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Jun 24, 2006 2:06:12 GMT 10
Post by luby2534 on Jun 24, 2006 2:06:12 GMT 10
WERE WAITING .
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Jun 24, 2006 2:43:23 GMT 10
Post by debsxx2006xx on Jun 24, 2006 2:43:23 GMT 10
All About Christmas I'm sitting at the bar waiting for her to finish opening her gift when she asks "A compass?" so as the gent i am a answer "Its corny but we always seem to find each other." She looks happy with my explanation "It's beautiful." her smile fades "Can we talk." she looks upset oh god what have i done "Yeah sure." oh man is she going to break up with me "Can we go out side a minute." i force myself up maybe its better to do this out side. I slip my coat on as we exit "OK, i don't know how to say this.""What." she walks away from me "Well just these past three weeks...really you know i couldn't have imagined it better." she looks pissed. "For me too.""Yeah and i haven't laughed or felt so good in a really really long time." she pauses "I don't want to do anything to ruin that.""Hey you won't i promise." she looks at me. "Luka.""Yeah.""Oh man.""What." she looks away from me come on Abby your killing me. "I'm pregnant." Whoa what oh man what?where? when? "How?" i blurt out without thinking she looks upset as she starts to walk away. "Wait for me." "I'm cold i just wanna go home!" she drops her head hiding the tears slipping down her cheek i reach up to wipe them away. "It's OK we can do this.""No we can't we haven't been back together two minutes,oh man I'm so stupid.""No your not." I'm doing a crappy job of trying to make her feel better " lets get you home out of the cold." i say as i hold her hand making our way back to her place, this is going to be one hell of a long night. Three hours later and 4 coffees and were still sitting at each end of the couch away from each other, words unspoken just silence my head thinking about the baby our baby growing inside her "I'm tired." she looks at me begging me to follow her into the bedroom "I'm coming." i nod just to make sure she heard me. As we make our way to bed she slowly starts striping her T-shirt off throwing it in the corner of the room i can't help looking god she's beautiful the perfect mother for are child growing inside her. She slips into bed as i undress waiting on her elbows for me before she can lay her head down, i know she wants to use me as a pillow and i never complain. I get into bed and she rests her head on my chest i play with her hair as her eyes give into sleep "good night princess." i can't help myself the next words just slipped from my lips " Your going to be a great mother to our baby Abby i just need you to believe that don't think of the bad only the future we can be and have the world together you just need to trust in us." I feel her smile as she slips into dream world a tear running down my chest. I lay my hand on her almost flat stomach the stomach nesting our child "good night baby daddy loves you already." i say softly into the night
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Jun 24, 2006 2:51:55 GMT 10
Post by anna982 on Jun 24, 2006 2:51:55 GMT 10
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Jun 24, 2006 2:55:00 GMT 10
Post by debsxx2006xx on Jun 24, 2006 2:55:00 GMT 10
OK 4 is up!!!! tonight i'm working on 5 that will take place after (if not now) on the bench and i'll also be doing 6 and yeah you guessed it (split decisions) after the changing room lark *wink *wink. ill get them up as soon as i can thanks for all your comments
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Jun 24, 2006 3:05:02 GMT 10
Post by anna982 on Jun 24, 2006 3:05:02 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]As soon as must mean the next two hours.[/glow]
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Jun 24, 2006 3:06:17 GMT 10
Post by hollygirl on Jun 24, 2006 3:06:17 GMT 10
update again soon!
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Jun 24, 2006 3:09:13 GMT 10
Post by lubyfan on Jun 24, 2006 3:09:13 GMT 10
Great update!
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Jun 24, 2006 3:47:13 GMT 10
Post by debsxx2006xx on Jun 24, 2006 3:47:13 GMT 10
If not now I'm sitting here alone looking at nothing i just can't seem to move just think i couldn't do it, i couldn't do it to luka never mind myself again i do deserve the world i deserve happiness and for that all i need is him. "I went by your place" i jump as i hear him i knew i couldn't hide from him "I thought you might come home this way." The wind blows my hair in my face i turn away from him only to hear him continue. "I don't want everything we have to come down to this decision, we can get past it." He waits "You did what you had to do, it doesn't mean we can't be together." I turn to talk to him i can't take the sadness in his voice any longer "i didn't do it." he just looks at me not taking his eyes off me. "I couldn't." i turn away as i continue "i want us too keep it i want us to have this baby." i turn to look into those sexy deep brown eyes god luka say something, hold me just move do something and he does he slowly sits down taking my hand in his and as we look on to our future i lean into him. I'm in my own world for what seems to be the millionth time, these last few weeks have been hell but laying in lukas arms on his couch i know i have made the right decision and nothing can change that. " Your happy right?" huh is he kidding "happy I'm the happiest person alive i think." he just smiles at my sudden change of heart but what he doesn't know is i could never have done it. He's looking at me like I'm about to say something so i do " i don't think i could of done it luka cause i mean man I'm scared but i want this i want this life" i touch my stomach as he just watches me " i want all the things people deserve luka Ive just been scared but with you by my side i know we can do it." i bite my bottom lip as he pulls me into his lap "we my dear can do anything and everything and we will." he pulls me down into his arms i feel so safe when I'm with him. He lays me down on the couch jumping off him self to sit on the floor next to me he lifts my jumper up and lightly touching my stomach with his hand before leaning in " I love you." wow that man knows what to say he could melt a million hearts and i bet he has in his time. We sit like this for seems like hours him talking to my stomach and me just listening to the connection he already has with his baby, how could i ever thought of taking this away from him.
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Jun 24, 2006 3:54:01 GMT 10
Post by jaana on Jun 24, 2006 3:54:01 GMT 10
Nice update.
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xsophx
Junior Luby
"some people won't settle for anything less than butterflies"
Posts: 43
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Jun 24, 2006 3:58:04 GMT 10
Post by xsophx on Jun 24, 2006 3:58:04 GMT 10
aww this is soo cute! update! xx
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Jun 24, 2006 4:12:53 GMT 10
Post by anna982 on Jun 24, 2006 4:12:53 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]I have been off school ill today and am sooooooo happy you keep updating. Keep it coming please please please!!![/glow]
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Jun 24, 2006 4:17:32 GMT 10
Post by debsxx2006xx on Jun 24, 2006 4:17:32 GMT 10
I'm trying Anna this was my 3rd post of the day and I'm working on chap 6 right now I'm off work all weekend so keep looking out for more
P.S I'm glad your enjoying it
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Jun 24, 2006 4:24:23 GMT 10
Post by anna982 on Jun 24, 2006 4:24:23 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]I'm going camping 10am Saturday morning and not back til 5pm on Sunday. (England Time.) I'm even going to miss the England Quarter Final Match. Anyway. I will do!![/glow]
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Jun 24, 2006 4:29:17 GMT 10
Post by debsxx2006xx on Jun 24, 2006 4:29:17 GMT 10
Well you can catch up i'll be watching the match also Enjoy camping
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Jun 24, 2006 4:31:26 GMT 10
Post by luby2534 on Jun 24, 2006 4:31:26 GMT 10
Awwww, i'm so loving this story.
Please update soon !!!!!
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