal. Luka is watching me, I can tell. He creeps his hands along the covers to my stomach and gently strokes it. All the muscles in my stomach quiver under his touch. I look up at him and smile. I still can’t believe it. If we go back a month, I was single and alone with feelings for Luka that I was trying hard to disguise and I never thought I would uncover and now I am lying in bed with Luka and I’m pregnant. Pregnant. Wow. I never thought I’d say that, especially with Luka’s baby. He leans down and lays his head on my stomach and plants a kiss on it. It’s not long until our first appointment with the Doctor and I’m so nervous.
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Post by anna982 on Jun 21, 2006 2:10:30 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]YAY. Update soon.[/glow]
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on Jun 21, 2006 2:36:02 GMT 10
Great update!
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