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Post by lubyluver on Jun 18, 2006 11:03:52 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on Jun 18, 2006 12:14:45 GMT 10
I just caught up great update!
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Post by *Natalie* on Jun 18, 2006 23:53:11 GMT 10
Great update! Glad they spoke about everything that happened.
natalie x
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Post by hollygirl on Jun 23, 2006 2:16:59 GMT 10
I was about to update but then I couldnt think of anything....sooo does anyone have any suggestions?? leave me a few ideas if you can and I'll update as soon as possible. thanks.
<3 Holly
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Post by hollygirl on Jun 23, 2006 14:21:04 GMT 10
Ok...I thought of something, but I'm sorry if this update isn't that good.
Abby and I are up in the NICU, just sitting here with Joe. I still can't believe what happened to us. Abby hasn't said a word since our talk about yesterday. About what happened to me, to her, the surgery and birth of our baby boy. every time I close my eyes I see her. See her through the window, see the handprint smeared in blood stained on the glass.
"Abby? Are you ok? you haven't said anything since earlier today........there was a long pause and I spoke again. Abby?"
"Sorry...its just, I just....I......oh, Luka...I'm just still a little shooken up I guess from this morning...I mean just talking about it, kinda scares the hell out of me all over again...every time I close my eyes I see those guys pull out the guns and I see my hand full of blood...and-"
"Abby, It's ok. we don't have to talk about it again. I know what you mean...I keep thinking about it too. It's going to be tuff. but I think if we have eachother we will be fine. Maybe talking about it will help..but right now I think we should try to focus on Joe...seeing that he gets better..so he can come home soon."
I'm holding her now, shes crying and I just don't think anything I say to her will make her feel better...she is still so weak, and I think it's time to go back to her room so she can rest. Of course Abby being her stubborn self will tell me otherwise, she'll say shes fine and doesn't need any rest and then seconds later she'll fall into my arms...but I love her anyway.
"Hey, how about we go back to your room so you can get some rest... and then later on today we can come back and sit with Joe."
"I don't need rest...I'm fine, really...I'm fine...and I just want to stay up here with Joe."
Minutes later Abby was asleep in my arms like I new would happen...So, I guess I'll just pick her up and carry her..As I lift her she wraps her arms around my neck and lifts her head and then burries it into my shoulder...I see someone but who is it....It..Its Morris, but what the hell is he doing in this part of the hospital....
"Dr. Kovac!? Just the man I was looking for...Kerry wants to know when you will be coming back to work...she says theres no rush but shes just wondering.."
"You got to be shitting me!!!! She wants to know when I'm coming back to work!?! does she not know what has happened to Abby?! To our son!?! Well you know what Morris?! Tell her that I'm not coming back to work for a week or two, because Abby and our baby need me..And!!!! tell her that I really don't like her asking me to come back to work after all thats happened with us."
"Ok Cheif.. will do. and tell Abby that I hope she feels better soon, and I hope all goes well with your son...Do you have a picture of him? everyone in the ER is curious about the little Kovac..."
"Yeah I have one...I say as I get the picture out of my back pocket..His name is Josep Matthew, He's 3 Lbs, 6 Ozs. Now if you'll excuse me I should really get Abby back to her room so she can rest."
"Ok..well see you later then.." Morris says as I'm walking away..
"Yeah... I mumble...And Morris!??"
"Yeah?"
"Don't forget to tell Kerry what I said."
"I won't."
Well were back in Abby's room now..she's sleeping and I'm just sitting here thinking about how mad I am that Kerry wants me back at work. I mean It was just yesterday that I almost lost Abby, who is my everything and my son! What a bitch.... and if she doesn't like my answer oh well....Tuff shit! She can come talk to me herself! Instead of sending Morris. Doesn't she realise that my family needs me. My child..and the mother of my child....The more I think about it...the more pissed off I get. I love Abby and I want to spend the rest of my life with her.. Raising our son...together.
sorry its short...and I'm still open for any suggestions you guys may have...
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Post by anna982 on Jun 23, 2006 18:46:01 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]Update soon[/glow]
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on Jun 23, 2006 22:31:49 GMT 10
Update soon!
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Post by hollygirl on Jun 24, 2006 4:41:18 GMT 10
"Abby, I'm going to go to the apartment to get a few things. Do you want to come with me? you know so you can shower in our nice big clean shower?"
"The shower here is fine. You are going to get clothes right? and some more toothpaste...can you get me some gum?"
"Gum?"
"yeah gum."
"Why?"
"Because it relaxes me...I don't know why but it does."
"What kind of gum? do you have any at home...because I wasn't planning on going to the store."
"Please...you need to go to the store anyways...we need some more toothpaste...and...coffee because coffee here tastes like crap. and I want minty gum...not spearmint or pepermint...Winter mint."
"Winter Mint?"
"Yeah winter mint...and put one of those packets of splenda and one of those things of hazelnut cream in my coffee...thank you."
"Ok..I'll be back in a little while...Do you want me to take you up to the NICU? or are you going to walk?"
"I think I'll walk.."
"really? you must be feeling better then."
"well I'm still a little sore but I'll need to move around by myself sometime..but thank you for your offer."
With that I kissed her forehead and Left...Joe is 3 days old now..and Abby is being discharged tomorrow...And weather she likes it or not. I'm taking her home..So she can sleep in a comfy bed, shower in a nice shower...and just be home...even if its for just one night...I'm in our apartment now...well my apartment..Abby always says something like "Lets go to your apartment" even though she practically lives here...all her clothes are here...everythings here actually except her furniature..she is going to sign the lease off to Neela soon though..then it will really be "our" apartment...I know I asked Abby to marry me the day of the shooting and she kinda turned me down....but I didn't even really ask her..I was just like "You're right, lets get married." and I'm sure she wasn't ready for that but..I love her and I know she loves me so, I'll buy a ring and when the time is right, I'll get down on one knee and ask her.
But damn...what size is her finger??? She has to have a ring somewhere in this mess...earings...neclaces..bracelets..where the hell is a ring...ahhh heres one. ...size 6. now all I have to do is find the perfect ring. but I can't go now...Because I have to buy Abby coffee and her damn gum. As I'm about to leave the phone rings...I really don't have time to talk on the phone but I answer it anyway.
"Hello?"
"Hey Luka it's me."
"Oh Hey..How did you know I would still be home?"
"I didn't, I was just hoping."
"oh.."
"Anyways..I was wondering if you picked a godfather for Joe yet..He already has a godmother and well.....I want to have him....baptized...I was thinking about it and maybe it will help him if some guy throws some of that holy water on him."
I can't help but laugh a little at that..just the way she said it was so cute. but I have picked a godfather...I don't know if Abby will be too happy with it though..I know Neela is his godmother but...I haven't told Abby about my pick yet..
"You want him to be baptized in the NICU? instead if in a church?"
"Yeah..well if you want to wait we can...but I was just thinking. about it and stuff."
"I think thats a good idea...and the some guy would be a priest... It means a lot to me that you want him to be baptized, I mean we talked about it before and you agreed but I wasn't planning on having him baptized until he was a few months old.."
"well I'm glad it makes you happy...Soo whose Joe's godfather? do I know him? or is he some guy from Croatia?"
"Well, I think you know him..."
She has no idea! she doesn't have the slightest clue. I hope she doesn't get mad at me...Well...I think she'll be happy with Carter being the godfather...I mean they have been friends for a long time..But then again, we didn't even tell him we were back together or having a baby..Pratt told him..
"Luka, come on you know I hate surprises!"
"you'll just have to wait and see miss Lockhart..I'll see you in a bit ok?"
"Ok..don't forget the winter mint gum....and before you leave....go into the nursery and on the top drawer on the left there is a little something I want you to see."
"Abby..I thought you didn't like surprises?"
"Well this ones not for me. It's for you. I love you."
"i love you too. Bye"
"Bye."
I'm in the nursery now...and its still not done...As I open the drawer I see a small white gown. it's a baptism gown. I can't believe Abby bought this..when I first talked to her about the baptism she said "The ritualized, spiritual, purification of a baby sorta freaks me out."I can only laugh as I think about that now..I didn't laugh then, but now that I think about her saying it, It's funny.
I'm at the store and I see every flavor of gum except the one she wants...Spearamint..pepermint..citrusmint...bubblemint..cinnamon.ok here it is.Winter Mint. and damn it there is no splenda. she'll just have to have regular sugar..I'm sure she wont even notice.
Back in the NICU as surprising as it is, Abby isn't here..she must be down in her room...probably was too sore to walk to the NICU and went back. Oh good.. Shes sleeping..she hasn't slept much these past few days.but of course I dropped something and she woke up...
"Sorry...I didn't want to wake you up. Do you want you coffee?"
"mmmhmm."
"Here" I hand her the coffee and plant a kiss on her cheek.
"Did you go up to the NICU or were you too sore to get there.?"
"I'm too sore...I got up and then I was like no..I think I'll wait for Luka....you put regular sugar in my coffee..."
"What!?! how can you tell?"
"I just can."
"well...they didn't have splenda..but I got you the right gum...see winter mint."
"thanks. can we go see Joe now?"
"Yeah...you want me to get you a wheel chair or just help you up?"
"uhh..maybe just..help me up?"
"Ok..oh and Abby.."
"yeah?"
"Thanks for getting the baptism gown."
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Post by anna982 on Jun 24, 2006 4:51:39 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]Update again soon!!![/glow]
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on Jun 24, 2006 13:37:19 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by hollygirl on Jun 24, 2006 14:10:25 GMT 10
It's been about a week since Joe was born. The first night home was tuff though, but we needed to be away from the hospital. Joe's baptism will be this week and what Abby doesn't know is that my father is coming. and Carter. I'm pretty sure she will be excited. My father can't wait to meet her. I have told him so much about her. The first time I told him about her was about 6 years ago...back in 2000 I think. We had just started dating and he was happy that I had moved on to a new love. As I look at her she looks so peaceful. Ever since the birth Abby has had trouble sleeping...she'll suddenly wake up almost in tears...The way she jolts up wakes me up everytime...I wrap my arms around her and comfort her, she falls back asleep in my arms and usually will wake up a few more times in the night.
Its about 7 AM and I'm heading out of "our" apartment....Its officially "ours" now..Abby finally signed the lease over to Neela yesterday..I'm on my way to Tiffanys to see there ring selection. I'm pretty sure I will find one there.
"Hello sir, How may I help you this morning?"
"I'm looking for an engagement ring."
"Ahhh..you're in luck. we just got our ring selection stocked up. Is there any price limit you have?"
"uhh...No, not really."
"Well tell me about her..so I can help you find the perfect ring...what does she look like? does she like square cut or oval yellow? yellow gold? white gold?...Does she like chunky, flashy jewelry?"
"She's got big brown eyes, soft brown hair, a light skin tone, I don't think she would want it to big..and I'm pretty sure the color gold doesn't matter..And I think she would like a square cut I guess."
"I think I have the perfect ring for you...We just got it in yesterday, Its right over here."
wow...I look through the glass and I see the ring. It is perfect. Abby will love it. I just hope she doesn't turn me down....I mean we love each other, we have a baby, we're happy together. and if I spend $25,000 on a ring and then she says no..I won't be too happy. not just because it's a lot of money but because I love her and want to be with her for the rest of my life. I know we are ready for this.
"Ok. this ones perfect. I'll take it."
"You are going to make someone very happy. Congratulations and Good luck."
I'm walking up the stairs and as I reach walk through our door...I can here the tea pot whistling and take it off the burner, grab two mugs and put tea bags in them. I then bring them into the bedroom where I'm pretty sure Abby is . And I'm right...shes making the bed...which she does every morning no matter what. the minute both of us are out of bed she makes it. But sometimes we don't get up until noon. Because if we are off...we wake up and Just lay there wrapped up in each other.
"Heyyy, I brought you your tea."
"Thanks..Where were you this morning?"
"Oh, I uhh...I ran to the store for something but they didn't have what I was looking for."
"Well, what were you looking for?"
"Nothing big..just this....uhh cool wrench I saw in th paper."
"A wrench?"
"...Yeah..."
"Don't you have a wrench? Don't you have like 5?"
"No.... I don't."
"Yeah you do!"
"No I don't! I'm going to take a shower."
"ooohhhh wait!!!"
"what?"
"I'll join you."
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Post by jaana on Jun 24, 2006 15:43:24 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by anna982 on Jun 24, 2006 16:25:15 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]Update again soon.[/glow]
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Post by Lubyfanatic316 on Jun 25, 2006 1:18:27 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by *Natalie* on Jun 25, 2006 3:12:53 GMT 10
Great updates!
natalie x
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