Thanks again for all your comments
Okie dokie...so I guess this one would be rated M...although it is very, very mild and quick, but I guess I better put a warning just incase.
Also I know nothing about pop tarts, I don't even really know what they are so if five isn't that many to eat in one go - sorry
CHAPTER FIFTEEN“Pass me another pop tart?” Abby muttered to Luka while she continued to eat. Luka looked incredulously at her, “Uuuuh ahhh that would make it five this morning alone! You need to eat better otherwise this baby is going to come out addicted to junk food.”
“Too bad, call it a craving, I need another one” Abby stood up and got it herself aware Luka was watching her every move.
It had been just over two weeks since she had decided to keep the baby and they had silently agreed to keep it to themselves for the time being, other than Maggie and Luka’s father no one knew, and for now that was the way Abby wanted it, she wasn’t ready for her private life to become public property.
Abby glanced at her watch between mouthfuls, “Look at the time! We have to go, I still need to go by my place and pick up some paperwork for the M & M” They made their way down Luka’s car and as they were driving towards Abby’s apartment, she was continually looking and the speedometer and letting out exasperated sighs, it was making Luka nervous. The moment they arrived she rushed inside and grabbed what she needed and ran back to the waiting car.
“I think we are going to be late for work, again, I swear Kerry is going to fire us soon.” Laughing Luka glanced over at her, “You know things would be a whole lot easier if you just moved in with me, you’re there all the time anyway.”
“You’re right.” Abby responded taking him by surprise, Luka had thought it would be a lot harder to convince her than that, he knew how independent and opposed to change she was, “Huh?” Smiling over at him she explained, “You thought you were in for a fight didn’t you? I was going to end up there sooner or later, may as well be sooner, I do expect you to take your share of nappy duty you know.”
*******************It had been a hard day for Abby, she was finding internship exhausting as it was, let alone having to attend the M & M on top of seeing all her patients, all she wanted to do was go home and relax, she sat herself down at admit relieved to get the weight off her feet, they were killing her.
“You look like hell” Sam glanced her way. “Gee thanks, I feel like it too, I wish Luka would hurry up I want to get the hell out of here before someone tries to get me to do something for them.”
“Ain’t that the truth” Sam said walking away to attend the triage desk.
“Come on, you ready?” Abby jumped up from her seat when she heard Luka’s voice he had to increase his pace just to keep up with her.
*******************Hungrily Luka kissed Abby as he skillfully guided her towards their bed, gently he lowered her down so that she was below him and he was in charge. Quickly in one swift motion he removed her camisole and continued kissing her letting their tongue’s move together as one. He had her pinned beneath him as his mouth worked its way down towards her breasts. He took her nipple in his mouth and felt her tremble beneath him as he let his tongue weave around her breast. Moments later his hands had replaced his mouth, her skin felt as if it was on fire beneath his fingertips and again she let out a small moan, involuntarily arching her back. Suddenly Luka stopped what he was doing his hands lay motionless on her breasts, it took Abby a few moments to realize he had paused, slowly opening her eyes to see why he had stopped she saw a frozen worried expression on his face.
“What’s wrong?” She asked suddenly alarmed.
Without speaking he picked up her hand and placed it where his had been only seconds before, taking her fingertips he gently pressed them into her left breast where she instantly felt the reason for Lukas concern. There was a small lump underneath the surface.
Luka continued to look at her, his eyes never leaving her face, Abby lay there needling the spot Luka had directed her to, silently she pushed him off her and walked into the bathroom, there she stood staring at her naked reflection in the mirror, trying to see if she could visually see a change in her breast, Luka was standing behind her watching her.
“I’m sure it is nothing Abby” he offered hoping to make not only herself feel better but also him as well. Frozen she turned to face him, she had gone a ghostly white, her eyes were the size of saucers and had a glazed over look to them. She walked past him and sat down on the side of the bed looking down towards her feet, Luka once again followed her aware she had not uttered a word since he had found the lump, sitting next to her, side by side on the bed he put his arm comfortingly around her shoulders and drew her to him.
“When was the last mammogram you had?” He asked going into doctor mode. When she failed to answer him he repeated the question with more urgency, “Abby, when was your last mammogram?” Shaken out of her shock she finally spoke, “I’ve never had one.” Her voice sounded hollow. Luka jarringly took this in, but he didn’t show his concern outwardly for fear of worrying her more, it took all his will not to ask her why the hell not, instead he continued to reassure her, trying to be optimistic. “It will be ok Abby, we will go and see an oncologist tomorrow, I am sure it will turn out to be nothing.” Nodding she pulled her camisole back on over her head and lay under the covers once again her back to Luka. Luka lay beside holding her in his arms and kissing her head willing his strength to her.
“My mothers sister died of breast cancer at 46” Luka blew out his breath at this wanting to take the worry and pain away but all he could say was “That doesn’t mean you will, try and get some sleep and we will see someone tomorrow” Holding her as tightly as he could he felt her drift off into a restless sleep. Luka was too worried to sleep and lay there with her in his arms praying that everything would be ok.