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Post by lubylover on May 1, 2008 10:58:51 GMT 10
Wow great addition. I can't wait for more
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Post by britneyluby on May 1, 2008 15:07:19 GMT 10
Update soon
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Post by debsxx2006xx on May 1, 2008 18:06:32 GMT 10
PART 11
Abby.
I’m in bed after telling Luka and Katie I had a headache I did so I could come up here and hide I just don't want to be down stairs with them. He is so good with Katie watching them together makes me sick to my stomach it's so sad because I wasn’t brave enough I couldn’t leave Richard I couldn’t give her a better life away from him and she of all kids deserves a better life. Most days I live in hope wishing I hadn’t married Richard, wishing I had got out when Luka gave me the chance but it’s wouldn’t have worked he didn't want me he proved that and that's why I lie i hate myself but i had to. “Mommy dinner is ready.” I look up and see Katie standing the doorway “I’m not hungry sweetie” I tell her I just want to be on my own I need to think. “Luka said you might say that.” I bet he did “did he” I say forcing a smile as I watch her sit on the bed and look at me oddly "what?" I ask her. “What does the 15th of June 1999 mean mommy?” I’d never forget that date but how does she know “who told you that date Katie?” I know who did I just want to hear her say his name he's the only other person who would know. “Luka did mommy but what does it mean?” I smile slightly as I remember that night again in truth I must think about it every day and when Richard an I would fight I’d think about it even more going over and over it in my head “nothing baby it means nothing” I get out of bed and usher her out the room. I pace around my room why would he tell her, what would he get out of it "damn it" I say to myself making my way down the stairs I want to talk to Luka no I need to talk to him “why?” I ask him as I walk into the kitchen he is dishing dinner out. “I knew it would make you come down stairs, and it did.” He knows what I’m talking about he is just playing dumb he thinks he is clever “Katie sweetie can you go wash your hands please” I say turning towards the lounge I don’t want her to hear any of this. “I just wondered if you remembered that night?” How could I ever forget it “you said if we stayed you wouldn’t say another word?” is he trying to piss me off I swear. “Yeah true and you said you never thought of us like that, kind of bullshit don’t you think Abby?.” I look deep in his eyes and swallow hard as I remember that night I know he is playing it out in his head too I can see it I can see the kiss in the lounge playing out in his head this all this started years ago when he kissed me after I lost a patient he was trying to comfort me which ended in us making out on the couch.
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Post by lubylover on May 1, 2008 21:21:48 GMT 10
Love the update... update soon
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Post by debsxx2006xx on May 2, 2008 1:55:09 GMT 10
15th of June 1999.
Abby Flash Back
It late i've just finished work I was going home when I decided to double back on go to Luka's “Can I come in please?” I’m at the door in the middle of the night mainly because Richard got drunk and started yelling on the phone so I'm here looking for answers. “Sure.” He smiles moving a side letting me past “thanks” I walk down the few steps and start to pace around his lounge. “Want a drink or pizza I could warm it up?” He asks me but he knows why I’m here and it’s not for a drink or something to eat “no thanks i'm fine really” I watch him move slowly into the lounge as I replay what happened today in my head before starting to speak. We were in the lounge together drinking coffee he was trying to make me feel better after I lost a lovely old lady when he suddenly kissed me and said he loved me, he told me he wanted me to leave Richard for him and of course been a married woman I pushed him away and ran out but speaking to Richard tonight just made me think of Luka and his idea of us been together I realised I do love Luka I really do I never noticed our friendship was more he's my other half he always knows what i'm thinking. “What I said in the lounge I meant it every wor…” I don’t let him finish I drop my coat and bag on the floor and run into his arms our lips touch kissing him feels amazing “I...know...you do” I tell him between kisses. “I want you Abby I want an us.” He tells me pushing me down gently on the couch touching every inch of my body as he starts to take my clothes off. Were kissing so hard it’s hard to breath but we don’t want to part he wants me as much as I want him but then “ring ring...ring ring” we stop and I look over at the clock it’s almost midnight. “That’s you ringing.” I hold his face in my hands looking deep in his eyes I huff and push him up slighlt so I can get to my phone “it’s Richard I better go he'll be wondering where I am” I bite my lip I don’t want to I want to stay here with him. “I know but what if you didn't?” He moves off the couch were half naked in the middle of the lounge I turn around to face him “I could go tell him and come back?” he kisses me. He shakes his head no and takes my hand in his "Luka" I pull back trying to fight him but I give in I drop my phone on the couch as I follow him up the stairs to his bedroom.
2nd of July 1999
Luka Flash Back
I walk into work and see Abby she didn't leave him that night the next morning she left promising me she would tell him everything but nothing I waited and waited until the day after when I seen them walk into work holding hands, I was just a one nigh stand she didn't mean any of it I was nothing. "Hi." I turn around and see her "wow your talking to me?" I try to be mad but I can't not at her it's not her fault she doesn't feel the way I do about her. "Listen Luka i'm sorry i've been ignoring you but we can't... I can't." She walks towards me and rests her hand gently on my face "whatever Abby you always do what you want" she looks hurt. "I'm pregnant Luka I can't leave him I love...him not you." Pregnant oh my god she's having my or is she "is it mine?" I ask she dips her head hiding away from me so i move her hair aside and lift her chin making her look at me. "No Luka it's Richards i'm really sorry Luka I made a mistake we should be friends god I hope we still can." She turns on her heels heading for the door "Abby? promise me?" I ask "promise me it's his" I watch her bite the inisde of her mouth. "It's his Luka I promise I really do. And that was it we were never going to speak about it again she's going to play happy familys with him and i'm going to be left watching and hoping some day she will open her eyes and see him for what he really is.
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Post by lubylover on May 2, 2008 5:44:50 GMT 10
wow I love it... I can't wait for an update!!!!!
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marie
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Post by marie on May 2, 2008 6:47:34 GMT 10
it's great ! update soon
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Post by britneyluby on May 2, 2008 14:21:22 GMT 10
Update update!
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Post by jacobsmommy on May 2, 2008 14:31:13 GMT 10
Please update soon
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Post by debsxx2006xx on May 2, 2008 18:19:06 GMT 10
PART 13
Abby.
“You broke my heart that day but I never stopped loving you I had to settle for friendship it’s all you wanted remember...but what I didn’t get was why did you promise that morning you left why promise?” I decide to tell him the part he doesn’t know his fairytale ends like that but mine turned into a nightmare a life of hell. He needs to know why I never left Richard for him, the reason I told him I didn’t love him or I want to be with him why I lied. “That night...I told him about us and he hit me over and over and then...that night” I start to cry uncontrollable as I remember. “You said you made a mistake that you loved him not me?” I walk closer towards him “I lied he made me...after that he hit me every night but you were the only thing keeping me going, I’d play out this little happy family in my head the whole time he hit me” I’m inches away from him “you me and her” I rub his face gently. “Why didn’t you tell me I would have got you away why keep lying?” I wipe the tears from my eyes “you started dating the blonde girl from OB I thought you didn’t want me or us it was easier to be friends and Richard her dad then at least I still had you in my life” I see him getting upset. “I never stopped that night has always been in the back of my mind I just ignored it and lived in hope.” I move my hands to his face again to wipe his tears away leaning forward I plante a quick but soft kiss on his lips “I’m so sorry” I whisper "I lied Luka I lied to you" I say as I pull away. “All clean mommy.” Katie comes running down the stairs throwing us apart away from each other we both rub the tears away “good girl” I tell her watching Luka he looks confused.
He has been upstairs for over an hour I think he is ignoring me I’ve been sat watching the TV waiting for him to come down the weird thing is the TV isn’t even turned on. “She’s asleep.” I turn around quickly to see him coming down the stairs quietly “thanks” I get up pointing up the stairs I should kiss her good night. “Can we talk instead?” He ask's me out of the blue I mean he has spent the last hour ignoring me and now he wants to talk “I’m tired Luka” I tell him storming past him and quickly making my way to the stairs but before I reach the fist step I feel him grip my wrist “ouch” I pull back in defence. "What did you mean? when you said you lied? what else did you lie about?" I rub my arm and nod my head as I walk back to the couch “I...he found the test in the bin” I struggle to start to make him understand. “The test you mean Katie?” He ask's pacing around the room I try follow his figure as he walks but finally he sits down next to me "She... I lied he thought and I didn't tell him different" I start to cry. "Please Abby please don't dare say what I think you are." I nod my head "I'm sorry Luka, i'm so sorry" I try and reach for his hand but he pulls away standing up but still facing me. "Sorry? I have she's mine and you lied to me for the last seven years letting that sick twisted, oh my god did he touch her?" I shake my head i'd never let him hurt her "no I swear no that's why I stayed so he didn't hurt her" he walks towards the side table resting his hands he dips his arm between them. "You heartless selfish bitch Abby!" The words burn into my head "Screw you Luka!" I stand up facing him "do you know what it was like? how scared I was hell if he had known do you think Katie or I would be here now?" I scream at him "I was scared Luka and not for me" he turns back around. "I told you I could have looked after you both!" I shake me head no "really Luka? because you did a great job I mean he found me on the roof didn't he! you think you could have stopped him been my night in armor?" I ask harshly "Well it took you long enough to work out what he was doing" I shake my head "night after night Luka and you knew nothing he hit me over and over and over" I scream. "Shut up, shut SHUT UP!!" Suddenly a bunch of books come flying off the side right at me "Your just like him" I tell him meanly causing him to pick the next closest thing to hand a couple of DVD's and CD's he wasn't really paying attention to what he was throwing he just didn't care he was mad, mad at me.
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Post by lubylover on May 2, 2008 21:17:03 GMT 10
Update soon!
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marie
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Post by marie on May 2, 2008 23:10:10 GMT 10
better than ever !!
update soon !
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Post by britneyluby on May 3, 2008 0:55:22 GMT 10
love it.. UPDATE!
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Post by debsxx2006xx on May 3, 2008 17:50:04 GMT 10
Part 14
Luka
Is it possibly to love someone so much that even after there break your heart in half, stand all over it repeatedly and lie to you about a child, can you still want to be with them? It's early Saturday morning I slept on the couch last night not that I slept much after I started throwing things Abby ran up stairs crying and I just broke down and cried where I landed. "Earth to Luka?" I shake my head like i'm shaking my thoughts away i'm sat at the kitchen table with Katie she's telling me about a new doll but ever since last night i've just found myself looking at her differently I keep trying to find myself in her but all I see is Abby. "Morning mommy." I look up and see Abby come down the stairs she looks as horrible as I feel her eyes are all blood shot "eat up Katie" I say quickly glancing at Abby then back again. "Morning." She pours herself a coffee and sits next to Katie "breakfast?"I ask but only get a shake of her head before she hides her face in her coffee mug again. “Why are you two so quiet have I done something wrong?” Katie asks as she watches Abby and I stare at each other across the table I'm not even eating my breakfast I’m just playing with it watching her “no sweetie you haven't” I don’t take my eyes off Abby this time. "I better get dressed we have alot to do today." She gets up leaving Katie and I wondering what she's talking about "Like what?" I ask watching her go into the lounge she grabs the phone book and I see her flick. "A hotel I need a hotel or something." No no way is she doing this she can't tell me I have a daugher after seven years then leave "What about last night we have things to talk about Abby?" Katie looks confused. "What about last night mommy? why are we going to a hotel?" I stand up and go into the lounge "you can't Abby" she glances up quickly "Abby?" I say this time with a little more force I need her attention. "Katie go get dressed please!" Abby tells her I can see she is try to act normal "Please Kate" I repeat this time she gets up and goes up stairs her doll been dragged along the floor as she carries it by the arm.
Abby.
"I want a DNA test." I slam the phone book down on the coffee table and turn around to face him the first time all morning "DNA really? you don't believe me?" I shrug my shoulders at him he's just trying to be an ass. "You lied to me for seven years Abby. I didn't even think I just believed you and you let me Abby I didn't know you were capable of that." He has know idea what I went through "I know what I did was wrong horrible in fact but you have no idea what i've had to live with" he really scared me last night "Last night you were him I was just waiting for you to hit me" he looks sad. "Hit you id never..." I shrug my shoulders and head to the stairs "You acted like him not wanting to talk lashing out at me" he follows me "I hurt you and you hate me I get that but you didn't have to act that way Luka I thought you were different and thats why I can't stay here" I walk up the stairs and hear him huffing behind me "Ill give you your test" I tell him before dissapearing around the corner.
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Post by marie on May 3, 2008 18:18:35 GMT 10
update update !!!!
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