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Post by crazylubyfan on Jul 10, 2006 3:05:11 GMT 10
great story! i just started reading it and i love it! cant wait for the next part!
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Post by strizzy on Jul 10, 2006 3:06:35 GMT 10
Great update!!
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Post by *Natalie* on Jul 10, 2006 4:38:29 GMT 10
Great update! Loving the "little slice of heaven" line, just watched Scotland, Pa last nyt natalie x
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 10, 2006 6:07:36 GMT 10
Yeah i took that from Scotland PA but it's a beer.
it's a line that came out of Maura's mouth once billy quoted her on it some guy tried to pick her up in las Vegas.
it's all in the extras on the DVD
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 10, 2006 6:15:36 GMT 10
I'm from the UK
I had the DVD i got it from Amazon.com loads of extras on it. * be hide the scene stuff * Directors comments * Pictures * Trailers so on it's a really good film check ot out
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Post by larue on Jul 10, 2006 12:18:54 GMT 10
Yes...I have rented it and planned to purchase it for my collection. IHad some difficulty following the idalog because the version I wastched did not have closed captioning. About the ony word that came through clearly was the WAY too ever present 'F' word. Sigh.
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 11, 2006 6:24:56 GMT 10
Season 12
Tears and spring-cleaning in November?
Sitting at the table in the kitchen my feet up drinking coffee I love Sundays it’s a whole day dedicated to doing nothing I get to relax and do nothing but wear jogging pants and a t-shirt. “BANG” But then again this Sunday my beloved other half happens to be off also and has been up since the crack of dawn and now my Sundays plans go out the window which means cleaning the spare room. “I’m ok!” I hear her call from the spare room as I make my way up the stairs to investigate “What happened?” I asked walking down the hall to the room as I stand in the doorway I could see paper all over the floor. “The box fell off the top all these fell out that’s what made the bang sorry.” I walk over to her and the pile of papers on the floor as I start to help her pick them up I lean over and kiss her on the cheek “It’s ok baby you don’t need to be sorry” I throw the papers into the closest box. “I didn’t want to get in your way I wanted to do it myself I know you like to relax if you have a Sunday off and I‘ve gone and ruined it I can’t do anything right.” She gets angry and throws the paper across the room before she starts to cry I pull her into my arms “Hey what’s the tears for baby this isn’t like you?” she takes control of her emotions long enough to answer me. “I don’t know I can’t help it I feel crappy I’m sorry I’ve ruined your day off maybe I should go out.” She tries to get up pushing me away but I pull her back holding her tighter to my chest “hey your not going anywhere do you hear me?” I turn her face to look at me, looking deep into her eyes I continue, “I love you and you can make as much noise as you want even on a Sunday or any other day of the week it reminds me you’re here and I’m not alone I love that.”
A few hours of cleaning, emptying boxes and moving things and we can see carpet were almost done and she seems in a better mood now “Hey what do you want doing with these” I hold a photo album up it’s marked 1995-1998 I’m guessing from her Richard days. “Trash it I can’t believe I kept it so long.” She twinkles her nose and smiles at me “Ok but are you sure I mean it could have other pictures inside” I sit on the bed now it’s clear and start to flick throw as she stands and watch’s me. Looking through the book she’s right most of them are her and Richard not happy pictures but memories I guess as I get closer to the end I found some pictures of us “Hey look me and you” she comes over and starts to flick the pages. “You were so bad at baseball I remember these mum took them” I smile before leaning in to kiss her nose I notice tears building in her eyes “You sure your ok?” she just nods in reply so I flick back to the start of our picture I start to take them out one by one until the end of the book “These deserve to be kept” I fling the book with the rest of hers and Richard pictures in the trash. “But we don’t have a book?” I turn around at the doorway tilting my head I give her a wink “oh but we will baby we will trust me.”
Few hours later we have eaten dinner and cleaned up we were curled up on the couch watching TV when Abby informs me I smell a bit off. So now I’m in the shower and I hear noises it sounds a bit like someone is crying I turn the knob so the water stops maybe it’s the TV as the water slows the sounds get louder. Wrapping a towel around my waist still dripping wet I go into the bedroom finding it empty I decide to make my way down stairs to see if the noise is coming from the TV but it’s turned off. Looking around the lounge I wonder were Abby is “Abby baby where are you Abby?” going back upstairs I see a hint of light coming throw the crack in the open doorway of the spare room. Pushing the door open as quiet as I can I see Abby sitting in the window box with her back to me “Ab what are you doing in here honey?” she doesn’t answer or turn around so I walk over to her placing my hand on her shoulder but she shrugs it off. “Please leave me alone.” I can tell she has been crying by her voice “Ab baby what’s wrong talk to me” I try to touch her again but get the same reaction so I decide to sit on the bed and wait for her to acknowledge me in the room and it isn’t long. “Why do you love me? I mean I’m a horrible person Luka, you don’t know half of what I have done I mean if you did you would hate me.” I jump up making her turn around to look at me “Your not horrible and what on earth could of you done that bad to make you think I could hate you?” she can’t wipe her tear away fast enough I’ve never seen her like this. “I can’t you will hate me and I know you wouldn’t want to be with me but I can’t live without you but also I can’t lie to you either.” She stands up and leaves walking into the bedroom I follow her I need her to talk to me it must be serious for her to cry like that “Abby talk to me I can’t help if you don’t please just tell me I wont hate you nor will I ever leave you I promise” I kneel down on the floor between her legs in front of the bed where she’s sat. “I had… I oh god… I found out I was pregnant a few weeks ago…I booked a date for an abortion it’s…it’s meant to be for tomorrow but I erm… I woke up and went into the bathroom I noticed I had…I had started bleeding…bleeding a lot.” Oh my god I can’t believe this all those questions are going around me head why didn’t she tell me two week ago, why book an abortion and why not tell me she miscarried this morning I can’t take this I get up pulling a pair of jeans on and a shirt. “Where are you going please don’t leave Luka please.” I leave the bedroom running down the hall I can hear her following me I grip the banister half way down the stairs turning back I look at her but I have nothing I can’t make myself talk so I just carry on as I get to the door I’m trying to look for me shoes when I feel her grab my arm. “Luka please you promised…you promised you wouldn’t hate me please don’t leave me you love me like I love you.” I pull my arm out of her grip holding the door handle I turn back around I can feel myself start to cry, “You killed my baby…god took that baby away from you because you wanted to kill it i don't think i can be near you.” I have to leave because I could do something I’d regret and I could never live with myself if I hurt her so I just leave I can hear her crying on the other side of the door but i can't make myself go back.
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Post by strizzy on Jul 11, 2006 6:50:20 GMT 10
Oh dear, I hope that the situation is resolvedd soon!
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Post by *Natalie* on Jul 11, 2006 7:29:57 GMT 10
No Luka don't go!!
nataliexx
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 11, 2006 7:41:38 GMT 10
oh no!!! update soon!!! I have to know if things between them will be ok!
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Post by maggie on Jul 11, 2006 15:06:11 GMT 10
no! luka is such an asshole!
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Post by rorygilmore on Jul 11, 2006 16:46:35 GMT 10
no! luka is such an asshole! Yeah!...bad Luka!
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Post by Maryna on Jul 11, 2006 18:26:39 GMT 10
Luka wouldn't say something like this! And either Abby wouldn't do somenthing like this! Not now, when her relationship with Luka is going so well!!!
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Post by debsxx2006xx on Jul 11, 2006 19:34:08 GMT 10
Part 1 Heart’s broken and holes mended.
Holding his arm gripping tighter and tighter please don’t go if I can just hold on…please don’t leave me I’m hurting too I lose my grip but he turns around and pulls me into his arms I knew he wouldn’t leave me. “LUKA” I wake up on the little landing next to the door looking around I know it’s was a dream I’m still here where I fell asleep after He left he walked out he didn’t even listen I can’t believe he just left. I remember laying on the floor next to the door crying hoping he would come back wishing he got to the stairs and realised he couldn’t leave but he never he never came back and I kept waiting.
I feel like crap getting ready for work I keep getting shouting pains in my lower back and stomach but put it down to just sleeping funny on the floor. I don’t want to go to work I’d rather crawl back under the covers and hide away but then again I know he has a shift and should be there I need to see him make him understand. Damn it if he only listened I could of told him I wasn’t going to go through with it I mean I was I booked the appointment but I was scared everything was going so right I didn’t want to ruin it and now look what I have done, deep down I knew I couldn’t do it to him nor could I live with myself not again.
Walking up to the front doors I can see Pratt and Morris playing basketball well Greg is playing Morris is trying no sign of Luka though. “Hey Abby get out of the bed the wrong side? You look worse then me hung over.” I look at Morris who seems proud of his insult as he starts to laugh, “Eat your own shit and die Morris I have better things to do then listen to your morning crap” he holds his hands up in defence “Have either of you seen Luka this morning?” I ask as I walk inside the first lot of doors. “He’s in the lounge he looks like you everything ok?” I turn around looking through the glass doors I see Greg had stopped playing to answer me “Cheers Greg” I give him a faint smile and nod my head I know what he was really asking and it’s kind of sweet of him to care.
Wow it’s warm in here I feel sick my head is spinning kind of like I’m in a daze I hold the wall for a second catching my breath. Pushing the lounge door open I see Luka asleep on the couch god he looks so sweet when he sleeps. I walk up to him it’s now or never I kneel on the floor and softly start to shake his shoulder “Luka wake up…Luka please” his eyes start to flutter open seeing me he sits up and tries to move away from me “no you have to listen that’s all I want five minutes please” he sits up. “I have nothing to say Abby.” I stand up wow it’s getting hotter I need to sit down but as I do I feel him move further away from me “no I bet you don’t I bet you don’t even want to look at me but I do” taking a deep breath I start let rip my heart falls into my mouth. “I booked the appointment the day I found out and not because I wanted to… I was scared I didn’t and don’t want to ruin this Luka… I thought I had messed up we…we really are getting it this time were making it work.” I can see tears building in his eyes “I never meant to hurt you that’s the last thing I wanted to do but I couldn’t keep lying to you” I move closer to him “yesterday morning I was so afraid all I wanted was you…I wanted you to hold me make it all stop” I wipe the tears running down my face away I have to be strong. “You should of told me i feel helpless you could have called for me when you were bleeding I could of helped, were you in pain?” I put my head in my hands trying to control my tears I feel dizzy and sick oh god I’m going… puke I jump up and run to the sink. After emptying my stomach I feel worse I try to stand and get dizzy again I grip onto the sink to hold myself up I feel his hand rest lightly on my back. “Abby hey look at me.” I let go of the sink listening to him my head is spinning I try to reach out for him but I see red I try to hold my head everything is swaying then black.
Waking up in exam room 3 I see Luka sitting next to me “What happened?” man I feel like crap all I can remember is my head hurting and feeling sick then blanking out. “You fainted in the lounge you hit your head you’ve been out for awhile now, I’ve been worried, good place to faint though.” Is he trying to make a joke or is he upset “Why I don’t understand?” he looks as blank as me then Greg comes in holding charts. “Hey your awake I ran some test while you were sleeping on the job, I have good and bad news well I think I do just don’t know what you will think about it maybe you have been trying I don’t know.” I look at Luka grabbing his hand as he stares at Pratt. “Get on with it is she ok?” “Look for yourself.” He hands Luka the chart and leaves “What…what’s wrong?” he stands up and starts pacing around the room. “Your I don’t believe this…your…your pregnant Abby…”
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Post by Maryna on Jul 11, 2006 20:01:17 GMT 10
OMG!!!!!! YOU MUST UPDATE THIS NOOOOW!!!!!!! IT'S GREAT!!!
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