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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 7, 2006 21:12:19 GMT 10
Season 7
Promies
What a day I am having and it’s only 5:21 only another 4 hours to go, it’s been one thing after another pissing me off today and not forgetting the 5 G.S.W we have had which didn’t help my mood I mean my feet are killing. I look around the room from the front desk I can everyone potting along trying to get finished just to go home away from this hellhole we all come back to day after day. I don’t know why I come back maybe I just like the smell or the entertainment the drunks bring on a weekend then I see Abby across the room and I know she’s why she’s the reason I drag my ass out of bed everyday just to come here and see her beautiful face brightens my day although today her eye is bruised up now and swollen a little but she’s hiding it well. It’s been two days since Richard hit her she wont really talk to me about it but she reassures me he didn’t hurt her anywhere else but across the face not that it makes it ok for him to hit her I just know she is strong at heart and he wont take that away from her no matter how many times he slaps her. “Hey do you want to go grab some coffee with me?” I smile as she stands right in front of me I didn’t even notice she had moved from across the room I must have been out of it daydreaming “Sure anything for you” I put my charts down following her into the lounge to get our jackets it’s been raining all day. “Think it will ever stop?” I tilt my head looking at her as we stand at the entrance the “what?” she steps out into the rain. “The rain.” She shouts back turning quickly to carry on running “It has to at some point” I chase after her running into docs were both dripping wet the waitress just looks us up and down “Two coffees please” we laugh as I push her into a booth. “What normal person comes out in rain like that?” She points out into the street “I guess were not normal” we smiles and chews on her bottom lip I’ve noticed she always does that more so when I complement her. “Luka can we talk?” She has gone all serous looking all of a sudden “we are talking” the waitress brings are coffee over and she uses the mug to play with “Thanks” I lean over placing my fingers under her chin making her look at me. “I we us I mean we don’t talk and that’s probably all because of me hiding but I want this to work Luka I really do but I don’t think it is I mean I want more then just I want to be more to you then a sex toy.” Now it’s my turn to look down “Your not a toy Abby” I look up her eyes looking into mine “You mean so much to me I want you and I don’t care were going to make this work we will talk all the want from now on” I grab a hold of her hand I pull it to me kissing it softly. “Promise?” I smile getting up I sit next to her on her side of the booth “I promise” I kiss her to seal our deal.
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Post by luby2534 on Jul 7, 2006 21:16:47 GMT 10
Excellent !! Please update soon !! ![:'(](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/cry.png)
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 7, 2006 22:46:22 GMT 10
Season 7
The end must come to us all.
It’s been a little over a year since Luka and I started dating it hasn’t been easy I mean having a mother like mine isn’t easy at the best of times but she has taken our relationship to it’s limit and Luka isn’t helping his constant jealousy of my friendship with john is breaking us apart, I just wish he could understand he is my friend and I fine it easy to talk to him Luka never seems to listen even after he promised we would talk more we never did. He has just bought this huge apartment and kind of asked me to move in but how can he think we are ready I mean earlier tonight I came around to see him we made plans to go out and eat and he is sat playing on his new play station eating pizza how grown up of him. He didn’t even buy anything to sleep on but he was happy with his TV and fish tank that smells like wet dog. It’s after 11 and I have a shift in the morning I want to go home but he is playing pool and some old guy is showing me what looks like a huge blister on his hand god I need a cigarette I show Luka my watch hinting I want to go but he only shows me his and mouths he wont be long so I take the cigarette the old guy offered me and go out side.
I must have only been outside long enough to spark the cigarette up when I hear my cell ring “Hello” its john. “Having fun, are you out having a good time?” If he only knew the half of it “no not all what are you doing?” I take a drag of my cigarette I aint wasting it for anyone. “I am sitting a wrist on a LS diva.” I thought he was off “Why are you working?” I carry on smoking awaiting his reply. “Someone talked me into the ER and begging Weaver and I got sucked back into ER hell hole.” I can’t help but laugh he knew if he went back tonight this would happen it does for anyone the trick is to leave when your meant to “I didn’t tell you to talk to her tonight did I” I hear him laughing on the over end of the line. “Did you give gen to the kidney stone in 4?” 4 kidney stone let me think oh yeah “no” I never had time “Chuny said you did.” I was going to but never got around to it but I did manage some other “that was the bladder guy” I can hear him talking to people bless him. “I thought you were on a early?” I know I know don’t remind me “I am but Luka dragged me to some bar” I take another drag only to hear footsteps I wonder who this is. “So much for quitting.” Ass “hey” I fake smile him. “What?” Oh john must think I’m talking to him. “Who is that?” His attitude tonight sticks “it’s carter” I chew on my lip this could get nasty. “Is that Luka?” I really don’t need this “can you please hang on a second john” I put the phone down to my hip hoping john can’t hear us, Luka looks pissed and I aint in the best of moods either “I got to go” I’ll explain to him later he will understand. “You don’t need to hang up for me.” He is really on my last nerve “it was about I patient” I just nod his head drinking his damn beer “are you ready to go” I grab my jacket off the dumpster. “If you want?” Is he pissing me off no peruses “Yeah Luka I want” I shrug my shoulders this is going to get real nasty. “Fine!” He storms off “what now your mad” he is been a real ass right now. “Finish your cigarette I’ll pay the bill.” Oh screw you don’t you worry either I was going to finish it.
I finished my cigarette almost ten minutes ago and I’m waiting outside on my own feeling like a thingy so I go inside even more angry then before “I’m taking a cab” and storm back outside I hear him ask where I was “I was waiting outside” I pull the door open turning around to give him a dirty look before I go stand on the street trying to flag a cab down then I hear him behind me. “Sorry that guys father just found out he has cancer he was asking about how he goes about treatment for it.” Its bullshit after bullshit with him I’m so sick of him lying to me “ you can go in and talk to him then I’m fine ok fine” I thought it couldn’t get much worse but then she comes out and is all over him again I roll my eyes trying to ignore her but I can’t so I storm off I can’t take this. “Could you be a little more rude?” I’m walking really fast now “could you be a little more friendly in my face!” he was all over her and in front of me. “Glad one of is.” I can see him catching up to me in the shadows “Go back inside then” I don’t need you. “Where are you going?” Well for a doctor your not very clever Luka look up at the signs “I’m taking the EL” like he cares anyway. “I was trying to have fun is that a crime.” Were on the EL now “no go have fun I mean if you can leave me on the street for ten minutes I’m sure I can walk home on my own” stepping off the EL he is still following me. “Why do you always make big deals of things it’s like you have a insect up your Uranus.” Oh man is he kidding “hey it’s bug up my ass Luka bug up my ass if your going to insult me you could at least word it right” tosser. “Ok how’s this stop been such a bitch?” Were storming down the path towards to the steps now “yeah ok as soon as you grow up then maybe I will give it a try” I turn around to look at him but not slowing down. “You don’t even know what you want.” He means he doesn’t know what I want “yes I do I want to go home” I’m so tired and angry I just want to curl into a ball and cry. “You act like a school girl that can have every boy she wants then f**k them off when she feels like it.” Well isn’t he full of insults tonight “Why don’t you just call me a whore Luka” He really knows how to hurt someone I mean I thought that hurt but what he says next breaks my heart in two. “I’m done I’m sick of it your not that pretty, your not that special!” I stop dead in my tracks on the stairs I bite my lip looking deep into his eyes “Pretty enough in the dark though huh?” tears start to form in my eyes I try to walk away but he holds my arm. “I never meant that I was angry Abby please you are all those things and more.” I push the tears aside a turn around to face him “its fine I get it I’m not some slim blonde but you never once complained when you were screwing me” I walk away leaving him at the stairs. “I’m sorry.” I turn at the corner looking up at him “It’s better this way” I give him a faint smile and carry on walking away.
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 7, 2006 23:45:43 GMT 10
Great update..I like how you some what changed the break up.
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 8, 2006 0:01:46 GMT 10
Season 12
Remembering
I’m at the desk in my own little world I just seen Abby walk into the lounge with her glasses on trying to hide a black eye. Then it hits me all sorts of memories come flashing back the first time we made love, when Richard hit her, when I promised I’d never hurt her even the memories of our break up god I hurt her so much back then. I know we are ok now we have been throw a lot apart her problems with carter mine with Sam and every one I had in between but both of us know we can turn to each other no matter what. I see her walk over to the desk dropping the charts I walk over to her pointing at her glasses “What?” she put her head down. “I fancied a change oh please don’t Luka.” She fighting tears back I know she is because she is a fighter “Need me to look at it?” she simply nods and walks over to curtain 3 as she jumps on the bed I pull the curtain around us for her privacy. “I walked into a door.” I remove her glasses “Yeah and I’m dating Kerry Weaver” this makes her smile. “Ouch.” I jump at the pain I’m coursing her “I didn’t think I was pressing that hard” I smile to reassure her as I move towards her again. “It’s fine I’m ok carry on.” I notice a cut on her arm a long with a few bruises so I start to clean it up “your going to have put all your men on hold while you wait for your looks recover” she gives me a faint smile before looking away. “I was never that pretty or special enough remember?” I feel like some just stabbed me in the heart and ripped it out in front of me “Abs you know look at me” I lift her chin up making her look at me but she fights to keep it down so I bend down on my knees to look at her “You know I never mean those things I was hurting too I regret them everyday since because you couldn’t be any more special to me and you’re the most prettiest, sexiest, funny and damn right beautiful woman I have ever met” I rub the tears running down her face.
“Richard he erm he came to see me he was drunk he had been fighting with his new wife and then we ended up having a huge fight about crap he grab hold of me pushing me on the couch.” I stand up sitting next to her on the bed I hold her hand. “He forced himself on top of me I tried to I push him off but he was strong he erm he felt around for a bit until I manage to kick him over me he slapped me and I fell and hit the cabinet in the lounge when I woke up he was gone.” I pull her into my arms trying to protect her from what I’m about to ask but I know I have to “Did he, did he rape you?” she looks up at me before putting her head on my chest I feel her shake her head no “Thank god.” I’m in curtain 3 laying on the bed with Abby in my arms she’s stopped crying now but I can’t seem to let go nor do I want to but Haleh comes in. “Abby someone wants to see you at the desk.” She looks at me then I look at Haleh “Who is it?” I really do hope its him because I’m going to kill him. “Your Ex.” We both stand up “Let me go you stay here please” she just smiles and grabs my hand. “No I need to do this Luka I need to face him I’m not scared of him not any more Luka and don’t look at me like that what can he do here of all places specailly with you guarding me?” She right but I’m not happy with it.
“Abby princess I’m sorry.” He walks over to her putting his hands on her face cupping her cheeks leaning it to kiss her she pulls away. “Get your hands off me.” He trying to grab her hand again but backs away as he sees me take a step forwards towards Abby. “Just go Richard I hope you’re proud of your self because this is why this is why I divorced you in the first place and this is why you will never have a second chance with me.” I see Abby move her hand behind her back reaching for me I grab a hold of it giving it a little squeeze reassuring her I’m still here. “You deserved it bitch you always did even before you would piss me off you asked for every bat I ever gave you.” I see him getting angry and he starts to make a run towards Abby and I step in front of her grabbing hold of his shirt I push him back wards towards the door “Ray door now!” the door opens and I fling him out ”You ever step near her again and your dead do you hear me i will kill you myself” he gets up from the floor and starts walking away. “Your welcome to the little slut she was never that grate in bed anyway I mean I did have to go looking some where else after all, I did enjoy knocking her about though “oh Richard stop please your hurting me” ha ha memories.” That’s it I know Abby is looking through the door but I can’t help myself I fly at him and start laying into him punch after punch until Ray and Pratt pull me off him “You never deserved her ever your lucky she put up with you for so long” I push Ray off me “I’m fine he’s not worth it” I turn around and make me way back side I see Abby standing in the doorway with her arms cross. “What makes me think that you’re better then him after that?” I reach my bloody hand out towards her “Because I’d never hit you and because I love you like he never could your one of my closest friends.” I see her unfold her arms and reach for my hand slowly she pulls back a little as our fingers touch, when I have a grip on her hand I pull her into my embrace “Your pretty and far to special for any man maybe you should date Kerry.” I can hear her laughing against my chest this is my Abby nobody will take that away from us.
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 8, 2006 1:26:35 GMT 10
great update!!! more soon!
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Post by strizzy on Jul 8, 2006 2:08:14 GMT 10
Great update
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Post by luby2534 on Jul 8, 2006 3:30:02 GMT 10
More please. I'm not leaving this site till i get more ! ![:P](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/tongue.png)
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 8, 2006 6:34:19 GMT 10
Season 12
Were just friends honestly.
It’s been 2 weeks since my fight with Richard everyone has forgotten and found something else to gossip about my black eye has healed completely which helps and the shame of what happen at work between him and Luka has also mended. Luka has been great though I mean I couldn’t have gotten throw this without him we have been inseparable lately we talk everyday, we go for coffee in our lunch breaks whenever were working the same shift although ha even when were not working we still find away to see each other. He also calls me every night just to say goodnight, the funny thing about that is when he calls we don’t know what to say after goodnight so we kind of end up listen to each other breath down the line and that is how I fall asleep and wake up everyday.
It’s Monday morning and I truly hate Mondays it’s always slow and boring so I’m in the drugs lock up trying to keep myself busy when I hear loud music it’s prince and I swear I know this remix from somewhere. As I walk out everyone is around the front desk singing and dancing along “Who’s CD is this?” I look around but nobody answers so I walk over to the CD player lifting the flap the music stops and everyone turns around and stares at me. “Hey Abby were listening put it back on.” So I but before I close it I see my name written on top of the CD in black marker oh he is so dead I see Luka standing in the lounge door “This is mine, you told me you lost this CD years ago?" He winks at me. “Hey frank put number 3 on please, may I?” Oh no, no way on earth will he get me to dancing with him “No! Although I do want my CD back if you don’t minddd.” Before I finish getting my d out he pulls me across the room into his arms and smiles. “I said may I?” He has one of his arms around my waist holding me tight to him and the other is holding my hand in his in the air as Prince plays in the background I can hear him singing in my ear softly. “Could you be the most beautiful girl in the world, it’s plain to see you’re the reason that god made a girl.” Everyone is looking at us as he swings me around in circles and back into his arms over and over as we bump into each other our faces are inches away from one and other our cheeks touching I can feel his warm air on the side of my face oh my god were going to kiss are mouths open I close my eyes then. “I don’t pay you people to piss around dancing all day get back to work.” Kerry’s shouting makes us jump apart but then I feel him move his hand onto the lower of my back playing with the hem of my vest “By the way this is my CD don’t lose it this time” I pull away from his grip and start to walk away. “Hey how does dinner sound tonight?” Is he asking me out “You mean like a date or like friends eating together” I look around to see if anybody is looking at us not that I care but I hate gossips. “I didn’t really think about it like that but I mean.” Oh man what have I said I have gone and spoilt it now we were getting on so well “I’m joking like Ha ha of course I will have dinner with you I mean as long as you’re paying that is” he smiles and walks away. “I wouldn’t have it any other way.” As I walk into the lounge I bang my head on my locker I’m so damn stupid how could I think he had the same feelings as me I mean were friends now we both know that he made it clear when we broke up. I shouldn’t feel like this not now maybe I should go away for awhile maybe it will go away I will tell him at dinner tonight.
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Post by strizzy on Jul 8, 2006 8:17:38 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 8, 2006 9:08:16 GMT 10
Season 12
Dinner.
I’m so stupid I think to myself as I walk into the lounge at get my coat I’m picking Abby up soon for our dinner date but really friends eating together damn, why couldn’t I just say yes I want us to go out on a date, I want to kiss you, hold you, make love to you all night long. It’s like that saying too little too late I had the chance and blow it she just needs a friend right now and I don’t want to pressure her into anything she doesn’t really want to do I mean why would she want me back after everything I have put her through.
I’m on the street pacing up and down trying to make myself go up stairs but I can’t help but think I’m forcing her into something I mean she’s hurting and upset what if I’m taking advantage of her. “How much do you charge?” I look up and see Abby sticking her head out of the window I smile up at her reaching my arms out I shrug up at her “How much am I worth?” she bites her bottom lip maybe she’s blushing too but I can’t really see “do you always make men wait outside in the cold for you?” I don’t take my eyes off her the whole time she’s truly beautiful the street lamp is shining off her eyes making them sparkle. “Only the weird looking ones a girl needs to be careful right? I like to check the car out first you know see how much he’s worth people do tell me you can tell a lot from what a person drives.” Ha “Well I have test driven you how much am I worth?” I make myself blush that time. “Oh baby you know I’m the most expensive on the lot.” She shuts her window then closes her blinds god I hope she’s coming down maybe I should go knock on her door. As I climb the few steps to the front door I see it fly open and she stands in front of me just like magic her hair is down and she has black heels on with a sexy little black dress to her knees wow she looks fantastic. I look at her feet working my way up to her legs I have missed her sweet legs, as my eyes make they way up I get stuck at her hips staring a little longer then I should of “You look amazing I mean wow Abby, you are going out with me tonight right?” she laughs pushing me down the stairs. “Of course I am I wouldn’t want to be with any other friend tonight.” That word hits me hard and I glance up at her before pointing at my car “after you.”
15 minutes later and were seated at our table and have ordered it’s nice and dark we have a little candle on our table for romance “maybe the waiter thinks were a couple” I point at the candle trying to lighten the mood. “Ha think we should tell him he’s about 8 years to late.” I pick at the bread roll in the basket sitting in the middle of the table trying to keep my fingers busy so I don’t reach out to hold her hand “Maybe we shouldn’t I mean he has gone to so much trouble.”
After the main course I’m stuffed and she must be too because she said no to the dessert menu which is odd for her. “Can I talk to you about something?” I’m a little worried now she’s looking around the room while playing with the cloth underneath the table “Sure you know you can” I tilt my head giving her one of my million dollar smiles nodding for her to start. “I’m going away for awhile I mean I really long while ha I spoke to my mom and she wants me to go stay with her and Eric and I kind have already said yes.” What, why, when all these question are going on in my head and I come out with “How long is awhile? I mean do I need to look for a new doctor while your gone” she looks pissed as she looks into my eyes god I didn’t mean it like that. “I tell you I’m going away and all your worried about is if you need a new doctor.” Yeah I know I’m stupid I can’t help it. “Well you should start looking because I’m not coming back.” What she stands up “What, why no I mean where are you going?” I give the waiter my card to pay for the meal. “Tomorrow I need to go pack thanks for dinner Luka I wouldn’t of wanted to spend my last night in Chicago with any one else, oh and good luck with the search.” I‘m still sitting here five or so minutes after she has left the restaurant then it hits me hard and I jump up thanking the waiter I run down the street towards the river I know she will walk home this way.
“Abby listen just don’t talk just listen, I don’t want you to go I don’t want to lose you again and it’s not because I will have to look for a new doctor damn it I don’t care about that I care about you.” I’m standing in front of her in the very spot where we stud a few years ago when I was leaving for the Congo only this time I can’t let her leave. “I think I love you no I know I love you and not like a friend should I love you I don’t want you to leave because then I’d have to find another soul mate because you’re her Abby you’re my life you have been for 8 long years.” I’m holding her hands in front of me I can see tears starting to form in her eyes but she lowers her face to hide them. “I want us to try again I want to make it work this time I know we can before was bad and I know that we know that but that was because we weren’t ready but I believe we are now I love you I worship the ground you walk on and I can’t and don’t want to live without you.” She lets go of my hands and rubs her tears away before looking at me. “Please don’t say you want to be friends because that damn word is pissing me off were clearly not that and never can be again not as long as you know how I feel” She takes a deep breath and looks right into my eyes. “I love you too…” Wow that really wasn’t what I thought she was going to say but I don’t care I caress her cheek pulling her softly towards me I see her close her eyes before I lean in and kiss her “I love you so much” i tell her as i hold her in my warm embrace not wanting to let go just encase it's a dream.
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 8, 2006 9:17:09 GMT 10
omg...update again soon! I have to know if she stays!
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Post by strizzy on Jul 8, 2006 9:40:10 GMT 10
Great update
Really got to know what happens next so update again soon!
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Post by *Natalie* on Jul 8, 2006 9:40:54 GMT 10
Just caught up!!
Amazing!
More soon natalie x
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 8, 2006 9:44:36 GMT 10
lol sorry Natalie I've been on a role all day that was number 5 of today and I'm now working on 6 not sure if i will get it up tonight though. Hope everyone is enjoying feel free to advise me if something doesn't seem right I'm open to all ![:)](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/smiley.png)
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