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Post by rorygilmore on Jul 19, 2006 15:29:31 GMT 10
He MUST come back!!! C'mon Luka, hurry!!!!
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Post by Maryna on Jul 19, 2006 22:28:27 GMT 10
he must come back!!!
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Post by lubyfan on Jul 20, 2006 6:19:54 GMT 10
Update soon!
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 20, 2006 13:41:25 GMT 10
Chapter 7: Here Without You
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don’t think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight It’s only you and me
"Hey Abby...Did you E-mail him yet?" gr! Susan stop bugging me, or you'll end up like Carter. "No Susan...I didn't." I didn't even read the one he sent me...."Abby! you have to tell him! I swear to god...I am going to tell him.."
"I talked to him last night." She couldn't look more shocked. "You did?" yeah..at 1 AM.."Yes...he called...and"
"And you told him! please tell me you told him!"
"I did."
"What did he say?! is he coming home?" I wish...but no..I told him not to. because I am stupid. "He said how? and then he asked me how far along I was and stuff like that..and I told him not to come back...just because I'm pregnant...I told him to stay and help people..." Her mouth dropped "You what?! Abby are you stupid?!" yes...yes I am....thank you for noticing....maybe you could tell him..to come home. that I need him? "I told him not to leave early just because of me." I say turning my head. haha there is Carter!!! I still can't believe I did that! Susan goes to say something when she sees Carter. "Oh my god! what happened to him?!" haha..you should have been there. "His face accidently ran into my fist." I say with a big smile across my face.. "Abby! you hit Carter!" You bet I did..and man, did it feel great! "Yeah I did..and I'm not sorry...he is being such a baby about it."
"Ok..You and him need to stop this!" no way! he deserved it! "Stop what?!" like I don't know? "You in the lounge now..you too Carter!" oh great...Susan is going to be all cheify on me. Me and Carter follow her and sit down....she starts walking back and forth thinking about what to say. "Susan is this going to take long...I have an appointment." She gives me a dirty look and I turn away..."I don't know what to say...you two have been at it for like 2 weeks!" Like you don't know! oh no...this can't be happening right now....Susan will not be happy if I have to run out of here to throw up.
"He is a life ruiner Susan! he ruined my life! He deserved it!" Carter turns his head and glares at me...he better turn around before I hit him again. "And what is your problem with her Carter?" He looks away from me and up at Susan "She is just a bitch." uh! no he didn't! ass whole. I quickly get up and head toward the door. "Where are you going? we are not done here Abby." Shut up....I'm nauseas...what do you want from me.."I need to go throw up...If you have a problem with that...you can take it up with my fetus." I say as I run to the bathroom. After emptying my stomach, there is no time to go chat with Susan about how much I hate Carter..so I just go up to see Dr. Coburn.
The miles just keep rolling As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby You're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl It’s only you and me
"Abby hi...Come in and have a seat." It feels so weird being the patient. "Ok...So how is pregnancy so far? Are you getting morning sickness?" oh yeah..."Yeah...in fact I just did before I came up here."
"Is it every morning?"
"Yeah..and it lasts like an hour! or sometimes longer! is that normal?" she is looking at me like I am stupid. "Yes Abby...its normal." well its annoying. "Do you want to get the ultra sound started..." sounds good. "Yeah."
"Do you know how far along you are?"
"I think about a month."
"Oh...so we might be able to hear the heartbeat ...Some times you can hear one as early as 4 weeks..and I'd say by the looks of it you may be about 5" She squirted cool gel and started moving the probe around. "Everything looks like it should...do you want to see if we can hear the heartbeat?"
"Yeah." She pushes a button and moves the probe around somemore....soon the room is filled with the sound of a steady heartbeat. oh my god....thats my baby....I wish Luka was here to hear this. We talk for a while and then her beeper goes off. She gives me another appointment card and I leave....I do not want to run into Susan...oh no there she is. I run and hide under the desk. "Ab...what are you doing?" Jerry asks looking down at me. "Hiding! shhh!"
"From who?"
"Susan...Jerry shut up!"
"I heard you punched Carter, I wish I could have been there to see." yeahh..it was great.."Jer, who you talkin to?" don't say me...or I will kick you...and it will hurt. "No one." oh good boy. "Shes gone Abby." He pulls me up and I stand there reviewing some charts. "I'll be right back, if the phone rings answer it for me." no..I thought I would just let it ring. "Yeah...Jerry..I know." The minute he walks away the phone rings. "Hello?" Collect call from Africa..oh boy! "ER?"
"Hey, Abby?"
"This is she, may I ask whose calling?"
"Abby.."
"I'm just kidding Luka...."
"I remember you saying you had an OB appointment..and so I decided I would call..and see how things went."
"Yeah..I just got back...everything looks fine so far....."
"Good...good..." I am rudily interupted by Susan yelling at me..about not coming back to our little meeting. "Susan..I am on the phone."
"I dont care...You punched Carter in the face! You two have been fighting over everything!" Does she not care! I am on the phone with Luka.."Susan! not now ok? I am on the phone with Luka! we will talk about this later." She walks away and I get back on the phone. "Sorry about that..."
"You punched Carter!?" ha..he found that amusing...good."
"Well...I didn't do it..my hormones did it..I had no control over my actions."
"Your hormones did it?"
"Yeah..you bet they did."
"I miss you Abby." what did he just say? "I miss you a lot.." aw. He is going to make me cry. "I...miss you too." maybe this is his way of saying I'm coming home! and I will take care of you and our baby. "I can't wait to see you in a few months when I come home...your belly will be growing.." What! no! what did he just say? a few months...thats a long time...I miss him. "Yeah.....I can't wait to see you either..."
"Well I got to go.."
"Yeah me too.."
"I'll call again soon...."
"Wait!"
"What?"
"I... heard the heartbeat."
"You did?"
"Yeah...Luka...it was amazing."
"Ab lets go! trauma rolling in...GSW to the chest. ETA..NOW!"
"I really have to go..I just thought you would want to know."
"Thanks..take care of yourself and the baby."
"You too. Bye." What can't I just say come home?
Everything I know And anywhere I go It gets hard but it won’t take away my love And when the last one falls When it’s all said and done It gets hard but it won’t take away my love
I’m here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl It’s only you and me
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Post by rorygilmore on Jul 20, 2006 15:50:32 GMT 10
HA! She punched Carter!!! Just imagining the scene makes me crack of laugher. It was so funny when Abby hid from Susan.Love it! Hope Luka doesn't stay so long in Africa. I miss him as much as Abby does Great update
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Post by luby2534 on Jul 21, 2006 8:17:04 GMT 10
Luka has to come home soon. Great chapter.
Please update
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Post by lubyfan on Jul 21, 2006 17:38:48 GMT 10
Great update!
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Post by strizzy on Jul 22, 2006 9:50:11 GMT 10
:)Great updates!!
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Post by crazylubyfan on Jul 22, 2006 14:35:06 GMT 10
great story and updates! update soon!
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 23, 2006 7:48:51 GMT 10
Chapter 8: Far Away
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there’s just one left ‘Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore
Sometimes I think hes never coming back. I'm almost 29 weeks...and hes still not here...He calls every now and then...but its not enough..I feel terrible this morning...and I really don't want to go to work...my lower back hurts, It started last night....and its never really hurt before...it hurts so much I don't even want to move....my head is pounding...and there is all this pressure in my pelvic area..its really uncomfortable...AND I have thrown up like 5 times this morning...what is that? Morning sickness is over.
"Hey Abby, you're late." yeah...I know..
"Sorry...I, don't really feel good." oh my god..my back..ow....I don't want to be here...if Luka was here...he would tell Susan to shut up....or he would have told me to go home....
"Sorry sweetie...we got a multiple MVA coming in."
"great."
"Why don't you go wait in trauma 1....and get it ready." what part of I don't feel good don't you understand? "Yeah...sure."
"Abby, Kovac for you on line 2." oh thank god! I can sit. "Hello?"
"Hey. How are you today?"
"I've been better." I feel like shit..come home....thats what I should have said.
"Whats wrong?"
"There is all this pressure and pain on my lower back..that was never there before..and my head is pounding...and I started throwing up last night...thats when my back started hurting...so yeah...Ive been better.
"Then what are you doing at work..you should have taken the day off."
"yeah..I..... Oh!" owwww....oh my god...I think I just had a contraction...this can't be happening...its too early...
"Abby? you ok?.. Ab?....... Abby are you there?"
"Yeah...I'm.... fine." I am such a bad liar.
"You don't sound fine."
"I am." Jerry is looking at me shaking his head in disapproval. "Liar Liar." I give him a dirty look and mouth "shut up" to him.
"Are you sure your ok?"
"Yes." No...no I'm not....I know I'm not ok.
"Ok...guess what?"
"What?" I need to sit down. Jerry gets up and lets me sit in his chair. Somethings not right...."I am coming home soon." YAY! you have been gone for way too long...I wish you were here right now.
"When?"
"Next week. There is a plane leaving tonight..but I'm not sure when its leaving... I can't wait to see you...how far along are you now?" damn you...you shoud get on that plane tonight! You can ask some one when its leaving.
"about 29 weeks."
"Wow..it doesn't feel like I've been gone for that long." Yes it does! It feels like longer.
On my knees, I’ll ask Last chance for one last dance ‘Cause with you, I’d withstand All of hell to hold your hand I’d give it all I’d give for us Give anything but I won’t give up ‘Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore
Ow. Here we go again....Oh this is not good. I have had like 4...because I woke up at 3 and had two...and then I had one before..and now I'm having another one...He knows something is wrong. I don't want him to know.."Luka..I have to go..talk to you soon?"
"Yeah..Abby..are you sure you're ok? I know you said you don't feel good but.."
"Luka, I'm sure."
"You take care of yourself ok?"
"I will."
"Abby Lockhart! You just totally lied to him! you are not ok!"
"Jerry...shut up....I know."
"Well...don't you think you should have told him?"
"No. it doesn't matter if I told him or not, his flight is next week."
"Yeah. but he should still know."
"No...Now...I have to go see some patients...
"Abby....don't you think you should tell some one....go see your baby doctor...or something?"
"OB?"
"Yeah."
"No." I say and walk away..when I know..I should. But thats me..never saying or doing what I know I should.
"Abby we need you in here!" the truama...damn, I forgot. "Start compressions." yeah..that will make me feel a whole lot better. "Ow!" I step back and double over in pain.."Halleh take over."
"Abby oh my god, are you ok?"
"No...I'm not. I think I'm having a contraction."
"Ok, chuny go get a wheel chair, and call Coburn, tell her Abby, had a contraction."
"5."
"What?"
"I have had 5."
"Ok..tell her Abby might be going into premature labor."
So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay ‘Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing ‘Cause I’m not leaving Hold on to me and never let me go
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Post by strizzy on Jul 23, 2006 8:41:30 GMT 10
Great update!!
Hope she's ok
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Post by lubyfan on Jul 24, 2006 0:24:36 GMT 10
Update soon!
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Post by luby2534 on Jul 25, 2006 4:38:34 GMT 10
OMG. Please update really soon !!!
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Post by Andie on Jul 25, 2006 5:35:46 GMT 10
Please Update soon!!!!
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Post by hollygirl on Jul 26, 2006 13:06:14 GMT 10
Sorry I havent updated in a few days, my computer has been down...but my its finally fixed so updates will be up soon.
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