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Post by crazylubyfan on Jun 28, 2006 12:29:14 GMT 10
great update!
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Post by hollygirl on Jun 28, 2006 14:36:11 GMT 10
As I expected. My first day back has been a living hell. And now...I have to deal with some nut case. I was supposed to have the light cases but today, there is no such thing.
"Hi Mr. Reed, I'm Dr. Lockhart."
"I don't care. just sew me up or whatever and let me get the hell out of here."
"Ok...Do you want to tell me what happened?" I ask as I prepare to stitch his wound.
"I have to get out of here! there telling me to get out..."
"Mr. Reed, you need to calm down. I need to finish stitching you up."
"Get out of my way! Don't you hear them?! I have to get out!"
"Hear who?!" I shout as Mr. Reed picks up the scissors and starts pointing them at me. "Mr. Reed..put the scissors down."
"I have to get out! The voices! the voices are telling me to get out." He screams as he jams the scissors into my thigh. running past me.
"shit! Security! Security! Morris call psych! ow...shit. oh my god. ass whole!" I scream as I start to cry from the pain.
OH MY GOD! that nut case jammed scissors into my thigh......I am sitting on the gurney he was on, and Morris is running toward me. My pant leg is covered in blood and it hurts sooo much.
"Abby....are you ok? OW! jesus Abs...what did you do to that guy to make him stab you with your own scissors?"
"Umm...I was doing my job...and could you please not call me Abs? I am really not in the mood... This is my first day back....and it feels like my first day ever in the ER....I have been thrown up on, spit on, bit, I lied to some weird old lady with a rash on her ass...Frank broke my foot...Ray burnt me with coffee...and I have just been stabbed with some god forsaken scissors!" I am losing it.
"Ok..OK...Abby...calm down....do you want me to get the scissors out? or do you want me to get Dr. Kovac?"
"Is my patient out of the ER?"
"Yeah. Cops took him downtown for stabbing you and for robbing a gas staion....the voices told him to do it....Why?"
"Because Luka would have beat his ass."
"Soo you want me to get him?"
"Yes...Thank you."
I see Luka walking toward me..he looks concerned and really pissed. I am laying on my side and he is now looking down at me. His beautiful blue eyes are fixed on mine and we are just staring at eachother...He looks so sexxxxy when he is mad...
"Hi."
"Oh, Abby. a patient did this?" he asks, caressing my face.
"Yeah..but I'll be ok after you pull them out."
"Ok, I'm going to give you a shot to numb your leg...so you won't be able to stand for a while....after I'm done stitching you up I'm taking you home."
"Ok."
"Were the scissors sterile?"
"Yeah...I hadn't used them yet."
I watch him as he works. He does things so carefully. But quickly. He is so gentle, I can barely feel him touching me....his face is close to my thigh and I can feel every breathe he takes in and lets out. I wonder if he is this gentle with every patient. Or if he is just being careful because it's me.
"Ok, all finished..." he says cheerfully.
"Thank you." I say wincing in pain as I move to sit up.
"Does it hurt a lot? ,do you want something for the pain?"
"No, I can just take some tylenol if its still bothering me at home."
"You sure?"
"Yeah.."
"I'll pull the car around to the front, so you won't have to walk so far."
"Thank you."
"No problem."
We are at home now. Joe is sleeping and Luka and I are having some alone time, snuggling together on the couch. We are just sitting here in the dark..A few candles are lit, some music is playing and we are wrapped up in a blanket. Like always my head is resting on his chest. His head is on top of mine and our arms are around each other. He is whispering the song in my ear and I'm just thinking about all that we have been through..slowly falling asleep in th arms, of the one I love.
"Amazed" By Lonestar
Everytime our eyes meet This feeling inside me Is almost more than I can take Baby, when you touch me I can feel how much you love me And it just blows me away I've never been this close to anyone or anything I can hear your thoughts I can see your dreams.
I don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing that you do Baby, I'm amazed by you.
The smell of your skin The taste of your kiss The way you whisper in the dark Your hair all around me, baby you surround me You touch every place in my heart Oh, it feels like the first time, everytime I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes.
I don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing that you do Baby, I'm amazed by you.
Every little thing that you do I'm so in love with you It just keeps getting better I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing that you do Oh, every little thing that you do Baby, I'm amazed by you...
Should I keep going?
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Post by megan on Jun 28, 2006 16:18:24 GMT 10
hell yes..excuse my language....yes you should...
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Post by Andy on Jun 28, 2006 16:21:58 GMT 10
Yeah of course you should!!
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Post by elsj on Jun 28, 2006 20:24:05 GMT 10
great
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Post by <3 LubyII <3 on Jun 28, 2006 22:07:20 GMT 10
Nice!
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Post by strizzy on Jun 28, 2006 22:35:11 GMT 10
It's great!!
You've got to continue!
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Post by Rach :) on Jun 28, 2006 22:41:13 GMT 10
yip keep it goin
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Post by lubyluver on Jun 29, 2006 1:34:57 GMT 10
Keep going! Love it! Update!
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Post by *Natalie* on Jun 29, 2006 6:21:58 GMT 10
You sooo need to keep going!
natalie x
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Post by hollygirl on Jun 29, 2006 15:11:45 GMT 10
Today is thanksgiving. Abby and I will be married in about a month. Its all planned so perfectly. Carter is coming on the 20th. Maggie and Eric will be here the morning of the 21st. And later that night my family will be here. Joe is 6 months old and he is doing so well. He is probably going to be behind in size compared to other children his whole life. She is feeding him right now, she takes my breath away every time I look at her. No matter what she is doing, what she is wearing, or not wearing. I can only imagine how she will look on our wedding day. I haven't seen her dress but I know its pretty long, white and sleeveless. Susan Lewis is coming, Abby can't wait to see her. Chuck and Cosmo are coming too. He is the ring bearer. My niece Ivana is the flower girl even though Abby doesn't know her. She is my brother Niko's daughter. He also has another daughter, but she is just a toddler. I have 3 brothers. Niko is the youngest, then Dimitri, then me, then Gaberijel. Dimitri had a baby and I didn't even hear about it. Gabe has two kids, Marija and Nate are twins. They are 13. but I haven't seen them since they were about 7. My brother came to Chicago for a weekend to visit me, and he brought the whole family.
"Luka?"
"Yeah?"
"Uhhh, I was thinking."
"About?"
"About Joe, and how much we love him...."
"Yeah, I know how much we love him Abby."
"Well, would you want to have another baby?"
"Yeah! of course! I mean if you want to!?"
"Really?"
"Yeah, Abby. I love you."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah! you wanna start right now?"
"Well, actually I have plans for the next half hour or so."
"You do?"
"Yesss, Joey and me have a date with a bath tub, then we are going to get dressed, mommy will maybe give him a nice bottle and rock him to sleep...then it will be almost 7:30 and thennnn..... I have another date."
"Another date? Who is this one with?"
"With you...... and a thanksgiving dinner."
"Ohhh....Well I'll be waiting".
Abby was standing in the doorway with Joe on her hip...she was bouncing him up and down, and he was laughing...I continued to make dinner and then Joe stopped laughing and layed his head onto Abby's shoulder, yawned and closed his eyes. Abby always likes him to be sleepy during his bath. He doesn't really like them so if he is half asleep it doesn't really bother him.
"Well, it looks like someone is ready for a bath....say night night to daddy." She said walking over toward me. I placed my hand on the back of Joe's head and kissed his forehead.
"Goodnight baby."
"Yeah, sooo. You, me, a turkey? 7:30?"
"I'll be here."
"And the turkey?"
"Yeah..that will be here too."
"Ok. Good."
Foods ready, Table is set, candles are lit, musics playing, And Abby is putting Joe down in his crib. Listening to th song thats playing reminds me that we still need to pick a song for our wedding. The one that we will dance to for the first time as man and wife. She is walking into the kitchen, and she looks kinda tired and so cute. Her hair is in messy curls...with her bangs parted to the side and in her face, she is wearing one of my shirts...and a pair of pants that are twice as long as she is.
"Joe asleep"
"Yeah..This smells great." She says through a yawn.
"You tired?"
"Yeah a little."
"Well, it was a long day...and you were up with Joe all night last night."
"Yeah..But I'm not too tired to eat."
I smile at her and pull out a chair for her, she plops into it and smiles up at me. I sit down across from her and we start eating. Talking about the wedding some more, our honeymoon, work, Joe. the usual.
"Abby, we need to pick a song for the wedding."
"What do you mean?"
"You know, the song we will have our first dance to as husband and wife."
"Oh..right....uhh...I don't know..."
"Me either."
"I have an idea...Why don't we both pick one."
"And then we decide which one we like more?"
"No, then we dance to both of them...mine will be dedicated to you, and yours to me."
"I like that idea."
"I love you."
"I love you too. Happy thanksgiving."
"Happy Thanksgiving."
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Post by hollygirl on Jun 29, 2006 15:48:45 GMT 10
Oh my god. The wedding is in two weeks, and I sill haven't picked a song for Luka. I have been listening to 100s of songs, reading different lyrics. I lost it today. I was on the phone with the caterer and I totally went off on him. I hung up and started to cry from being so worked up. Luka came home and I was in the living room lying on the floor. My cheeks were tear-stained and Joe was in his little swing sleeping. Luka came over and stood, towering over me. He sat down next to me and I slid closer to him and put my head in his lap. He ran his fingers through my hair and stroked my face.
"Whats wrong?"
"Nothing."
"Nothing? Abby you are laying on the cold floor crying."
"I'm not crying."
"Oh sorry, you were crying. Now, are you going to tell me what happened?"
"I was on the phone with the caterer....and he was being an ass and I started screaming at him....and I totally lost it..I beat the phone against the coffee table and then I slammed it on to the base thing.. Then Joe started crying, I put his swing on and he stopped then I sat on th floor and haven't gotten up since."
"When was this?"
"I don't know...like 6"
"It's 8"
"oh.Well then I guess I better put Joe in the nursery."
"I'll do it...how about you go take a nice hot bath or something..did you eat? I'll make us some dinner..or call for take out or something."
"Ok..yeah...dinner would be nice..thank you."
"Alright...what do you want?" He asked picking up the baby. He then walked over to me and put a hand on my shoulder and gave it a squeeze.
"Oh I don't care, whatever you want is fine."
"Ok..You go enjoy your bath."
"I will."
"Hey Abby?"
"Yeah?"
"I picked a song."
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Post by anna982 on Jun 29, 2006 15:54:00 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]Update again soon[/glow]
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Post by Rach :) on Jun 29, 2006 23:50:12 GMT 10
upd8 soon
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Post by hollygirl on Jun 29, 2006 23:58:25 GMT 10
It is December 21st. Carter and Maggie got in yesterday and we are here waiting for my family to get in. Joe was getting fussy so Abby picked him up and is taking him for a diaper change and a little walk. I'm hoping they are back before the plane gets in. -----------<3----------<3-----------<3---------<3----------<3--------------- Well Joe and I are walking around the airport...Taking about what song I should pick for daddy. Tomorrow wile Luka is at work I will be playing songs for Joe and whichever one he seems to like will be the one I choose.
"Well, Joey we should get back...your aunts, uncles, cousins and grandpa will be here soon." I say to a now sleeping baby. when I think back to when I first found out I was pregnant, I can't imagine not having him here. This precious little boy. He means the world to me. I can't see life with out him in it. Luka and Joe are my two most favorite males in the world. "My boys." I think to my self. -----------<3----------<3-----------<3---------<3----------<3--------------- I see Abby walking back, Joe is asleep on her hip, his head nestled into her shoulder. Abby is a great mother. Sometimes I think Joe likes her more than me. But she reassures me he loves us the same. But I guess they have a special bond. They almost died together, they lived thank god together. She sat by him night and day, He grew inside of her. Soon enough Joe and I will have that father, son thing going on. but for now, I like watching him and Abby's bond. Its beautiful the way she is with him. I have never seen her like this. She is all smiles all the time, and she so happy. Morris is barely getting to her now a days. She just sort of tunes him out. I like how when he is screaming at the top of his lungs and crying and I go in and pick him up and try to comfort him how he continues to cry, but then Abby will come in, and take him from me. Rock back and forth in place, kiss his forehead and place her hand on the back of his head and rub it...Joe stops crying and falls back asleep. That is only once in a while though.
"Hey...You want me to put him in the stroller?"
"No, I got him...he likes to sleep like this."
"Just like you."
"What?"
"You like to sleep with your head on my shoulder or chest and listen to my heart beat. Thats what Joe looks like hes doing."
"Well, its a nice way to sleep. hear beats are soothing sounds. Is everyone flying in from Croatia?"
"Yeah."
"But I thought your borther..Niko lived in the US?"
"he does. Thats why we have to go to gate C and wait for him."
"when does is flight get in?"
"Like 9:30."
"Luka...why didn't you tell me the flights were late, I would have left Joe with Carter at our Apartment."
"Carter? why not your mother?"
"I'd rather not leave our baby with Maggie."
"Why? shes on her meds."
"Today."
"I guess your right. But when she asks you why you won't leave him alone with her you better tell her nicely. "
"Yeah sure." -----------<3----------<3-----------<3---------<3----------<3--------------- Lukas Father, Brothers and his brothers' family's just got in. Luka practically ran to his brothers and they took each other in big embraces. He then hugged the kids His sister-in-laws. and His father. Luka, his brothers and his father look exactly alike. Laurentes walks over to me and I pass Joe to Luka so I can give Laurentes a big hug.
"Hello again beautiful. Nice to see you and your beautiful Joe again. he has gotten so big."
"its nice to see you too. How was your flight?"
"It was good thanks. Luka why are you being rude? introduce them to each other."
"I'm not being rude, I'm putting Joe in his stroller."
"Oh luka don't, he'll wake up and cry. he doesn't like sleeping in there, give him to me."
"Ok, here."
"Lukaaa.."
"Ok Tata."
"Abby this is my brother Gabe, his wife Isabella, and his children Marija and Nate. This is my borther Dimitri, His wife Maria, and this must be Tatiana. Dimitri she is beautiful. Guys this is Abby, and our son Josep."
"Nice to meet you Abby." they all say as they shake hands.
"Nice to meet you guys too."
"Happy tata?"
"Yes."
"Well you guys can go check into a hotel or something, Abby and I have to wait for Niko."
"See you tomorrow. Goodnight."
"Goodnight" Abby and I say
Niko's flight got in and I introduced everybody. Him, his wife Julijana, his daughters Ivana, Sofija, and his son Damian. They checked into a hotel and we went home. Carter was asleep on the couch when we got home. Abby put Joe to bed and then we went to our bedroom and crawled into bed.
"Your family is nice."
"Yeah, I can't believe how big all the kids got."
"You, your brothers, and your father all look exactly alike."
"Yeah, I know. Your off tomorrow right?"
"Yup, you?"
"No, I'm on."
"Well your chief, if you want to change it."
"I can't just do that."
"I would."
"Yeah, I know you would. but I wouldn't." we were silent for a while after that, Just laying on our backs..looking up at the ceiling. Abby was laying on me and my arms were around her.
"We are getting married!" I say out of no where. Abby looks at me smiles and says
"Yeah, I know....... its so crazy!"
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