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Post by Caffy on Oct 31, 2006 4:08:49 GMT 10
Oh I just LOVE it. It's really honest, no matter how much you try, it really, really is hard to see one of your ex's with someone else, even if you don't feel for them anymore, it's a horrible human reaction in my opinion, but one people can't seem to escape first time. Awww I'm rambling and sound all pretentious. OH WELL. Amazing fanfic I love it
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Post by Cornflake Girl on Nov 1, 2006 17:50:15 GMT 10
Thanks so much for all your comments, I love reading what you all think. I am so sorry I take ages to post new parts too, takes me a while to think about where I want to go with things....plus I am just slow CHAPTER EIGHTAbby stood there for a minute longer watching him leave before she decided this was getting her no where and went into trauma one to help Carter with a gang banger. "This guy's got an entrance wound for every two years of his life," Carter said amazed. Nothing they were doing was working so Carter cracked the young mans chest and told Abby to come around and do internal compressions. Abby concentrated on her task going over in her mind she had learnt about situations like this; it was a nice distraction from her problems with Luka. “The hearts empty, there’s a giant hole in the left ventricle” She sighed, they were fighting a losing battle. Carter was teaching all the students everything he could think of to help the boy but nothing was working. “Asystole” Chuny called out, “Stop compressions, time of death 16.15” Carter stated as he ripped off his gloves. Suddenly Abby found herself alone in the trauma room with Carter, she had her back to him when he said, “I'm glad you went back." "To med school? Yeah, me too." She replied to him with a slight smile. “You never should have left” He continued, which made her laugh seeing as she didn’t have a lot of choice in the matter, instead all she said was "Timing is everything, right?" They then shared a brief look before he finally said what was on his mind, "You...seem happy," she smiled at him, knowing exactly what he meant, she was doing something that she wanted to do for a change, not something someone else wanted or demanded of her. "Right back at you," She told him genuinely. "So we're okay?" he asked, Abby took a moment to think about it, a smile threatening the corner of her lips, "We're okay." “Good, because Kem and I were wondering if you wanted to grab some dinner with us?” He teased her, Abby snorted at this, "We're not that okay," she said to him in response, as she watched him leave laughing slightly, and she felt good about the situation for the first time since she had seen Carter walk into the lobby with Kem on his arm, the feelings were not immediately gone, but she was on her way to healing, now all she had to do was fix the mess this had created with Luka. Luka threw his coat on the sofa when he entered his apartment, he knew he had said what he had out of anger and frustration and he wanted nothing more than to pick up the phone and call Abby but he couldn’t, part of him needed her to fix this, to want to fix this, otherwise it wasn’t worth his effort to continue. Abby rubbed her eyes warily as she walked into her darkened apartment, she had almost gone to Luka’s, wanting to explain what was going on in her head. But the more she thought about it the more angry she had gotten with him, she was stubborn, and she knew she was being silly but she wasn’t about to apologize for something she never believed she did wrong in the first place. ********************************The next week had been unbearable for both of them, each refusing to acknowledge the situation, Luka had been avoiding working with Abby wherever possible and Abby was trying to stick with other doctors on the teaching cases. While most people had picked up on the tension only one had the courage to comment on it, Susan. Luka was leaning over the computer at admit researching medline researching a new drug a patient was using when Susan walked up behind him, “What did you do? What happened with you and Abby?” She bluntly asked. Luka turned and glared at her, “what makes you think it was my fault?”, “You’re male, usually it is your fault” Susan said sarcastically. Luka just glared at her before saying, “You don’t know what you’re talking about, the racket is in Abby’s court”, Susan just rolled her eyes and corrected him, “Ball…the ball is in her court” “Whatever” he mumbled walking off. Later on in the day she saw Abby snapping at Malik over a messed up lab order, she was basically chewing his head off. Susan sidled up to Abby, “Something eating you?” “No!” She snapped back, “Give it up Abby, we all know you and Luka have had a fight, except I am the only one who knows you were even seeing each other. What happened?” “Nothing” Abby said distractedly, Susan followed her gaze and saw Luka laughing with Sam in the distance, Sam was playfully pushing him away while she giggled at what he was saying. “Slut” Abby mumbled under her breath. Susan stifled a laugh, “what was that?” “Nothing” Abby again answered her friend; Susan had had enough of playing games with these two, she threw her arms up in the air, “You are both as stubborn as each other! Why can’t you see what everyone else can? You’re in love with him and something happened that only you can fix, so get on with it and give us all a break. He isn’t interested in Sam… yet, but if you’re not careful he will move on Abby, the guys not a monk, we all know that, but you have the power to make this right.” With that Susan left her, she had said what she wanted to it was now up to Abby to do something with what she had said, she only hoped she realized how much she needed Luka in her life.
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Post by ERFanRach on Nov 1, 2006 19:58:14 GMT 10
Great Update!!!! Do it again soon!!
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Post by Mitsi1819 on Nov 1, 2006 23:04:30 GMT 10
Great Update!
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Post by strizzy on Nov 1, 2006 23:13:23 GMT 10
Nice update!
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Post by *Natalie* on Nov 2, 2006 6:44:20 GMT 10
Hope Abby take Susan's advice... and Abby's right... sam is a slut : p
natalie x
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Post by erfan228 on Nov 2, 2006 7:45:00 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by Cornflake Girl on Nov 2, 2006 19:44:43 GMT 10
Thanks so much for your feedback CHAPTER NINEAs Susan walked away Abby thought about what she had said to her, she knew Susan was right, she was in love with Luka, it was simple, she always had been, and she also knew she had to at least try and fix things. Again she looked towards Luka and Sam, they were still chatting away animatedly with one another, it hurt Abby to watch him with her, although she had done nothing to stop this. Luka had always gotten over things fast, but maybe it wasn’t too late to make this mess right. Abby seized her opportunity as Sam walked in the other direction and Luka started to make is way towards where she was standing. Abby confidently walked into his path and startled him. Luka looked down at her “ah… sorry I never saw you there” he mumbled as he moved to get around her. Abby moved with him cutting his escape path. “We need to talk Luka” “Well I am busy – can’t this wait?” he said still trying to get by. “No this can’t wait, you told me to let you know when I had made a decision…and…ahh…well I…um have, made a decision that is” Abby was stumbling over her words, she was nervous, not that she would admit that to anyone. “Good for you” Was all he said. ‘Good for you, good for you’! Abby could hardly believe her ears, he had to know how hard this was for her and he was going out of his way to make it harder and to top it off he was slowly walking away from her. Something inside her head snapped and she instinctively grabbed his arm and with all her force turned him to face her again, her right arm reached up to his neck and she pulled his lips to meet hers, she kissed him passionately there in the hallway for all to see, it started out slow at first and then grew with intensity as they melted into the taste of each other. When they finally drew apart Abby whispered in his ear, “You’re no consolation prize, never have been”. Luka was lost for words, he hadn’t been expecting that, and he couldn’t help the smile that was playing on his lips. She had made up her mind indeed and in true Abby style had made sure everyone was aware of it. His eyes met hers, “I guess that was pretty definite then” he laughed. All she did was cock her head to the side with a half smile on her lips. It was at that moment they heard Susan call out from admit, “It’s about bloody time!” Abby and Luka looked over and her and laughed, pretty much the entire ER staff were standing around staring at them, some with their mouths open like Morris, others like Chuny and Haleh were snickering. Then Abby caught Carter’s gaze, standing to one side near the board, she boldly looked him in the eye and gave him a toothy grin. She absolutely was happy. All he did was give her a nod and a wink before leaving for the ambulance bay. “Luka, double trauma rolling up, five minutes out.” Kerry Weaver yelled towards them breaking up the scene. “Right” Luka replied looking towards Abby, “So dinner tonight?” “Um yeah but can we go to my place, maybe order in, I still want to talk to you about a few things” Abby told him. “Sure thing” Luka nodded to her as he went to get the trauma room ready. Abby walked out into the ambulance bay to wait for the patients, she saw Carter waiting there and walked up to stand beside him. “Hey” he look down and her and smiled as she said that, “Hey yourself, that was quite a show you put on back there for everyone” He said indicating the ER with his head, his hands still in his pocket. Abby just laughed, ‘yeah I guess it was; I’m sorry you found out that way.” “Don’t be, I’m happy for you Abby, all I ever wanted was for you to be happy and you really seem to be, I guess Luka is part of the reason for that. You know…I actually feel kinda bad.” Carter admitted. Abby looked up at him in surprised, her brown eyes wide, “Really?! Why?” she asked puzzled. “Well, maybe if it wasn’t for me the two of you would never have broken up in the first place” Carter looked away from her when he said that, and it took Abby by surprise. “I don’t know about that, we broke up for a lot more reasons that just you, besides it’s different now, time does that I guess” She told him. The rigs were pulling up at that moment interrupting their conversation. “You wanna run this?” Carter asked her indicating towards the patient, she nodded and smiled at him as they rushed through the ER doors towards the trauma room.
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Post by ERFanRach on Nov 2, 2006 20:40:02 GMT 10
Great Update!!!!
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Post by Andy on Nov 3, 2006 1:53:54 GMT 10
Didn't Luka say something along those lines years back. "You were never happy with me" or something like that... And I thought Abby would thank him from bringing him alive after all.
Either way, loved the updates!! Keep going!
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Post by steffi1986 on Nov 3, 2006 2:04:32 GMT 10
really great and sweet update please do it again soon
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Post by Mitsi1819 on Nov 3, 2006 2:27:23 GMT 10
Great Update !
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Post by strizzy on Nov 3, 2006 3:24:32 GMT 10
Nice update! Really enjoying this!
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Post by rorygilmore on Nov 3, 2006 3:28:41 GMT 10
OMG! That kiss was great! Love when Abby takes a 'wild' lead...oh and loved Carter's reaction, too. It was so sweet! I think I'm in love with Carter too...lol. Hmm what could it be?..Can't wait to know what Abby wants to talk...or do! Cool update, Kelloggs' Girl, very nice!
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Post by erfan228 on Nov 3, 2006 5:13:11 GMT 10
Great update! Glad Abby and Luka worked things out!
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