Post by charlieluby on Jun 8, 2006 5:31:29 GMT 10
What could have been…
This is just a random idea I got for a fanfic! This is set in Season 10 Episode 4: Shits Happen. What could have happened that night?
“So you’re happy?” Luka asks me. What a question. Happy. Of course I’m not happy. Carter has just up and gone, left me. And to top it all off I just found out that I was wasting my time with Carter anyway, I just kept denying my feelings. Feelings for someone else. Feelings I thought had long gone.
“I’m getting there!” I lie. I lean up against the railings.
“I made some decisions!” I start, ok how do I break this to him.
“Like what?” he asks me, fixing one of his powerful gazes on me. Don’t look him in the eye I think to myself. Suddenly, my pager goes of. I pick it up. Work. Great timing as usual. I roll my eyes and sigh.
“Work wants me back!” I say reluctantly, what I really want to do is stay.
“Tonight?” he asks, I nod. I just can’t seem to find the right words.
“Pretend you didn’t get the page?” he asks still staring at me. Maybe he wants me to stay. Maybe I should. No Abby, you need the money. I open my mouth to say this but it doesn’t come out quite as planned.
“I can’t do that!” I mock acting shocked, “Plus…how do I know I can trust you not to say anything?” I say playing with him. Abby, what are you doing? Stop this. Right now! But it’s so fun!
“Abby!” he says reaching over and touching my arm, “You can trust me.” He speaks sincerely. Suddenly, he realises what he is doing and pulls him arm away quickly, looking down at his feet. My arm tingles where his hand was. Why does that keep happening? The last time that happened to me was when it was supposed to happen. When we were dating. But we are not anymore. But I so wish we were. I look up and smile at him. My heart melts under his gaze.
Before I even realise where we are we are walking again. Just side by side in silence along the road. How we started walking again I don’t know. I casually glance up at him from the corner of my eye and see him looking at me. He looks away quickly. What is going on? Suddenly, it starts to pour. When I say pour I mean truly tip it down. Black skies, thunder and lightening, heavy rain. The whole lot. Where did that come from? I’m soon soaked within a few seconds. Unexpectedly, Luka reaches down and grabs my hand. He drags me forward into the blinding rain and pulls me into a shop doorway. It is small and he pushes me in first making sure I’m completely out of the rain. He runs in and stands in front of me. I can feel him breathing on my face. We are so close. His wet hair drips onto my cheek. Slowly, he reaches down and wipes the drop from my face and caresses my cheek. I lift my head to meet his eyes. He looks deep into them and I just stare back. Time feels like it has come to a stand still. I feel like we are in our own world. I don’t hear the sound of the rain beating down, I don’t hear the thunder shake its way through the streets, I don’t hear the sounds of people running into their houses to shelter themselves from the rain. All I hear is my heart beating loudly in my chest. I inch towards his face taking in everything about him and I am gone. Lost into his kiss. Lost in Luka. The kiss starts slowly as we re-explore each other. I open my mouth to him and welcome his tongue. The kiss soon becomes more passionate and I feel him wrap his arms around my body as I wrap my hands around his neck, cradling his face. I move myself into his body and lose myself in the moment.
This is just a random idea I got for a fanfic! This is set in Season 10 Episode 4: Shits Happen. What could have happened that night?
“So you’re happy?” Luka asks me. What a question. Happy. Of course I’m not happy. Carter has just up and gone, left me. And to top it all off I just found out that I was wasting my time with Carter anyway, I just kept denying my feelings. Feelings for someone else. Feelings I thought had long gone.
“I’m getting there!” I lie. I lean up against the railings.
“I made some decisions!” I start, ok how do I break this to him.
“Like what?” he asks me, fixing one of his powerful gazes on me. Don’t look him in the eye I think to myself. Suddenly, my pager goes of. I pick it up. Work. Great timing as usual. I roll my eyes and sigh.
“Work wants me back!” I say reluctantly, what I really want to do is stay.
“Tonight?” he asks, I nod. I just can’t seem to find the right words.
“Pretend you didn’t get the page?” he asks still staring at me. Maybe he wants me to stay. Maybe I should. No Abby, you need the money. I open my mouth to say this but it doesn’t come out quite as planned.
“I can’t do that!” I mock acting shocked, “Plus…how do I know I can trust you not to say anything?” I say playing with him. Abby, what are you doing? Stop this. Right now! But it’s so fun!
“Abby!” he says reaching over and touching my arm, “You can trust me.” He speaks sincerely. Suddenly, he realises what he is doing and pulls him arm away quickly, looking down at his feet. My arm tingles where his hand was. Why does that keep happening? The last time that happened to me was when it was supposed to happen. When we were dating. But we are not anymore. But I so wish we were. I look up and smile at him. My heart melts under his gaze.
Before I even realise where we are we are walking again. Just side by side in silence along the road. How we started walking again I don’t know. I casually glance up at him from the corner of my eye and see him looking at me. He looks away quickly. What is going on? Suddenly, it starts to pour. When I say pour I mean truly tip it down. Black skies, thunder and lightening, heavy rain. The whole lot. Where did that come from? I’m soon soaked within a few seconds. Unexpectedly, Luka reaches down and grabs my hand. He drags me forward into the blinding rain and pulls me into a shop doorway. It is small and he pushes me in first making sure I’m completely out of the rain. He runs in and stands in front of me. I can feel him breathing on my face. We are so close. His wet hair drips onto my cheek. Slowly, he reaches down and wipes the drop from my face and caresses my cheek. I lift my head to meet his eyes. He looks deep into them and I just stare back. Time feels like it has come to a stand still. I feel like we are in our own world. I don’t hear the sound of the rain beating down, I don’t hear the thunder shake its way through the streets, I don’t hear the sounds of people running into their houses to shelter themselves from the rain. All I hear is my heart beating loudly in my chest. I inch towards his face taking in everything about him and I am gone. Lost into his kiss. Lost in Luka. The kiss starts slowly as we re-explore each other. I open my mouth to him and welcome his tongue. The kiss soon becomes more passionate and I feel him wrap his arms around my body as I wrap my hands around his neck, cradling his face. I move myself into his body and lose myself in the moment.