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Apr 3, 2008 5:43:36 GMT 10
Post by orangecrush on Apr 3, 2008 5:43:36 GMT 10
"Shh it's okay baby" Luka whispered into his nephew's ear. He sighed a long and heavy sigh as he slowly rocked the baby from side to side before laying him down into the bed. "Look after him for me angela," Luka huffed breifly smiled at the nurse and walked out of the day care centre and through the ER. He groaned as he looked up at the clock... 5.30? is that it? Man he really needed to sort out his sleeping patterns. He looked around at the dead E.R. "obviously no help needed here" he breathed to himself. Grabbing his jacket, he headed out through the ambulance bay and across to the coffee shop. Sliding into a booth and downing the drink he had infront of him, Luka lay his head back and closed his eyes. Sleep time, he thought. Shame the booth wasn't a little comfier. He was too tired to care.
Abby slumped onto the seat next to him, and nudged him with her elbow. "mmm" he grunted and shifted away from her. "Luka!" she whispered and nudged him again. "Hmmm, what? go back to sleep." His thick croation accent sounded out.
"It's not me the one sleeping!"she laughed. "Luka you're not in bed, you're in the coffee house" Luka rubbed his eyes and looked at his surroundings. he groaned and bang his head down on to the table.
"Are you okay?" abby said, her voice low, a he slow lifted his head off the table and into his hands. "you look really tired, and i havent seen you for ages." she continued as she placed her hand on his back. He tensed as she let her hand rest on his shoulder, "Abby...." he croaked. "What?" she whispered.
he rubbed his eyes and turned to face her. "I..." He looked at his watch. 8.10. ten minutes late for work. "I have to go" and with that he got up and left. Abby's eyes watching him as he crossed the rode and strode into the ER.
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"Frank! have you seen Luka?" Abby said for the fourth time."What ? Locker room." He muffled through the doughnut he was gobbling.
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Lights off. Wierd. Thought Luka was in here. wait, he is. on the sofa. "sleeping again? Dont you have a bed at home" she said, knowing luka was awake, she turned the lights on. he stretched and yawned. "why, you wana join me?" he smirked and looked over at abby.
she ignored his comment and went to her locker "you gonna tell me what was up earlier?" hearing no answer, she turned around to looked at him. his face had grown serious. "Abby, whats the time?" "6pm. why? luka whats going on?"
"shit shit shit! zak. give me 5 minutes. i'll be back in five. abby..." he turned round to look at her, "i do want to talk, its just..." he shifted uncomfortably, "wait for me."
she opened her mouth to say something but nothing came out. before she could speak, he had left the room.
10 minutes later, luka appeared back in the room, humming a soft tune as he walked. abby turned on the sofa to look at him but was stunned when he was not alone.
"luka, what...?" he sat down next to her and gently rocked his sleeping nephew in his arms. he closed his eyes too. and whistled through his teeth. kissing his nephew on the forehead he looked over at abby. "abby... uh... meet my nephew. zak." he shrugged his shoulders as the stunned expression continued to play on her face. "I..." He closed his eyes again and nodded his head. "abby, my brother died." a tear trickled down his cheek. "his wife left him 2 months ago so he was a single dad and well, now he's not here anymore... zaK uh... zak needs to be looked after." he sniffed and let more tears fall helplessly down his face.
Stunned still, abby leaned over and kissed him on the forehead, gently taking zak out of his arms, she put him into the baby carrier on the table and turned to face luka.
"Luka. come here" she opened her arms and he stood up and walked towards her. hiding his face in her neck he cried. the tears wouldnt stop. she held him as his body shook, and closed her eyes as pain washed over her. if it was hurting her, it must have been killing him...
"lets get you home." she whispered as the last tears drained down lukas face.
An hour later, zak was in bed and abby sat on lukas bed watching him as he slept also. quietly so an not to wake him she got up to go home. as she did however, he gently grabbed her arm. "stay" he said. "stay with me here." she looked at his helpless face and nodded.
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Apr 3, 2008 19:37:19 GMT 10
Post by orangecrush on Apr 3, 2008 19:37:19 GMT 10
He rolled over to find out he was not alone. He looked down at abby and smiled. shifting his body closer to her he ran his hand down the side of her body, smiling as he watched her sleep on peacefully.This was too much for him to deal with right now. His mind was all over the place, why was it that everyone he ever loved had to leave him? First his mother when we was young, then his wife and kids, then abby and now his brother. Atleast he still had abby's friendship, but that was it. Nothing more. He was hopeless. After loosing so much, he felt a strong urge to fight for the last remaining things in his life that he did have and did love. He needed abby to help him get through this, he wanted her. but why she want to be with a lost man who came with baggage, and a baby? she wouldn't. he couldnt hang around, wishing she was his, instead he got up to fix breakfast.
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eggs. she could smell eggs "mmmmmm" she smiled. gettin up grabbing lukas shirt from the floor and putting it on, she wandered into the front room.
"Hey," he looked up and stared at his shirt on her. she looked beautiful he thought to himself. Sensing his awkwardness she quickly interupted, "sorry I, this was easier then putting all my clothes back on.... i was reeeeeaaallly hungry and i know how good your eggs are!" he laughed and smiled as he handed her a plate of breakfast, "well im glad my shirt has some use to you. besdides, it looks far better on you then it does on me."
the silence that followed whilst they ate became tense and awkward and abby could see luka shifting uncomfortably in his chair. She reached out and gently squeezed his hand. he looked down at her hand in his for what seemed like eternity, before leaning over and kissing her on the cheek. he shyly smiled and whispered into her ear "thankyou for staying, i didn't want to be alone." Getting up, he walked in to check on Zak, leaving abby to her breakfast.
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"luka!"
"luka!"
"LUKA!"
"What!!!!" Luka stormed over to the front desk, "what can be so urgent that you have to interupt me when im with a patient, uh, this better be be..." he stopped dead in his tracks and looked at he lady standing infront of him.
"tasmin."
"luka." she stepped closer to him and ran a hand across his hair. "you look tired." "well, what do you expect" he huffed and pulled her into him for a hug. "wana get out of here?" he felt her hand rub his back and she broke the hug to look at him. "i can't. i got a cheap return on flights and have to get back to the airport. i just came to see how you were, and well, i came to get zak."
"zak?" she nodded. he nodded. "i guess. i guess thats the best thing for him. stay here." he stuttered and went to get zak, tears welling up in his eyes.
"im gonna miss you baby," he whispered as he kissed his nephew's forehead, "we've practically been living at the er recently, so all his stuff is here" he said to tasmin as he handed her a bag. "just call me if yo uever need me to watch him. i want... just.... keep in touch?"
Tasmin smiled and tears fell down her face at the sight of her son. "luka. ofcourse i'll keep in touch." she leant in and softly kissed him on the lips before turning and heading out of the ER.
Luka stood and watched the empty space that she had stood in. there were no words to describe how he felt. a confused sam and a stunned abby watched on from the desk, neither of them not sure what to do or say. letting out a long sigh, luka turned to face them.
"you okay?" sam questionned.
"yeh" he replied, avoiding both of their eyes. "if you need me, page me. i'll be at home."
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marie
Countess of Luby
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Apr 4, 2008 4:33:34 GMT 10
Post by marie on Apr 4, 2008 4:33:34 GMT 10
it's cool ! but why did she kiss him ?! update soon !
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Apr 5, 2008 0:03:02 GMT 10
Post by britneyluby on Apr 5, 2008 0:03:02 GMT 10
interesting... update
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May 9, 2008 20:02:49 GMT 10
Post by orangecrush on May 9, 2008 20:02:49 GMT 10
BANG BANG BANG! No answer. BANG BANG BANG again. no answer.
She waited.
And waited a little bit longer.
No answer still
She sighed and turned around to leave... guess she was having take out for two all to herself tonight then. she pressed the elevator button and waited patiently for the doors to open, glancing back round at luka’s door every now and then just to make sure he wasn’t there. The elevator opened and she stepped in. She was, if anything, getting a little bit worried about him. He had called in sick the last 4 days and he had not answered his phone when she had called him, nor his door, as it evidently seemed. She didn’t want to pry, but she just felt as if he shouldn’t be going through what he was going through alone.
She gathered her thoughts and stepped to leave the elevator. “Abby. Hi.” She heard a voice say as she walked through the Foyer. Turning around she stopped to see a sweaty, panting Luka. “What the hell have you been doing?” she quizzed as she walked over to him. “Jogging.” he chuckled. “Jogging? You jogging?” she mocked “Yes” he grinned. he face grew more serious, “i thought it would help me sleep.” Abby looked at her watch...”Luka, its just after 3pm...sleep?”
He reached his hand out to look into one of her bags, “well i don’t sleep at night so i thought i would try the day time, but apparently that isn’t working either.... Is that Chinese?” he continued to pry into her bag. “yes”she replied, not sure whether to ignore his first comment or not.
“Is it for me?” She looked up into his puppy dog eyes... “well, the guy who it was origionally for wasn’t in, so i guess you’ll have to do.”
“Great! I’m starving!” he smiled and pulled her into the elevator.
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He unlocked his apartment door but stopped before openning it. He hesitated before turning around to look at abby. “Ummm...” he shifted uncomfortably...”it’s very messy. iv kinda been living in my front room for that past week or so.... you’ll see what i mean when we go in..” he said as he watched the confused expression form on abby’s face... “just thought i would warn you that’s all.” He pushed open the door and abby walked through and stopped. she looked around and nodded her head. “Yeah I see what you mean now Luka...”
By the looks of things, he really had been living in the front room. 3 huge duvets were laying on the floor with a pile of pillows, his clothes were scattered over all the chairs, pizza boxes lay everywhere along with empty packets of cigarettes and beer bottles. next to the tv, directly infront of his new bed was atleast 50 dvds cases open, strewn carelessly.
She turned around to see Luka pulling out 2 plates from the cupboard. “take a seat” he called across to her. “where” she replied, complete honesty washing over her.
“Ummm” luka smiled as he looked at the front room. “there” he said and pointed to the quilts and pillows on the floor. “on my bed”
“We’re eating on your bed” Abby stated rather than questionned.
“Yep” he replied and dragged her down with him. “Do you wana watcha movie?” he said and nodded his head towards the pile of cases.
“Do you?” she said as she tried to make herself more comfortable on his “bed.”
he sighed. "not really"
“Okay” abby replied. Silence.
She looked over at him and sighed. “Luka.... are you okay...your brother.....” “I’m fine!” he said, annoyance in his voice. Silence.
“You’re not eating your food.” she continued as she watched him move the noodles around his plate aimlessly with his fork.
“I’m not hungry” he quietly replied.
“You said just a minute ago....” “Well i changed my mind okay!” he cut her off and got up from the pillows. he pushed his plate on to the kitchen table and came back into the front room with a packet of cigarettes in his hand. Sitting a little away from abby he lit one and drew it deeply into his mouth. He looked at her and let out a long sigh.
“Luka... i know this is not your style, but i really think you need to talk about this. and well I’m here if you need me. on your terms.” she carefully worded.
He drew in his cigarette once more and rubbed his hand across his forehead. “i just. i just. miss him. sooo much. abby” he stifled out.
“I know.” she sympathetically smiled and grabbed his hand and pulled him over to her. he laid down and she laid next to him rested her head on his chest. pulling her closer into him, he felt her body again his, sending a shiver down his spine. He needed a fix. to get rid of all this pain. he felt her shift again against him trying to get more comfortable and a bolt of feeling went through his groin. he moved her off of him and placed him self on top of her.
She looked up at him and frowned, “luka...” But she was silenced with a deep and passionate kiss, as she felt him push his manhood into her hip. She broke away, breathing heavily. “what are you doing?” she exclaimed in shock, moving her face away from his. He looked into her eyes and felt his heart crack. he shuddered and realised what the hell he was doing. “im so sorry, i don’t know what came over me” he voice was sincere. “I just wanted something to take the pain away.” She sighed and stroked his hair. he rolled off of her and his face redenned as he looked down to the bulge in his pants. “Luka, i think you need some sleep. i think that will help”Abby said ignoring his embarrassment.
“I told you” he sighed. “I cant do it. i cant sleep. its so hard. i get... i get scared.” his face redenned further. she pushed a strand of hair out of his face, “what if i stay here with you?” she whispered. a slight smile came up at the corners of his mouth. “i think that might help” he said as he buried his face into her neck and closed his eyes.
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May 9, 2008 21:26:55 GMT 10
Post by lubylover on May 9, 2008 21:26:55 GMT 10
Aww I like it..
Update really soon
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May 14, 2008 22:59:27 GMT 10
Post by orangecrush on May 14, 2008 22:59:27 GMT 10
6AM.
She had been laying there for what felt like hours, hearing and feeling Luka’s steady breathing on her neck. He hadn’t moved once sleeping like a baby, ofcourse he hadn’t slept properly in ages, but to have been sleeping for nearly 12 hours, practically crushing abby, especially when she needed a wee, was just bordering on ridiculous. She had only been awake for about half an hour, but her bladder felt as if it was going to explode. Something had to be done...
“Luka...” she nudged his shoulder slightly....no response. she shoved his shoulder... no response. “fine....wana play it this way huh” she mumbled to herself as she moved her head and bit his earlobe hard.
“OUCH!” Luka flinched, his eyes flying wide open... “Did you just...bite me?” the expression on his face was a mixture of pain, shock and disbelief...
“Ah finally!” Abby cried as Luka rolled off of her. She jumped up and ran into the bathroom.... “my bladder was doing overdrive!” he heard her call.
“Mmmmmmm” he smiled as he laid back down. That had been a nice sleep. “Are you on today?” he continued smiling as she slumped down on to the sofa.
“No.... Are you?”
“No” he stretched and yawned..
Abby seemed lost in her thoughts. Yesterday when Luka had kissed her, it felt so good. But she knew his emotions were a mess and she couldn’t be sure if he really meant it or not. She liked him. She hadn’t stopped liking him since they had broken up. But things and changed. And he was now even vulnerable than before.
“You okay?” he studied her. She turned her head in his direction but kept her eyes closed “Coffee... need some coffee.” Luka chuckled a deep throaty laugh and made his way over to the couch, laying down next to her. “You want coffee? You gotta make it your self..make me a cup too!” he grinned. she playfully hit him on the chest and pouted her bottom lip.
He couldnt take his eyes off her beauty. That bottom lip. He wanted it. It looked so inviting. But he couldn’t. They had only recently established their friendship back, and to kiss her now could ruin everything. Besides, his mind was all over the place, he didn’t know what he wanted. He was lying to himself, he knew it. If anything else, he knew he definately wanted her. He could feel it in his heart. Tearing his eyes away from her mouth Luka looked up into her eyes. “Abby” he whispered. “Thankyou. For last night.” he kissed her forehead and smiled. She smiled back as he got up off the couch and walked into the kitchen.
“I thought you said I had to make the coffee?!” She called out to him.
“I lied!” he shouted back.
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May 15, 2008 5:33:26 GMT 10
Post by lubylover on May 15, 2008 5:33:26 GMT 10
Aww I love it!
Update VERY soon!!
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May 16, 2008 0:19:56 GMT 10
Post by orangecrush on May 16, 2008 0:19:56 GMT 10
It was his first day back at county in a week and already things were getting on top of him. The rush and bustle of the day was helping him to forget about the his miseries but the prospect of having to return home at night to be haunted in his sleep was bugging him constantly.
“Luka! Just the man! Can you take one of my patients? I have tonnes and you don’t have any!” morris sounded out. “yeh me too kovac!” pratt chorused . It seems however, that their propositions were falling on deaf ears. Not even looking at them Luka strolled away...he had to get out of here. sneaking into the store cupboard he tried to contain some of his feelings.
“Hey whats up with luka?” morris called as abby walked by. She shrugged and proceeded into the cupboard where she could make out luka’s hunched stance.
She strolled in to see Luka leant against the drugs cupboard with his eyes closed. “You okay?” she questionned.
“Yeh.” He tensed a little as she walked up to him and lay her hand on his shoulder. he stood awkwardly biting his bottom lip.”i can’t do this abby.”
She sighed. “im here if you need me luka. you know that” she ran her hand down the side of his face and leant against him for a hug. he pulled her into him and gently kissed the top of her head, “i would be lost without you.” she pulled back and looked up into his eyes, “and i would be lost without you Luka.” he chuckled slightly and brushed his lips against her forehead. “let’s get back to work now” he breathed into her ear, and led her out of the cupboard gently holding her hand.
**************** the door to the locker room opened. Abby stood in the doorway and looked down on a silent Luka. “Sorry” she whispered as he began to stir. Gradually he leaned up onto his elbows and opened one eye. When he saw who it was he grunted and rolled back over. “Luka need sleep” he mumbled through his hands which had been placed there to block out the lights from the ER through the opened door. he figured staying here for the night with the noises of the hospital would stop the lonliness and fear from creeping up on him.
“Come on. Sleep later. I’m driving you home. You’ve had a long day and I know what you’re like behind a wheel when your tired.” Abby ordered.
“Urgh, Nooooo! I’m too tired I can sleep here, I have an early shift tomorrow morning” He whined, in a thick Croatian accent. plus he didn’t want to do home to an empty flat.
“Luka....” a hint of dissaproval in her voice “just let me drive you.”
He leant up to look at her, his eyes pleading, “abby...”
She seemed to understand, “wana stay at mine? We can watch some movies and i have to work early tomorrow morning too so we can come back in together?” she was trying to reason with him.... plus she would never turn down the offer to spending more time with him.
Luka got himself up and walked over to her. After looking into her eyes for what seemed like an eternity, he smiled. A glint had reformed in his eye that she hadn’t seen for a long time. he took her hand and pulled her into him for a hug. it seemed as if his mood was easing, “staying at yours sounds great” he said in a deep throaty accent and flashed her a shy a smile.
“Any complaints about my driving, and I’ll make you take a cab,” she mocked and followed Luka out into the car bay.
Luka looked around as Abby shut the door and chucked her keys on the table. “Want anything to eat?” she asked. He smiled and shook his head. His eyes were devilishly glinting as he walked over to her. Gently, he leant forward and kissed her on the fore head “What was that for?” she asked, slightly surprised.
He hesitated and then stood back. “It’s just my way of saying thanks.”
“For what?”
“For letting me stay.... in your bed!” Next minute he was running across the room, discarding items of clothing as he went until he was just down to a t-shirt and his boxers, jumping into her bed and snuggling under the covers.
“Oh no!” Abby laughed. “I am not sleeping on the sofa, I wana sleep in my own bed!!”
“But im the guest” He said testingly.
“Oh is that right is it?” She teased. “Well if your not budging, it doesn’t bother me.” She slipped on an oversized tshirt, and crawled in the bed next to him. “Any funny business and your out!” she grinned. He gave her an innocent smile and moved a little closer to her; placing his arm around her waist and drawing her nearer to him, so that her body was pressed up against him, he whispered into her ear, “I wouldn’t dare” lightly kissing her forehead he snuggled down in to the pillow. “although just because i wouldn’t dare doesn’t mean i don’t want to” he added after some thought.
“Shut up you!” she playfully hit his chest.
He grinned and pulled her on top of him, hearing her giggle as he tickled her. Suddenly he stopped and placed his fingers under her chin to look into her eyes. “don’t leave me abby like everyone else has” he pleaded, tears were forming in his eyes as he continued to look at her. “I don’t think I would cope if I lost you too.”
She wiped away his tears and snuggled into his chest “you won’t” she said as he gently stroked her hair. they shifted to get comfortable, legs entwined and bodies facing eachother, luka watched her as she drifted off to sleep. when her steady breaths told him that she was definately asleep, he leant in and planted a soft kiss onto her lips. “volim te abby” he whispered . he didn’t want to loose her.
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May 16, 2008 0:21:12 GMT 10
Post by orangecrush on May 16, 2008 0:21:12 GMT 10
Not sure if that was any good or not
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Denny
Junior Luby
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May 16, 2008 1:03:59 GMT 10
Post by Denny on May 16, 2008 1:03:59 GMT 10
its good keep going
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May 16, 2008 6:33:19 GMT 10
Post by lubylover on May 16, 2008 6:33:19 GMT 10
I really liked it!
Keep it up!
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May 20, 2008 8:00:45 GMT 10
Post by orangecrush on May 20, 2008 8:00:45 GMT 10
Luka strolled into the ER with a smile on his face. Earlier that morning he had received photos through the post from Tasmin of Zak. he looked happy. that made luka happy. although luka still missed his brother, things were getting easier for him to bear, he felt a huge sense of relief that his brother would be up there somewhere with luka’s wife and children now and here down on earth zak was coping well. luka himself had abby to live for. nothing had happened between them but they were very good friends and he loved her. the problem was, he didn’t think she loved him back in the same way. she had made it very clear where the boundaries were after they had broken up those years ago, afterall he knew he had said some things to hurt her, none of which he really meant ofcourse. He cursed himself constantly for letting her go, but atleast he had her friendship and that was better than nothing.
“Look at you!” Pratt laughed. “that’s one big smile you got going on there Kovac! Get laid last night??” he continued to laugh as Abby wandered over to the desk. “what’s so funny?” she asked.
“Kovac got laid last night, but he’s not telling us who it was with!” Pratt replied.
Abby’s face fell, she tried to hide it behind a smile but it wasn’t working.
“Abby” Luka moved forward as Abby turned around to walk away
“I’ve got stuff to do Luka” she huffed.
“Dammit Pratt!” Luka banged his fist on the desk and went after Abby.
He followed her into the lounge, and grabbed her arm, to turn her around. She had tears welling up in her eyes. She didn’t even know why they were there, afterall her and Luka were only friends right? She had no control over who he slept with or who he was dating, it just seemed as if the past few weeks, a spark was growing between them, she was letting her guard down to him again.
“Abby” he whispered, as he wiped the tears away that were rolling down her face. “What Pratt said it wasn’t true.... if that’s why your upset” he added after hesitating slightly.
She sighed. She must have looked so stupid. Crying because her FRIEND got laid. her silence made luka uneasy so he continued... “Abby. the reason why I’m so happy is because I’m finally coming to terms with things, with the problems in my life, and realising everything isn’t so bad, because i know.... well.... i know that you are in my life. your like a drug to me. i feel great knowing I’m gonna see you again and you know... just... stuff,” he trailed off, getting slightly embarrassed.
Abby smiled. she rested her head against his chest and he pulled her into a tight hug kissing the top of her forehead. She lifted her head to look into his eyes, seeing him there staring back down at her, she wanted him. she moved closer to his face rested her lips against his. a rush of excitement and feeling jolted through her stomach. they had barely started kissing when they heard the door to the lounge openned and they sprang away from eachother.
“Umm...” weaver looked at them, sensing the awkwardness in the room, “trauma coming in. ETA 3 minutes. thought i would warn you” she turned and walked out.
Abby looked over at Luka who was gazing at her. “We’ll talk later” she stuttered and began to walk to the door. Luka stepped infront of her before she reached it and bent down to gently kiss her again. “you going to Susan’s party tonight?” he whispered to her, his eyes never leaving hers. She nodded.
“Good” he smiled. “That’s very good.”
The noise outside the locker room signalled that the trauma had come in.
"Guess I'll see you later then!" Abby called as they got separated in the rush of the ER
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May 20, 2008 8:47:49 GMT 10
Post by lubylover on May 20, 2008 8:47:49 GMT 10
Aww I love it.
Update Very soon
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marie
Countess of Luby
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May 21, 2008 1:47:58 GMT 10
Post by marie on May 21, 2008 1:47:58 GMT 10
great !!! that's even more than great !!! She kissed him Please.. update very very very quickly
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