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Post by luby4eva06 on Nov 17, 2006 1:07:17 GMT 10
great update
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Post by rorygilmore on Nov 17, 2006 1:49:44 GMT 10
Whoever said, Friendship is the best basis for a relationship; was terribly mistaken. God… Hee! Liked this phrase!
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Post by steffi1986 on Nov 17, 2006 2:04:55 GMT 10
really great update, please do it again soon
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Mitsi1819
Marquise of Luby
Somewhere, Somehow, I'll Find You..
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Post by Mitsi1819 on Nov 17, 2006 5:31:25 GMT 10
Carter sucks... Great Update
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Post by josefine on Nov 17, 2006 5:31:27 GMT 10
Like the story keep going!!
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Post by *Natalie* on Nov 17, 2006 7:12:40 GMT 10
Brill update natalie x
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Post by strizzy on Nov 17, 2006 9:46:59 GMT 10
Nice start!
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Post by starbuck on Nov 18, 2006 6:25:42 GMT 10
Great story Keep updating!!!
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lubylover319
Lady of Luby
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Post by lubylover319 on Nov 18, 2006 19:15:24 GMT 10
Chapter Two
He placed his chart in the rack, taking a breather from the hectic pace of the ER. His mind immediately went to Abby.
He missed her, he really did. Thought about her a great deal in the last two years. He still watched out for her; maybe more so than when they were dating. He told Abby he wanted her to be happy, and he did. He just wished he could make her happy.
He had been afraid many times in his life; found himself in a red rage, too. But that night, when the ambulance had brought her in after the attack, he’d felt both. The only way he could get rid of those feelings was to rearrange the bastard's face. It had felt so good. Having her under the same roof and not being able to touch her had been torture, though.
He tried to be just her friend; that, at least, he thought he could accomplish. Watching her with Carter had been hard. It had forced him to push all his feelings for Abby to the back of his head. It was the only way he could keep them from driving him insane. He concentrated on being her friend. It had worked, except for that one drunken night last Christmas... and again yesterday. He was finding it nearly impossible to keep his heart uninvolved after last night. The sight of her on his bed-
"Dr. Kovac." Haleh said, interrupting his thoughts.
"Yes?" He turned. Haleh shoved a chart at him.
"Your LOL in three is coughing up blood."
"Damn." He looked through her chart, shaking his head. "Are her labs back yet?"
"How should I know? Look on the chart." She suggested, walking away. He flipped a page on the chart. Things weren’t looking very good for his patient. He went looking for her husband.
Finally it was the end of his shift. He was handing off to Kerry when she walked in for the night shift. Carter tried to pull her aside, but she wouldn't have any of it. Giving him a scathing look, she tore her arm from his grasp and left him standing there.
"What about the Mrs. Heyes in exam three, Luka?" He stared at the board, trying to recall the case. He picked up the marker and put "transport" down.
"Deceased. I must've forgotten to update the board. It's quiet now, but earlier..." Kerry nodded in understanding.
"It's the nature of the beast." He looked at her confused.
"Beast?"
"It's just a saying." Kerry said with a small smile.
"Ah." He was still not sure what it meant, but his mind was moving on to other things. Like getting home. "Well, that’s everything. Have a good night, Kerry."
"Thanks. You too."
There wasn't a sound as he opened the door to his painfully empty apartment. Not that he expected there to be. Just him. Maybe a beer to keep him company. No women tonight. Couldn't bring himself to even think of sleeping with anyone else. And in that moment, sitting on his couch, he felt utterly alone. All thanks to her.
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He saved a boy today. Lost a pregnant woman and her baby in the same breath. It didn’t add or detract anything from his life, didn’t matter to him. It took him a minute to realize why. “In the absence of love, there is nothing worth fighting for.” Nothing mattered to him, except for her.
A week had come and gone since his drunken rendezvous with Abby. A week of staying clean. A week without her. Fast living was the only way he had survived these past few years, the only way he could forget how she made him feel. The women, the drinking, it was only a means to fill the void she had left. That one night together reminded him of how he used to be. How he should be. It was more than sex, that had almost nothing to do with it. Rather, it was the feelings she had awakened in him, ones he thought had been buried. The more time that went by, the harder it was for him to ignore them. The thoughts circled round and round in his mind, refusing to be quieted.
His shift had been over for hours and he had just spent the time wandering the streets of Chicago, lost in his thoughts. It was a beautiful city, couldn’t compare to Croatia, but he loved it all the same. Because of her. As he roamed the streets of the city, he found himself in front of Abby’s apartment building. He didn’t even realize what he was doing until he found himself heading up the stairs. Before he knew it, he was in front of her door, knocking.
She opened it, revealing a dark apartment inside. She held a cigarette in one hand, looking surprised to see him.
“Luka.”
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Post by luby2534 on Nov 19, 2006 0:20:33 GMT 10
Oh .....please you have to update this really soon !!!!
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Lady_K
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Post by Lady_K on Nov 19, 2006 0:34:50 GMT 10
OOh update asap PLEASE!!!!!!
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Post by steffi1986 on Nov 19, 2006 0:42:38 GMT 10
wuhooo really great update please do it again very very soon
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Mitsi1819
Marquise of Luby
Somewhere, Somehow, I'll Find You..
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Post by Mitsi1819 on Nov 19, 2006 0:52:25 GMT 10
Wow, great update!
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Post by luby4eva06 on Nov 19, 2006 1:26:17 GMT 10
update soon
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Post by *Natalie* on Nov 19, 2006 6:59:46 GMT 10
Great update! Wonder what going to happen excited for the update natalie x
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