7 becomes 12

[Maryna]

And by the way, make it happy, pleeeeeeeease!

[debsxx2006xx]

Part 2

What was once a hole becomes a tunnel to the light.

I’m sitting in an Exam room Abby is lying in a bed she has been out for hours and I’m still waiting for Greg to come fill me in I’m scared for her what if I lose her.
“What happened?”
I hear her ask I didn’t even notice she was awake “You fainted in the lounge you hit your head you’ve been out for awhile now, I’ve been worried, good place to faint though” do I tell her she scared me? Do I tell her seeing her like this is breaking my heart?
“Why I don’t understand?”
I hold her hand my mouth wont move but my head is full of confusion, I don’t know either baby Greg said it would be best for him to order and do the tests since her and me are so close, which I understand, but the waiting is killing me.
Speak of the devil and he will appear I see Greg walk in with a pile of papers and her chart I can’t take my eyes off him god I hope she’s ok I feel her gripping onto my hand tighter but I just keep staring searching for an answer.
“Hey your awake I ran some test while you were sleeping on the job, I have good and bad news well I think I do just don’t know what you will think about it maybe you have been trying I don’t know.”
Come on Greg “Get on with it is she ok?” he hands me the chart and leaves.
“Look for yourself.”
Looking down at the chart I see numbers she looks healthy but wait a minute wow.
“What…what’s wrong?”
I stands up and start to pacing around the room this can’t be right she said she bleed she said she lost it “Your I don’t believe this…your…your pregnant Abby…” she looks as shocked as me.
“I can’t be I mean I was bleeding…Luka there was to much blood.”
I sit down handing her the chart to look for herself “see your pregnant Abby your still pregnant” then it hits me I put my head down maybe she doesn’t want it I mean her appointment is today she can still go ahead with it.
“Oh wow”
I suddenly get brave and ask her what I want to know I can’t run away not this time not after I thought something was really wrong with her, I thought I could of lost her “Your appointment what time is it for?” my head still down I feel her smooth hands under my chin.
“I don’t want to do it I want to keep it… I want us to have this baby.”
I can’t help the smile that spreads over my lips like butter “but you I mean you…I don’t want to force you but I can’t lie I want this baby I want it with you but are you sure?” she cups my face in her hands.
“The only thing I have ever been more sure of was us getting back together and this is a close second I thought I lost it lost you and I felt empty I guess it’s like that song you know don’t know what you got till it’s gone I never want to feel like that again.”She rubs away the tears falling from my eyes “I love you god I love you so much and you thought you were the horrible one look what I did” I crawl on to the bed next to her she curls into me and now I feel complete.
“We can do this I know we can Luka I promise no more lies or secrets I love you… we love you.”
I place my hand on her stomach “You don’t have to be afraid not anymore I’m here we will look after each other and if something bad was to happen we would get through it together.”
After a few more test to find out why she was bleeding Pratt gives her the all clear to go home but she needs to take it easy and i need to keep an eye on her and i wont let her out my sight

[Maryna]

Thank you for updating so soon and thank you for a the happy chapter! I'm waiting anxiously for the next one! You are great!!!

[<3 LubyII <3]

Nice!

[hollygirl]

great updates!!! more sooooooon

[maggie]

ok, i still think Luka needs a swift kick in the crotch. but i like the story a lot.

[strizzy]

Great updates!!

[luby2534]

Just read you updates, they were great.

Hope you update really soon

Keep up the good work !!!!

[ERFanRach]

Update Soon Please!!!!!!

[debsxx2006xx]

Sorry guess i'm really busy to update but i promise ill have a few chaps up tomorrow x x

[Maryna]

i'm waiting very anxiously the next chapters!!!

[debsxx2006xx]

7 Becomes 12

Where the heart is the heart stays.

Unlocking the front door I’m greeted with Maggie in the kitchen I mean where else would she be since she has been here I haven’t wanted to leave her although I miss Luka and I know he misses me I just can’t trust her.
“Hi…oh guess what the super finally fixed the stove fan so I cooked dinner cucumber soup a little salmon why don’t you invite Luka over for dinner?”
I just smile at her I’ve never liked cucumber soup “he’s playing softball tonight mom.”
I flick through the mail just so I don’t have to talk to her but she insists we make conversation.
“That sounds like fun are you going to play?”
Please go away mom you know fine well I’m busy babysitting you tonight “I don’t want to play erm the reason I ran out today like that is because it’s just erm it’s scary to hope to much.”
I fold my arms I can’t believe she’s agreeing with me she wants to handle her life take control and most of all she doesn’t want to die or at least have me see.
“I’m going to handle my life and I want you to get on with yours!”
It’s not as easy as that doing it is a lot harder then saying it when I have her to worry about I really can’t deal with her right now if I wasn’t so scared I’d just go out but I can’t trust her so the only other thing to do is talk.

“You can’t put your life on hold anymore.”
“It’s not on hold.”
“What do you mean you won’t even go play softball with your boyfriend.”
“So… I don’t want to play.”
“Stop sitting things out Abby.”
“I don’t.”
“Yes you do you can’t us me as the reason for not doing the things you want to do in life, go to medical school!”
“Well that’s not so easy.”
“Get married!”
“I was married.”
“Get pregnant!”
“I was pregnant.”
“What happened?”
“What happened? I had an abortion…some people aren’t meant to be mothers!”

“AH……….” I sit up in bed quickly sweat is dripping from me I look around the room placing my hand on my stomach to make sure it was 2006 and just a dream I’m pregnant and happy with Luka I’d never go back to that I’d never feel like that again.
“Hey I heard you scream is everything ok?”
Luka comes running into the bedroom he looks scared shitless “I’m fine I…I just had a bad dream that’s all I’m fine really” he sits on the bed moving his hands up to rub my cheek he looks deep into my eyes trying to look for a different answer.
After a little while of his caressing I feel safe enough to lie back down and close my eyes again.
“Shhh it’s ok baby I’m right down stairs go back to sleep.”
I feel him kiss my forehead softly before pushing himself fully up the weight of the mattress comes back up circling around me I feel a sudden gush of cold air.
“No Luka wait… please can you stay I mean until I’m asleep?” I don’t have to ask him twice as I role onto my side I feel the bed dip again and him curl up behind me his warm breath tickles my neck, his strong arms around me hold me tighter to his chest I can feel him lifting my top up he slides his hand towards my stomach his soft fingers outline shapes.
“I…I’m sorry about the other day Abby I never wanted to hurt you I just needed to get away but I guess I did it wrong I love you I hope you don’t doubt that?”
I snuggle myself backwards trying to crawl inside him I wish these last few days would go out with the trash “I don’t Luka I hurt you, you hurt me it’s ok now I love you” I pull his hand to my lips kissing it softly before placing it back on my stomach to watch him attempted to draw love hearts as I drift off to sleep again.

[strizzy]

Great update!!!

[debsxx2006xx]

Sleepless night Pop tarts and shopping

Sitting at the kitchen table I’m so tired but Abby didn’t want to sleep she wanted to eat for what seems like the tenth meal today “Juice or milk honey?”
She pulls a few faces at me god it’s not that hard it’s juice or milk.
“Juice please.”
Pour her juice I walk back over to the table “so what do you want to do today honey I mean apart from eat pop tarts all day?” She gives me a dirty look.
“Shopping!”
What ever she wants she gets.

Were hiding in a tiny pale yellow dressing room from a woman I don't even know but Abby reckons she knows me and if she sees us in here everyone will know Abby and I are having a baby.
"How long are we going to stay in here?" I giggle as I ask her this.
"Until I feel like it you have a problem with that?"
"When will that be?" I am not staying here all day.
"Just shhhhh."
Hang on a minute did she…no way she didn't just shh me "Don't shhhhh me."
"Shhhhh" OK once is fine I can forgive her for that but twice I’m going to kick her cute sexy whatever I pull her to me by her collar and kiss her like never before god she’s sexy "mmmmm" I can't help it I let my enjoyment slip from my lips as were kissing.
"Luka?"
I can hear her giggling my name between kisses.
"We should stop."
Is she kidding me were not stopping not even for a 991 I want her right now and here where we stand "no you started this one get over it" I pull her to the floor as she giggles to herself.

Were back home and as soon as were throw the front door I watch her go straight to our bedroom stripping her clothes off as she climbs the stairs.
“I need a shower.”
"Do you think we got enough?" she turns around and shrugs her shoulders at me so much for just window-shopping.
"We still have loads more things to get though."

The shower has stopped so I make my way upstairs I see Abby laying on the bed on her stomach "Abby hello earth to mommy" she’s still not listening to me so I walk up to her and start to attack her shoulders well that seemed to work she starts to laugh.
I Crawl onto the bed laying at the side of her I slip my hands around her resting my hands on her stomach I slowly move them around making circles I like doing this it’s very relaxing.
"Mm Luka I’m happy.”
I'm busy trying to draw earth and mars having a ship fight on her stomach for the baby "yes honey sorry what did you say?" I should really pay attention.
“It’s ok I was just saying I’m happy can we stay here right now all night?”
I stop moving my hands only to kiss her quickly before getting back to baby wars “I’m happy as well I would be anywhere but here” I say between my attack on her tiny bump whatever she wants she gets!

[hollygirl]

great update! another sooooooon