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Post by lubyfan on Aug 9, 2006 6:41:35 GMT 10
Great chapters!
Update soon!
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Post by rorygilmore on Aug 9, 2006 18:18:15 GMT 10
OMG, Nooo!!! Just when they were having the best time...well, hope Luka goes with her to visit Maggie.
Charlie: Update soon, pleaz!!!!!
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Post by charlieluby on Aug 10, 2006 5:37:41 GMT 10
Here's the next update!!! I lay Abby down onto her bed. She fell asleep in my arms. That’s what she needs sleep right now. I open up her bag and slowly re-pack everything. I know I only need to put a couple of things in my bag once she has woken up and we can go. I don’t want her to be alone right now.
I slowly open my eyes. Oh my god I fell asleep! I sit up suddenly. Luka is sitting on the edge of the bed. My head spins and I feel him push me back down again to let my head stop spinning. He pulls me up again slowly. Oh my god, he’s packed for me. What would I do without him? But I have to go now, I just don’t want to say goodbye. I sit up and hug him and he holds me so tight. “I better go,” I say resentfully. He takes hold of my hand. “Don’t you mean WE better go!” he says. Really? Is he sure he wants to do this? “Luka you don’t need to come. My mother will be in a bad way, god knows how long she’s been off her meds.” I take a deep breath. “She. she’s hooked up to all kinds of moni…” I try to say but burst into tears. He reaches over and pulls me onto his lap. “Hey, it’ll be ok. I’m here, you don’t need to worry. I wont let anything happen to you. I promise. I promise. Sssh, Sssh. It’ll be all right,” he says. No one has ever been so nice to me before, said that to me before. I stop crying and pull away smiling. “What is it?” he says and wipes away a tear from my eyes kissing my nose. “No-one has ever been so nice to me before. I always felt so alone. I always felt like something was missing. I just never knew what that something was. Now I know. That something is you Luka,” I say and wipe away a tear that falls from his eyes. I lean my forehead against his and look deep into his eyes. He takes my hand and we get up and move towards the door. He grabs his bag from his apartment and we climb into his car. He says he’ll call Kerry tomorrow. I love my mother no matter how much she drives me mad and how ill she is. I really don’t want to loose her. I can’t loose her. He puts the key in and I sigh. He leans over and takes my hand in his. He softly kisses my cheek. “Don’t worry I’ve got you. I’m not going to let you fall.”
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Post by strizzy on Aug 10, 2006 7:00:45 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by *Natalie* on Aug 10, 2006 7:46:09 GMT 10
Great update!
natalie x
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Post by rorygilmore on Aug 10, 2006 16:28:51 GMT 10
*sights* He's going with her! That's a relief...poor Abby, hope Maggie isn't that bad...
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Post by ladykatie on Aug 10, 2006 17:05:53 GMT 10
great update!
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Post by Maryna on Aug 10, 2006 18:39:43 GMT 10
update soon!
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Post by anna982 on Aug 10, 2006 19:21:10 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]Update again soon please.[/glow]
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Post by lubyfan on Aug 11, 2006 2:27:28 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by rorygilmore on Aug 11, 2006 19:15:06 GMT 10
I DEMAND AN UPDATE NOW!!!!
HURRY CHARLIE!!!!
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Post by charlieluby on Aug 11, 2006 20:53:40 GMT 10
Ok! I have an update now! Sorry for the delay! xXx
We walk into the strange hospital where they say my mother is. Luka has hold of my hand and keeps kissing it and squeezing it, trying to re-assure me. I take a deep breath and walk upto the admin desk. I have a bad feeling about this. “Hello can I help?” says a lady who looks decidedly pissed off, probably been working overtime. I know how you feel. “Hi, I, um…I…” I trail off my eyes filling up, be strong Abby don’t let this beat you. Luka opens his mouth to explain but I shake my head and gulp. “I’m Abby Lockhart. I’ve come to see my mother Maggie W…” I say but she interrupts. “Oh yes, Maggie she’s up talking to some psyche Doctors right now I think. Erm, follow me,” she says. She gets up from her seats and heads towards the lift. Luka squeezes my hand but I can tell he looks worried himself. We all climb into a lift but someone slams their hand in the way. “Sorry but we need to use this lift Sandra. We have a GSW to the head who needs surgery STAT.” She says and then notices us, “ok, you may want to look away right now.” She says and tries to stand in the way of the guy. Luka smiles. “We are both Doctors in another hospital don’t worry. Go ahead we’ll get the next lift,” Luka says the woman smiles and mutters thanks as she rushes into the lift. Sandra sighs. Yep, definitely a double shift! He other lift pings open. We climb in and climb the floors. The door opens and she starts walking. “Ok, I think she’s in room 7. Um…here we are…oh…um perhaps you should take a seat for a minute,” she says ushering us away. Oh my god, what’s going on? I run past her. What’s wrong with Maggie? “Wait madam,” she shouts. I look through the window. Oh my god. No, please no. No, no, NO! . I push the door open. The Doctors stop and look at me. A nurse walks over and tries to push me out. Suddenly, Maggie flatlines. We both stop. “Maggie?” I ask and run over, “Maggie! No, mum no!” I shout and start running round the room frantically searching for something to help her. I am running back and forth from her bed to the side in a spin. Suddenly I feel Luka take my arm and try and lead me out the room as I know the Doctors are trying to work on her and I am probably distracting them but I cant leave my mother. “No!” I scream. He picks me up and pulls me out of the room. I collapse in his arms. “No, no,” I sob into his arms. He sits down on a chair and wraps his arms around me. “Sssh, Sssh” he says and holds me tight. “Abby?” he says and I look up at him. My eyes are puffy, red, swollen and my nose is running. His jumper is soaked in tears. Suddenly I notice a Nurse. I get up. Oh my god, please say she is ok. She pauses and looks at me. “Mame, your mother is suffering with serious injuries. With did everything we could but…” she says and pauses. Shit. “Your mother’s heart stopped for such a long period of time that when we managed to get it started again we think it may have been too late. She may suffer from severe damage to her heart. We have hooked her up to a monitor to keep her…” she continues. “I know. I’m a Doctor. Can I just please go and see her?” I ask. “She isn’t awake right now and…”she says. “Please.” I say and she nods. Luka waits outside as I walk in. She is hooked up to so many monitors. I’m used to all the beeping sounds at work but not when they are connected with my mother. I kneel down beside her. Her face is pale. It looks like an overdose of pills. Why did she do this? She was doing so well. Can’t she understand how much this hurts me? Doesn’t she understand that everytime I get a call I think she is dead? I really thought that today I was going to watch my mother die. I can’t even describe the feeling. I place my hand on hers. Even though she causes me so much pain, I care about her and I hate that I do. I wish that I just didn’t care and I didn’t have to go through this all the time. But I do. Her hand is pretty cold. The door opens. It’s Luka. He looks at Maggie and then at me. “I’m so sorry Abby. She’ll be fine though. She will be fine and everything will go back to normal.” He says and kneels down beside me. “She’ll never be fine. I don’t want things to go back to normal with her. I hate normal with her. God Luka, I hate this so much. Why can’t someone help her? Why can’t they just…” I start but I loose my breath as tears fall down my cheeks, “Why cant they just, just…” I sob. He turns to me and pulls me into his arms. “I know Abby, I know. It’s so hard but just remember you don’t have to ever do this alone. I will always help you. You’ll never be alone. I promise Abby. I promise.” He says as he rocks me gently.
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Post by Maryna on Aug 11, 2006 22:26:43 GMT 10
update soon!
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Post by strizzy on Aug 11, 2006 23:58:20 GMT 10
Great update!!
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Post by anna982 on Aug 11, 2006 23:59:55 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]Poor Abby. Update again soon. [/glow]
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