ITS SO SAD BUT THIS IS THE LAST PART.
Open your eyes
I am kicking and booting trying to get off this bed I need to get off this damn bed! I need to make sure Abby is ok if one of them bastards have hurt her I’ll kill them.
As I lay still trying to think of another way I hear her voice thank god she’s ok but I need to see her I need to see her now damn it and just as soon as she walks into my view she goes again I hear a soft cry I try to lift up to see her, please be ok baby.
She slowly stands thank god but only to fall back slightly she starts to rock back and forth she looks at her hand I need to get her attention I try so hard to make a noise please baby see me please but she closes her eyes as she lays her hand on the window
BLOOD and then she has gone.
Now I’m really pissed I need to get up I need to get to her she’s bleeding she needs me I boot harder only to be pushed around on this damn bed Arr I try to scream I need to get to her somebody please help her damn it tears start to fall I feel so helpless I promised her I’m take care of her and I can’t reach her I just need to make a louder noise if someone hears me someone will find her.
“Luka!”Oh thank god Pratt he turns the light on getting the shock of his life as he manages to get one undone I try to take the tube out myself only to be stopped.
“Hey no man I’ll do it stay still!”As he pulls it out as I undo the last of the ties in between coughing
“Abby” I call out I need her.
“She’s ok Luka I just seen her working on Jerry”Bullshit I pull the door open oh my god all I can see is blood.
“Oh shit Abby! Is she ok Luka?”I lift her off the floor into my arms laying her on to the gurney
“I seen her fall Greg I couldn’t get to her I try I really did” I wipe the tears from my eyes as
Kerry comes running in.
Greg starts to do a work up
“She’s bleeding out Kerry” is all I can manage before I break down kneeling on the floor next to her head the look on Kerry’s face says it all I can do is lean down resting my face on hers
“Please wake up baby please open your eyes for me” Kerry starts to help Greg and orders Haleh to call Coburn and Albright.
With in minutes Coburn is down and trying to explain what she will have to do but I can think about is Abby I can’t lose her damn it.
“Luka I’m going to cut her I need to get the baby out now!”I place a kiss on Abby’s cheek
“do it just make sure they’re both alright” I just finish is Neela runs in slipping on a gown.
“What Happened?”She had tears building in her eyes but I can’t blame her she and Abby are close as she reaches for the knife I ask lightly laying my hand on hers
“Neela are you sure?” she nods.
“I wont let anything happen to either of them Luka”Her eyes say it all I believe her I truly do I couldn’t trust anyone else to do this so she starts within minutes she has her open and Coburn is pulling the baby out.
“It’s a boy.”Oh god he looks so small and blue, Abby starts to move opening her eyes as Ray carries the baby away to work on him
“Its ok baby it’s a boy he’s ok” I kiss the tears forming in her eyes.
“I want my baby!”I try to look over at Ray to give her some sort of hope but Coburn stands up getting in my way it looks like she’s having trouble because Neela has move placing both hands inside Abby.
“There’s to much blood we are struggling to control it, Abby can you hear me? Were going to have to do a hysterectomy there is to much blood!”Oh what the hell happened how has it come to this?
“No no Luka please don’t do it don’t let them take that away from me please.”I can’t help but break down along with her
“is that the only choice we have?” I look hoping for another way to stop the bleeding I mean with the entire damn staff in here one should be able to do something.
“No Luka it’s her or her womb?”Abby’s crying begging me not to let them do this I hold her as closely as I can kissing her face wiping the river falling from her deep dark ocean eyes “do it.”
“No Luka please no.”She cries before passing out from the blood loss my doctor instincts pushing forward
“do it damn it do it now” I cry and Coburn nods.
Neela and I look at each other both crying knowing were taking the biggest gift someone can give another living person away from her knowing it’s not what she truly wants.
Call me selfish but if it’s her or her womb I’d pick her a million times over I’m nothing without her I need her with me we promised to raise are baby together as one and we will, Ray walks in nodding his head at me.
“He’s stable”Ray tells me the baby is ok I want to see him god I do but I need to be here I need to make sure she’s ok.