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Post by erprincess on Jul 13, 2006 12:20:41 GMT 10
UPDATE!!!
Luka has been gone for a week and 4 days- I am so exited to tell him.He is coming home in two days-TWO!! I can't wait to get it off my shoulders. I know he will be happy for me, for us. I am standing in front of my trauma paitent and he is all I can think about.. I can't get him out of my mind..I love him.. I want to spend the rest of my life with him...how can I not? He took me back in his arms so lovingly....I can't wai---
"Abby- Let's go what do you want?" Ray asked annoyed I looked down..my mind went blank....I didn't know "Uhh..." "Excuse me?" He rolled his eyes OK when in dought just name random tests... "OK... let's get...Chem 7,Blood gas, start a dopamine drip,tox screen and call surgery..I rambled on and on until Ray stopped me- "Abby... "Just do it!" I said annoyed I didn't want to hear this I just wanted to go home. I walked out of the trauma room- I decided to leave early- I was sooo tired I wasn't feeling well eaither.
I was driving home...I saw someone sitting on my porch steps.....I couldnt make out who is was becuase it was dark- I was suddenly scared...I put my hand on my stomach-some how that made me feel safer- I didn't know why.
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 13, 2006 13:11:22 GMT 10
whoes on the steps?!? update sooooon
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Post by Maryna on Jul 13, 2006 19:30:32 GMT 10
YOU MADE ME VERY VERY CURIOUS, SO PLEASE UPDAAAAAAATE SOOOOOOON!!!
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Post by lubyfanalways on Jul 14, 2006 2:56:50 GMT 10
I just started to read your story and I am really enjoying it. I hope that you update soon because I am very anxious to learn who is on the steps. I hope that it is Luka that has come back a little bit earlier and that Abby will finally tell him about her being pregnant and that he will be happy.
I am really liking this story. Please update a.s.a.p.
lubyfanforver
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Post by erprincess on Jul 14, 2006 4:30:44 GMT 10
Thanks for the nice replies. I'll keep updating if u want, just tell me. Debs.
I walked up to my porch...as I came closer I knew it was Lauren- I saw her figure.. I moved into the light and saw that she had a obvious head lac. She was crying.. I was shocked..
"Lauren... "Abby... She burst into tears..I couldn't make out what she was trying to say "Lauren..you need to come to the hospital...I'll take y- "no.. I cant go..Abby.." I convinced her to come inside with me... she needed stiches.. A miracle happened and I found a suture kit in my apartment...I started to stich her head lac up.
"You really need to come to the hospital, Lauren, you need a head CT" I was still trying to persuade her but she was scared "I can't ..Ahshlee is sleeping over at a friends and I have to pick up my husband tomorow from the air port" "How did this happen to you?' I asked her as I was finishing up "I just tripped on something.. "Why didn't you come see me?" "I didn't want to bother you....so I came here instead' "Do you feel dizy?" "No" "Ok..your done..do you want to sleep over?" "NO..no thanks.."She started to cry "Are you okay?" I took her hand "Yeah...Im fine...Im okay thanks abby" "Okay..I want you to come over to the hosptial as soon as you can tommorow okay?" "Okay.. thanks so much abby.." "All right sweetie... I walked her to the door. I watched her walk home..I told her to call me when she got home.. I went to lie in my bed.. I started to think about Luka.
20 Minuts Later.... "Hi, Abby...It's Lauren..I home now..Safe thanks so much for you help......You mean a lot to me.. I'll come over tommorow.. See u later.. Lauren" Reasured that Lauren was okay..I got into bed and started reading......
I am sitting in my bed reading.I put down my book...Luka is coming home in two days..I am 8 weeks pregnant...Im not really showing that much but God to I ever have to pee! I hear the phone ringing but I decide not to pick it up..I head to the bathroom:
(Answering Mechene:
"Hi,Abby this is luka...I decided to take a early flight home..Crotia was beautiful...I'm at County right now..I guess you are there to becuase you are not answering your phone...I'll be home soon I love you! Luka." )
I leave the bathroom..I go back into bed,..god-He was coming home...I was going to tell him..everything was going to be fine..I knew I had to tell him...I couldnt hide from him forever-I felt so confident..I just wanted to scream it to the world...I was happy...
Im lying in my bed...I'm so tired..I start to drift off...But then I here someone knocking..who could it be at this hour? I stumbled out of bed.....OMG it was Eric....What> I havent seen him in months! How could this be? I open the door..he looked mad...
“Abby...” “Eric? What are you doing here?” He didn’t even answer my question “Maggie Died today. And it’s your fault.” What? I totally froze. I was dumbfounded “What... Eric? Are you off your Depakote?” “NO IM NOT SHE KILLED HER SELF IT’S YOUR FAULT ABBY!” He screamed “Sh..she. kil..kiled herself” The words weren't coming out of my mouth. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. “She found out you were pregnant and didn’t want to live to see her grandchild go through the same thing she did!” What!? I never told anyone how did she know?! “It’s you fault” I started to cry uncontrollably. This wasn’t happening, I was sure of it.. there was no way. I felt myself turn pale.......I killed my mother, my bipolar mother. “Abby, how can you be so stupid and go out and get pregnant? Your a carrier!” Of course I knew. I could have given my baby the disease I was stupid.. foolish.....
I must have been dreaming- no I was having a nightmare....because I was still in my scrubs and lying in my bed. Luka wasn’t home yet. I started to cry realizing what my dream meant. I had no time to think about it because I was hit with terrible cramps- then I looked down. What I saw shocked me beyond my belief.
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 14, 2006 5:46:51 GMT 10
oh no!!! I have to know what happens..update soooooon!!!! verrrrry soon!
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Post by Maryna on Jul 14, 2006 17:44:11 GMT 10
oh noooooooooo! make it a happy story, pleeeeeeease!!! update soon!!
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Post by erprincess on Jul 14, 2006 23:30:01 GMT 10
Update!! There IS a happy ending to the story..I promise. Just please keep reading and commenting good or bad. thanks debz.
Looking down I relized that there was blood on my sheets-a lot of it. I thought of Lauren and what she went through. Then I thought of Luka-he will have to learn this way I guess. Then I turned my direction towards myself, relizing that I could be in danger. I was misscarrying forsure. I was an OB nurse of couse, How could I not know.Wait-this could all be a dream-NO-a nightmare! This wasn't a dream becuase I was hit with terrible cramps-they hurt so bad. I started to cry-I lost my baby. My tears were inturupted by my ansering machene going off.
"Hi Abby, I am at county now-
I froze-it was Luka's voice- he was supposed to be home by tommorow the latest
Why was he back allready? I was so confused. I knew I had to get to county without Luka noticing-if he saw me like this-he would freak-he would be hurt that I didn' tell him-no he would be devasted. I needed to talk to Susan-I could count on her- she was my best friend. I reached for the phone. I dialedd county and prayed frank or jerry would pick up.
"County gener- "This is Abby,Frank-I need Susan,it's an emergancy" "She's in a trauma righ- "Frank-just do it!" I cried. The line went dead. With Frank who knows how long this would take. The cramps were getting worse-it really hurt. "Yea..Abby whats the problem?" "Susan-I think I'm misscarying-I'm bleeding preety bad" " Abby okay I'm coming" "Susan- "Abby-go into your closet and take a blanket and go and lie on the couch for me and unlock the door okay?" "Fine please hurrrY" I started to cry "Abby-it's gona be okay" I did exactly what she said I unlocked the door and lie down on the couch with my feet up there was nothing to do but wait..every second felt like a lifetime-my life and my heart were in danger-of breaking someone elses-Luka's
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Post by Maryna on Jul 15, 2006 0:03:44 GMT 10
if it's a happy story, keep going! love it! update soon!!!
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Post by erprincess on Jul 18, 2006 2:57:44 GMT 10
update!! I was shaking. I was so scared. I was waiting for Susan to come over. Luka is going to kill me. I am so stupif I should have told him. then I heard Susan knocking.
"It's open" I saw her come in, she looked down at me. She froze for a few seconds I think it was hard for her to see her friend like this. Then she came running over. I started to cry there was nothing else I could do. This was happening it wasn't a dream- to me, Abby Lockhart
"OMG! Abby" "Susan... I was hysterical "Ok Abby..how long has this been going on?" She asked me "About 15 minutes" "Okay..I'm going to take your pulse now" "I sat there. In total shock it just hit me. "Abby-your pulse is racing, try to relax for me okay?" "Susan..please..Luka can't know..I can't let him see me like this..not yet" "Sh...it's gonna be okay.... I Tried to be stong "Susan... "Abby..your shaking... "I know I know....please I cant do this" "I'm gonna call you an ambulance" "NO no please.... "Okay How well do you think you can walk?" "I can try" I tried to get up-cramps kept hitting me..I was struggling "Abby-please this is dangerous" "No! lets try agin.. I did I made it all the way down the stairs-surprisingly I didn't think I could do it. "Susan are you sure?" "this is an old car...I am getting a new one any way" She smiled at me but I saw fear and sadness in her eyes "Okay.." I lyed down in the back of her car...I was shaking uncontroably. I was crying for what I did...Luka is going to be so dissapionted. We sped of to county I was praying for a miracle
Is this good? LOL Please rply I luv xomments!!
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Post by charlieluby on Jul 18, 2006 3:23:06 GMT 10
Its great! Please dont let Abby loose the baby!
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Post by luby2534 on Jul 18, 2006 3:35:04 GMT 10
Oh no Abby can't loose the baby. Please make this a happy ending !!
Update real soon !!
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Post by Maryna on Jul 19, 2006 1:30:51 GMT 10
make it happy!!! pleeeeeeeeeeeease!
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Post by luby2534 on Jul 19, 2006 5:43:57 GMT 10
Please update !!!
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Post by erprincess on Jul 19, 2006 6:03:37 GMT 10
Update!
We arrived at county-Susan drove through the back. aia was lying down in the back of my best friends car.I was still shaking. Cramps kept hitting me-one after another- It felt like a was stuggling to breath-my chest hurt.It hurt so bad-Susan got out of the car and came around to me.
"Abby-I'm going to get you wheel chair I'll be right back" "Susa..I tried to say-I couldn't catch my breath. "Ok..first I'm gonna listen to your lungs"he had a concerned look on her face "Okay" I said "Allright,Abby you need O2 lets get you inside" "Luka.." "He is not around" She assured me I got into the wheel chair she wheeled me to OB We had a private room-just me and her-No nurses- I didnt want any-I didn't want this to get down to Luka.." I trusted Chuny so Susan paged her.
"Okay Abby..I have to examine you then we'll get you new sheets" I was dreading this-I always hated this. "Can we make this quick" "Sure..lets get you a mask" Then Chuny walked in. She ran over to me. She too was shocked. "What happened" "8 Weeks pregnant, started bleeding" "OMG ABby" "I'm okay" I said "Chuny would you mind getting her a mask?" "Sure" "Okay Abby...Ready?" I was so scared for this-I hated this "Yeah" I said "K"......Deep breath Abby" I Kind of gasped..it hurt alot..I sort of jumped...I winced through the pain of it all. ....
FLASH BACK (LAuren's miscarige) "Okay Lauren..I need to examine you" "No..I don't want to do this" "Lauren it won't be that long..I need to do this" "Please make it stop..She begged me "Lauren, I know your in pain,but in order to fix it I need take a look" "Fine" She started to cry "Okay....Deep breath Lauren........... "Ahh!" "I know...It's over know...Shh... I tried to calm her down END OF FLASH BACK
"Okay Abby were done" "Thanks Susan" "OK let's see if we can change your sheets and clothes" "K..Can I have a gown?" "Sure" "Susan...um..Can you page Luka for me?" "Sure" "I'm so sorry Abby...there is nothing on the monitor" CHuny explained to me "It's okay.. I didn't finish my sentance I was overcome with sadness and tears.She left the room I started to cry all I could do now is wait for Luka abnd explain to him this whole mess-a mess of lies
You LIke...I'll BRb
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