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Post by anna982 on Jun 30, 2006 2:11:45 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]Update again soooooon[/glow]
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Post by Rach :) on Jun 30, 2006 4:32:23 GMT 10
upd8 soon
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Post by lubyfan on Jun 30, 2006 7:05:58 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by hollygirl on Jun 30, 2006 14:05:45 GMT 10
Ugh. the rehearsal dinner is tonight and I feel like crap. My head is pounding, the room is spinning, and I'm unbelievably nauseous. And to top it all off, Luka isn't here and Joe is crying. "Damn it..." I mumble to my self as I start to get up. I hope I don't have a fever...I'm freezing...I walk into the nursery to find Carter holding Joe and he even brought him a bottle. Joe seems to like Carter, He is all smiles when Hes holding him.
"Hey.."
"Goodmorning.....you ok? you don't look so good."
"Wheres Luka?"
"He went out somewhere...You want some coffee?"
"Carter are you cold?"
"Uhh...its a little chilly.."
"Ok good."
The room is spinning more than before and I can feel myself starting to sway..Carter Puts Joe down and come over to me.
"Here come sit down." He says leading me to th kitchen. "If your sick you shouldn't be around Joe, you don't want him to catch anything. here is some coffee."
"Thanks." I say as I bring the mug to my mouth and before I can get a sip down, I can feel it coming. I am going to be sick. "Oh my god." I mutter, I put my hand to my mouth and sprint to the bathroom where I hang over the toilet, throwing my guts up. This cannot be happening...not tonight, its my rehearsal dinner..and the wedding is in two days. I rinse my mouth and take a few Tylenol. When I open the bathroom door, Carter is standing in front of me, with a concerned look on hiss face.
"Did you just throw up?"
"Yeah...I really don't feel good." Oh my god! Could I be? no! Luka and I haven't...oh my god! we did....like 2 weeks ago....and that should have com last week.....oh my god!
"Did you just to start to feel sick this morning? do you think it is nerves?" I have to lie...I can't say yes...he might suspect something.
"No, I was sick last night...I don't think its nerves."
"Why don't you go lie down, I'll make some tea, and take care of Joe...you don't worry about anything."
"Thanks Carter"
"No problem Abby." --------<3--------<3---------<3----------<3-----------<3------------------ Carter just called me. said Abby was sick, and that she threw up a couple times. I hope she is feeling better tonight for the rehearsal dinner. I'm just getting in now, Carter has Joe in his lap and they are watching basketball. Joe looks like he is really into it, his face is glued to the TV screen, he has a big smile across his face and he didn't even look over at me when I came in and said "Hi Joe."
"Hey Carter, Is she in the bedroom?"
"Yeah..I think shes sleeping."
"Does she have a fever?"
"I think she had a small one."
"Ok, thanks for watching Joe."
"It was my pleasure, we had fun."
"Was he any trouble?"
"No...only cried once."
"Wow...he is usually very shy around strangers."
"I am not a stranger, I am his godfather."
"Yeah, I meant like he hasn't seen you since he was about 2 weeks old. Well you two enjoy basketball, I'm going to go check on Abby."
I walk into our bedroom and Abby is rolled up in a ball and is bundled up in every blanket. She looked a little pale, and felt a little warm. But not too hot. She stirred as I sat at the edge of the bed and looked over at me.
"heyyy..You ok?"
"No." she said pitifully.
"Did you wake up sick?"
"Well actually, I was sick last night."
"You were? why didn't you wake me up?"
"What would you have done? hold my hair and listen to me gag and throw up?"
"Yeah! how are you feeling now?"
"A little better...but I'm not about to enter a pie eating contest."
"You wanna try to eat something? Like some toast?"
"No thank you."
"Do you think you will be ok tonight?"
"Yeah...I just probably won't eat that much."
"Alright...well you just get some more rest ok?"
"Ok."
"I'll check on you a little later my darling." I say playfully, trying to make her feel better.
"I love you Luka."
"Who doesn't?"
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Post by anna982 on Jun 30, 2006 14:52:05 GMT 10
[glow=red,2,300]Update sooon[/glow]
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Post by hollygirl on Jun 30, 2006 15:16:08 GMT 10
I am not going to have to pretend not to feel better at the rehearsal dinner, because I still feel like crap. I knew eating would come back to bite me in the ass, but Luka made me eat some toast and a little while later the toast was in the toilet.
"Abby? you almost ready?"
"Yeah...I'll be out in a minute."
"Are you sure you are ok? you can stay here, everyone will understand that you are sick and need to rest."
"Luka, I'll be fine."
"You're positive?"
"....yeah."
"That didn't sound very positive to me?"
"Luka...."
"Ok..Ok..lets go. But if you don't feel good, just let me know. ok?"
"Ok. Did Carter leave already?"
"Yeah him and Joe picked Maggie and Eric up."
We are at the rehearsal dinner now, and once again my head is pounding, and the nausea waves are starting again. We just got through the appetizers...I didn't eat anything, and right now I just want to go lay down in our bed. my head is resting in my hands and Luka's hand is on my back.
"You want to go home?"
"You can't just leave here."
"Abby, it will take like 20 minutes."
"Thats my point, you can't leave our rehearsal dinner."
"They all know you were sick today...and everyone can see that you feel like crap...you look horrible."
"oh thanks Luka."
"I'm just saying...You should be home resting so you are better for our wedding."
The waiters just came back out, and placed the first course in front of us...As the smell is reaching my stomach I can feel it turning...I'm going to be sick. "Excuse me." I stand up quickly and rush to the bathroom. Luka and everyone in the room grows silent and watches me almost throw up all over the table.
"Excuse me." Luka says as he follows me to the bathroom.
"Abby? Are you ok?"
"Not really.."
"Are you going to let me bring you home now?"
"No..."
"Aaabbyy.."
"Luka, I can't just leave my rehearsal dinner."
"If your sick you can."
"No.. I can't."
"Fine. Do you want to go back to the table?"
"I guess so." -------<3---------<3---------<3------------<3----------<3------------------- Abby has her head in my lap and is asleep. I feel bad that she is sick. She looks so miserable and I wish she would just let me take her home. The rehearsal dinner ended at about 10:00, All the kids are asleep except for Marija and Nate.. I'm carrying Abby to the car..and Carter is carrying Joe. He is going to take Joe home in the rental car, just in case Abby is contagious..I don't want him getting a stomach flu. As we pull up to the apartment, I'm bringing Abby into our bedroom and she starts to wake up...
"What..where...why are we at home?"
"Because the dinner is over...Its like 10:30..go back to sleep."
"I slept through the whole thing?"
"So did Joe...don't feel bad."
"Well hes a baby."
"You look better, how are you feeling?"
"Better, thanks..."
"You want to eat something...you haven't really eaten all day.."
"Nooooo.....I'm not eating anything."
"Alright. you want something to keep your stomach settled...like ginger ale or something.."
"No..Luka I'm fine really."
"Ok...goodnight Abby."
"Night."
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Post by elsj on Jun 30, 2006 22:21:45 GMT 10
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Post by <3 LubyII <3 on Jun 30, 2006 22:29:15 GMT 10
Awesome update!!!
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Post by Rach :) on Jul 1, 2006 0:04:08 GMT 10
fab upd8
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Post by crazylubyfan on Jul 1, 2006 7:22:08 GMT 10
i just caught up! great update!
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 1, 2006 16:32:10 GMT 10
Today is the wedding, Luka, Carter and Joe are long gone. I'm here at the apartment with my mother, Neela, and Susan. I am so nervous. I can't believe Luka and I are getting married! and the day couldn't be more perfect. Its one year ago today, I found out, and told Luka about Joe. My dress is on, my make up is on, my hair is done. I'm ready. Luka and I are getting married in this big ass chrurch..It is huge! It is snowing outside, but not too bad. Just a light flurry. It is so peaceful outside. If it wasn't 10 degrees I'd say "Lets get married outside."
"Abby the limo is here, are you ready?" Neela calls from the hallway. I walk out and everyone grows silent, staring at me. I feel amazing.
"Oh, Abby! you look beautiful sweety...Absolutely goregeous! I can't beleive my little girl is getting married!"
"Well, it isn't the first time."
"But its a better time."
"You can say that again. Susan I am so glad you, Chuck and Cos could make it."
"Are you kidding! I wouldn't of missed it for the world!"
" lets go! I'm getting married!"
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"Well, I can definatley see how this kid is yours, Luka."
"I think he looks like Abby."
"Yeah..he does, but in his little tux...he looks a lot like you."
"I guess."
"You ok?"
"Yeah...I'm just a little nervous I guess."
"Don't be nervous!"
"I'm trying!"
"Well, try harder its time for us to stand at the alter."
"Great, come on Joe we need to find Maggie..... wait I have a better idea... Carter go find her."
"Ok." "Good hes gone. Now we can have a little talk." Joe is looking at me like he is actually listening.."I love your mommy very much." Joe nods his head almost in understandment. "We are finally going to be a whole family Joe." Just as I am talking with him Maggie comes in and takes him. Carter and I are stading at the alter and my heart is racing..I wonder if Abby is nervous?
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"Oh my god, Eric..... I'm going to be sick."
"No your not."
"Yes I am."
"You'll be fine."
The music starts playing and all I can think is "Yes I am...I am going to throw up all over my white dress." I am a little less than half way up the isle when I stop. turn and run the other way. as I am dashing to the nearest trash can I can hear everyone gasp in shock..I can't even imagine how Luka is feeling.
"She hasn't been feeling well, I'll be right back." I hear Eric explain.
I am throwing up into a trash can when he walks over to me. He holds my hair back, and leads me to a water fountain so I can rinse out my mouth. He even gives me a mint.
"I told you I was going to be sick."
"Well, I thought you were better now."
"I am, I am just really nervous."
"You ready? Luka looked devistated."
"Oh my god! He did?"
"Yeah..."
"Oh my god...lets go!"
Everyone in the church knows I threw up...how lovely...Eric and I start down the isle again and this time I made it all the way to Luka. Eric Kissed my cheek and realesed me from his grip. I even saw a few tears well in his eyes. My eyes are now glued to Luka's, He is finishing his vowes and tears are flowing down my cheeks.
"..........You once said...Its the dance we do, we get lost in it for a little while but it always ends the same. This time the dance will end differently. This new dance will have no more tears...no more heartbreak....no more fear. I am here for you forever and for always. Abby, I love you more than you will ever know. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. you and our son. Our family."
Luka's vowes were beautiful, mine weren't as good as his but I tried. They must have been meaningful to Luka rhough, becasue tears started rolling down his cheek. The ceremony continued, our hands were locked and our eyes were fixed on eachother.
"By the powere vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride."
Luka and I didn't hesitate at all...He pulled me close to him, wrapping his arms around me. It was a long, deep, passionate kiss. and when we pulled away, his smile couldn't of been bigger.
"I love you."
"I love you too Abby."
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We are at the reception now and Abby and I will be taking our firsts dance together as man and wife to my song choice in just seconds. Hers will be second. we drew straws. The music starts playing and Abby is smiling. everyone is watching in aw as we move across the dance floor, holding eachother tight.
"No Greater Love"
No greater love No higher call The angels can sing but they don't know it all Heaven may have streets made of gold But they don't have you like I have you to hold And like a prayer, you're everywhere That's how I know there's
Chorus No greater love When it's just you and me That's how it's meant to be And I know there's no greater love We'll always be together On both sides of forever I know there's no greater love
The touch of your fingers On my skin I want to lay down beside you again The taste of your lips Pressed against mine Lost in this moment Way beyond time And like a prayer, you're everywhere That's how I know there's
No greater love When it's just you and me That's how it's meant to be And I know there's no greater love We'll always be together On both sides of forever I know there's no greater love
I would lay down my life for you You would do the same for me I know it's true With every breath I breathe Baby I believe
No greater love When it's just you and me That's how it's meant to be And I know there's no greater love We'll always be together On both sides of forever I know there's no greater love
No greater love
The song ends and everyone claps, we kiss as the song starts playing. This time I pull Abby close to me. She puts her head on my chest and like always I rest my chin on the top of her head.
"Bless The Broken Road"
I set out on a narrow way many years ago Hoping I would find true love along the broken road But I got lost a time or two Wiped my brow and kept pushing through I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Chorus: Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you But you just smile and take my hand You've been there you understand It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Chorus: Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you
Now I’m just rollin’ home into my lover's arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you
This time everyone gathers around us and starts to dance. Keeping us in the middle and center of attention. Maggie and Joe are to our left. He is asleep with his head on her shoulder. "That god blessed the broken road, that led me staright to you." Abby sings the last part into my ear as the song ends and I lift her so she is at eye level with me.
"Do you know how happy I am?"
"Probably just as happy as me!"
"Maybe...I might be happier."
"Really?"
"Yessss"
"I don't think so."
"You scared the hell out of me when you ran back down the isle..."
"I'm sorry...I uhhh.....I had to throw up."
"Yeah...Eric told us.." I laugh.
"I have a surprise for you later."
"Oh yeah? what is it?"
"If I tell you it won't be a surprise."
The reception is pretty much over, every one is gone....except us, Carter...Neela, Maggie, Eric, Susan, Chuck. Cos is asleep in a chair...and Joe is asleep in his stroller. Carter is taking him back to our place. Everyone is heading home and Abby is blindfolding me and forcing me into the car. we have been driving for about like 10 minutes I guess.
"Where are we going?"
"You'll see."
"Are we almost there?"
"Yeah..Almost."
"Abby...what are we doing?"
"Its a sureprise!"
"Abby..."
"Ok were here! don't take off your blind fold yet!"
"Why?"
"Because!"
"Ok fine."
Abby opens the door and leads me to a specific spot. stops me, and says. "OK..Now take it off."
"Ikes? what are we doing here?"
"Well...look around you...what happened here a year ago today?"
"You told me you were pregnant."
"Yeah...I just thought it would be fun to stand here again...at like the same time we did a year ago."
"I love you... but its freezing out here..."
She is leaning close to me...she brings her lips up to my ear and whispers. "I'm pregant."
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Post by *Natalie* on Jul 1, 2006 21:23:53 GMT 10
So amazing!
hope you do more soon xxx
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Post by <3 LubyII <3 on Jul 1, 2006 22:03:53 GMT 10
Awww...how sweet! Great update, can't wait for the next one.
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Post by Rach :) on Jul 2, 2006 1:20:37 GMT 10
awwwwwwwwwwwww i cant wait 4 the nxt upd8
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Post by lubyfan on Jul 2, 2006 3:13:27 GMT 10
Update soon
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