chaos1982
Marquise of Luby
I want so much to open your eyes `cause I need you to look into mine
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Post by chaos1982 on Sept 4, 2006 21:11:27 GMT 10
Nooo you can`t be doing that to us! Please let her be okay!
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Post by Maryna on Sept 5, 2006 1:03:03 GMT 10
update really soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by strizzy on Sept 5, 2006 3:08:21 GMT 10
Oh God! I hope that she's ok
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Post by charlieluby on Sept 5, 2006 3:38:56 GMT 10
Hope you like this nice long update! Enjoy! Please leave a comment. xx
Chapter Six:
“Well I better go sweetie. Sweet dreams and I love you,” I say to Izzy and kiss her goodnight. Thank goodness she is ok I was so worried. They are overnighting her as she has concussion just to make sure she is ok. She barely notices my goodbye. She loves hospitals- I guess having two doctors as parents makes you realise how much good is done in them. She in a children’s’ ward with lots of girls her age and seems to be very popular but I still cant but help worry about her. I rang Luka and he insisted on coming down to see us. I don’t think I have ever heard him sound so worried. I said he didn’t have to come but he said he really wanted to. I haven’t told Izzy, we’re going to surprise her tomorrow morning. I wave goodbye to her one last time and climb into the car to go back to the house.
I’m going mad here without Izzy. I hope she’s all right. I told the nurse she has to sleep with a small light on and cant drink caffeine after 9pm otherwise she doesn’t sleep and oh I do hope she remembers. I hope she’s comfortable. I feel so lonely and lost without her. A few tears escape from my eyes. Maybe I should go and see her. Suddenly the doorbell rings interrupting my thoughts. I get up from the couch and wipe the last tear from my eye. I open the door. It’s Luka and I can’t contain the tears anymore. He opens his arms and I sink into them sobbing deeply. “I...cant…stop…I, I…” I try to say my breathing becoming difficult. My head spinning. “Don’t talk Abby. Deep breathes. I’m here. Deep breathes,” he says slowly pulling my over towards the couch where he sits down and just holds me. I calm down and just close my eyes relaxing into his arms. He is ever so gently rubbing my arms and every now and then kissing the top of my head and I feel so much calmer. I yawn; I can’t imagine how long we’ve been like this. “You should go and get some sleep,” he says looking at me and tucking a strand of hair behind my ear, “I’ll go and unpack my things,” he says. We make our way upstairs and I slip on some comfortable pyjamas. He knocks on my door. I’m sitting on my bed when he comes in. “Night,” he says and leans down to kiss my head. I grab his hand before he can walk away. “Wait…would you, I mean, I don’t want to be alone tonight. Would you stay with me?” I ask looking up at him. He sits down next to me. “I could leave the adjoining door between us open if you want,” he says and I shake my head. He looks at me and nods understanding me now. “Ok. I understand. I don’t really want to be alone right now either. I’ll go and get my mattress,” he says. What? “Why?” I ask. He looks at me confused. “You’re not suggesting I sleep in your bed with you, are you?” he says, “That sounds wrong I mean I’d love to sleep in the…ahh, this isn’t coming out right,” he takes a deep breathe and takes hold of my hand looking into my eyes, “Would you like me to sleep your bed with you?” he says. “That would be nice,” I say and he smiles and kisses the top of my head. He gets up and pulls his shirt over his head. Holy crap! That muscle, maybe this isn’t a good idea. He starts to unbuckle his pants. Holy shit is it getting hot in here or is it just me? I resist the urge to look down and divert my eyes. He slides under the covers and I slide in next to him, sitting as far away possible. It really is hot in here. He looks at me with raised eyebrows and I shrug. He sighs and reaches over grabbing me and holding me close. Oh my god, this feels nice. I can’t believe he just did this. I must be dreaming. If I weren’t so entangled with him I would pinch myself. I tuck my head under his chin. He strokes my hair. Just don’t look into his eyes Abby or you’ll be lost forever. “How are you feeling now?” he asks softly. I’m too scared to tell him I haven’t felt so safe in years. “Much better. She’ll be ok wont she?” I ask. He squeezes me. “She’s strong and yes she’ll be fine. We’ll see her early tomorrow,” he says. “Thanks Luka,” a cool breeze suddenly rushes in, “Gosh it’s cold,” I say shivers rocketing through my body. “I know what’ll warm you up!” he says sarcastically. Tut, tut! “Luka!” I say. I wish. “I’ve been thinking about that a lot recently…” he says. Oh my god. “You men only ever have one thing on your mind,” I say sighing. “What! No I didn’t mean THAT, sex. I meant us although when we were together we did you know A LOT,” Oh my god the ‘us’ conversation. “Me too. I’ve been thinking about us too,” I say waiting. “We were pretty great together,” I say bravely. “Really great,” he says. Is that a hint? What should I do now? Say something. “That was a long time ago wasn’t it,” I say thinking back. “Yeah I guess that’s all in the past now,” he says. No, that’s not what I meant. SHIT! “Night Abby,” he says and kisses my head. No! That’s not the ‘us’ conversation I was hoping for. “Night,” I mumble and close my eyes. Crap! Little did I know Luka was thinking the exact same thing!
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Post by strizzy on Sept 5, 2006 4:53:17 GMT 10
Thank God she's ok!
Great update!
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Post by steffi1986 on Sept 5, 2006 5:20:00 GMT 10
“Would you like me to sleep your bed with you?” he says. “That would be nice,” I say and he smiles and kisses the top of my head. He gets up and pulls his shirt over his head. Holy crap! That muscle, maybe this isn’t a good idea. He starts to unbuckle his pants. Holy shit is it getting hot in here or is it just me? I resist the urge to look down and divert my eyes. He slides under the covers and I slide in next to him, sitting as far away possible. It really is hot in here.
OMG that was so great and it's really getting hot in here and please update soon
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chaos1982
Marquise of Luby
I want so much to open your eyes `cause I need you to look into mine
Posts: 276
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Post by chaos1982 on Sept 5, 2006 5:24:09 GMT 10
Good that she is okay! You got me really worried there! But that`s a great update!
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Post by maggie on Sept 5, 2006 5:27:34 GMT 10
It really is hot in here. ...so take off all your clothes?
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Post by rorygilmore on Sept 5, 2006 5:44:05 GMT 10
Great updates!!! Poor Izzy, I'm glad she'll be better. You really scared me ...and the last Luby scene...When are you planning to get them together??!!!! Luv the bed part
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Post by *Natalie* on Sept 5, 2006 6:35:35 GMT 10
I wouldn't avert my eyes if i was abby update soon natalie x
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Post by jadestar on Sept 5, 2006 17:40:20 GMT 10
It really is hot in here. ...so take off all your clothes? YEAHHHHHH! glad that Izzy is okay
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Post by charlieluby on Sept 5, 2006 19:02:05 GMT 10
Thanks for all your feedback! I'll update again later today as well.
Chapter Seven
“Abby…Abby…”I hear a faint voice say. I open my eyes. It’s Luka. I try to contain it but I cant, a huge smile spreads across my face. “I know you’re not a morning person. Sorry. I got coffee and bagels. The hospital opens in an hour,” he says waving the food at me. I rub my eyes. Goodness knows what I look like. “What time is it?” I mumble sitting up. “Nine,” he says and sits down next to me. Nine? Wow. “Wow, that’s the best sleep I’ve had in…” “Years? Me too,” he says smiling at me. He bites into his bagel. Hmm, I’m sure being curled up with Luka had nothing to do with how well I slept! He holds the coffee cup out to me and I take it trying to sit up properly. Whilst trying to get up I spill a bit down my front. Ouch, that’s hot. “Oh my god Abby. I’m so sorry,” he says leaping out of bed to get a towel. Why is he apologising. “It’s my fault don’t apologise,” I say putting the cup down on the side table. Crap it’s hot. Luka comes running back in with a towel and starts dabbing my chest. Oh my god, he’s touching my chest! I think he must have thought the same thing as he pulls away embarrassed. “Maybe you should,” he says and I wipe my front. No, you cant you? I finish and he takes the cloth from me. “Ok I think we should get going and see our baby,” he says and gets up. Yes, Izzy! I almost forgot. My baby. I climb out of bed to get ready.
Izzy just gave Luka the most monumental welcome ever. I went in first to see her and Luka came bursting in after. She had tears in her eyes. I wish there was some way she could see him more often. She’s fine to come home now. Just needs plenty of bed rest, which she is happy to have. She slept all night much to my relief. We reach the house and pack up our stuff to go back home. It’s been a long weekend. “Ok, well I’ll see you back at mine then,” I say to him and wave as we pull out of the drive. He blows kisses to us and waves goodbye. I wish he lived with us. She hates saying goodbye to him and so do I. That’s why I invited him back for some dinner with us. He’s so great with her and we make a fantastic team. I miss him when he’s gone. I miss his smile. I miss his jokes, his Croatian food. I miss the way he held me at night. Last night was proof; I slept so well in his arms. It’s where I belong.
I pack away the last of our things and the doorbell rings. “Hey Luka!” I say maybe a little too enthusiastically. “Long time no see. Miss me?” he says flirtatiously. I smile and lock eyes with him. I go to open my mouth to respond but Izzy runs up to him and jumps up at him. “Wow, I like your nightie Izzy!” he says. “Can we watch a film please?” Izzy asks. I look at Luka for approval and he nods. “Yey! Monster’s Inc!” she says and runs over and sits on his knee on the sofa. I press play.
How many times have I watched this? Yet I don’t care because all of those times not once has it been with the three of us. My family. Luka pretends to laugh at the jokes but secretly I don’t think he gets half of them. Izzy mouths along to her favourite parts and gives a running commentary to Luka about what’s about to happen next. The film comes to an end. “What was your favourite part? Mine was the snow cave!” she says and looks up at him. “Mine was the cave part too but I think its time for bed now Izzy. You’re supposed to be resting. Come on I’ll help you get ready” he says and picks her up. I mouth thank you and he winks at me. I kiss Izzy goodnight and they disappear downstairs. More time alone with Luka coming up. I can’t wait.
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Post by strizzy on Sept 5, 2006 19:17:37 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by Maryna on Sept 5, 2006 21:15:20 GMT 10
"More time alone with Luka coming up. I can’t wait." can't wait too!!!
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chaos1982
Marquise of Luby
I want so much to open your eyes `cause I need you to look into mine
Posts: 276
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Post by chaos1982 on Sept 5, 2006 21:19:06 GMT 10
Luka is such a great dad!
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